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atrashmammall · 4 months ago

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Still thinking about the silt verses finale and all I can really think about is how sometimes older siblings are the only god you ever really know, and the parallel between Anathema “I have always dwelt in the shadow of my god” Carpenter and Richard “Perhaps to become who I truly need to be, he requires me first to be rid of the shadow that trails after me” Faulkner.

Calling Carpenter his shadow like calling her his god. Calling her his god before finally turning away from the trawler man, calling out for her, his god, only to once again be met with silence.

#the silt verses #sister carpenter #brother faulkner #I just I’m going grgrgrgrgrhhrhhhh #they make me so insane #thinking about that fucking ‘your older brother is the only god you know so you kill your good and take his place’ bit of writing #thinking about parallels and going so so so insane #the more I think about them the more they make me want to weep #I’m so #ouaghhhhhhhh #grgrgrgrggahhhhhhhh

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