#I just wish I didn't have to fight everyone about why I'm studying art
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I wish art was important
#an is venting#I just wish I didn't have to worry about if I have to take on another studies to make money instead of dedicating myself to art#I just wish I didn't have to worry about the government taking funds away#I just wish I didn't have to fight everyone about why I'm studying art#I just wish I didn't have to see every person that figures I'm studying art make a disappointed face#I just wish saying I'm studying art wasn't met with confusion and laughs#I just wish...#I actually don't know why I keep trying#my parents want me to be hopeful when I'm proven that art is not important all the time#I don't think I'll have a job after graduating#I don't think I'll ever make money from making art#and I think that's a pretty realistic approach to it#I can't hope anymore#it's useless when nobody respects art#it's useless when nobody cares
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hshqtask059.
when did you join ? what made you join ? what do you remember from the plotlines that were current at the time ? where were you in life when you joined and where are you now ?
i joined in july 2017 ! i remember browsing the tags and finding laura's wc for irena's sister. i was so obsessed. i loved a good family connection and heck if that wasn't it ! i was studying back then and now i'm working for a company 🤢🤢🤢
which characters have you written over the years ?
iris <3<3<3 isabela, giselle, arthur sr., darcy, kurakin, ignac ! honestly a lot less than you'd think !
what is your favourite plotline that you've been part of ?
in a way arthur sr. short escapade. i liked the fact that the storyline's timeline was clear and i could have him for a short time. his interactions were pretty wild. and i loved his dynamic with art and nicole. but honestly ? there's been so many but i think i've enjoyed myself the most during isabela's best era ? when she was picking up fights left and right, rebelling, etc etc. isabela's friendships with rohan and remei are probably my favourites. rohan's relationship with isabela was so random and it was so organic. i adore it. writing with julie on the otherhand was so wholesome. this is just a sidenote but two threads that have stuck with me would iris and irena's fight. when i was writing that i felt like i finally tapped into something in iris that made everything clear. i knew the character, i knew what she was supposed to say, and everything made sense. i wanna say laura felt it too. our writing matched so well and we understood where the other character was coming from. it's one of my most precious memories. then there's giselle's and roman's threads. i don't remember if this was a single thread or if these moments were scattered here and there but i loved writing giselle against roman because he brought out the best of her. the d'orléans enabled the terrible side of her. they fed her selfishness and cruelness. roman challenged her and sort of reminded her about the truly meaningful things in life. the threads were important to me and i think they made giselle so much more interesting to write.
what about other people's plotlines ?
alexei's depression. i didn't realize what elisa was writing at first and then she started to drop the signs and i was like oh no. alexei is one of the saddest characters i've seen. i was sold.
who is your favourite character from the ones you've played ? why ? what made you love them ? what made them so fun to write ?
giselle. which is a bit weird because giselle has never really had the starring role in plots ? i think all my plots on her haven't exactly been about her but it has been a lot of fun to tag along ! giselle's snarkiness was fun and i loved her antics. isabela is a close second but i think she wasn't as flexible ? her threads were a bit repetitive in the end.
if you could relive a plotline, which would it be ?
iris and irena. i think it's been a very long time and if we got to write them now, we'd be able to write them even better. it might be just nostalgia speaking.
is there a plotline that you'd edit now if you could ?
i wouldn't edit anything but i wish i had spent more time developing the friendship between isabela, bash, art and co. i think it was a fun group and a bit random !
what's a plotline you wish you would have been able to finish before closing or just write more of ?
i wish i could have made giselle into a good sister-in-law to fanni ! something wholesome after a long period of darkness would have been nice. but also it would have been cool to develop the slovakia-hungary plotline. ignac was a lot of fun and i'm glad i picked him up even if it was only for a short time ( like almost a year but time moves weirdly.... ).
what is your favourite ooc memory ?
i don't know if this is strictly ooc thing but I LOVED the craziness of the monaco nye. i loved that everyone just did wild shit. it was amazing. i don't want to say we peaked there but we totally did.
where can others find you if they want to get in touch ?
i'm not gonna lie but i'll probably disappear. everything has to end and i think this is it for me and the hshq gang. i'm not opposed to writing with you guys again but idk how likely it is since the only reason why i was still on tumblr was hshq ahah
what else would you like to say ?
i agree with everything that has already been said and i think we did something special here. everyone did their part and everyone participated in such innovative ways, i respect everyone here greatly for it. it feels like i've grown up with you and the characters and it's a weird feeling to walk off now. everyone knew this day was going to come but now that it's here, i really don't want to accept it. i'm so glad i found hshq and you <3
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Such a beautiful doll
Nishimura riki x male reader
Hello everyone, Orecana here!
I wanted to write this story while it's still in my head so that I don't forget the next day(it happens all the time.)
I hope you enjoy this story
WARNING: this story contains horror elements including creepy dolls and creepy humans and scary laughter.
(if you don't like boy's love, then please get the hell out of this story!)
It was really late at night when niki had just finished his night classes and decided to go home for the day.
Unfortunately, his basketball mates decided that he should join them in attempting to summon the spirit that haunted their school.
There was an urban legend in the school.
It says that there was a boy who used to study in this school, he loved attending arts and crafts class and made many achievements.
One of them was to make many pretty dolls to donate to the poor children.
Unfortunately, a bunch of jealous students decided to pile all of his creations to burn it all up.
The boy did not take it well and begins to violently fight the students.
He was not able to do anything tho because he was outnumbered. They bullied him relentlessly.
The next day at school, the teachers found the boy dead in front of the school gates, bloodied with his hair covering his eyes with his mouth stitched.
The doctors finds out that the boy has done this to himself, and one of his eyes was replaced with a button.
After that though, all the people who bullied him was soon found in the same state as he did one at a time.
The legend says that whoever goes into the arts and crafts room will see a doll waiting for them. It needs to be repaired though, so you must fix it within 3 hours and place it in the location it wishes to be in. Succeed and the doll will bless you with sth. Fail to do so, you will be a doll yourself.
Niki and the group go into the arts and crafts room as the group jokes about this being a prank.
They search around but doesn't see a doll at all and some of the boys loudly wail about this being a joke. Unknowingly, niki smirks as he look at a small cupboard on his right. Confused as to why niki was smirking, the rest of the group look there as well and they stared wide eyed.
There it was. The doll that they needed to "repair". Although it was weird, it's not broken down tho. It had neck length hair and blue teal eyes and wears the girl's school uniform with a stitched smile as it tilted its head while looking at them blinking left and right as if it's scanning them.
(sth like this)
The group feels scared as the doll speaks, despite having its mouth stitched
"hello everyone, I'm so glad you have come to play our game tonight. Although this time i have to break the tradition because the master request this for you all. We didn't expect this much people after all.
As the doll speaks, some boys of the group tried to leave because they were scared but they haven't even gotten close to the door when blood was spilled.
Their heads were blown off as their corpses collapses. The others scream in fright as their heads continue being blown off one by one.
This continued until only 6 people were left, covered in blood head to toes as the corpses of their team surrounded them.
Niki looks in disgust that his school uniform was dirties but also cannot shake the fact that this doll was capable of killing them on the spot.
It is really scary.
"as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted, you each will carry a doll that you must fix with the equipment you find around the school. Each doll needs a certain tool to fix them and they are all hidden around the school. Some places hold hints as to where your respective tools are, so watch for them. If you are done repairing your doll then it will tell you to place them somewhere. Do exactly that and you will win! You have 3 hours. Let the game commence!"
Niki and the others immediately runs outside the room. Niki looks left and right from room to room, in order to find what he needs to fix the doll he was given. Fortunately, he found one of the items needed in the girl's bathroom. A box of thread.
Silently giving himself a victorious yes, he pockets it and decides to explore the sports hall.
He was about to give up really. He had searched almost everywhere, the pool, the gym, and the locker rooms but he couldn't find anything.
To make matters worse, the girl doll in the art room seems to catch on that he was getting closer to winning so it deployed a deadly doll to be on the lookout for niki and his groups. If it catches anyone of them, they're a goner.
He hears the doll approaching so he hid in a locker and holds his breath. The doll laughs maniacally as it walks taunting niki and his group mates to come out, he knows where they are anyways. Thankfully for niki, it walks past the locker he was in and he subconsciously lets out a sigh of relief.
He carefully steps out, making sure that locker doesn't make any noise. He decides to check the last room, the abandoned laundry.
The school used to have a laundry in the sports hall but since it had always malfunctioned, they decided to close it off. Niki goes down there and immediately knows that whatever he is looking for is there. One of the laundromat was turned on and he goes to turn it off.
He opens the lid and checks inside to find what he needed. A golden needle to sew the doll. Despite having all the necessity, niki knows that he needs one more item. As fate would have had it, a doll emerges from one of the laundromat with a giant pair of scissors.
Niki runs the moment he sees barely escaping the scissors that threatens to cut off his entire body into pieces. He looks back behind him to see the doll chasing after him, scissors in hand.
Then he notices something, attached to its vest seems to be a small gemstone. Knowing that this must be what he needed, he decided to find a way to get it without having to deal with the doll's scissors.
Luckily for him, one of his stupid group mate accidentally come across the doll as he screams in fear before getting killed brutally by the doll. Niki takes this chance to run and grabs the gemstone form its vest before sprinting off.
The doll stood there in shock that the human was able to get the gemstone from its vest. It drops the scissors as it lays there smiling through its stitched mouth.
"the master will definitely like him"
Niki runs back into the main building as he tries to find a table to get to work. Eventually, he finds one as he begins sewing the doll back to its proper shape. By inserting the red gemstone into its bowtie, the doll blinks and looks at niki.
"I would like to be at the garden."
Niki nods and caresses it as he walks towards the garden.
"thank you for rebuilding us, human. Although it seems that we are very cruel, we are actually just lost souls trying to find peace."
"The master would put our soul into these dolls and lets us live a happy life until we reach a happy ending."
"I thank you again human. For setting me free."
Niki smiles when they finally reach the garden as the wind blows.
"I will go now, human. But I will give you my blessings. Those who have done harm to you will not get away with it."
Thank you
Niki smiles as he laid the doll on a chair in the garden as he watches it smiles happily at him and waves his arms, signalling goodbye. It slowly goes limp, meaning the soul has moved on.
He cries a bit as he looks at the doll and how touching whoever this urban legend is. They are a good person.
Now that he has done what was needed to be done, he was about to step out of the garden when he was impaled by garden shears.
His eyes were wide as blood pours out of his chest and mouth. he looks behind him to see one of his mates stabbing him with it.
"YOU LITTLE SHIT, YOU PLANNED THIS DIDN'T YOU? TO GET US ALL KILLED!"
Niki wanted to reply but it's only able to choke on his blood as the shears digs in deeper and deeper.
"I WILL KILL YOU, THEN THIS WHOLE THING WILL BE OVER! DIE!!!!!!!"
Niki prepares for his death as he was already impaled but it didn't come. He heard his mate choke. Niki turns to look at him to see a doll strangling him. It cracks his neck as the body falls onto the ground.
The doll turns around and pulls out the shears. Niki screams in pain. He clutches his chest while he's down on his knees as he looks up to look at the doll. It only pulls him by the hand to somewhere in the school.
It was a dark and abandoned hallway and niki recognized this place. It was the abandoned third year building. They entered a room and there he was. The dollmaster.
He turns around, his face and appearance fits perfectly to what was described in the urban legend.
"welcome to my humble domain, nishimura riki.you have just freed one of my children. Thank you so much."
He holds niki's hands as he shivers from the contact. Because the dollmaster is dead, his corpse was so cold.
"I only wanted to tell you this, you may leave the school grounds now. Though, you have intrigued me. If you ever want to see me again, feel free to visit me here again niki-kun. *Giggles*"
Riki feels his chest slowly started to heal and his head was throbbing with pain.
"goodbye, niki-kun"
Niki wakes up outside the school with the police force and ambulance surrounding him. The medical staff pulls in a lot of people into their Vans before heading off to the hospital.
'must be my group mates "
Niki parents hugged him while crying, his mother saying that he was gone for hours at school so she thought he was kidnapped or something.
He only hug his parents back as they enjoy their reunion. They pulled away as the police check and asked niki about what happened.
He lied, saying that his head hurts and his memories of the event is fuzzy. Thankfully, the police didn't push it and allowed niki and his parents to go home.
Before going with his parents, niki turned around and there he was. The dollmaster. Dressed in the school uniform holding that girl doll which was waving at him. The dollmaster smiles with those 'colored' eyes as they says
"we hope that we will see you again, niki-kun!"
Niki smiles and go home with his family, maybe he will give the dollmaster another visit. This time they will be in friendly terms and maybe.... Just maybe.... Niki can finally find someone who he can get along with even if they're already dead.
#nishimura riki x male reader#nishimura riki#fanfiction#horror#romance#enhypen x male reader#enhypen#haunted dolls#lgbtq#gay#enhypen fluff
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Omg training wrecked me- my hands are so tender and sore:( I'm gonna try do a bat anatomy study to try do a messy sketch of hobat tonight because I NEED Daily Hobie HC! I'm tearing my soul apart thinking about this one- just kidding I don't have a soul >:). Hobie never drinks alone. He'll always make sure he's will friends or you, but for some reason, he thought maybe he could finally handle it. He couldn't. Hobie lay sorrowfully on his bed, a few bottles of alcohol discarded at the edge of his bed as his mind wanders into the darkest pits of his memories. He remembers his mother's neglectfulness, stress, and death. Hobie remembers, that despite being the youngest, he had to grow up quick and learn to take care of everyone else while they were still around. Tears flowed down his face, burning into his skin as the memories began to unravel itself, becoming more and more realistic by the second.
Hobie felt like he was a kid again, the smell of alcohol filling his lungs and the sound of the past fights causing his ears to ring. He was so deep in his memories, that he didn't notice you shaking him out of his catatonic state. Hobie met your gaze, drunken and mournful. Without any words, he wraps his arms around you quickly, pulling you into him a little and burying his head in your shoulder. Hobie sniffles as he feels you gently rub his back, staying quiet as he rambles on and on in between sobs about the reoccurring memories, and how he wished he wasn't so fucked so that he could handle drinking alone. He hated how he had to be babysat for something so simple as getting a little drunk, and he wished that everyone in his family was still alive or here. Quick to reassure him that he isn't a burden, you let him hug you tighter as long as he needed, sobbing into your shoulder as if he was a little kid. He felt like he was 6 again, crying into his ragged pillow. Except, he was crying into you, where he could feel comforted and reassured that he's safe. Hobie slowly lifted his tear-stained face away from your shoulder, looking away as he roughly brushed away his tears, only for you to swat his hand away and do it yourself. Your fingers felt gentle against his skin, causing him to lean into it unintentionally. Hobie wasted no time into giving in and going to sleep. No pouts, fights, nothing. He was truly just emotionally exhausted, and wanting to know someone was there beside him. He wrapped his arms around your waist, apologizing tiredly for the smell of alcohol lingering in the air. His hums are slightly broken and hoarse as you wrap your arms around his shoulders, kneading the nape of his neck. He lets out a stuttering sigh of slow contentment as you begin to hum, letting the soothing sound of your voice eventually lull him to bed. -🐦⬛
OMG HOBAT ART U SAY?! 👀
Daily Hobie HC ‼️ CW drinking
You and me both babes HAHAHAHHAHA
And this is why you should never drink alone, kids
BRO WHY U GOTTA HURT ME LIKE THIS
There there, 🫳 Hobie I'm already making you a hungover cure that consists of raw eggs, chocolate and lots of comforting hugs ❤️❤️❤️
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Hi, hi, hiiii! I’m here to send a request for your event :D
Can you maybe do a High School AU with Nozel who happens to be y/n’s academic rival? I’m a big fan of Enemies to Lovers so the trope got to be that one ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ Thank youuuu
Congratulations on the milestone!
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i shoot u >:(
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with love tho-
{Aine's 1700 Event}
Omg you cutie. I love all the emoticons hahaha!! Come here lemme gib you kithhhh ♡
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Edit: @wifeoflangrisvaude I thought I should tag you here as well since this request is from you too <3
And we have another same request hehe ♡ are you two like twinnys or something hehe the exact same troupe too.
And omg A YEAR (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ come here let Aine gib you Kith too. ♡♡ Thank you for the lovely wishes and I hope you continue making people's day with my work ♡
This request is.... So classic. *chef kiss* I love good ol classics ♡ I'll go with high school AU instead of college because of the plot I have in mind. ^3^
AU: High School Characters: Nozel Silva x F! reader TW: slight angst, unchecked, vulgarities. This is long ass for Aine's standards. It should be divided into chapters but I'm lazy so..
*SLAM*
You closed your locker door after getting your books for the next lesson. The hallway went silent.
Opps. Did I slam it too hard?
You turned around to look at everyone's reaction, hoping to not get the weird looks.
But you met eye to eye with Nozel Silva. His face seemed to forever be in a scowl but the girls were all squealing over him. You'll never know what they see in him.
Nozel's eye darted away from you like you were some sort of diseases that made his eye hurt. And you simply rolled your eye.
"Acting all high and mighty just cause he's rich and studies well, lmao" you said sarcastically as you leaned against your locker and crossed your arm.
Nozel's eyebrows twitched a little as he heard your comment. He turned his head back a little to glare at you, both of you scowling at each other.
Your bestie, Vanessa pulled you away, whisper-shouting at you, "let's just go, y/n!"
Both Nozel and you didn't start off this way. You both never bothered about each other's existence at the start of the year, but because both you and Nozel were the top student of the cohort, you were always 'fighting' over the first position.
There can only be one number 1 and that person will get the scholarship to get in Clover College, the prestigious college of your area.
Whenever you took the top in the test, Nozel would give a frown like someone owed him money. He was also always acting cool and confident, like money could resolve all his problems. Well, it could really resolve 99% of your problems but.. you just didn't like his stuck up behaviour AND you really needed the scholarship so you both became "rivals" somehow.
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"I dont understand why does he need to vie for this position with me? He's bloody rich so he doesn't need the scholarship to get in??" You stretched yourself to get ready for PE class later than evening.
"Well, it's like an honourable thing for the family name," Nebra sat beside you and sighed, "he's pushing himself a lot, that brother of mine, but he really doesn't mean any harm. We get it from him sometimes too."
In Silver Eagles High School, certain lessons were mixed between the different levels, example cooking, PE or art lessons, so you got to be in the same class as Nebra, Nozel's younger sister. Somehow, you both got along despite you and her brother's rivalry.
"Well, if he treats you guys this way as well then it's not about the family name" you lifted your hand in an inverted coma, "it's just his ego?"
Nebra giggled, "oh y/n, you're the only girl I've seen that talks about my brother this way."
Nebra liked you. You were real and down to earth and you really worked hard for everything that you got. And you were the only one that doesn't squeal over her brother.
Most girls that liked Nozel were only because they liked his looks or his money. But thankfully, Nozel doesn't give them more than a second glance because he was very focused on his academics and his sport, archery.
He was also the teacher's favourite because he's smart and responsible and always brought back Medals in Archery. He was indeed the Model student.
But you were not bad yourself, you always excelled in academics and you were on the school's volleyball team with Nebra and Vanessa, except that it was a team sport so you were not as recognised as Nozel.
Nebra often thought that you and her brother would be a lovely match if it weren't for the both of you fighting over the top position. Well, one can only imagine, Nebra thought to herself.
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"oi, y/n~" Josh came to your desk, "could you like, teach me how to do homework?"
"How do I teach you if you don't even come to class?" you gave him a stoic expression.
Josh was the school's hockey team MVP. He was great at his sports and was also another ladies' favourite but he always skipped class. He always used his Hockey trainings as an excuse like he was tired or injured etc and the teacher's had no choice. But his academic results were a disaster.
"Hey now, give me a break will ya, training has been killing me, at least let me study your homework then?"
"You mean copy?" you raised a brow
"No~ don't say it like that.." Josh gave you a sheepish smile, "I thought a pretty face like you would be nice too"
"Give me a break, Josh" you rolled your eyes at him.
"being a brag just cause you're top in class?" Josh started to speak sarcastically and his friends sniggered.
You ignored him but he grabbed your bag, "eh eh pretty face, better not be too proud yeah? Sharing is caring"
You struggled against him, but he was huge and strong, so your efforts were futile.
A hand smacked Josh's arm, causing the Hockey player to let go of his grip on you.
"What a disgrace, bullying a girl." Nozel gave Josh a look of disgust as he walked past towards his desk.
"it's none of your business rich boy," Josh glared at him, the other boys squaring Nozel up, but Nozel had his Lackeys back him up too. (well, cause he's rich yknow) Both staring down each other.
"It's none of my business but I'm trying to study here and you're bothering me."
Josh knew that he could not offend Nozel. The Silvas were very authoritative and had great influence in the country. Once, someone tried to beat Nozel up in Middle school, but not only did Nozel know self defence, that guy got expelled and hearsay that no school in the country accepted him after.
Josh stomped off in a huff, "I'll remember this Silva. You better watch out y/n."
"What a waste of my time," Nozel Muttered when he left.
You pursed your lips. You hated to owe him but you did. "Thanks."
Nozel took one glance at you and he went back to his desk, completing his homework.
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You sprained your ankle at volleyball training, you could barely walk, so Nebra offered to give you a ride home after training, since she had a chauffeur come get her.
But as the door opened, Nozel was seated inside. You both stared at each other, the tension rising again.
"Are we some kind of hitch service now?" Nozel spoke coldly.
"It's fine, Nebra, I can just-"
Before you could finish, Nebra held your hand and sat into the car.
"She's injured, brother, anyway her house is on the way, move over a little." Nebra nudged her brother into the car so you had space to sit in the Bently too. Well it was spacious so there was more than enough space.
Nozel let out a small "tsk" but he remained silent as he leaned back and closed his eyes, tired from a day of archery training.
You and Nebra ignored Nozel and made small little chats about the day as you guided the driver to your home. Soon enough, you reached your place.
"Your house looks cute and cozy just from the outside, y/n!" Nebra looked at your little home.
"Come by one day, my mom is a pretty good baker," you beamed at her and thanked her and the chauffeur for sending you back.
"You friend has good manners, young lady Nebra." The chauffeur commented, which Nebra agreed.
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You were late for school the next day. You had trouble sleeping at night because of the pain in your foot and you didn't have time to see a proper doctor yet, so you put on a guard and waddled as fast as you can to school.
The lecture already started when you arrived, and you mumbled a "sorry" to your lecturer. There was not much seats left and you just scrambled into the nearest available seat.
You already felt a cold vibe coming from beside you and you glanced to your side, mentally cursing yourself for choosing such a seat. A seat beside Nozel Silva.
fuck it, you thought to yourself and quickly took out your notes and tried to figure out where the lecturer was at.
You flipped back on forth, until a page was shoved beside you, showing you the slide the class was at at that moment.
You looked up at Nozel, his eyes was focused on the lecture in front. You've never been this close to him before, and you noticed his lavender eyes, a hint softer than Nebra's and you thought that they were really pretty. Even prettier than Nebra's, you would say.
You shook off your weird thoughts and whispered "thank you" to him. To which he just nodded.
The bell rang, signifying the lunch break and everyone quickly packed and scooted out of the lecture hall.
Because you had some things to catch up on from missing 30 mins of class, you were still scribbling in your notes. You tried to quickly pack up so you could head to the front to ask the lecturer about some questions you had, but someone knocked into you, spilling the contents of your bag onto the floor.
Said person ran out of the hall, mumbling a "sorry", leaving you picking up everything amongst the crazy stampede of humans leaving the room.
Someone bent down, helping you to pick up your notes and stuff. You looked up, about to thank the person and it was Nozel Silva. You were so surprised and shocked when he handed you your file with all the notes inside picked up and slotted nicely.
Now you were looking at him close up, face to face. His face was flawless. What does this guy eat? His features were pretty nice, he had a pointed nose and chiseled jaw line, you kinda understand why many girls fell for his looks.
"T-thank you," you stuttered upon realising you might have been looking at him a little too long. You took your things and turn to head towards the lecturer, but he was long gone.
You let out a sigh. What a morning.
Nozel handed you something. It was his notes from today's lecture, "pass it to Nebra when you're done." and he walked off without another word.
You swore your heart did a little skip at that moment and your perspective of him started to change a little.
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"Tell Nozel Thank you for me," you returned the notes to Nebra at the next training. You passed some muffins to her as well. "From my mom, for you guys for sending me home and helping me out!"
"I can't believe my brother lent you his notes" Nebra wriggled her brows at you.
"Well, maybe he knew why I was late, since you guys sent me home the other day and he decided to show some mercy." you laughed.
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The next day, you were walking to class with Vanessa and you saw Nozel from afar, coming towards your direction, your heart thumped a little faster thinking about what you were going to say to him.
Should I say hello, or ask about the muffins, or thank him again for his notes.
"Nebra is sick from eating your stupid muffins." he glared at you, "what did you put in them?"
You were flabbergasted and was totally caught off guard.
"What?" you managed to squeak out.
"Tsk, can't talk now?" he was more annoyed now.
"I-is she ok??"
"The doctors came to look at her this morning and gave her some painkillers, she was vomiting the entire night."
"Is everyone else okay?"
"Only she ate your muffins. Thank god I didn't eat that cheap thing." he shook his head.
"Hey, don't be rude, Nozel, obviously y/n didn't mean it??" Vanessa stepped in front of you.
Your chest was in pain. It felt like a dagger was being stabbed straight into your heart multiple times. He didn't even try the muffins, he thought it was cheap and Nebra was sick.
You didn't know how to feel. You felt genuinely bad and worried for your friend and you were hurt that the muffins you helped your mom made were being insulted this way.
For the past week, you really thought differently of Nozel. You thought that he wasn't that bad of a person and you were excited to see him again.
You didn't even realise you were crying until your vision turned blur.
"I'm s-sorry." you lowered your head and looked at your feet, not wanting him to see your tears fall.
But he did. He was dumbfounded and panic stricken when he saw the tears form in your eyes. He didn't mean to make you cry... He pursed his lips, unsure of what to say now. He mentally chided himself for using such harsh words towards you.
He was just mad and worried about Nebra and the year end exams were coming up, she couldn't afford to miss any classes.
"you happy now, Nozel?" Vanessa held you and chided Nozel, "do you rich people have no manners?"
Instead of apologising like he should, he coward away, turning his heels and walking off.
When he turned his back on you and left, your heart shattered.
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For the next few weeks, you always avoided Nozel and you didn't even look him in the eye. Although Nebra was already better, but you didn't know how to face Nozel after what he said.
You really thought that he was a good guy afterall, only to be proven otherwise when he insulted you and your mom's muffins. But you couldn't really argue much, since it was a fact that Nebra did get a tummy upset after eating your muffins. You could only feel dejection and disappointment.
The finals were around the corner and everyone was more focused on school. You worked your ass off, studying day and night endlessly, hoping to get that scholarship and getting into clover college.
Nozel sees you in school very often. Since the both of you were the top students, you both hung around school to study very often. There were many times where there was not much people in school anymore and both bumped into each other.
There was always a tension and awkwardness in the air. Nozel didn't know what to say; he regretted the words the moment it came out from his mouth.
Truth to be told, he admired your spirit. Not many people could be this determined and disciplined. You were always kind to teach your other friends patiently while he would always lose his patience.
You were popular amongst your friends, but he knew that many around him were just interested in his wealth. He lowkey wanted to be friends with you but he didn't knew how to ask. And ever since that incident, you wouldn't even give him so much as a glance. And it actually broke his heart a little.
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"Nozel,"Solid, Nozel's younger brother, came to him one day, "I've got news you might want to hear about."
"What?" Nozel was still deeply concentrated on his work in front of him, he was studying like a machine these days, pushing himself for the final lap.
"One of Josh's lackeys fell out with him,"
"I'm not interested."
"that's not the point-"
"then get to the point." Nozel cut him off.
"I'm getting to it! Anyway he told someone that he put something in y/n's muffins."
Upon hearing your name, his ears perked up and started listening to the conversation. "what muffins?" he pretended to not remember, but he knew exactly what his brother was talking about.
"The one y/n gave to Nebra! Josh wanted payback for the other day when you embarrassed him. He thought you were gonna eat them, but he put some constipation meds in there.."
Nozel stared a hole in the younger Silva, "evidence?"
"Well it was awhile ago so we can only take his word for it. So technically we can't really report him or shit." he shrugged, "I just thought you wanted to know, since you scolded y/n about it..."
Solid zipped up his lips when he saw the tone in Nozel's face change. If looks could kill, he felt that he would have been murdered by Nozel.
Nozel Silva seldom felt regret. But now he was haunted by it. He already felt bad for his harsh use of words and now he felt like he was being kicked in the gut a thousand times.
He never thought of himself as dumb until today. He wanted to apologise to you but he had no idea how to.
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"Nebra," Nozel came to his sister's room that very day and told her everything that happened.
"I can't believe you said that to y/n!" Nebra gave her brother a look of disgust.
"she didn't tell you?"
"no? she only said that she heard I had a tummy upset and she felt bad and apologised to me."
Nozel felt more pangs of regret hitting his chest. It really felt like getting smacked in the head with a frying pan. You're really an angel through and through.
"I'll apologise. Let me know what she likes."
"Yeah brother, you deal with y/n and your studies and I'll deal with that Josh guy... How dare he do that.." Solid cracked his fingers.
"I'll help you!" Nebra nodded at her brother.
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A cake box with a beautiful red ribbon was placed on your desk the next day. You looked up at the gifter. It was Nozel. His face was slightly awkward and his ear tips were red.
"s-sorry about the other day" the Silva coughed out.
Your heart thumped in your chest, you could feel the heat rising to your cheeks. Even though you told yourself you were mad at him, you couldn't help but feel the butterflies at this moment.
"It wasn't your muffins, it was Josh." Nozel told you everything that Solid told him.
"I can't believe that idiot!!" you furrowed your brows, "how can he do such a thing!"
"we'll deal with him. don't worry." Nozel nodded to you and your heart skipped a beat. He was so suave and cool, you felt your face reddening and you had to purse your lips to not smile.
"h-how?"
"Nothing a little money cannot solve.."
"geez, you rich people... I can never understand.." you gave a little laugh, to Nozel's surprise. It was the first time in 3 years you laughed in front of him. And you looked kinda... cute.
*cough cough* Nozel tried to cough away his oncoming blush and he quickly excused himself.
You opened up the cake box and noticed a little card inside.
y/n: sorry for using those harsh words at you. They don't hold any meaning or malice. My apologies for wronging you and your muffins. All the best for the finals and have ample rest and water. Nozel.
You couldn't help but smile gleefully at the beautifully handwritten card. Even his handwriting was graceful and neat. What else can this Nozel not do?
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It was getting late on a school day and it was just one week to the finals. You were studying alone in the library, your study buddies already calling it a day.
"Still not done for the day?"
You looked up. Nozel took a seat beside you.
"Just finishing up the l last few chapters, you?" you gave him a shy smile, ever since that day, you both would smile at each other or give little nods when you saw each other.
Some days you both could sit beside one another in lectures or class. The people around you were shocked.
"I'm done actually, but I can wait for you. It's getting late and there's no one here."
"Oh no it's fine-" you tried to wave him off but he was already opening one of his notes.
You threw in the towel at 9pm.
"I'll send you back, it's on the way." Nozel insisted. His chauffeur was already waiting at the school gates with their Bently. "You can rest abit in the car. It's what I usually do."
You wanted to protest but you were extremely exhausted from a full day of studying. So you hopped onto the Bently.
"All the best for the finals, y/n." Nozel gave you a smile. He looked really handsome even under the dim lights of the car.
"you should smile more," you blurted out.
You both stared at each other wide eyed, the heat in the car rising.
"T-thanks for the trip back!!" you quickly got out of the car.
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You got finals done and dusted. You felt a huge rock thrown off your back. You were finally free! It was time to focus on the upcoming spring sports tournament.
You focused on your volleyball and Nozel focused on his archery. You thought about him a lot actually. But since there was no more school, you saw him lesser.
Only during days where your practice was on the same day and you would bump into him or see him when he waited for Nebra.
Nozel too, wanted to talk to you. But he had no idea how to and your common topic was studying, which you no longer needed to do right now. He felt a little sad on some days and he found himself thinking about you a lot more.
He started to make excuses to come see Nebra at training, so he could steal a glimpse of you.
When you played volleyball, you looked so cool and sexy. He started to ask Nebra more about the sport, so he could understand you a little more.
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The results for the finals came out. Nozel took the top place and he got the scholarship. You couldn't help but feel disappointed but you were truly happy for Nozel. He had studied hard and he was really, really smart.
Well, now you had to go home and think of a way to raise the money to even pay for Clover College. Maybe you could take up a summer job or some sorts.. Or borrow money..
"y/n." a familiar voice was heard.
"Nozel, congrats!" you beamed at him.
"T-thanks." a small blush crept onto Nozel's cheeks. "I don't need the money from the scholarship."
"uh-huh. of course you don't-"
"I'll give you the money." Nozel said before you can finish whatever you wanted to say.
"Scholarships don't work this way, dummy," you giggled.
"I know, I already have the money for college. So since I'm getting in via scholarship, I'll give you the money. You deserve to be in Clover College and I'm 100% sure you'll get in."
"wha- why? You don't have to. I can't accept this."
"You don't have to accept but it'll be a pity to not be able to study in a good school because you don't have the funds."
"I- I can work part time and raise the money!"
"Take it as thanks for always taking care of Nebra. Or for wronging you about the muffins. Or that I'm sharing this scholarship with you. Or that I just want to continue to be in the same college as you and study alongside you." Nozel blurted out.
You stared at him, his face turning into a tomato after his confession. You mouth was agape and you had no idea what to say. You heart was going at a thousand miles an hour.
"Will you go out with me, y/n?" Nozel spoke softly, keeping it between the both of you. "I do think that I'm in love with you."
You finally understood what it felt like when they say your heart is melting. You felt like the luckiest girl at that moment. The Nozel Silva is in love with you?? The perfect, the 10/10, the guy that every girl wants to have but he doesn't even give them a second glance is now staring at you like you're the most beautiful thing he's seen.
You took a step forward and wrapped your arms around his neck, enveloping him in a hug. It never felt so right before, at that moment, both your arms wrapped around each other. Why didn't you both realise this before? That you were this perfect for each other?
"Yes, Nozel. I think I'm in love too." you said into the crook of his neck.
Thank god you were hugging him so you couldn't see him smiling goofily with his face all red. "I promise to take care of you, y/n."
SOME EXTRAS SINCE THERE'S TWO PERSON REQUESTING THIS:
College! Nozel Silva x F! reader HCS:
So you two are in the same school and you two are like super glued together. Besides playing your sports and being in different classes, you both were practically together all the time.
People thought that you would get tired eventually, but no. Power couple Nozel & y/n is strong.
Boy always waits for you to end your trainings and he carries your bags for you.
You both go to each other's games. First thing after every game is a kiss.
He's still Mr Perfect but he's not so high and mighty with you by his side. You're teaching him to be humble.
He spoils you rotten. Hey, he's rich so..
Mama Acier loves you! You stay over at their place so often and mama Acier spoils you rotten too. Nebra is over the moon about you being her brother's girlfriend and she thinks nobody else is more suited.
He gets grumpy when you go work at your part time job. You insist on paying him whatever you can for his money for college. But he takes the money and buys you gifts or bring you to eat instead.
Whenever you both argued he would still send you good morning and good night text messages. Even if you ignored him, he'll still text you about his day and stuff.
If you ignored him for too long, prepared for the bently to pull up to where ever you are and you'll be pulled in.
Whenever you both are at the movies it turns out into a make out session. Sometimes you miss the movie so he buys another round of tickets again.
He proposed to you on the day of your graduation.
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Side character in y/n's story
This was supposed to be my hw but it turned gold so I decided to post
Hello, I am Sarah, i am living a decent life with busy parents,i am a high schooler. I was having a regular day at school when a new kid arrived. She had the most beautiful face in the entire school and I was awed. The entire male population of the school had a crush on her. She winked at one and he passed out. I was envying her a lot. And then she took her physics class, and discovered the most important law of the universe that changed the world ever since.
Y/n was world famous. There was a history test so I had to study, there were a lot of materials. As soon as I was about to hum my favorite song, I heard someone singing. I wasn't surprised, y/n singing fight song in the halls, hitting all the notes perfectly and rivaling music itself. At this point I'm just done. The next morning I woke up to see y/n flexing her new dragon and unicorn pet. At this point I'm unhealthily comparing myself to her. When I walked in school, y/n just rejected my crush?! He was like THE ideal man? And you just said no?
I almost broke down the entire school day because of how much they admired y/n. I was always plain and boring, I was like the other girls, I didn't have anything special, my friends prefer talking to their friends, my grades were average, I didn't have any stunning talents. I was sick of my unhealthy comparison. I wanted to be better than y/n at one thing. I feel like a boring background character everyone forgets. When she talks to me she's always very nice and typical protagonist personality, she had no harm intended for me and I was felling guilty.
At home, I broke down into my bed, crying on how ugly I am, how stupid I am, how untalented I am, how boring I am, I don't think anyone would have a crush on me. Everyday went on normal as always, y/n achieving great feats and me comparing myself to her or my parents doing it for me. I am insecure about my face. Y/n has a clear face and smooth skin, she never had any imperfections on her face. I want to be her. I wish I could have another day without having to compare myself to y/n.
Today were having art class, y/n drew the most beautiful painting of flowers that rivaled her beauty. I couldn't think of anything to draw. Sigh my only talent beaten by her. I asked permission to go to the bathroom and as soon as I got there I started crying as silently as I possibly can. When I was done it was time to go home.
I was walking down the streets, trying to hide my tears. When a familiar voice came to me. "Hey! Please listen to me". It was y/n, she brought me a bouquet of flowers and said " What's your name? ", I replied with "Sarah.", She replied with " That's a beautiful name, I want to say something about you, I think you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, but you seem to always look away when I see you... Why is that? Do you hate me?". I felt surprised and my heart jumped to my throat, I said "I don't hate you, I just admire and envy you a lot". She replied with " I think.. I think I love you", she gave me a kiss on the cheek before flying home with her dragon. I felt in a special way that I've never experienced before, instead of a boring background character I am the love interest. I felt better about myself ever since.
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Live Laugh Love ~ Pilot
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Georgie Cooper x Reader
Summary: 9-year-old Sheldon Cooper learns that having a brilliant mind doesn't always help growing up in Texas.
Warning: None
A/N: I wrote 2,587 words! I loved being able to bring my creations to life. I hope to do more in the future.
Y/N and Georgie are in Georgie's room when Mary calls the two teens down for dinner. They head down the stairs and into the kitchen. As they sit down in their chairs, right next to each other, they hear Mary yells towards the garage, "Shelly, dinner's ready!" Mary starts serving the table as we wait for Sheldon. George yells out to Sheldon after a couple of minutes, "Sheldon! Don't make me come in there!" Y/N and Georgie sit there engaging in a hushed conversation about the movie they watched together earlier that week. Missy soon gets tired of waiting for Sheldon, and yells to Sheldon, "Sheldon, if you don't get in here, I'm gonna lick your toothbrush while you're sleeping!" Sheldon quickly responds with, "Coming" before rushing into the house to eat.
Sheldon enters the house, and he quickly sits down with the rest of his family, who are all sitting around the table. George waits for the boy to sit down before saying, "What the hell were you doing in there?" Mary calls George's name with a calm yet angry voice. George notices and responds with, "What?" Mary gets onto George for his language. "What language?" George asks Mary before turning to Sheldon, "So?" "I was having fun with dimensional kinematics", Sheldon says responding to his father. Hearing this, Y/N and Georgie look at each other and roll their eyes.
"Just at admit it, he's adopted," Georgie says to his parents after turning his attention away from his food. Sheldon turns to Georgie and says, "How could I be adopted when I have a twin sister? Think monkey, Think." Y/N chuckles at Sheldon's insult towards Georgie. Georgie gives Y/N a glare. Mary breaks the fight between the boys by telling them that no one was adopted, but Y/N. Mary realizes what she says and sadly looks at Y/N. Y/N just shrugs and goes back to listening to the people she called family. Y/N was sad about the reminder of the situation that occurred when 11 years ago but didn't let the comment affect her.
"I wish I was.", Missy comments under her breath. "That can still be arranged.", Mary tells Missy before telling the family that it is time to pray. George expresses his irritation with a groan, causing Mary to give George a very stern look. Right before the family starts to pray, Sheldon puts on a pair of mittens. George groans again which makes Y/N chuckle. "Leave him be," Mary says defending her youngest son. George argues, "He can hold hands with his family, it won't kill him." "We don't know that." Sheldon says before looking at Georgie and asks, "Did you wash your hands before dinner?" "Shut up," says Georgie defensively. Y/N finally speaks up, "Hey, I have to hold his hand to pray every night, whether his hands are washed or not." Georgie glares at Y/N again, and Y/N and Missy laugh and high-five each other under the table. "I hold his hand Y/N, hence the mittens." Y/N playfully rolls her eyes at the comment. The family holds their hands together and prays.
After prayer, Sheldon takes off his mittens and starts eating with the family. Mary asked everyone at the table if they were excited to start school on Monday. Sheldon is the first to respond with an "I am". Missy then responds to Mary's question with an "I guess so". Y/N is third to respond with, "I guess. The only thing I like is hanging out with Georgie and the fact that I am in Art this year". Ever since Y/N moved into Cooper's household, Mary noticed that the one thing Y/N loved more than hanging out with Georgie was how creative she was. At church, Y/N would sing like angel. When Y/N thought Mary wasn't looking she would dance her heart out. Y/N also had a sketchbook full of really cool art and a notebook full of wonderful poems and stories. Mary knew Y/N was gonna have a successful life, and she hoped and prayed that Georgie wouldn't mess it up for her.
Georgie was not happy about starting school. "How can I be excited when he's gonna be there?!" Georgie complains. Sheldon boasts, "Don't worry, I won't be in the ninth grade for very long". George tries to help Georgie by saying, "Never mind him, you and Y/N just focus on your practice". Georgie is on the football team and Y/N is on the cheer squad. "How am I supposed to do that when he's in the same grade as me?" "Just ignore him. At least you'll have me there, except for 5th period. I have art" Y/N reassures her best friend.
"All I know is he's not in the same grade as me anymore, and I am thrilled," Missy says before getting a kick in the leg and glare from Y/N. Sheldon sarcastically says, "Good luck with your finger painting."Missy responds with, "You're gonna get your ass kicked in high school". Mary yells at Missy about her language. Sheldon says, "I'm not going to be assaulted- high school is a haven for higher learning". Y/N and George both respond with a quiet, "oh, dear God".
"Speaking of God, who's going to church with me tomorrow?" Mary asked. George says he can't make it because he has to meet with the other coaches. Mary asks if they could meet after church which George responds with a, "no, we can not meet after church". There is an awkward pause before Mary asks Georgie. Georgie tells his mother, "I have to study my playbook." before looking to his father for approval. George nods at his son, while Y/N looks down at her food with a sad expression, wishing that Georgie would have gone with them. "I have to practice my cheer performance, but I can do that after church. It would be nice to go back," Y/N tells her godmother, which puts a big smile on Mary's face and a frown on Georgie's. Sheldon also decides to go with Mary. Y/N's face grew a wide smile hearing that Sheldon was going. "Oh! Cheer practice can wait! Sheldon at church will be more fun than any cheer performance! I can just see it now. Sheldon and science versus Pastor Jeff and God." Y/N jokingly says while laughing. Missy brings the conversation back to Sheldon by asking why he's going to church when he doesn't even like church. "No, but I believe in mom," Sheldon said putting a big smile on Mary's face.
When Mary asked Missy if she was going, Missy tried to get out of it, but as I said she tried. "Son of a bitch.", Missy says under her breath. Mary flicks Missy's head and Georgie laughs. George smacks Georgie's head and Y/N laughs.
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Mary, Sheldon, Missy, and I were all in our church clothing, sitting in a pew. The church was full. Everyone except for Sheldon sang Onward Christian Soldiers. Sheldon whispers something to Mary, that I couldn't hear.
Pastor Jeff starts the sermon and Sheldon is still asking Mary questions. "Do you have evil thoughts?" Sheldon whispers to his mother. Mary shh's him but he still keeps going, "I just don't think this part applies to me". "That's fine, be quiet and listen," Sheldon says something else about puberty, causing an older woman to turn towards the boy and his mother. When the woman turns back toward the Pastor, Sheldon asked Missy and me if we had evil thoughts. I respond with a "Not really" but Missy said the opposite, " I'm having one right now". When Sheldon asks what it was, Missy said that she was going to kick him where the sun doesn't shine when we got home. Sheldon tells missy that his balls haven't dropped yet and then asked his mom when his balls would drop. The older lady turns back towards the family and Mary threatens the woman.
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We get back from church and Sheldon instantly goes for the student handbook. I pass Mary and Sheldon to go change. I go into Georgie's room after I change. Georgie is in his normal wear, a t-shirt, and jeans, reading his 'Sports Illustrated' magazine. "You know you have no chance with any of those girls in that magazine, right", I say leaning against Georgie's door frame. Georgie instantly looks up at me and says, "You look good. Maybe more than those girls in my magazine." I'm wearing a black jean skirt, with a nirvana shirt tucked in and a black and white striped long sleeve shirt under it.
Georgie and I laugh at his comment and walk over to his bed. "So, how was church?" Georgie asked while going back to reading his magazine. "It was ok. Your mom almost beat up an old lady for calling Sheldon weird, after he talked about his balls dropping. Other than that, it was like any regular church day." I tell Georgie. "So!", Getting Georgie's attention, "How was your playbook?" I ask Georgie knowing he was lying. Georgie looks at me then back at his magazine. "You know that was not the main reason I didn't go to church. I'm not as invested in church as much as you are, so don't give me that look." Georgie says knowing I was going to get onto him for lying to his mother. I dropped that conversation, and we went downstairs to watch tv and talk.
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When I get downstairs, I see George and Georgie talking, so I walk over to them. On my way there, Mary stops me and asked me if I've to saw Sheldon's bowtie. I shake my head no and continue walking. When I get to the table where the boys are talking, they are talking about football. Mary comes up and asks if the boys have seen Sheldon's bowtie. George tells Mary, "Leave it alone Mary, he doesn't need a damn bowtie." Mary argues back, "It's his first day of school, let him wear what he wants." Sheldon yells down the stairs that he still can't find his bowtie. "Oh dear lord, why's he gotta wear a bowtie?" Mary says walking away.
"Can Y/N and I ride in with you", Georgie asked his father. I sit there eating my breakfast quietly, before looking up when hearing my name. George contemplates the situation, then says "sure". "Everybody's gonna know he's your brother. You can't hide. It's gonna be awful for you." I didn't even know Missy was at the table before she said something. "Tell her to shut up." Georgie defensively tells his father. Georgie tells his son, "She's not wrong" earning a light slap on the arm from me. George mumbles sorry and goes back to his coffee.
We're all eating when Mary storms into the kitchen. "George Junior, give me back that bowtie right now!" She yells. "I didn't take it!" "Don't you lie to me!" "I'm not lying!" "We'll see about that!" The pair go back and forth. When Mary walks back upstairs, he yells for his mother to stay out of his room. Missy smiles and says, "She's gonna find your dirty magazines." "Shut up." "You are not having a good day." I shake my head at Georgie, agreeing with Missy.
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Georgie and I are sitting in homeroom when we see Sheldon walk in. Sheldon calls out, "My father's a football coach, my adoptive sister's a cheerleader, and my brother's a football player!" When Sheldon sees us he yells out, "Oh, 2/3 of them are over there! Hi, Y/N! Hi, Georgie!" Georgie and I put our heads down in embarrassment.
Ms. Macelroy introduces herself and the class. She makes a joke about having some of our family members in her class, which causes a few students to chuckle. She introduces Sheldon and Sheldon raises his hand. When the teacher calls on Sheldon, we hear Sheldon tell Ms. Macelroy who is breaking the dress code. Georgie and I sink in our chair lower and lower as Sheldon keeps talking. She dismisses Sheldon, but he puts his hand up again. Sheldon tells his teacher that she is also breaking the dress code because she has a mustache. Georgie and I sink as low as we can in our chair while the rest of the class laughs.
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Georgie and I are on the football field but on opposite sides. I am with the cheerleaders practicing my moves, and Georgie is with the football players practicing blocking drills. I knew Georgie was having a hard time with starting school with his younger brother, so I kept my eye on him. When I see the fight between him and Albert Stinson, I excuse myself from my squad and follow Georgie to the boy's locker room.
I walk in to see Georgie angrily tearing off his equipment. When he accidentally throws something at me, I quickly dodge it. "You know, if you threw like that on the football field this year, we would win playoffs for sure," I say jokingly getting Georgies attention. "What are you doing here? This is the boy's locker room." "I don't care if the whole team was in here naked, I would do anything to help my best friend when he is down." Georgie sits down next to me. George is watching the whole thing play out. "Do you remember when I was 5, and I missed my parents so much that I had that tantrum?" Georgie nods his head. "You were there for me when I needed you, now it's my time. I've seen how upset Sheldon going to school with us has made you. You have held in your emotions for too long. I know you get jealous when Sheldon gets special treatment. I want you to know that you are not the only one. Missy and I feel that way sometimes, but I have you. I don't need anyone to but you to make me feel special. I guess what I am saying is..." Georgie looks up at me, and I take Georgie into a side hug, "When you feel emotional don't take it out on your team. You have me. Talk to me. We are always together and I don't want to see you tear your life apart over something stupid like going to school with Sheldon."
George comes from behind the locker and tells me to go back to practice. I let go of Georgie and give him a sad look before doing as George instructed.
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We get home, and George stops me at the door. "Thanks. You stopped your practice to help out Georgie. I appreciate that.", George tells Y/N sincerely. "Georgie is my best friend. Now, if he managed to hit me, that conversation would have gone a whole other direction." I say jokingly. George chuckles and lets me go.
I go up to Georgie's room. Georgie looked like he was in a better mood. I went in and talked with Georgie until time for dinner.
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The whole family gathers around the table to eat, but first, pray. When it's time to pray Sheldon surprisingly doesn't wear one of his gloves. No surprise when it wasn't the hand Georgie held.
Later that night everyone was sleeping peacefully, except for Y/N who would find laying right next to Georgie, like they have been for the past 11 years when someone was upset.
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Bridgerton S1E3: "Art of the Swoon" | Thoughts
❝ After Daphne catches the eye of a royal suitor, she turns to Simon for relationship advice. Lady Featherington tries to browbeat Marina into marriage. ❞
Find my reactions to other episodes of Bridgerton here and to episodes from other TV shows here! 🐝
Am I taking too much time out of my schedule to watch Bridgerton? Probably. Am I going to do it anyway? Yes, certainly. Time to move on to episode 3 where I share my thoughts as I watch through the series for the first time!
Not Daphne getting turned on by Simon licking a spoon 💀
An accurate representation of me doing the bare minimum and still being exhausted:
I love Daphne and Simon's smiles while joking around with each other, so precious
Daphne's little snort giggle and Simon grinning in response is so cute!
Daphne and Anthony trying to figure out how to light the stove but then settling on cold milk is honestly me not deciding to cook something and settling for a Nutella sandwich
Super cute that Anthony calls her "Daph" and is so protective over his sister
"Some people are not meant to be together, no matter how much we might wish otherwise" isn't that the truth or what?
I don't think I've mentioned this yet, but I love that Eloise has such a feministic view on life. It's really interesting to see her beliefs clash with those expected from a girl her age in that time period
Me to my brain trying to get it to stop wanting to watch Bridgerton and actually focus on studying for exams:
Aww, this scene between them was honestly adorable. Like look at them holding hands, how could you not ship them?
Okay, the fact that Simon didn't end up going to the opera to sleep with Siena must have something to do with the fact that he's slowly feeling closer to Daphne and doesn't crave the spontaneity that he gets during these encounters with different women 😏
Eloise being my favourite feminist character in this series:
Also I do kind of like the relationship that Eloise and Daphne have. They are two different girls with different viewpoints and priorities of life and while they do disagree on those, it's pretty clear how much they still care about one another
PLEASE, imagine getting the sex talk from your future love interest. Someone get these girls some sex education, stat
Also, I think Eloise and Benedict’s relationship is very precious in their own way. The fact that they bond over smokes in the middle of the night and confess their fears to the other is adorable
“I do not believe there could be a more ridiculous notion than that of us ever being friends” “You were a convenience… a diversion… but nothing more” OUCH SIMON, he's clearly pushing her away because he's caught the feels!
Honestly, if I didn’t know Anthony has Kate in season 2, I would’ve found his “I’m here because I miss you” to Siena cute
Can I just say that while I don't really like Siena, I do wish she deserves better than Anthony in this situation? While I don't like that she seems to be chastising Anthony for putting all his responsibilities to his family over her, I do like how she delivered the line and especially when she says "I shall always be the woman you may love in darkness, but never in the light of day" 😔
I feel kind of bad for Marina, it's a shame that Lady Featherington truly believed that manipulating and forging George's letters would be what was best for her
When Daphne steps out on the balcony in front of everyone and picked herself up after Simon broke her heart 😍 yesss girl
I'm not sure why it took me so long to finish watching episode 3 (probably because of school and work), but I really hope Simon and Daphne find their way back to each other soon. Hopefully, Simon realizes that he shouldn't fight his feelings for her and that Daphne feels the same way he does!
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My Everything (HRJ)
1.7k words. (Fluff)
Sometimes you wished you could run away from college and then run a café and live with your boyfriend.
You looked up at him, he was playing on his phone, why was he so relaxed? He has finals too next week. "Renjun! Don't you have to study?" You said.
"I'm done with my course." He said looking back down at his phone.
You sighed, he was always one step ahead of you, even when you were in school he used to teach you things because he was done. Now, even in college he was done before you. Even though you had different majors, you had the same college and fortunately, your classes took place in the same building.
A sigh escaped from your lips as you looked at the amount of chapters left. "What's wrong baby?" Renjun said, sitting next to you.
"I have 3 more chapters left, and exams are next week." You said. "Anything i can help with?" At this you snickered.
"Babe you're an arts major, how are you going to help me with Company Law?" You smiled and looked down.
"I am smart." He said. "I never said you're dumb."
He stood behind your chair and started massaging your shoulders and neck. "Renjun what the-" He shushed you. "Get back to work." He kept massaging your shoulders.
"Renjun stop. That fucking hurts."
"You're stressed it's all pent up-"
"I told you to fucking stop it." You shouted at him, shooting a death glare.
"Why are you being so mean? I'm just trying to help." Renjun spat at you.
"You're clearly not helping, so how about you leave? You're just adding on to my stress with your completed course." You shouted at him.
He picked his bag up and slammed the door on his way out, making you flinch a little.
Asshole, that's the only word that came to your head once he left. His temper is very very short. Sometimes you wondered why you dated him and got annoyed at him. You had noticed how nowadays, the way he dealt with you had started changing.
He'd shout and slam doors. He never did that before but he was doing it nowadays. He is definitely bored of you and wants to break up with you, this is what you thought.
He on the other hand was very stressed, it wasn't about studies, it was about his family. After he left for college, he got to know about the fights which happened back at home. His mom and dad were fighting a lot more than when he was back at home. It had driven him off the edge that he wasn't there to stop his parents. He was an only child, so he'd end up persuading them to stop fighting, but he couldn't do it from here, in college. The only person who'd listen to him was getting annoyed at him too, you. He thought that he was the problem, probably everyone around him has problems because of him.
You weren't able to complete your course because Renjun decided to stay the nights in between semester and took you out so much. If he would've told you to study, you'd be revising by now. He forgot that you leave everything for him. He hadn't told you anything about what was happening back at home. He applied to the same college as you because he didn't want to lose you but he slowly understood that he was just a distraction for you.
Renjun didn't speak to you the entire week, and the week after that. You were done with your exams but still no contact or trace of Renjun.
You called him multiple times those weeks but he didn't pick up, knowing that he was probably busy revising, you left him alone. You needed the space.
After your exams were over you went to his shared flat, one of his flatmates saw you in an alleyway and smiled at you. "Mark, have you seen Renjun?"
"Renjun went to college, he must be back by now though." Mark said.
"Ok, thanks."
"If he isn't home, you can just wait on the couch, he'll be back soon I think." Mark said.
You nodded, bidding Mark a goodbye and walking to their apartment. Renjun had told you the password to the apartment, all his flatmates knew that he had a girlfriend and they didn't mind it. They were friendly and got along with you.
When you unlocked the door and got in you saw a girl in the kitchen, around the same age as you.
"Oh Mark you're back?" She said and turned around. "Hello." You said and she smiled at you. "Who are you by the way?" She asked you, the question took you aback.
"I'm Rejun's girlfriend." You said, her mouth formed a small Oh. "What's your Major and Year?"
"I'm a final year in BCom."
"I'm a first in year Mass Media. Oh by the way I'm Mark's girlfriend." She said and passed a cup of coffee towards you. "Renjun isn't home, how about you wait here till he's back? He said he wanted to get some groceries." Mark's girlfriend said. She was younger than you and Mark. Mark was doing his post graduation and she was in her first year. You and Renjun were the same age.
When Renjun had moved in only Mark was living here, before another guy named, Jeno had moved in. You had found yourself a reasonable one flat apartment but slowly it's cost was rising which was a problem for you, but you kept living in it.
"We're looking for a flatmate." Mark's girlfriend said, trying to break the awkward silence. "Oh, where do you live?"
"The apartment above."
The both of you started talking about college and she told you details about the flat and the empty room. It seemed decent and you thought about it. "Can i see it?" It was a chance to be closer to Renjun, he wouldn't have to commute so much to see you.
Renjun came back home an hour after you had arrived, Mark and his girlfriend kept you entertained. They made you coffee and spoke to you.
When Renjun came home, you saw his red face, which was puffy.
He saw you and stood at the door frozen. Slowly tears started to fall from his eyes and your movements were quick. You ran to him and hugged him. He fell on his knees near the shoe shelves and you hugged him. He cried into your arms and you soothed his back.
"What's wrong Jun?" You asked softly. Instead you got a louder sob for a reply.
His grip around you tightened and he cried for a few minutes before pulling away and pushing your hair back from your face.
"My parents are getting divorced, and i thought i lost you because you lost interest in me-"
"Renjun I love you." You said hands caressing his cheek. "Why didn't you tell me about all this?"
"I didn't want to burden you, and I thought you'd get affected."
"Renjun, if it's bothering you and is a problem to you, it's my problem too." You said smiling at him.
"They've been fighting a lot lately, since i came here." Renjun looked down at the floor. "I wasn't there to stop them."
"Renjun, its not your fault." You put your hand under his chin and made him look up at you. "It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself."
"But I should've been there and because of me you weren't able to complete your course on time, its all my fault."
Your boyfriend who was almost a head taller than you, suddenly seemed like a small lost child who you wanted to coddle and sing to. He looked so troubled and sad that your heart hurt. It wasn't his fault, he blames himself for everything.
You remember the time when you were cutting vegetables and got a slight cut, he blamed himself for it, saying that he knew that you dont know how to use a knife so he should've been the one cutting the vegetables.
He was harsh on himself and as much as you believed you could change it, you couldn't but you wanted to.
"Renjun, its not your fault that i didn't study, it's my fault. That's on me."
"If I hadn't stayed the nights, you'd be done."
"Renjun you stayed over the weekends, i always had weekdays but i ended up wasting them, it's on me." You explained to him.
"What about my parents? That's totally on me. I shouldn't have left them knowing how hostile they are towards each other."
"If they were hostile towards each other did you ever consider that they were both stressed together. They didn't want to be together Renjun."
He finally looked at you, eyes dejected.
"I want to break up with you."
"Why?"
"I'm nothing but a distraction to you."
"You are my driving force. You're like a miracle to me. I wish you could see that." You connected your foreheads. "You're the person i look forward to each day, knowing you'll provide me comfort and that you'll be there to listen to me."
"And i wish i could show you how much i feel for you, It can't be expressed in words." You whispered, planting a small kiss on his cheek.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you what was going on and for keeping you in the dark." Renjun said.
You nodded. "You're not gonna hear the end of it, they annoyed me so much over the phone about who'll keep the pearls and me." Renjun said. "Honestly, your mom deserves the pearls." You said looking into his eyes.
A small giggle came from his chest. "Yeah she does."
That's when the door opened and Jeno entered. "Renjun, its dirty here-"
"Oh hi Y/N!" Jeno smiled and waved at you. Mark slowly pulled Jeno, "You're ruining their moment dude." Mark muttered under his breath.
All of you laughed and ate ramen for dinner, enjoying each others company.
"Renjun, Mark's girlfriend told me there's a room upstairs that's empty. I was thinking i should move in there." You said when he brought you to his room.
"Actually, i was about to ask you if you wanna move in together, Mark wants his girlfriend to shift downstairs, we can have the entire apartment to ourselves." Renjun smiled. "Plus my house is closer to our college."
"Yes, I'll move in with you."
New beginnings awaited you two, all full of happiness and sunshine with a few rainy days, but no storm lasts forever, all of them pass, and bring along sunshine again.
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hi, from your blog I learn a lot about shinee and you are doing well. Do not take my following questions the wrong way. I do see you being vocal and critica of bts and their fandom from time to time. It is good to know both sides of the fandom, good and evil, well done on talking about it. My question may seem rude but why are you also not critical of shinee, their fans and their company. I only see you write good things about shinee not a negative review, be it their solo projects to you they are perfect etc. Is it okay for someone like me who is learning about them to just know their good and positive aspects. Does this mean they are perfect idols, who have never said or done anything wrong, and as for their fandom they are not xenophobic, racist and etc as well.
Hi Anon,
I really like your Ask. Thank you for submitting it.
SHINee (and for that matter all groups/artists) are not perfect. Everyone makes mistakes, does the wrong thing, has beef with their company etc.
As for me, I don't have a lot of complaints about SM re SHINee. They have a contract that gives them final say on everything, and they put out music and concepts that are satisfying to me and intellectually stimulating as someone who studied art and music.
I have complained about the fandom here before, but I rarely need to because they don't really move like army or blinks or stays apparently (lol). I don't see racism or xenophobia within the fandom on a daily basis. The new, younger Taemin fans are the ones I see it mostly with (once every two months maybe? Lol) but they're mostly busy making Taemin sound like SM's Cinderella when he's legit the favourite.
The thing I think you're forgetting Anon is that this is a fandom that suffered trauma and still experiences grief. There are "bigger fish to fry" in SHINee World than cyber bullying a kid for saying something dumb or attacking journalists. When the New Yorker published that terrible article last month, the vast majority of shawols politely listed the problems with it. Of course there are exceptions but there were a lot of people, including myself, reminding fans of our behaviour standards.
The fandom fundamentally has a different perspective. It's not an easy thing. And the shawol fights you see on occasion are often younger fans not respecting Jonghyun's legacy. Some even say they don't care to know him. I'm sure you can understand how hurtful that is to a lot of the fans. It pains me when I come across it because his music is nothing short of brilliant.
I've said this before in other posts, but people are welcome to send in asks that are critical of ANY group. That includes SHINee and Taemin, especially now that we know Taemin is healthier. When he was unwell, I was not comfortable going down that route but I think that's understandable given well, everything.
Does SHINee have a "bad" aspect? Sure. They've done cultural appropriation like all other kpop groups in some of their styling occasionally. Don't Call Me had some hip hop looks blended with other fashions. I think they're good at creating something new out of different elements; I didn't feel like they were in hip hop cosplay. However, I do think they could be more careful with some elements (the durag, some of the hats chosen).
Do I have criticisms? Only a few. I think my main criticism centers on how unwell Taemin was before he enlisted and how the fans experienced that. But how can I blame anyone? When someone gets sick, they get sick. And he was already sick for a long time. I wish there was a way he could have been helped, and that fans could have felt comforted and less worried. My only choice is to trust SM has learned from its mistakes. SM made horrific, tragic mistakes and I do think some of the ire for Hybe is rooted in how they're inexperienced and seem to not put the health and training of their talent first when they should have learned from other's companies mistakes.
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Hello Dani.
I wish I were here with some cute Malec fan arts to show you instead of what I'm about to say. But I'm not. I guess I just need to talk to someone. I'm sorry if I'm bothering you. You don't have to answer me. I guess the fact that I was comfortable enough to tell you these helps me enough. To at least know that I'm no longer the only person who knows these anymore. To know that it isn't a secret I have to bare alone. Cause I'm fucking tired of it.
Ok, here's the thing. Here, in my country, students attend a national exam at the end of elementary school. Just before entering middle school, at 11. The results of this test show whether you can enter some special schools that are built to guide and educate the students who got accepted. The students society thinks are smarter than the others. As far as I can remember, I knew I should take that test and get accepted. When I was a child my mother told me about a long time ago, when she and my father were at high school. My father had wanted to become a doctor at the time. He'd tried and studied hard and eventually gotten accepted at the medicine school. But back then, it had been very important for the students studying important majors at university- like medicine- to have a good social image and other people's opinion about them mattered a lot. And at that time, my father's family had had some kind of quarrels and fights going on with some neighbor families, and thus when those people were asked about my father personality, they've talked shit about him and he got rejected. He had to become a teacher instead. I was just a child back then, but even as a child, I could see how my father always yearned for what he'd lost. The way he talked about how good of a job it is, how doctors can help people a lot, and how if I'm smart and hardworking enough, I can become a doctor one day. Long story short, from a very young age, every one told me that I was intelligent and should become a doctor. It would make my family and my family name proud and I knew it. So I tried, I studied and I got accepted at that special schools at 11( cause it has always been part of the path I was shown ). I not only got accepted, but also got the best marks at the test in the town. That day was the only day I remember my father looked very proud of me. I always did good at the exams, but there was always something lacking for them, like, although I become a top student, I didn't become the best, or although I became the best, some of my marks still could be better. So there was always some criticism waiting for me, no matter what result I gained. The only time that there wasn't any, was that one time that I got accepted in those special schools at 11. That day I only saw appreciation. After that, I always kept trying but I guess I was never hardworking enough. My parents used to say it was because I couldn't put my complete focus on studying. Because I used to draw, and play soccer, and also attend English classes. I loved all of those activities, but I dropped all of them when I entered highschool. Because everyone said they were distracting me from my purpose that was becoming a doctor. That I needed to study biology and math and not waste my time with arts and sports. So I did it. And I was ok with it, or at least I thought I was. Untill I wasn't anymore. Until suddenly this pandemic started one year and a half ago, and I no longer could go to school. And I started struggling to keep up with my lessons and studying. I understood that I didn't enjoy it, it had become like a chore. I didn't understand how much my friends, my teachers and my school meant to me and how much it affected my willingness to studying till I lost it. And it took me even longer to find out the reason I needed them so much. And I hate that reason. I totally hate it. But it was true. I needed school because they gave me the appreciation and approval I always yearned for. I found out that one of the reasons I studied well was that I liked everyone appreciating me. I like the looked of awe in their eyes when I solved math problems or when I answered a biology question no one knew of. And I no longer had those. I was all alone with my family, since school were closed. And I knew- I know- my family loves me, but their tactics for helping someone or something get better has always been criticizing the wrong things, instead of praising the good parts. And it helped, or it used to do, at least. But just as long as I got the praise and approval I needed from the others. But I didn't
get them anymore cause I was all alone with my family now. I just had them. And the criticism become harder and unbearable. Studying was like a burden, a chore. And it didn't help that with the whole staying home situation, I had more time to think and I realized how long it had been since last time I drew anything. Or played soccer. Or read my favorite novels. I realized I never once stopped to think about what I wanted to do. My life path had always been described for me. I'd always known what I was supposed to do, or what I was supposed to be. But I was no longer sure if it was what I wanted. And I was confused and lost and absolutely terrified. I didn't know what to do. Whether to continue my path, or change it. I tried to speak to my parents. But they didn't get it. They didn't get why I was suddenly hesitating and told me I was just ruining all those years of trying, for nothing. So I stopped talking about it. But I couldn't stop thinking about it. I couldn't help feeling like I've always lived for others. Like, why the hell should I need my teachers and classmates appreciating and praising me? Why should not having that anymore make studying boring for me?? Why did I never thought about my future as a choice, not something that was always set to happen?! I was angry at myself but most of all, I was lost, I didn't know what the hell to do. And no one could understand me, so when my parents asked me how I was preparing myself for the national exam of universities acceptance, I lied. I lied and told them I was doing ok, while I totally wasn't. I couldn't tell them, I didn't want them to blame me, cause I blamed myself enough. I hoped it will get better by the time. But it didn't. Everyone thinks I'm a fucking Christopher Lightwood, while honestly, I'm more a Alastair Carstairs.
And now, here am I, not knowing what the hell to do. The exam for universities acceptance is in less than a month and a half. I know I still have time, but I no longer know what I want to do. And I no longer believe in my abilities. I think my parents were right, I think I just wasted my time hesitating and questioning myself. Maybe becoming a doctor doesn't make me happy, but isn't it worth it?? That at least it is what my father wanted for me all along? That I can at least make my family happy and proud?? Cause I don't know what makes me happy. And now, it's too late to think about it and find out. Cause I'm scared to find out. I'm scared that I make my family disappointed, like I made myself disappointed. I'm afraid it's too late and no matter what I do, I'm gonna make them disappointed. That while everyone thinks I'm gonna get accepted at the best medicine school, I won't get accepted at all. I wasted so much time questioning everything. If only I continued my path, at least my family would be happy. But now, I'm terrified that I make them disappointed and remain unhappy myself. Cause even if I was living a lie, even if I one day got up and see I didn't like my life, at least I still had a life. A life in which nobody had expectations from me any longer. And even if I didn't like my life, I was at least alone to do whatever I want with it. But at the moment, I just want to become a doctor, and pay off what I've always felt I owe my family. My father. That was the only thing he ever wanted from me. ( And it pays handsomely, sure. It's just, I was never sure if I enjoy doing it, not just its payment.)
But I'm now terrified that I've ruined my chance for even having this. I think I should've never questioned my life. It didn't help that I found out I wasn't happy. I can't help but think I fucked everything up. I always tried to be open to changes. To be brave, just like Alec was. But how can I do that when I don't know what I want? How can I even choose another job when I was practically raised to become a doctor since forever? How can I change my path when I sacrificed lots of things that I loved for it?? All those soccer games I didn't attend, all those drawings I didn't draw, just to have time to study! How can I do it?? And what if my family was always right, that becoming a doctor is best for me? What if I've had fucked up my chance of becoming a doctor even??
And more than anything, I'm tired of keeping all that a secret. I feel guilty as hell whenever I see my parents cause I lied to them, and it's making it all hard to breathe. I'm really really tired. I'm lost. What am I supposed to do? What should I do???
Hello, darling.
Thank you for trusting me with this. I'm glad you wanted to talk to someone. Whatever you feel, it's out now. You no longer have to worry this is a secret. I hope that helps you a little. I hope it lightens the burden you carry on your shoulder.
As always, I cannot tell you what to do. It's your life - something I do remind yourself more often. It helps. I promise.
But I can tell you what I think.
1. I think you are very smart. Like VERY smart. So, if you are worried about changing your academic course or career path, I would say you have nothing to worry about. If you can study biology, trust me, you can find your way through any other subject. It's nothing to be afraid of. Every subject is hard. But you seem like a relentless little fighter to me. So, you will figure it out.
2. I think the reason your father wants you to be a doctor is because he still feels the pain of not achieving his dream. If he doesn't enjoy teaching, then he knows what it's like to live a life of regret. Your father wants to spare you from that. But irony is cruel. Because that very effort has pushed you into the same path. I think someone *cough* you *cough* needs to remind your father that even if you become a doctor, you will not be happy. And while your parents might not be able to see it clearly as you do, it's what they want too. Success doesn't necessarily mean happiness. So, maybe you should tell your father that. Tell him that even if you become a doctor, it wouldn't make you happy. So, despite all their prayers and efforts, your parents would still fail. Because you would be living a similar life as your father had to.
3. One and a half month sounds like a very short time. But here is the thing. I feel like if you put your mind to it, you can get through this exam. But what about your heart? Where does it want to be? What does it want to do? For me, it doesn't sound like a problem of "can I do this?". Yes, you can. It's more a question of, "do I want to do this?". I don't know the answer to that. You are smart. Figure it out.
4. The best advice I've gotten in life is this "do what makes you happy." I know that many don't have the luxury of following that advice in every possible way. But you have the chance. do it. If something or someone is bringing you unhappiness, you should have the liberty to say "no fuck off." It takes a lot of courage to look at something and say 'no'. We haven't been taught to say that enough. Learn to say 'no'. If you take away anything from this response, it should be that.
5. You don't owe anyone anything. Just so you know. Not your family. Your parents. Not your school. No one. Nothing. But you owe it to yourself to be happy.
6. I have met many people like your father - and perhaps yourself - who have told me that "I couldn't follow my dreams. But when I have a child one day, I will do everything in my power to make sure they get to achieve their dream". It's truly a beautiful sentiment. But all I can think is...If it's possible for us to fight for an unborn child of ours, then why can't be fight for ourselves. If we are willing to fight in the future, then why not now?
I know you want your parents to be happy. I know you don't want to let them down. I know a lot of us think that way. So I ask - Why can't we show the kindness we are willing to show the ones we love to ourselves?
7. I don't know what you are going to do either, my love. But I know you will survive. So, even if these words get washed away and even if the confidence you feel is momentary and even if you end up taking the exam and do biology, I hope you remember that it is never, ever, ever too late to choose yourself. To follow your dreams. To stand up and say no.
8. You told me you are more like Alastair. So, I'll leave you with this.
"If you choose that for yourself, it is your choice, but you cannot choose for me”
All my love,
Dani x.
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CHAPTER 10:
"You look nice, Deku" Uraraka smiled, her hands held behind her back as she rocked back and forth on the balls of her feet in a childish manner, looking at her green haired friend. "Is there anyone in particular you're trying to impress?" she gave him a knowing look that Izuku stuttered and blushed to.
"No! O-of course not" he immediately denied and averted his eyes when that only seemed to make Uraraka's smirk widen. Izuku knew he was a terrible liar and Uraraka could be very scary sometimes. "But um, hypothetically speaking.. if I /were/ trying to impress someone- which I'm not- but hypothetically speaking do you think they'll.. you know. Be impressed? Hypothetically."
Uraraka looked her friend up and down. Izuku's fashion sense has definitely improved since the beginning of their first year. Both Tsuyu and herself had made sure to teach Deku and Todoroki a thing or two about dressing themselves since they were completely clueless sometimes. Midoriya was wearing brown, cuffed corduroy pants with a forest green oversized short sleeve button up, a lighter green long sleeve underneath that to create layers. The red shoes were never going away though and Uraraka gave up in trying to get him to wear another pair of shoes. He looked good and Uraraka noticed how his hair was a bit neater too so he obviously put a bit of extra effort into trying to style his curls. In fact, looking around the common room it seemed that Deku wasn't the only one who put a little extra effort into their appearance today. Half the boys there looked like they were going off to a party instead of a casual class outing. Even Iida looked like he was trying out a new hairstyle. No glasses either.
"Umm, Uraraka-san?" Izuku waved his hand in front of the girl's face to get her attention. She zoned out for a bit there and she blinked, turning to face him again.
"Oh, right! Well, /hypothetically speaking/ right?" she smiled and he nodded, "I think they'll be very impressed." Deku beamed and her eyes shifted to Todoroki who was just arriving downstairs. "Oh, look! There's Todoroki-kun. Let's go talk" she grabbed Deku's hand in hers and took him with her. He looked very good! Todoroki's aesthetic was more of a simplistic/classy style with neutral colors. This time he decided to switch it up and was wearing a white t-shirt with an unbuttoned, loose fitting pale blue and white striped dress shirt over that. He had black jeans and white sneakers too. He looked very good. "Oooo~ is there anyone /you're/ trying to impress, Todoroki-kun?" Ochako teased.
"Yes."
Ochako didn't expect such a direct answer but giggled anyway at her blunt friend. Deku on the other hand didn't find it as funny.
"Is Bakugou here yet?" Shoto changed the subject and looked around the common room but didn't spot the explosion quirk user anywhere. He felt a little disappointed.
"No, Kacchan isn't here. Neither is Kirishima-kun" Izuku really tried to keep the bitterness out of his tone. He knew that they were best friends but did they really have to be glued at the hip 24/7? Deku doesn't like the way he starts to feel when he thinks of those two together but he can't help it.
"Oh" Shoto mumbled. There was an awkward silence where no one said anything for a few seconds until Uraraka couldn't stand it and broke it.
"So how are you feeling, Todoroki-kun? Are you still tired or are you feeling a bit better from earlier?" Ochako questioned. That got Izuku's attention and he turned to Todoroki with a curious expression. Was he sick? Todoroki didn't mention anything to him today. He wondered why he didn't tell him.
"I feel better, thank you. I'm excited to be going out with my friends" he smiled briefly and Izuku returned it. After that things started to go back to normal as they talked about what stores they wanted to go to and if they had anything in particular they wanted to buy. The common room was filled with brief conversation before the 'ding' of the elevator was heard and everyone turned to look at a nervous Kirishima standing on the far opposite side of a bored looking Bakugou. Izuku felt a knot form in his throat and Todoroki felt his heart skip a beat, their faces heating up a little at what girl Kacchan was wearing. He looked good. Hell, even if he was in his normal body and wore that he'd look good.
"You're here!" Mina rushed forward to hug her two friends in a crushing hug which Kirishima gladly returned. The girls may or may not be feeling smug at how everyone reacted to seeing Bakugou. Yeah, they did that.
"I said I would go with you extras, didn't I? Now let go, pinky" Bakugou groaned. She smiled wide before stepping back.
"This'll be so much fun!" Mina jumped up and down.
"Everyone please form a single file line for attendance! As class president I must make sure everyone is accounted for before we vacate school grounds" Iida made sure to grab everyone's attention by speaking loud and clear as well as waving his arms about. Where he pulled the clipboard from no one knows but Iida started to check off names in the class roster to submit to Aizawa sensei once they come back in a few hours. "Alright. Everyone is here. We can go now" he nodded in confirmation.
The class had to take the bus to go to the mall so Iida stayed by the door until everyone was inside before going in himself. Bakugou was planning to sit with Kirishima but the redhead as soon as he was in the bus went and sat beside Sero instead. Katsuki was confused since they always sit together and even Sero was looking between the pair in confusion. "You don't mind, right Bakubro?" Kirishima awkwardly scratched the back of his neck. Bakugou just shrugged and moved on to find an empty seat to which Kirishima let out a breath he didn't even know he was holding.
"What was that?" Sero questioned once Bakugou was out of earshot.
"What was what?" Kirishima turned to him.
"That. You always sit with Bakugou so why all of a sudden did you decide to sit next to me? I don't mind but I was a little caught off guard, man. You know, you've been acting weird ever since the night we played games in my room. Is everything cool?" Sero had an idea of what was happening but he wanted to hear it from Kiri himself.
"Yeah, everything's good. I just need to sort some things out for myself first" he explained and Sero nodded, leaving it at that. Kirishima appreciated that about Sero. He knew if it was Mina or Kaminari they wouldn't stop pestering him about it. Kirishima just wanted some time to hopefully figure out why he was all of a sudden feeling so weird around Katsuki.
On the other end of the bus, towards the back, Bakugou found an empty seat. Everyone else seemed to be already sitting with someone else but he didn't really mind it. Once seated, Bakugou put his elbow up on the edge of the window and looked outside. He felt someone slightly tap his shoulder though and looked up to a shy Koda. 'May I sit here?' he signed and Bakugou raised an eyebrow. He rolled his eyes and signed back 'go for it' and Koda smiled a little, quickly sitting down beside Bakugou. Aizawa did mention that because of his quirk, he may experience hearing loss in the future if he didn't take the proper precautions so Bakugou has been taking JSL classes from Koda since the beginning of their second year and developed a somewhat mutual understanding with the guy. He really wasn't all that bad, just a little quiet. And while they weren't friends friends, Bakugou knew that if he ever needed a quiet place to study or just hang out for a bit without talking, he could go to Koda's room. The same went for Bakugou. If Koda ever wanted to spar or wanted pointers to help in improving his fighting skills, Bakugou is available.
Now that everyone had a seat, the bus began to move. The ride was going to take approximately fifteen to twenty minutes so he just wanted to use the break to relax. Bakugou could tell Koda wanted to say something based on the way he would look at him every few minutes but then look away though. "What is it?" he finally asked a little less than halfway into the trip and Koda shook his head. "I know you want to say something, now what is it?"
Koda looked hesitant at first but then signed 'how are you feeling?' with a sincere look. Maybe if it was someone else Bakugou would have told them off for getting into his business but Koda was someone who earned his respect and admiration throughout their time together in UA and who he saw as an equal.
"Why do you ask?" he asked instead, a bit defensive, and Koda responded by signing 'this is a big change and I was just wondering how you were doing.' Bakugou shrugged. "It isn't something I can't handle. Besides, today is the last day of the quirk so I should be back to normal by tomorrow morning" Bakugou mumbled, adding in a "thanks" as an afterthought. Honestly speaking, Koda has been the only one who's asked him how he felt about this whole quirk situation. The rest of his classmates all just seemed to be having fun with it and while he didn't mind, it was nice to be asked.
'You're always welcome to come hang out with me and my bunny if you ever need quiet time,' Koda offered. 'He told me he misses the angry blonde boy with the warm hands" he joked. Bakugou smirked a little with a "tch, sure whatever. Tell 'im I miss the furball too" leaving his lips. After that Bakugou and Koda fell into a comfortable silence where Bakugou closed his eyes to rest for the few minutes they had left on the bus ride.
Everyone else in class 3-A never thought they'd see the day where they all wished they were in Koda's place. The anivoice boy was sitting perfectly still so as to not wake the pretty blonde that had leaned his head on the other's shoulder sometime along the trip and was now sleeping peacefully on him.
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( this fan art isn't in correlation with the story chapter but oH MY GOD LOOK HOW PRETTY GIRL BAKUGOU IS- 😩)
#bakubowl#fanfic#boku no hero academia#bakugou x everyone#bnha#gender bender#temporary fem!bakugou#fem!bakugou#bakugou centric#BAKUBOOBS!?!
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Tag Your Mutuals!
The very nice @thepurplemu24 tagged me and I'm so glad you did (/ ^ v ^)/ <3
Why did you choose your url?
When I started using tumblr I didn't know how to to pronounce sew and just wanted a url that was hard to say in my head. Also I'd just started studying Japanese and couldn't stop thinking how tamagotchi meant little egg, hence added the -chii.
Any side-blogs?
Once upon a time I did and it was such a mess 😂😂
How long have you been on Tumblr?
Around.... 2015 I think?
Do you have a queue tag?
I don't tag my queue, but books/movies/shows I wanna read/watch I tag as queue hihi
Why did you start your blog in the first place?
My middle school art teacher wanted us to get inspiration from tumblr.... keep in mind this was before the porn ban so she quickly took it back but I was in too deep already
Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
I always smile just opening my mouth really goofily so the smol axolotl looks a lot like me when I smile :DD
Why did you choose your header?
Lol okay so I didn't know the detective Pikachu movie was a thing and just came across a really sad-looking Pikachu and my first thought was "same" (because at that moment I was going though it). Also he just looked really soft. I've been thinking what I can change it to actually 🤔🤔 (since I'm not going through it anymore)
What's your post with the most notes?
Oh no... I think the one that's the hotline bling meme but with itsay. I find it hilarious but am also aware it's not very funny.
How many people do you follow?
405 - what when did that happen
Have you ever made a shitpost?
Oh yes
How often do you use Tumblr?
Mmm sometimes I won't open it for a month and then spend like 4+ hours here daily.... it's a gamble
Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?
Why fight when you can shitpost
How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?
Can't think of any of those posts... but if there's a frog I probably will 😂😂
Do you like tag games?
Yessss so much. I know sometimes (usually) it takes me forever to come through but I love getting to know my mutuals :DDD
Do you like ask games?
I don't think I've ever been in one... or know how they work really hehe
Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?
Honestly all of them... they just seem to know everyone around. I'm still sorta shooketh that I have any mutuals tbh 😅
Do you have a crush on a mutual?
Not really but I do appreciate them all and wish them a very nice day 🥰🥰
I think a lot of people have already done this but if they haven't and feel like it (as usual no pressure) @wonderfuleternity @aheartandashirt @floralbfs @hemi-demi-semiquaver @musicdramalove @nanzhujues
#tag game#i'll be spamming a lot of tag games so sorry if i'm tagging someone like five times hihihi#jeeezzz it took me almost a month but anyways hope y'all have a nice day :D
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Explaining My DR
⚠️ Before you read, please keep in mind my DR is based from a lot of mythology. Please do not feel offended (I mean you can feel offended but I mean please don't feel like I'm purposely trying to offend you) if your group is not mentioned (such as magic users) or if they are misinterpreted. It's a DR based from the past and from old mythology and lore. It isn't going to be the same as the present. We are also using old terms and meanings. It's also based from an anime too. ⚠️
⚠️I'll also be updating this from time to time if I find more information I want to place. So if you ever get bored, just head on back and see if anything is new! ⚠️
Click read more to see~
What is my reality based from?
Mine is heavily referenced from an anime called "The Ancient Magus Bride." The anime itself is beautiful, and based off of many legends and mythology and it somehow blends together beautifully.
My reality is going to be somewhere in the 1700's (but without slavery and a few wars) because I am sharing my DR with my online friends (and those I classify as my online "Family") and we decided we wanted to see how much history we could change.
So far, we have decided to save Marie Antoinette.
The reality itself has "fae" who don't like to be called "Fairies" and would rather be called "neighbors." They are friendly, in their own way, though some can be aggressive but we have decided that we are safe from those and won't fight them. But here's a catch - you can't see them unless you have "The Sight." Some people do have the sight such as mages (a rare form of magic user in our reality) or "Sleigh Beggy" otherwise known as "Slay Vega."
Slay Vega's have the ability to see and attract fae. As Wiki put it:
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Sleigh Beggies are a type of human who have a natural affinity towards the fae and other supernatural entities, drawing their kind towards them unintentionally. Because their bodies naturally absorb magic but they typically lack the means of controlling it, they die fairly young. This is why, despite the fact that there are more Sleigh Beggy than natural-born mages, their numbers are few and far between. Sleigh Beggy are highly prized by both other sorcerers and fae. The former because their organs naturally absorb magic and so they can be used as batteries for magic and the latter because they are naturally drawn to them as they view Sleigh Beggy as being closer to their kind. This often brings them misfortune as well, because the fae drawn to them will act against their wishes, more so for those who are not gifted with the Sight and cannot see the fae. The fae's goodwill does not always result in the happiness and, when left to their own interpretation, their love and loyalty manifests into both luck and ill fortune. Sleigh Beggy unconsciously absorb a lot of magical energy, but lack the means of expressing it unless they are trained in magic or other methods. As a Sleigh Beggy draws attention from Fae, they will have little difficulty becoming mages if they find a mentor to train them and be capable of powerful magic.
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I will be a Sleigh Vega/Beggy but I will also have immortality, so I won't be hurt by this magic absorption; because of this the fae will be attracted to me and I can help my s/o with his magic too.
Other than Sleigh Beggys, what are there?
Well there are many magic types. For my DR we have
Sleigh Beggy: The rarest of all the types, even to the point they are even unheard of. They have the abilities of both a mage and sorcerer. They passively absorb and exude magic energy. Almost unlimited. However, their bodies are still human and they will eventually have pain from the constant strain. Fae are attracted to this type but their friendship isn't always beneficial to Sleigh Beggies. A Sleigh Beggy without a mentor or teacher may feel cursed being around them as they can't understand the world around them or why the Fae behave as they do.
Mages: Are magic users who absorb magic and cast spells using it or they borrow magic from Fae. However, this is draining for the caster.
Sorcerers: They are different from other magic users. They turn their own energy into magic to perform sorcery. Unlike the Mages, they don't contort or use the Natural Laws by breaking them, instead they study these laws and manipulate said laws.
Witches: Are magical users similar to mages, but the difference is they dive into more forbidden arts and choose to gather in groups known as covens.
The History Of Magic:
In the new age of mankind, some humans could perform what we know as "miracles.' They could see beings known as fae. Or live fairly longer than others. As time went on, these people passed on techniques, knowledge, skills and shared with each other what is now known as "Magic." Those who could possess it were known as "Mages."
But as time went on, less and less humans were born with this ability and due to the "Great War" many magical users died. Ever since then, it was unusual, rare, and strange to find humans with this ability. Eventually, this was hidden from the world to ensure the safety of the magic users.
Overview Of Magic
Magic is a result of using the energy inside your body or using the energy of the world around you. This is a process that is referred to as "Magic" or a "Miracle." While magic users can use the worlds natural laws or the use of magical beings they can also use magic with chants or wands.
For some sorcerers, they have a magical core that can "act" as an internal organ which generates magical energy. It can pass on through generations genetically. Sometimes there are some born with non-magical parents.
Magic can be used in many ways. The results vary depending on the use such as shape, form, or requirements needed. It can be used for teleportation, purification, and giving life to inanimate objects. It can also be used for attacks like summoning spikes, thorns, using shadows or light, or breathing fire.
Magic can also be used by Artificers, like Angelica, who makes magic tools such as rings or wands.
What Are Fae?
Fae, or Neighbors, are a race of magical beings who can use, conjure, or absorb magic for themselves or other beings. They can be found everywhere around the world, but they are most commonly found in Tir Na nÓg which is ruled by Titiana and Oberon.
This silly couple:
There are many different types such as Ariels, Banshees, Church Grims, Brownies, Changelings, Elfs, Fire Sprites, Muryans, Selkies, and Vodyanoi!
Each fae is capable of something different and some are friendly, and some are aggressive. Similar to humans XD.
Random Things About My DR
➭ Even though it's set in the 1700s we have plumbing and pipes for baths, phones we can use to contact eachother and see media from Jean's reality (a very close friend of mine), and we plan to make some technology early. Because why not???
➭ We plan to mess up history a bit because we want to see how much we can change. And before you say "that's forcibly changing lives" technically no. It's not like the CR. Period. It's the 1700s where magic exists. We're not forcing a change in anyone's life. We're just going to mess with historical events that were bound to happen one way or another. #and they literally could've changed with or without us.
➭ There's a magic library where fae can exist alongside humans without any issue. No one can harm eachother within the library. It's also a rest good place to nap and it's really cozy.
➭ We live in a small cottage away from the village, it has a small pond and a garden. And just along the path in the back there's a forest. Keeping going down the path and you'll find a passage to Tir na nÓg.
➭ What's Tir na nÓg? It's an old legend of a place where you never age, that is, if you can get there. It's a place full of fae and where the king and queen of fae live. The plants never wither or die and it's always lively.
➭ My DR backstory is that I'm born as a king's daughter. I have a brother and a sister. That's all. Father and brother are Castelios which is a family that was given powers by the demons or fae from the Great War. They tend to scare everyone, due to their aura, except close family. Not even close friends are used to the aura. Though my sister and I didn't develop this, which is rare. I'll shift around the time I first meet my dad and brother after my mother left me and my sister with them. (No it won't be traumatizing, it's just my choice.) I'll grow up within the castle walls and learning magic from my brother and sword fighting from my sister. I'll eventually convince my dad to let me go outside the walls, to which he agrees, where I'll try to mess around with history a bit. On my 16th birthday I'll meet Elias Ainsworth in the greenhouse outside the walls when I snuck away at night. A huge chunk of years later I plan to already be a mage under his mentoring and be married by then, and the cottage is just our choice despite having an estate somewhere else. I only have until age 18 scripted so far but if you ask in like.... a week from now I might have something fjsbdjsnskssm
➭ There's a hunting event where any knight (male or female) can enter and so can royalty. A person from their familiy (or really anyone) can give them their handkerchief and whoever's handkerchief they had will recieve all that they hunted. It's a way to symbolize popularity, typically you'd want the biggest game or the most. For example if I have my s/o my handkerchief then whatever he hunted will go to me. Similarly if he gave me his then whatever I hunted will go to him. The more admired a person is, the more handkerchiefs a person has to give out and they have more game.
(If you're anti-hunting I am very sorry if this just offended you so please don't @me djeanjss please.)
➭ We have a room in the library that has many windows leading to different DRs. There's a wall full of keys that open the windows because the windows can't be broken or opened without a key, phew. When you look through each window it has a different scenery because each is a different DR. They are usually labeled and if you want to enter that reality you have to open the window and to right through. That's how Jean and I get to eachothers realities and also contact eachother. We decided to connect our DRs in a way.
My Desired Reality Members:
First, my DR husband!
Elias Ainsworth!
He is a mage who is both fae and human, though no one knows why he was this way and it was hinted that he was cursed. He also my mentor who will teach me magic.
Appearance
He's taller than most humans, reaching around 6'7". Because of the curse, he doesn't look human though will take a human form using magic. He likes to decorate his horns with gold string that holds a red cloth to cover his face.
A Mood board of him:
Personality
He's very kind and polite (to most) but he's... not antisocial but not social either. He has a hard time relating to people (big mood) but he's like that because he has no understanding of the emotions he feels nor does he remember anything of his life before. Because of this, he's extremely fascinated with emotions. He decided to adopt a "gentleman" mannerism to seem more friendly. He closely studies others but finds it a bit hard to follow their example. He doesn't tend to lie - but if he doesn't know you or knows you slightly then he leaves out any bit of information and tries to hide things. Once you get to know him, he's not so secretive and more child-like. But despite that, he's very willing to make up for, amend, and apologize for any childish behavior that was out of line.
Jeans comment on Elias: "Elias: nice, tall, protective and sweet from what I know, lowkey shy and is trying to understand humans and in the anime is learning emotions AND AJJSJDJSJD thats so SWEET, has lots of money-"
His Magic Abilities
He can manipulate the shadows and he leans toward destructive magic. He can hide in the shadows and create thorns. This gave him the name, given by the fae, "Child of Thorn" or simply "Thorn" as well as "Pilum Murialis." He can also shapeshift and remove memories.
Myself! Online, I go by a few names but in any DR it's Estelle.
Appearance
I'll have waist length black hair, styled in either a braid or simply let down. I have pale skin, blue eyes, and a small birthmark on my collarbones.
Mood board of myself:
Personality
I'll have the same as I do here but I felt really weird typing it out so I'm going to use how my friend described me!
Jeans opinion on Estelle: "Estelle - very soft and caring, maternal I’d say, great listener, really fun to talk to, shy and introverted but SJDJJDKFODOSOSOD when she comes out of her shell, has lots of nice memes, overall a good person to talk to about problems or just to have fun with and MEME, video game and reading nerd HAJDJDJSJKS, sympathetic and empathetic, smart, understanding"
Skills
Mental link: An ability shared with Ruth. We have a shared mind and memory.
Shapeshifting: I can shapeshift into a Pheonix which I'll mainly only use for fun.
Healing: I can heal, either by a chant or with the help of fae or tools
Light manipulation: I can manipulate light and use it against or for people
{Before I get onto the subject about my kids. Yes, I do know them in the CR. I have raised Adam and Asher despite us being close in age, I've always been the more "motherly" figure in my friends and relatives lives. (And I have recently became a mother figure for Nutmeg for about three years now.) I've organized the appointments, cook, cleaned, been there emotionally and so on. I am Asher and Adams aunt as well, so before you ask "Isn't that weird?" In my opinion, no. There are many people I've met who are the same and just straight up become the mother figure in someone's life. I am young, but I've been doing this job for years and a few comments aren't going to stop me from my job.}
Artificer: I have artificer abilities that I typically use to make a creature called a "Maker." They simply like making things. They're smart but really emotional and made from fabric similar to a doll. They like to swear masks and they basically look like a fabric version of a Korok.
Nutmeg
Nutmeg will be my daughter in the future. She is also a person from this reality who sees me as a mother figure and I see her as a daughter. So we agreed this is something we wanted to do. How it will work is she will try shift to the future of my DR after i've been married for a few years. (And before you say "That's not possible!" or "That won't work!" Let me make it clear I said "try." We are going to try this and we have a code to and we scripted that if this isn't possible, the other us wouldn't know the code.) Nutmeg is the youngest of all of my kids.
Appearance
Nutmeg has hazel eyes with a yellowish color and freckles scattered across her nose and cheeks. She likes styling her brown and reddish hair into pig tails and she's typically seen in yellow.
Mood board of her:
Personality
She is very kind and doting, especially towards her siblings. She's not big into typical school but wants to go to the magic college for magic users. She likes baking and flower picking! She's very sweet towards fae and tries her best 100% of the time. A hugger and also someone who would bONK you if you upset her brothers or really anyone she cared about.
Jean's comment on Nutmeg: "Nutmeg - I’ve not talked to her much BUT SHES THE CUTEST WITTLE ANGEL BEAN, she’s super nice, worries/panics a lot for people from what I know, extremely caring, big gay and we love it (i once said to Estelle nutmeg can be a cottagecore lesbian and I just JSKSKSJDJDJ), loving towards y’all and it just makes me JSKDKDKDMDMMFJF"
Her skills
She has more celestial and healing magic that she got from my side. She can manipulate light, heal others, and manipulate the stars or use them as guides.
"Hey sweetie can you please not move that..."
Asher, Adam, and Her who secretly plotted to move the stars to prank astrologists with Jean's kids:
Adam
Another person who's shifting with us. He's the oldest of the siblings and he's a person I've actually raised in the CR from an early age.
Mood board of him:
Appearance
He has red eyes, taking after Elias and black hair that takes after me. He's the tallest of all the kids and typically has the more "mature" fashion by wanting to wear suits or formal attire.
Personality
He's typically the type to be stern and distant but once you know him he's more open and kind. He doesn't like people who judge and he's usually the type to do stuff he most certainly shouldn't jump into it. Adam to Asher in our Discord server: "Hey so LETS INVENT BOMBS."
Jean's comment on Adam: "Adam - smart, literally what the fuck, he’s really nice and a big home dog,,, literally like a big brother like I feel like he’ll be there when you need him, SMART DID I MENTION SMART, has an exterior shell but thats why you have to take things with him at a pace, super fcking sweet like with his stupid ex but god dammit that was sweet"
Skills
He can destroy things like Elias, summon fire, and can summon thorns. He can teleport and he has his artificer abilities that were taught by Angelica and I.
Asher
Asher is the middle child and also someone I've raised. Asher and Adam are related to me and each other in the CR as well.
Appearance
Asher has white hair, pale skin, and blue eyes. He likes the color blue and green so he typically uses it in any piece of clothing he owns. He mentioned he will wear blue more often to compliment his eyes and make his darker horns more apparent.
Mood board of him:
Personality
He's really sweet, caring, and attentive. You tell him once you like one small thing and he will remember it for years. He's really hyper and full of energy unlike his other siblings who are much more calm than him.
Jean's comment on Asher: "Asher - chaos, chaos, chaos okay anyway tbh really funny, has funny ass memes and random ass thoughts that are funny, loves affection, caring as well since I see how you care for nutmeg especially, loving and sweet, smart and retains random info like JFJDKEKDKDK-, space boy and religion boy, meme, sarcastic, 10/10 humor, energetic and extremely fun, someone you’d want at a small party with friends to hype everything up, loves kids and animals"
Skills
Asher can manipulate fire and electricity. He has super speed and super hearing, along with enhanced strength.
Silver Lady!
Also known as Silky or Silver! She was a former Banshee before being transformed by Spriggan (Titiana's bodyguard sort of speak.) She's our housekeeper.
Appearance
Silver likes to wear a, pink, Victorian dress with a matching shawl and bonnet. Her hair is blonde and short and her eyes are a shiny pink.
Mood board of her:
Personality
She doesn't chat much and often has a stoic or deadpan facial expression. But despite that, once knowing her you learn and are exposed to her emotions. She tends to dote on guests that she likes but will simply ignore those she doesn't trust. If someone she doesn't like enters the house for business, she will hover over me or the other residents and simply ignore the guest. Silver also has a sense of humor and enjoys playing pranks every now and then. She likes sewing hearts into clothes where we won't notice. Silver tends to only stay within the house or near the house, due to her past home being ruined she fears that if she leaves she will be forgotten or left behind.
Her Skills:
Silky/Silver is able to do housekeeping magic. She can change details of the house, including wallpaper or the floorboards using a simple spell.
Ruth, A Church Grim
Ruth is my familiar who can shapeshift between being a Church Grim and Human.
Appearance
Ruth can shapeshift between his two forms. A Church Grim, which is a large black dog which reaches to my rib cage in height. In this form, he has red eyes. In a human form however, his eyes appear brown or somewhat red. With he has light brownish skin and black hair. He likes to sweat striped shirts :D
Mood board of Ruth:
Personality
Ruth is very doting and diligent. He uses our mental link which causes a shared memory, feeling, and lifespan, to tell others how I'm feeling if I can't put it into words. He's also protective and won't hesitate to b0nK someone across the head. He's more of a big brother to those he's close with.
Skills
Familiar skills: He shares a lifespan with me, can share dreams, and be summoned from long distances through a mind link.
Shadow: He can hide in my shadow if needed.
Angelica Barley
Angelica is a mage and artificer. She owns her own magic shop that is hidden behind her book shop.
Appearance
Angelica has sharp features, and typically braids her hair up to show them off. She's commonly seen wearing sleeves when working because of the crystals that were embedded in her arms from an accident.
Mood board of her:
Personality
She's kind but stern. Typically, to new mages she acts as a distant mentor. She takes pride in her work but she's also cautious due to her accident. She's possibly one of the only people that can tell Elias off, and she won't hesitate to do it.
Skills
Angelica has the sight similar to that the mages possess. Just like mages, she can borrow magic from fae and she's quite knowledgeable about it too. As an artificer, she embeds magic within tools or makes them with the purpose of magic. She had a Vodanoi named Hugo who is bound to her, he's a prankster but sweet nonetheless. Hugo and Angelica have longevity. This means that they both have increased life spans and she hasn't aged much at all.
Lindel
Lindel is a mage and the current care taker of the Dragons. He was both Elias and Adolf's first master.
Appearance
Lindel is a human and despite being a thousand years old, he looks to be in his 20s. He has pale skin and blonde hair that be ties or braids that frame his face and blue eyes. He typically wears a hood and robe with odd designs on the hood and back piece.
Mood board of Lindel
Personality
Before he became a Mage and Keeper Of Dragons, he hated fae. The fae caused him many problems which caused him to isolate himself. But now, he is calm and playful and he takes pride in his job as the dragon keeper. Despite his usual demeanor, when it comes to the dragons he isn't so kind to poachers.
There are many other people I'll be getting to later such as my dad, my brother, my sister, my friend and her kids and s/o, other important people, etc. But for now I'm tired ainjsndjwsn
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Monsta X As: Sons Of 7 Princes Of Hell [their curse]
- Although they are sons of the most powerful demons in the hell, they have pure souls given by their human mothers. But their fathers all left in theirs sons the sin they are representing which is making their lives complicated. These young men learned about their demonic powers and gifts. As they grew up they learned how to tame down their sins but sometimes it was much more powerful than them.
- Will there ever be someone who will show them the other side of their demonic self? Maybe it will be you... maybe thanks to you they'll deserve their place in heaven despite their origin...
Shownu:
Son of Beelzebub, prince of Gluttony
Hyunwoo always loved to eat since he was young child but as he was growing his hunger was becoming bigger and bigger
He was always saying that it was because he was very active so he needed lot of food
But he secretly knew why his hunger was endless and he always cursing his father, the one he never met
Along with gluttony came greed as well, most of the time he was unable to share anything and mainly food
That's why he liked to be alone, he could have more for himself and the he wasn't so ashamed if there wasn't any people around
Hyunwoo wanted to share deep down but he couldn't bring himself to do it
His sin made him turn into lonely human being with only one happiness in the world, food
But one day he started to change. It was the day he met you
You were the new cook in his favourite restaurant
You were the most perfect woman he ever saw and something inside told him that he must get you
He asked you out and it worked. You said yes and he found happiness in your answer and in your company
He was strictly saying no to dinner or lunch dates because he was "on diet"
The truth was that he didn't wanted his sin to take over him while you are watching. He thought you would be disgusted and left him like everyone else
But one day you finally convinced him because u were really hungry. He was sitting next to you behind the table nervous and sweating because he knew he wouldn't able to stop himself
But when the food arrived and you asked "Can I try from yours?" you asked sweetly
Old sinful Hyunwoo would react in mean way but suddenly something clicked and he surprised himself by nodding
When he feed you a spoon and saw your smile after saying thank you he felt his endless hunger going away
Hyunwoo found new happiness that is stronger than the sin his father gave him
And it was you
Seeing you smile made him finally feel happiness from other things than just food
You were his guardian angel... He must said that angel that could cook like a God
Wonho:
Son of Satan, prince of Wrath
Hoseok was the most pure and peaceful baby boy you could imagine
But as he was growing the anger in him was growing as well
He knew that it's his father's fault that he was getting angry over simple things and wanted to fight everyone who disagree with him
As he felt his wrath was getting out of control he started working out, boxing, martial arts... just anything where he could release his sin
But even this didn't help with everything
He was still fighting people on street when be just simply didn't like their face
Most of the time he almost killed the people
Hoseok wasn't satisfied until his knuckles wasn't red and the other human wasn't bleeding and coughing out blood
Hurting people and being angry was so addicting to him
He just couldn't stop himself even is he wanted to
Anger replaced almost all his emotions he used to have
That changed on night when he was walking home and heard scream
He found you trying to get out of the grip of the man who were obviously drunk and wanted to take advantage of you
His anger raised and he threw him off of you
He always regretted when be was beating up someone at least a little but not in that moment
When he almost killed the guy you screamed and touched his biceps to stop him
To his surprise he did stop
When he looked at you with tears in your eyes and wounded lip all his anger disappeared and was replaced with fear
Fear of you being hurt
He took you to his arms and ran with you to the hospital
He was waiting there for whole night and when they let you go home you thanked him and invited him out as a thank you
Hoseok agreed and since then everytime he was with you he never felt angry
His thoughts wasn't hateful anymore because he was thinking about you
And when your face appeared in his mind only thing be could think was how fragile, beautiful angel you are and that he want to treat you gently how you deserve
You were his angel... angel that always woke tenderness and gentleness in him
Minhyuk:
Son of Mammon, prince of Greed
Minhyuk's sin started showing up already in his early childhood
He never wanted to share toys with other kids and was getting angry when someone touched something that was his
As he was growing up it was getting worse
His attitude made him lonely, no one wanted to hang out with him
But he didn't care, he was happy all alone just with his precious property
Yes, he was very successful in his work and he for sure didn't struggle because of money
But people hated him and wished just the worst for him
At one of nights when he was enjoying himself in club he saw you with your friends
Minhyuk immediately wanted to have you, he wanted you to be only his
He was very charming and you agreed to go out with him but you really quickly realised his greedines
He was so jealous, no one could talk to you when you were with him because he wanted you just for himself
As you were walking throught park a homeless woman came to you and asked for a food
Minhyuk was ready to yell at her but he froze when you gave her your corndog and even a bottle of water you took from your bag
"Why did you do That?" he was stunnned
You smiled and kissed his cheek "It was right. You should try it sometimes too." you smiled at him
Since then Minhyuk was thinking about it a lot
You looked happy that you helped her and he wanted to make you happy
Minhyuk asked you why you are with him since he is like that and you just said that you love him
You saying that broke something in his greed heart
He started with little things like allowing you wearing his clothes
And with your help he even started donating money to charities
And to his surprise it felt amazing
He loved helping other people and your praise was the best prize for it
You were his guardian angel that showed him how amazing it is to interact with the world and how amazing it feel to help
Kihyun:
Son of Lucifer, prince of Pride
Kihyun always thought he is special
He grew into prideful man
He knew he was good looking and he could have anyone but he didn't want to simply because no one would be enough for such a perfect man as him
He was always praising himself and his ego was growing
His sin made him shameless around people and because he was so sure he is better than everyone he ended up alone as well
It wasn't such a problem for him since he loved himslef so much
Why be shouldn't? He was extremely handsome, intelligent, talented and just perfect right?
For the first time he felt shame was the day he met you as his new co-worker
You were perfect match for him and he was so sure he can get you easily
That's why Kihyun was so shocked when you said no to his cocky question
He was speechless and he was ashamed like never before, he felt so small. So imperfect. So unimportant
For the first time in his life
Since you were his new co-worker you were seeing him every day and everyone saw how Yoo Kihyun became quiet when you walked to the room
He didn't want to even look into your eyes from embarrassment
When others told you this you were shocked but pleased a little as well
But when Kihyun didn't even look at you, you wanted to change it
"I'm sorry for being so mean." you told him in the morning
Kihyun didn't what to say but he stuttered a small "you don't need to be"
In the end you told him that you would love to go out with him but he can't be as cocky as he was when you first met
Kihyun suddenly felt like the happiest person on earth and in humble tone he said yes
He couldn't believe how shy he was around you and how much he was admiring you and everything you were doing
You were his angel that kept him humble and the one he always admired no matter what
Hyungwon:
Son of Belphegor, prince of Sloth
Hyungwon was never active which made all people around him worried
He was too lazy to study so his student life wasn't good
He was too lazy to go out with friends which was leading to losing them
Lastly he was lazy to even eat that's why he was so skinny, not healthily skinny like he used to be but almost deadly skinny and pale
His relationship was never good with people because he was too lazy to help them, meet them or even talk to them
The only thing that was keeping him alive was his cat
The only living being that he always take care about
His cat was his best buddy
She didn't talk but cuddled with him all the time and was helping him to fall asleep
So when his cat ran away he was crashed
That's why when he heard her meowing by the door he ran the fastest in his life
When he opened the door he saw the most perfect woman holding his cat lovingly in her arms while petting her
He was so thankful
Your hands touched when you gave him his cat back and Hyungwon never felt so much energy going throught his body
Smiling, he asked if he can't ask you for dinner as a thank you for his cat. You said yes
Since that day Hyungwon was almost shining
He became a whole sunshine
He was with you every day and when you said yes to his love confession his laziness disappeared
He was so full of energy when he was thinking about you
Everytime you touched him it was like you were recharging him with life
He was never happier, thanks to you he started enjoying life to the fullest
He sometimes heard the voice of the sin of his father but with you by his side he always successfully ignored it
Jooheon:
Son of Leviathan, prince of Envy
The monster with green eyes was inseparable part of Jooheon's life
Since he was small he was envious
He was jealous of everyone and everything
That resulted in hatred towards people
He knew he shouldn't be but his father's sin was stronger than him
He was always asking himself "Why they have this? Why not me?" Or "they don't deserve it but I do! Why i can't do that or have That?"
He felt like whole world is against him
He felt like people don't deserve what they have
His mean gaze always scared people
And if he found some friends they quickly ran away after realising his true colour
He couldn't have relationship because he was always jealous
Because his girl should have be just his. She shouldn't have talk with her mom, right?
He saw you for the first time at bus stop at early spring
You had your new green beanie and Jooheon being his usual self he was envious even about your beauty
You were looking at him and when you smiled he felt even bigger rage
How dare you to be so beautiful?
But he froze when you took off your beanie and put it gently on his head
"You look much better than me. I look funny in them." you smiled brightly at him
His heart in a second warmed up and the frown from his face disappeared
And he did something he never thought he would do
He took the beanie and gave it back to you with smile "you looked really cute with it. Please, wear it." He said
"Here you must be cold." He said and gave you his hot packs
As you took it, said thank you and smiled at him, Jooheon couldn't stop the warm feeling
You went to nice coffee and after that jooheon didn't know how to live without you
You were angel that took him away from his curse
Changkyun:
Son of Asmodeus, prince of Lust
When he was small he was the most innocent human you could imagine
But when his teenage years began Changkyun started to be uncontrollable
He couldn't live one day without sex
Sex was his drug and he could last for many rounds
It was the reason why girls left him
Yes, they liked the perfect sex he was giving but he was obsessed
He wanted to have it all day everyday and be hurt many girls in process
And he became bored of them easily as well
Thanks to his demon origine he never caught some sickness from all the girls he was with
But when he met you... His life changed
You were so pure, so innocent but at the same time you weren't stupid
He was charming and he knew how to ask you out
But when it came to your date, he didn't even think about sex
You were gorgoues but for some reason the only thing he could think about was him holding your hand, dancing with you, cuddling with you or just kissing your forehead
You fell for his charms of course and started dating
Changkyun changed and your first time was after months, almost after year and he made it perfect
Gentle, slow and full of love and not lust
You showed him that life is much more than physical pleasure
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Once Upon A Time, In A Far Away Land... - AU:
The legend says that King Raymond, then still a Prince and an adventurer, went to find the terrible threat known as the dragon witch, that has been rumored to have hurt innocent people and was the cause of great distress for a long time. What he found was a lovely, beautiful woman with charm and wit and a heart of gold, who's reputation had been tainted by those who tried to steal from her and payed the price when she defended herself.
It was then and there that the king decided he would do anything to make her happy.
Many years later, and the two married and had a family together. Three beautiful boys. Two of them ordinary looking twins, and the younger one seemingly half dragon and half human.
Now of course not everyone in the kingdom was immediately on board with their new queen, not did they all approve of the princes, especially the young one. But eventually, most of them came around, or at the very least knew better than to voice their negative opinions.
The years pass and the children grow up. Roman and Remus learn magic and swordsmanship, both being more talented in the latter, and they go on lots of adventures, both together and separately.
while Drake learns all that and more, doing his best to perfect all his skills but being especially talented in magic. he wants to be able to always have the right answers, to never be caught unprepared.
Unfortunately, he is caught very unprepared.
One day, while adventuring in a part of the woods rumored to be overtaken by the misfits and rebels of the kingdom, Roman and Remus are caught in one of their traps.
"well well well, a couple of trespassers." A hooded figure teased, eyes lighting up in amusement.
"those are no ordinary trespassers! It seems we're in the company of royalty!" Replied a man with glasses who didn't seem that mean compared to the hooded figure.
"Vee did good job with those traps, I gotta hand it to him." Said the woman among them, sounding pleasantly surprised.
The twins were too weak from their previous fight to do much, and they could only stare angrily as they waited for one of the rebels to speak.
Finally, the woman gave an order.
"R, Em, escort our guests. I'll go tell boss the wonderful news."
Hours later, as Drake was pacing in his room and his parents were sitting in the throne room patiently waiting for news on the whereabouts of their sons, all knowing it isn't like them to disappear for this long without giving a proper warning.
Finally, a message came, from the leader of the forest dwellers.
"if you wish to see your sons, there are matters to discuss. I will come to the forest's entrance every night for the next three days. Send a representative, they must come alone. We shall see if we can come to an agreement that's favorable for both sides. Should you fail to accept this offer, we will have no choice but to keep the princes as our prisoners. Their transgressions can not go unpunished, but perhaps theit unfortunate mistake can bring about a new era, for all those who deserve a better life.
Sincerely, P. Sanders"
Drake couldn't sleep that night, knowing that his parents had no intention listening to the rebels' wishes. He couldn't help but worry what his life would be like without his brothers. He didn't like the idea of it, not one bit.
So that night, after tossing and turning in his bed for hours, he decided to do something he never thought he'd do in his life.
He snuck out of the castle to disobey his parents.
He went to the entrance of the forest to speak to the leader of the rebels. The man he saw before him, however, was not at all what he expected.
Patton Sanders has been fighting ever since he could remember himself. He was hardly the first rebel to find shelter in these woods, but with all the elders that had raised him having passed away, he became the new leader. It wasn't an easy job, but it was rewarding, and someone has to do it. He couldn't let all these poor people go without any help, not when he knew from personal experience how hard it was to survive in the kingdom for anyone who couldn't be born or marry into nobility, and who couldn't fit into whatever narrow path was set up for them.
So to see that the king and queen sent their youngest son to negotiate was... puzzling, to say the least. After all, you'd think at least one of them would want to show up to discuss a way to get their sons back.
But when he saw the prince's nervous body language, he suspected he knew what was really going on.
"greetings, Mr Sanders." the young prince gave a small bow.
~at least he cares enough to show up and be formal about it.~ Patton thinks and decides that he can allow himself to be a little nice.
"please, Mr Sanders was my father. You can just call me Patton, your highness."
"oh, alright. Well then I suppose you can address me as Drake, if you wish."
There was a moment of uneasy silence before Drake decided he'll cut to the point.
"so what is it that you want in exchange for my brothers' safe return?"
"simply put? Justice."
Drake raised an eyebrow, not in judgement or mockery but in confusion. "I'm afraid you're going to have to be a bit more specific."
"why is it, you think, that generations of outcasts and misfits have sought shelter in these woods? Have you considered why we'd need to seek shelter from our own kingdom?"
Drake had a few ideas, but by the look on his face they troubled him too much to express.
Patton sighed in sympathy and decided to say it himself, as he had many times before, to save the young prince (who actually was about Patton's age, although the leader looked older due to all that he's had to endure) the embarrassment.
"the kingdom is under attack from within itself. The rich and powerful are attacking the poor and helpless, by not extending to them the aid they need in order to just barely survive, let alone thrive as the nobles do. And your parents have been complacent, content to let the broken system that benefits them go on as it always had. All I want is equality. To be provided with what we need to survive and to be allowed to exist however we choose, be given the same freedom the nobles have that we had to escape from the kingdom into the forest to find. That is all the rebels have ever wanted, and it is all I ask."
Drake listens carefully, studying Patton's face for any deception or insincerity, and finds none. He sighs, tiredly, heavily.
"you know my parents didn't send me, don't you?"
"I figured as much, yes."
"so you understand this is gonna be hell on earth for me, trying to accomplish what you're asking of me, against their wishes, right?"
"indeed, but considering your choice of words, it sounds to me like you've already joined the cause."
"...unfortunately, yes." Drake couldn't help but agree. He knew it was dangerous, and would take expert planning, and would be downright impossible to achieve, but besides the fact that it was the only way to get his brothers back without starting an unnecessary war with the peaceful forest dwellers, it was also the right thing to do. And besides, Patton was very cute- convincing! Drake had meant convincing, he insisted to himself, unconvincingly. Yes the irony of that is not lost on him.
Meanwhile, At the rebels' campsite, the twin princes were surprised to find that aside from the occasional jab or tease, they were being treated rather respectfully. Sure their hands were tied to ensure they couldn't escape but they were treated more like guests rather than prisoners. In fact, they were treated like equals, which has never happened to them before. Their parents treated them like kids and, although they tried to be subtle about it, so did a lot of the older nobles, and everyone else treated them like royalty, which they were. But this was the first time they've ever had a normal conversation with people who saw them as equals.
Roman was a bit huffy at first, insisting he be treated with the respect worthy of a prince, only to be met with laughter and eye rolls. "there aren't any classes here, you're no better than anyone else. Better get used to it, Princey." said a figure standing completely in shadow, though his eyes almost glistened in the darkness, the fire reflecting off them. "let him whine, Vee. It's all he's got now." the woman he now knew as Valerie teased, and the only reason he let her get away with it is because she had bested him in combat earlier that day, when he made a daring escape attempt. Seeing as she proved herself a fierce warrior, she had his begrudging respect. But then he heard the shadowed figure chuckle in response, and the sound evoked many different emotions in him, so he decided to focus on annoyance and anger. "so, you're the Vee in charge of the cowardly contraption that ensnared my brother and I." Roman could see the eyes squint as they looked him up and down, and then a smug smirk spread across the shadow's face. "the very same. Pretty neat trick, isn't it?" "I don't know what you think is so impressive about a machine made by a man too weak and scared to best his enemies face to face." "it's efficient, and it takes a hell of a lot more wit and talent than waving a sword around like a reckless idiot." the shadow bit back, sounding very defensive. Roman would have been prouder to have gotten him riled up if it were for Valerie looking very mad at him for insulting who he now had to assume is a friend of hers. He really didn't wanna anger Valerie. "I wouldn't expect a ruffian like you to understand anything about the fine art of sword fighting." at that, the shadow growled. Well and fully growled, sending a shiver down Roman's spine, filling him with fear and... Well he was going to ignore that other feeling for now and hopefully it would go away. "okay, fuck this. Val, can you untie his hands?" Valerie's eyes went wide. "Vee, you don't have to-" "no, I want to. It's worth it to get this asshole to shut up and show some respect." Roman would have said something if he weren't intrigued by the conversation. "alright, but I don't like this." "no one's gonna get hurt. I promise." as Valerie untied his hands she glared at him. "what? How was I supposed to know he'd react this way? Also what the hell is going on?" "you'll see in a second, just don't see this as a chance to try escaping again or I'll personally knock you unconscious." "noted." as the bindings were fully removed from his hands and Valerie backed away, Vee stepped out of the shadows, allowing Roman to see him for the first time. This was already a very big problem for Roman, as he was not prepared for how hot the rebel was. To make matters worse, Roman wasn't done checking him out sizing him up, when Vee pulled a sword from where it was resting on his hip, and he held it directly at Roman's throat, just inches away from grazing his skin. And that really should not have made the blood rush to the direction it did for Roman, but his body just had the worst timing. Luckily, somehow, he still managed to focus on Vee's next words.
"you wanted to fight face to face? Fine. I, Virgil Fabre, challenge you to a duel."
And that is when Roman realized his big mistake. Well, too late to back out now.
"I accept your challenge."
Remus was ecstatic, though. He immediately started feeling more at ease and free to be himself. He didn't even mind being tied up all that much, and he made sure to get that point across with a bunch of inappropriate humor that made everyone uncomfortable. Well all except for the two men who brought them to the camp, and a third, much cuter nerd, resembling the rebel in glasses but seemingly more stoic, but even he was clearly smiling at one of Remus's crass jokes. Their eyes locked and the serious rebel blushed and turned back to resume his conversation with the men he now knew as Remy and Emile. Fuck. Finding a way to enjoy being kidnapped while waiting to be rescued or until he found a way to escape? That was one thing. But crushing on one of the rebels who was holding him prisoner? Remus would have to be a fool to act on these emotions. He glanced the other way to check on his brother and asked why he was sword fighting with one of the rebels. After being updated on what happened, he sighs heavily. Well you know what? If Roman was allowed to be stupid, and they were truly equals in this forest, then dang it Remus can do whatever Roman can do if he damn well pleases. With this new conviction, he boldly strutted over to the handsome nerd, only for Emile to give him a death glare that immediately makes him turn around.
But he's far from giving up. They all are.
Anyway thats it for this au, for now (;
Let me know what you think and as always -
Stay Tuned!
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