#I just wish I could guide my hyperfixations to where they'd be most popular!
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comic concept from popular fandom that loads of people are interested in: this does not bring joy
comic concept from far less popular fandom that WAY fewer people are interested in: this one brings joy?????
why, brain. every time.
#hyperfixations are a bitch#but tbh it has done my brain SO. Much. Good. To get out of the nar*to fandom lmaoooooooo#peace and love to all my friends there - I am still on the peripheries but the sheer amount of drahma and arguing over ridiculous shit#just made me feel like I was courting constant burnout#along with being a relatively 'popular blog' in that fandom it was just wayyyyy too much with school + work + disability#and I felt guilty that I couldn't keep up with everyone's expectations and wants for me#which I know was entirely in my head!! I know people weren't disappointed when I couldn't create constantly#but burnout + brain issues is a bitch#anyway I love u narto show and I love u vast majority of the narto fandom <3 I may dip toes back in one day#In other words: I am happy and I am surviving as much as a disabled bitch can#I just wish I could guide my hyperfixations to where they'd be most popular!#still popularity was a curse on my mental health so my current b*tjokes obsession is truly a blessing#rambles#nobody take this personally challenge; I'm literally just spitballing about my Feelings not attacking ur fandom xxx
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