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shxtodxroki · 2 years ago

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𝟸00 𝙵𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚜: 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝙼𝙷𝙰 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙰𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

Summary: How do MHA characters show you affection and love, both before you get together and after you start dating officially?

Warnings: Brief mentions of insecurities, mentions of food

Characters: Izuku Midoriya, Eijiro Kirishima, Ochaco Uraraka, Hawks (Keigo Takami)

Word Count: 1.9k

♡ Izuku Midoriya ♡

- Honestly Izuku’s a very affectionate person in general, so he definitely has plenty of ways of showing affection to you even before you guys are dating

- He does, however, get awkward about it sometimes when he worries about you finding out about his crush on you, so he tries to be somewhat subtle (and he doesn’t always succeed, but he tries) and not overdo things before you two officially get together

- I definitely think that Izuku’s primary love language is words of affirmation, he’s very good with his words and because you two are close, he’s constantly a source of positivity and encouragement for you

- He pays attention to each of your classmates, but you get more of his attention than the rest of them because of how much he likes you, so at the end of class training exercises Izuku’s always the first to come up to you, congratulating you on how amazing you did and complimenting/gushing over each specific tactic you employed or move you did that he thought was cool

- And he’s not just good with advice and kind, thoughtful words when it comes to training, either. Izuku can always tell when you’re feeling down about something, and he makes sure that he’s an open, safe space for you to vent to and ask for advice whenever you feel like it

- When the two of you finally start dating Izuku gets a bit shyer with his affections at first, just because he’s so happy to finally be with you and so worried about potentially being too overbearing and scaring you away

- Once he’s settled into the relationship a bit more, though, he’s just as sweet and encouraging to you as he was before you two were dating, and he eventually gets even more comfortable being overt and obvious with his affections

- He’s the kind of boyfriend who always finds something to compliment you on, whether it’s the outfit you chose for the day or something particularly cute you did, he’s always showering you with love through compliments

- He also always makes sure to send you good morning and good night texts every single day if he can't tell you in person, and a lot of the time he texts you throughout the day with cute, random messages or recounts of his day as well. With his busy schedule, Izuku doesn’t always get to see you in person as much as he’d like, so he tries to text you to make up for it and show that he still wants to communicate with you!

- And Izuku tends to spend most evenings at your dorm or you at his, because one of his favorite forms of affection is cuddling with you as you both fall asleep after a long day, perfectly content to have your arms wrapped around him or vice versa so he can tell you good night and that he loves you in person instead of over text :)

♡ Eijiro Kirishima ♡

- In all honesty, Kirishima’s just a really affectionate guy in general, but he’s definitely more affectionate with you than he is with everyone else when he likes you :)

- Kirishima’s a big physical touch guy, he’s very clingy and touchy even with his friends so as long as you’re comfortable with it, he’s constantly touching you in some way whenever you're near him, even before the two of you confessed to one another and officially got together

- See, he’s not explicitly trying to get you to realize he has a crush on you, he’s not that bold, but he also kind of does want you to know so he’s not very subtle or shy with his affections, he’s just too scared to admit his feelings outright in fear of making you uncomfortable

- So he always sits right next to you and has an arm around your shoulder or waist at lunch, and he’s constantly looking for excuses to hold your hand by pulling you along to see something he wants to show you

He’s very cuddly with you whenever he gets the chance, but if anyone brings it up to him he’ll blush bright red lol

- And he’s always trying to partner up with you for activities like sparring. He really admires you and your skills, and he likes to be able to show off his skills to you one-on-one while also getting to cheer you on, and he’s always a good sport no matter the outcome of the battle :)

- When you two finally confess your feelings to one another and get together he only amps up the affections lol

- Like I said, he’s not particularly shy with affection even before you two are dating, so once you are dating any restraint he has goes out the window and he’s showing you how much he loves you literally all the time lol

- Kiri's a big PDA guy, you guys are never out in public together without him holding your hand or at least linking your pinkies together, and he has absolutely no shame pressing a quick peck to your lips even if all your friends are around

- (He won’t go further than that though, he doesn’t wanna make you or anyone else uncomfortable so he saves the more passionate kisses for when you’re alone at least)

- He’s very complimentary too, whenever he sees you he always tells you how beautiful you look, and whenever you get a good grade in class or do well in training he’s your #1 cheerleader, so you always know just how proud your lovely boyfriend is of you

- And he loves bragging about his wonderful s/o to literally anyone who will listen :] He talks about you constantly, because he just loves you so much and he has to make sure you and everyone else knows that <3

♡ Ochaco Uraraka ♡

- See, before the two of you are officially dating, I can definitely see Ochaco being a bit shy to be overly affectionate to you

- She’s not too shy or self-conscious, but she’s definitely scared that you’ll realize she has a crush on her and will be weirded out, so she can be kind of awkward when it comes to heavy amounts of overt affection with you before the two of you get together

- I can see her love languages being quality time and words of affirmation, so honestly she shows you how much she cares about you just by spending a lot of time with you!

- Even though she’s scared you’ll realize why she likes spending time around you so much more than anyone else in the class, she just can’t help herself and often ends up inviting you to late-night snack sessions in the kitchen or popping by your dorm after school, insisting she studies better around you when really she just wants to be around you however she can lol

- She definitely seeks out your companionship whenever possible, so you’ll very rarely go a single day without spending time with her in some way or another. She doesn’t realize this until she has to go a day without seeing you for some reason, though, and she’s exceedingly grumpy the entire day lol

- And she’s always the person you go to when you’re struggling or feeling less than stellar, because she always knows just what to say to brighten your mood and make you feel better <3

- When the two of you finally start dating all of her hesitation and subtlety goes completely out the window, now that she knows you like her back she’s gonna show you how much she loves you literally every chance she gets lol

- You two spend a ton of time together. If you’re a person who needs alone time then of course she respects that and gives you space whenever you ask, but whenever you’re up for company, she’s right by your side because she just loves spending time with you

- She’s the kind of girlfriend who sends you cute, cheesy “good morning” and “good night” texts every single day, always throwing in something about how much she loves you or how you light up her life too

- She compliments you a lot, especially about your training. She knows that classes at UA aren’t easy and training typically leaves both of you exhausted, yet she always finds the time and energy to tell you how proud of you she is and how amazing you did that day <3

- She also loves giving you small pecks whenever she can, Ochaco’s not really shy about PDA so expect a lot of little pecks whenever she wants to show her love for you (which is pretty much all the time lol)

- (All she wants in return is just a cheek kiss every once in a while, Ochaco loves cheek kisses so please just kiss her cheek every once in a while if she seems particularly affectionate and clingy)

♡ Keigo Takami ♡

- I’m sure everyone can kinda already predict this, but even before Keigo officially asks you out, the second he realizes he likes you he’s very flirty and affectionate with you, just not in the same way he is when you’re dating

- When he has a crush on you, Keio’s very heavy on the flirty lines and “jokes” and shows you heavy, incredibly obvious affection whenever he sees the opportunity

- He’s really trying to make it abundantly clear that he really likes you and that this isn’t just him messing around or joking with you platonically, though he doesn't always succeed with that

- He’s also very touchy with you all the time, he finds the smallest excuses to touch you. I see him as the type of person whose love languages are physical touch and gifts, and he really leans into the physical touch aspect when he has a crush on you

- An arm around your shoulder as he invites you to join him on his patrol, his hand pulling yours along to show you the plushie of him that he saw in a store display window, any way Keigo can be touching you (with your consent of course, he’d never want to make you uncomfortable) he’ll do

- But behind all of his obvious gestures he’s definitely still very guarded, which is why he still leaves some room for you to interpret his flirting as a joke and why his signals are kind of mixed before you two officially get together

- He still finds it really hard to believe that someone could be interested in who he truly is beneath all his walls and could really love all of him, so he can’t be fully vulnerable with his affections towards you until the two of you start dating, despite his outwardly careless, flirty nature

- Once you two start dating, though, those walls slowly begin to break down and he’s finally able to give you all of his love and affection once he’s certain that you reciprocate

- Keigo literally adores kissing you, he never wastes a single opportunity to give you a smooch whenever he can

- Even though a lot of the time he gets home from work pretty late, when he gets home to see that you’ve ordered his favorite take-out from him the most lovestruck grin crosses his face and he presses the most passionate kiss he can muster to your lips as he thanks you for always taking such good care of him

- As I mentioned earlier, he’s also really big on gifts, and as the #2 pro hero Keigo’s easily able to spoil you. Most of the time when he has an uneventful, boring patrol, he’ll come home with some sort of small gift or trinket for you, insisting that he couldn’t help himself after seeing it and immediately thinking of you

- And Keigo’s also a master at birthday and holiday gifts if you celebrate any holidays, he never even has to ask because he always listens carefully when you mention something you want so he always gets you the most perfect, thoughtful gifts :)

- Once his walls have been broken down, Keigo’s the most affectionate boyfriend you could ever ask for and he never misses a chance to show you just how much he loves and appreciates you <3

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mad-hunts · 7 months ago

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okay but random positivity time because I hope you know I adore your unhinged energy on all of your blogs! I like how you explain tidbits about your characters, I eat the concepts you put out there like a feast. hoping you have a wonderful day!

omggg... WAIT, you're legit about to make me cry out of happiness right now 😭 you just made my week TWO times over with such a lovely message as this one!! like how can you be so sweet, blu?? i admittedly feel like i don't deserve your adoration a bit, though i am still SO honored to hear that you not only like, but love my content!! SO THANK YOU SO SO MUCHHH for saying so and i hope you know that i absolutely adore all of the headcanons you put out about mya + on your multimuse and your content just in general because you are just SO creative that it's honestly inspiring!! and whenever i see that you've posted, i KNOW that i am going to be in for a treat, so i always check it out immediately because everything you talk about regarding your characters is just... compelling as all HELL tbh!!

like, that's the only way i could put it, because it feels illegal sometimes that i'm able to view your masterpieces of writing without paying anything sometimes 🥰 BUTTT ahh, it's very reassuring in a way as well that you like the unhinged energy because i sometimes worry that i may be overdoing it, you know? buttt i suppose at the end of the day... this is my blog, so i can curate it to my liking LOL and hearing that you like it just makes me want to be more unhinged ngl so i'm afraid you might have created a MONSTER!! / j nahhh, i'm kidding LOL but i just loveee how you talk about concepts such as 'consumption as a form of devotion' i suppose you could say and how passionate you are about all of your characters.

for, i can definitely see a little bit of unhingedness throughout your account as well, but don't worry! i LOVE ya for it LOLLL <33 but i am? so glad?? that you like it whenever i make those little posts about small things about my characters and the fact that you eat my stuff up is... AHH it's so flattering, you're making me blush like a tomato rn ://) TYSM!!! you already know that i admire each and every post you make, down to the most minute details, and something about your portrayals (from what i've seen) just seems so YOU which is AMAZING and i definitely share the sentiment that you eat up my concepts, because i swear, i do the EXACT same with yours ❤️❤️ so i supposed what i'm trying to say is ILYSM and thank youuu very much once more for wishing me well!! i hope you have the best day yourself, blu, because you absolutely deserve it.

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#asks.#ooc post.#furiaei

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dreamkidddream · 3 years ago

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Hi, I like your work.

If you could I have an obey me request of the brothers and( if possible the undatebles). About a mc who is changing their habits to be healthier (like exercise and healthy eating).

Cause thats what am doing at the moment and I would like the encouragement.

Thanks

Good luck with your journey and you can do it! I’ll probably do the Undateables in a separate fic, but I’ll definitely do them in the future. Reader is gender neutral!

The Brothers with MC Who Wants to be Healthier

Lucifer

He supports you, just don’t let it get in the way of your studies

Doesn’t really understand why but he doesn’t voice it aloud, and he likes that you’re actually making the effort too, showing a surprising amount of self discipline

He was amused (and worried) when you started working out with Beel, but was relieved when you came back okay and not missing any limbs

Still makes him worry though

He’s too busy to try and workout with you, but he does try to change his eating habits so you don’t feel like you’re doing this alone

(And this would explain why he’s been just a little bit crankier in the mornings since he cut back on his coffee intake. He won’t give it up completely, but he’s trying for you)

He does well keeping you on track though and knowing how strict he can be, it never got to the point of being overwhelming. It’s just his way of encouragement because he really means well and wants the best for you

Praises you so much, and you know it’s the truth too because Lucifer doesn’t just say anything to anyone. And takes his time in showing just how he is of you too, especially behind closed doors

He’s super proud of you, and he’s smug about it too. You’re his, you bear his pact mark on you, so he can’t help but show off your progress. It’s his sin, after all

Brags to Diavolo like the proud boyfriend he is

Mammon

He somewhat understands, but doesn’t at the same time. You look beautiful, stunning, hot, sexy FINE to him, but if that’s what you wanna do, you’re not doing it alone!

(He claims that you owe him some Grimm and that you’ll discuss payment later, but he’s honestly just excited to be doing this with you and doesn’t know how to handle it)

When he says that you’re not doing it alone, he wasn’t kidding. He’s right alongside you (even though he’s already by your side literally all day every day) putting in the effort 100%, and he’s a great motivator too!

Mammon is a model, so working out and healthy diets aren’t new to him. He takes on the role as your very own personal trainer, even if he forgets that you can’t eat all the food that he can or do everything that he can since you’re human

He’s confused but he’s got the right spirit!

His energy is just contagious! Doesn’t matter what you guys did, whether it was eating something instead of the usual Hellfire noodles or coming back after you guys finished a run, he’s always facing you with a blinding smile on his face every time

Mammon is basically your partner in crime and vice versa, so DUH he was gonna do this with you! What kind of first man would he be if he didn’t?

You’re not alone in this MC, and he’ll make sure it stays that way

Leviathan

OOF, he feels like he’s the wrong person to approach with this

It’s not like he doesn’t want to support you! He does! But, we all know how he feels about doing anything physical or doing anything that will take him away from his safe haven...

(With the exception of video games, anime, and Ruri-chan of course)

He REALLY doesn’t understand why you’re doing this, to him it’s like pure torture!

But, he sees how happy you look and how much energy you have now, so (with your help) he looked at it from a different angle...

That you were LEVELING UP

That’s what got him hype

(He still wouldn’t do it with you unfortunately)

He would unironically go on one of his rants and just be in awe at how much you’re powering up, waayyy better than his video game characters or some weak anime MCs; it’s just his way of encouraging you to keep going

He’s still too embarrassed to be straight forward to you, but you’re an inspiration to him. He expects nothing less from his Henry!

(If you see him trying to do any type of exercise in his room: no you didn’t!)

Satan

He finds it endearing to be honest, and he’s glad to help. Maybe he can find some helpful information in one of his books...

He’s not gonna act like your personal trainer like Mammon but he’s gonna be like your personal tutor but for your health!

“MC, make sure you don’t overdo it. I know you want to keep pushing yourself- and you’re doing more than a spectacular job- but you’ll end up hurting yourself if you overexert. How about you do some stretches as a cool down instead?”

Believe it or not, if he does do any type of workout with you (which would be somewhat rare), it would be stretches, only because it is somewhat calming and helps with how tense his body can be

And he enjoys the time he gets to spend with you

But he’s never afraid to give you motivation or give you compliments; he does it proudly and rather bold

Even if it seems like he’s just teasing you, Satan is being 100% honest. You’re already perfect in his eyes, but it just makes it more obvious seeing you doing something for yourself and being happy about it

Asmodeus

I feel like Asmo would be one of the most helpful brothers (besides from Beel of course) because he likes to take care of himself, and that includes eating healthy and working out

Even though doesn’t like to sweat and he hates the idea of feeling gross, he won’t whine (as much) because it’s something that he wants to do. He’s very big on self-love and having confidence, and he’s a firm believer in feeling good about yourself always, no matter what shape or size you are. After all, you gotta feel good to look good!

Plus, he has taken some devilishly selfies of his sweat glistening on him and he knows his fans go wild for those~

But this isn’t about him right now, you should’ve said something sooner MC, he’s glad to help!

Gives you new recipes to taste test together too! New recipes to try with you + new DevilTube videos= a recipe for views (and more time to be selfish with you)

GYM SELFIES

Also prepare to wear matching gym gear too. You guys are going to make progress and in style!

One of his favorite full body workouts hat he loves to do with you is yoga. Not only does it really become a peaceful time for you both to share, but it also gives him the opportunity to show just how flexible he is and how flexible he can make you~

Seriously though, Asmo is here for this! He will always be the first one to praise you for your accomplishments, and even if you feel like it’s small or that you didn’t really accomplish anything, he’ll make sure to prove you wrong

Beelzebub

He caught you doing some workouts in your room, and when he spotted you, it only meant one thing-

WORKOUT BUDDIES

You didn’t even have to ask him for help because he was already 100% on board with it

It’s only a handful of times that you’ve seen Beel be so serious before, so you were shook tbh

But don’t worry, it’s still gonna be tons of fun for you both!

He’s not gonna micromanage you or anything, and he invites you to his workouts all the time. Even if you have to remind him sometimes that you’re a human and you can’t just lift 1000 pound weights like it’s nothing-

The best spotter, no questions asked. If he even thinks that you’re struggling or he sees your arm shake in the slightest, he’s already behind you, holding up the bar and asking if you’re okay

If weights aren’t your thing or if you don’t feel comfortable going to the gym, he doesn’t mind doing at home workouts either! And he’s the best at correcting your form too

Even though he’s known for his insatiable appetite, he’ll still eat healthy with you. He may not know a lot about human food, but he does know what’s good for the body

Of course he still eats full course meals and will just burn it off like nothing, but he can skip out on Madame Screams’ pastries if it means keeping you motivated

You try to tell him that it’s okay for him to eat whatever, but he’s already shaking his head at you, telling you that you guys are in this together, and that’s that

You ended up splitting some sweets with him on your cheat day because you a.) felt bad and b.) wanted to thank you for being the best gym partner ever

He ate majority of it but still

Not to mention the encouragement that he’s always giving you! If it’s an off day or you feel like you didn’t do your best or enough, he’s already there giving you a smile and pulling you back on your feet, saying how much you’ve improved and how far you’ve come, and Beel isn’t the type to just say anything. He really means every word, and it’s more than enough to keep you going

And his high-fives >>>>>>>

The couple that gains together stays together, and he won’t lie; he feels more pumped in his workouts with you by his side

Belphegor

You weren’t coming home for your daily afternoon cuddle session(s), and when you did come home you were drenched in sweat and brushed him off for a shower. It went from occurring just once a week to every other day, and it was making him moodier than usual

When you explained it to him, he was whiny but supportive. Of course he supports your journey to a better lifestyle! He’ll just be supporting you from the comfort of his bed-

You’re definitely dreaming if you think you’re about to get him to join you working out (you should’ve went to Beel if that’s what you’re looking for)

But he’s great at being your cheerleader though! He stays in the room while you’re working out and he’s really cheering you on with his little chants (I mean it’s while he’s lazing around but still are you really surprised?), but you can’t help but still find it endearing and a way to stay positive

If ya’ll seen the new episode you understand what I mean lmao

He’s not one for moving around, but he can help you with what you eat

He’s pretty decent in the kitchen, and he’s got some safe-for-humans healthy snacks that he “borrowed” from Beel and some recipes that he got from Barbatos and Asmo

(Somehow Solomon overheard and volunteered himself to cook and Belphie doesn’t think he ever ran so fast in his life before when he walked away to go grab his “recipe book”)

Makes small remarks about your progress and says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, showing that he does notice the changes you’re making even if you don’t. Really helps you stay motivated!

His words may come off as dry and sarcastic sometimes, but he means well. He may have a bit of a hard time showing that he cares, but he does. And he cares a lot about you, more than he can express

Is also prepared to give you cuddles as both rewards and to make up from before

#obey me x reader #obey me reader insert #obey me headcanons #obey me lucifer x reader #obey me mammon x reader #obey me leviathan x reader #obey me levi x reader #obey me satan x reader #obey me asmo x reader #obey me asmodeus x reader #obey me beelzebub x reader #obey me beel x reader #obey me belphegor x reader #obey me belphie x reader #obey me swd #obey me

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astaroth1357 · 4 years ago

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Hi there, congrats for the 1500 subs. How about the bros reaction to an MC who's an empath?

Brothers with an MC Who is an Empath

This should not have been as hard as it was but maaan, my brain just wasn’t working. Finally got it done though!

Intro:

An Empath is essentially someone who is highly sensitive to outside stimuli like sounds, personalities, energies, emotions, or just hectic/chaotic environments. They tend to absorb the emotions of others into themselves because of this. Though their sensitivity can grant deeper understanding for others, it comes at the price of the Empath’s own emotional and physical health if not given enough time to decompress which can lead to feeling drained, irritable, depressed, or overwhelmed.

Lucifer

Oh boy, if there was ever any demon not in tune to his own emotions…

He started out legitimately not knowing what an "empath" was and frankly he didn't care to know. His main concern was just keeping the MC alive.

Though that didn't seem to be too hard because they apparently get tired quickly… or at least they had to take extended periods away from most of his brothers.

He wasn't sure why, he first assumed it was because they found his brothers annoying but that didn't seem to be the case either...

He'd see them grinning with Mammon after a jackpot, relaxing with Satan in silence, and even crying with Levi over things so niche and pointless he couldn’t imagine that they actually cared...

It wasn’t too long until they set their sights on him.

They always seemed to know when he was stressed or when he needed to talk to someone. He'd even be embarrassed to admit there were days when he’d just hover somewhat close to them, face more or less slathered with "I really need to talk right now" but too proud to make the first move.

After some time, he decided to look up what an empath was again and it all clicked into place. They probably knew when he was tired because they could just sense it off of him.

And who knows how exhausting that must be for them...

After that little revelation he actually started paying more attention to his own health to keep it from spilling over to them, but he would still go to them to talk from time to time. He honestly never expected a human to become his closest confidant.

Mammon

Mammon has BIG energy. He’s one of those personalities that just brightens a room he walks in but damn… if he’s not a little exhausting to be around sometimes…

Truthfully, he was kind of into their whole “I know how you feel so you don’t have to say it” vibe though it was really confusing to start with...

On the one hand, they never made fun of him for his sensitive side. Not once. And they seemed pick up on the days where he wasn't feeling his best as well, which only made him happy and want spend more time with them.

But on the other hand, he'd be lying if he said that their need to recharge away from him didn't catch him off guard a lot... Hell, for the first few weeks of getting to know the MC he thought they didn't like him at all!

It took the MC sitting him down and explaining to him that they're more sensitive to things like lights, sounds, and emotions for him to kind of get the picture. It wasn’t that they didn’t like him, they just needed to be somewhere calm.

Cue a lot of “Okay human, I’ll be calm. Promise! Ya won’t even now I’m here!” in a well meaning, but pretty loud voice and not getting much better from there, bless his heart...

Even after he eventually gets the picture and stops hanging off of their leg, it does bum him out to be separated for however long it takes for them to get better (at worst, it can be days).

But he really gets excited like a puppy whenever they finally come back again! Big grins and lots of hugs (good luck peeling him off now).

Levi

Levi is... best taken in short bursts.

Though his personality isn’t big like Mammon’s, he does have a lot of lingering negativity around him. Not exactly his fault, being Envy and all, but not great for someone who’s sensitive to emotions.

In truth, Levi genuinely loves being around the MC because they “get” him even if they don’t get what’s happening.

While his brothers may roll their eyes or struggle to understand how he can put so much emotional investment into an anime or a character, the MC would always seem to feel and respect that his emotions were genuine and let him experience them without question.

… But at the same time, that sensitivity meant that they got carried in with him through his every emotion, good, bad, or somewhat erratic depending on the situation…

Add to that his higher than usual need for validation, investment, and feedback due to his insecurity and unfortunately he’s easily the most emotionally draining person in the House...

It took some time to explain to Levi what an empath was and that their desired space wasn’t because there was something wrong with him or anything, they just needed breaks. Thankfully, being an introvert himself meant that Levi understood this a lot quicker than Mammon.

In truth, being with Levi could be fun and rewarding for both parties. During his high points, his happiness truly does shine like no other, just… don’t overdo it.

Satan

In the beginning, Satan was honestly pretty impressed how quickly the exchange student saw through his fake smiles. They’d know that there was no actual joy behind them and thus avoided him for the most part.

This was before they formed their pact so he was perfectly fine with that. Let them hide, that’s the smart idea.

But after getting to know them and going through the body-switch, he started to see that it was deeper than just some good intuition on their part. Something about them… reflected the people around them...

They appeared to be acutely aware of the emotion in a given person or a given room and reacted like they were soaking in the atmosphere they found themselves in. Taking it into themselves…

It truly confused him.

Satan is the picture of emotional control, it’s been taught to him again and again to always keep a good handle on himself because things go flying when he doesn’t. The idea of being so open to others just didn’t make much sense to him…

Why would anyone want to live so dependent on the emotions of others? It sounded chaotic just to hear about it...

But after he opened up to them about his own inner doubts he started to think it wasn’t such a bad thing. They appeared to be equipped to help him navigate his own emotions, especially the new ones he didn’t have the best grasp on yet.

He later did his own research into human emotions, discovered empaths, and that put it all into perspective. Like Lucifer, he did his best not to overwhelm them after that but there was little worry about that anyway. Satan is, again, emotional control at its finest.

Asmodeus

Oh, Asmo picked up on their human’s little quirk relatively quickly compared to his brothers. Being emotionally observant is just part of what makes him so good at what he does.

Honestly, he enjoyed just watching them from afar… Watching the way their eyes lit up when talking to a cheerful Simeon or how huffy and frustrated they’d get along with Mammon when things weren’t going his way. It was cute to him, like a child playing “Pretend.”

Eventually, though, he started to notice that it went a lot deeper than mere imitation...

One day, Levi came home distraught about the tragic death of some voice actor he fancied and the MC was right along with him, crying as if that loss was theirs...

On another, Satan had spent the whole day silently fuming and the MC was a complete wreck, tense and on-edge for no other reason than the feeling of aggression in the air…

And crowds… crowded rooms seemed to be the death of them. So much noise and constant input, they’d have to leave so quickly…

Asmo saw all these things himself, without having to be told, and he became a refuge for them when things became too much. He has a big personality himself, but he could tone it down for a time and offer them a place away for a while.

If school, parties, or the brothers themselves just became too much, the MC could always go to Asmo’s room to vent like they let everybody else to with them. He’d keep the place quiet and calm and just help them sort things out...

Thank their father for Asmo’s observance.

Beelzebub

Legit the calmest, sweetest, nicest person to be around. Truly the best companion for an empathic MC to have.

Beel’s personality is positive, sweet, and (most importantly) stable. He’s not too bombastic nor too withdrawn, he’s not riddled with hidden stress or self-loathing, and he’s not even manipulative in any way, he’s just… Beel.

Am I saying that Beel is the MC’s emotional support demon? Yes. Yes I am.

Being around Beel is like hooking them up to a walking battery recharging station. Something about him just exudes warmth and comfort… They could be wrapped up in his arms for days and never say a word yet still be perfectly content...

Beel doesn't really mind them coming to him when distressed either because he likes being able to help them when they’re feeling drained. It makes him feel kind of special, they don’t seem to go to anyone else in quite the same way.

Usually, one of his brothers will be in a bad mood and the human will flock to Beel like a protective barrier. They'll hug him or trail along behind him like a lost puppy, which he thinks is very cute.

If they’re feeling really out of it, he’d carry them around on his back while they rest like he does for Belphie sometimes. Any time his brothers try to get too close to them or look like they’re going to bother them, he’ll just carry them away to some place quieter.

Though, the MC did pick up the deep sadness he felt for Lilith and Belphie (while he was gone) from time to time.... Which, considering how kind and comforting he usually is, just makes that dip in mood all the more painful and distressing for them. Poor baby…

Belphegor

Belphie is another calm personality to have around, kind of similar to Beel, but since he's more prone to sadness and irritability he doesn't make the best companion…

If Beel is comfort, then Belphie is repose. Relaxed and peaceful, but also languid and sluggish… When Beel isn't around, then he makes a decent second, but only on good days.

Belphie has a mixed opinion on their uncanny ability to pick up on his feelings… He tries his best to be “mysterious” so having someone who can read him like a book gets under his skin just a little…

But he also really likes how much it helps them get to know him and understand where he’s coming from (being the youngest, he isn’t as used to being heard by anybody other than Beel). So, he’s very conflicted…

It didn’t help at all when it came to light that the MC could legitimately tell that he felt very hostile and angry towards them while he was still in the attic. When he asked why they helped him anyway, they told him so that they could make Beel happy again, regardless of how he felt about them which... ouch...

As if he could feel any worse about that particular incident… They could feel how guilty he was about that… right?

Even if they can’t he makes sure that they know that he’s sorry and he won’t do it again. Probably the lil’shit.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #shall-we-date-obey-me #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me headcanons #obey me scenarios

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fanmoose12 · 4 years ago

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the final part of the break up fic! (the first part is there, second one is here and the third one is here!)

It's the anniversary of their breakup and Levi is standing at Hange's doorstep.

And this - the fact that he remembers the day when they broke up but can't for the life of him remember when they got together - probably tells a lot about the reasons why their relationship didn't work out.

He doesn't remember the day they've started dating. Doesn't really remember who confessed first and what words were exchanged, but he remembers (how could he ever forget) their first kiss. It was sweet, exhilarating, it was the best thing in his life.

Every kiss with Hange felt like this.

Sometimes he closes his eyes and can almost feel her soft lips on his. Sometimes he wakes up from dream, fruitlessly chasing after her lips.

But his imagination, his dreams they don't compare to the real thing. Not even close.

Their relationship always has been more than a little bit rocky. From an unconventional start that began with "four-eyes, did you really just spill that coffee on me" to the deceptively calm middle that found both of them cuddling on the old, rackety coach he still didn't throw out to the devastating ending which Hange announced by shouting "if you don't care about me, then why bother coming back all the time".

She thought he didn't care, and Levi knew - he knew and hated himself for it - that he didn't show her just how much he had cared.

Hange wore her heart on her sleeve and he used to hide his inside a box behind a dozen locks. And even smart, brilliant Hange couldn't see through it.

And he didn't wish to show her until it was a little too late.

And now he's standing at her doorstep, dressed in his best suit and holding a large bouquet he doesn't really know what to do with in one hand and a giant plushie in another.

He blames the flowers for it, really. He was leaving another stupid corporate party with Erwin, when across the street he saw bright red peonies.

His legs moved without his consent, bringing him closer to that flower stall. His hands that took out the wallet and paid for the flowers refused to listen to him too.

And, while the flowers are a recent purchase and could be blamed on a moment of weakness, the giant pink plushie - something that looks like a horrible mix of bunny and lion - was bought a long time ago.

Three years, to be exact, on the very same evening that Hange broke up with him.

He was in particularly good mood, and when he saw that plushie looking at him with its red, bloodthirsty eyes from outside a shop, his mood became even better.

Hange would love this monstrosity so much, he had thought then.

But then he came home and saw Hange packing her stuff.

If you don't care about me, Levi, then why bother coming back all the time?

He didn't say anything then. He didn't know what. Because nothing - nothing - could be further from the truth.

He cared about Hange, still cares about her and will probably continue to do so until his dying breath.

But how could he say that, how could explain if he was never taught, never shown how to give and receive attention.

As he stood there, watching Hange leave, the damn plushie kept staring at him, as though mocking.

When the door after Hange closed and silence fell over his (theirs) apartment, he grabbed the plushie in his hands. He wanted to gauge his stupid eyes, tear his arms and legs out, rip it into pieces, destroy everything.

But he didn't. Because this plushie - it wasn't his. It was Hange's.

His heart would always be Hange's too.

***

And now he's here. Standing at her doorstep, not knowing what he's even doing here. Should he knock on the door? Ask Hange to come in?

She would just laugh in his face, and then kick him out. Or worse - her fiancé is going to kick him out.

Wouldn't that be pathetic?

He thinks of just leaving the gifts there, underneath her door - he wants Hange to have them, maybe, they'll light up that beautiful sparkle in her eyes or even make her smile... It'd be the best thanks Levi could ever get.

He is searching for the best place to drop the gifts, when the front door swings open.

Levi freezes, his heart stopping. He's afraid to look up, he doesn't know what is going to be worse - if it's Moblit standing there, or Hange.

On one hand, Moblit possibly won't kick him out forcefully. The poor sod is so kind and polite, he'd probably even invite Levi over for a cup of tea.

Hange, though... Once Levi saw her deck a man twice her size. What she is going to do to him, Levi is honestly afraid to even predict.

Still, he might be a pathetic loser, who lurks around his ex's apartment, but he's not a coward. He turns to face the door.

And locks gazes with Hange.

He swallows heavily, feeling like he's shrinking under the weight of her glare.

"You've been pacing around for more than ten minutes, Levi."

He was? He didn't even notice.

"What are you doing here?"

Good question. Levi had been asking it himself ever since he turned up here.

"I'm..." he runs a hand through his hair, his eyes darting around nervously. "I just came to congratulate you on your engagement. Here..." he passes Hange the gifts.

She looks over them skeptically. Levi thinks that the ice is ready to break, but then she sighs.

"My engagement party was two weeks ago. And," she looks down, as though in shame. Levi stares at her incredulously. "I'm not engaged anymore."

The plushie drops to the ground. His jaw drops down too, but peonies - Levi holds onto them tightly, Hange doesn't deserve a ruined bouquet.

"What did you just say?" he whispers, not sure if he had misheard.

"God, you're an asshole," Hange mutters, rolling her eyes. She answers him, though, this time she even looks him in the eyes. "We broke off our engagement."

"W-why?"

Did he do something? Did Moblit, that deceptively mild-looking bastard, hurt Hange? Did he cheat on Hange? If he did, then, god help him, Levi would go straight to him and--

His thoughts are interrupted by a strong kick to his shin.

"Stop with the fuming face, Romeo," Hange huffs. "I was the one, who called off the engagement. We-- it just didn't work out. Moblit deserves someone better than me. Someone, who doesn't lie to him and doesn't try to see in him someone he is not."

Levi's pulse speeds up, making him feel dizzy. He curls his fingers tighter around peonies. He can't believe what he's hearing, but he gathers his courage and forces the next words out.

"Who were you trying to see in him?"

He knows the answer is probably going to break him. He can't be that lucky - he doesn't deserve it, but if there is a chance - just smallest chance, he can't waste it.

"You really are one of a kind, Ackerman," Hange glowers angrily. "Don't tell me you don't know who I'm talking about. Or, what, you want to hear me say it? Want to scratch your ego on my behalf?"

"Hange--" he chokes out, looking up at her and showing her the desperation, the pain he felt for all these three years. Hange swallows as she stares back at him. "Please, tell me."

Hange takes a deep, shuddering breath, like she's preparing for a fall, for a dive in so deep she's not sure she'll swim out on the shore.

"It's you, Levi," she whispers. "Damn it, it was always you. I tried so hard to move on from you, but I... I never could."

Her words, her confession turns his insides upside down. It makes him giddy and happy and--

And he wants nothing more than to say something in return, reassure Hange that he feels this way too, that he always felt this way, but-- he was never good with words. And he doesn't want - can't allow himself - to fuck this all up right now.

He never knew - never hoped - that he would get this chance. But he'd be damned but make the most (the best) out of it.

"Hange-- can I," his voice drops, laced with helplessness, "please, can I kiss you?"

Hange gives a small nod, and immediately Levi dives in, crushing his lips against hers. God, it feels good. And Hange's body in his arms, her long fingers in his hair - it feels-- feels divine.

After a long moment of pure bliss, Hange withdraws and, subconsciously, Levi chases after her lips, desperate to get more of her.

"Wait, wait--" she turns her face to the side, and instantly his happiness turns into worry. Didn't she... enjoy it? Didn't she feel the same after all?

"I'm more than happy to continue kissing," she chuckles and he's able to breath again. "But don't you think we need to talk about this? I thought you--"

"I was a fool," Levi admits. "I was young and dumb and didn't know how lucky I was to have you. I didn't get much smarter since then, but I-- I want to try again. I'll try my best to do better. If you allow me."

"And this?" Hange points to flowers and stuffed toy. "This is your better?"

"You don't like it?" he asks, more than a little confused. He was sure Hange would enjoy the gifts...

But if she doesn't, that's alright too. Whatever Hange wants, he'll get her. She just needs to say the word and he'll bring it.

"I can bring you something else..." he almost turns away, but Hange doesn't let him, grabbing his sleeve.

"Oi, give me that, that's mine," Hange huffs and snatches peonies and plushie out of his hands. She presses the toy to her chest, and Levi's own chest warms at the sight. "So what, should I expect more of this?"

"I told you I want to do better..."

Hange scoffs, interrupting him. "Just don't overdo it. I fell in love with the grumpy shorty. I don't want you to become a different person for me."

"I... alright," Levi sighs, putting his hands into the pockets of his pants. Now that Hange had taken away the gifts, he doesn't know where to put his hands anymore. He doesn't know where to put himself too. Whatever he was thinking as he drove there (and he wasn't really thinking much), he didn't expect this to happen.

For Hange to confess her love for him... He didn't expect this to happen even in his wildest dreams.

He knows what he wants to do - get Hange into his arms and never let go, and maybe, get more kisses out of her, but he also knows that this won't happen, not right away, at least. He promised to do better, and there is a lot of work waiting for him.

"You can come in, you know," Hange suddenly speaks up, bringing him back to present. "I think my neighbors had enough of this show. We can talk a bit more..." she trails off, playing with her hair. "I just finished cooking spaghetti. It's your favorite, if I remember correctly..."

"With cheese and eggs?"

Hange laughs, and Levi smiles in return. He's so happy, he feels like flying.

Hange laces her fingers with his, and he's ready to combust. "Yes, with cheese and eggs."

"Then it's only fair if I make tea for you afterwards."

"Alright," Hange beckons him inside. "We can watch some movie too, but," she raises her hand - another one, the one that doesn't hold Levi's. "You're going home for the night."

"Okay."

"And," Hange grins, leaning in to steal a kiss. She turns away, before Levi gets his chance to deepen the kiss. "You're taking me dancing this weekend."

"As you wish," Levi murmurs.

With Hange in his arms, he's ready to dance for the rest of his life.

#in the dark version of this fic levi gets to dance with hange too but during her wedding with moblit😌😌😌#levihan

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haifengg · 4 years ago

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A = Affection (How do they show their affection?) The kinship type of guy. A lot of holding hands and smiling forehead kisses. Almost everywhere does he wrap his arm around his s/o’s shoulder. At a basketball game or something he will pack an extra blanket or jacket to give to them if they’re cold. He is very thoughtful about the little things in a relationship.

B = Breath (What could their s/o do to take their breath away?) Their smile. Seeing their whole face light up when they are happy or amazed. How their eyes sparkle and maybe their dimples show? It’s his favorite thing in the world. His s/o’s smile makes his aches go away and his day clear up. It clears his mental acne really.

C = Cuddling (Do they cuddle? If they do, how and when do they cuddle?) Huge cuddler. All the time. (See more at H)

D = Dream (What do they dream of doing with their s/o?) He would want to take his s/o to Chicago and show them where he grew up. Introduce his parents and show his partner around. Make them taste his favourite pizza, maybe a road trip? The open road (the highway to heaven....), sunsets and gas stations. Have midnight pancakes and black coffee at a diner!

E = Effort (How much effort do they put into a relationship?) This I am not sure about. I would say he puts in a normal level of effort. Pretty much the same amount as his s/o. He shows them they are precious and his most valuable thing in life but he won’t go full bonkers on valentines day or something like that.

F = Fear (What do they do if their s/o is scared? How do they handle it?) Johnny handles it very well. He is very educated and cautious about mental health in general so he would take every fear seriously. If his s/o is anxious about anything he will do his best to make a situation more comfortable for them or try to avoid the situation as a whole. G = Gifts (What type of gifts do they give their s/o? Do they want a gift in return?) Accessories. Johnny strikes me as a men who gets his s/o small things likes designer bracelets or card holders. Things they wouldn’t buy themselves because it’s unnecessary and expensive but if he knows they will accept and like it and most importantly use it - he will get it to them. And if they say they can’t accept he would say something like “It’s alright, don’t worry. I got a discount on it because I worked with them earlier this year.” Even if it’s a lie.

H = Hugs (Do they hug their s/o? How often?) Johnny is tall and he has long arms. Perfect to wrap around someone and should them from cold wind at a busstop or pull them in after a long walk in the rain. He knows how much his s/o craves those hugs and how protected they are feeling when he holds them tightly.

I = Intimacy (How romantic are they? Do they have problems with intimacy?) Has this man issues with intimacy? No?? Have you seen him??? I would be just as confident if I was him. J = Jealous (Do they get jealous? How do they act when jealous?) Jealous boyfriend right here. Johnny might act chill about his s/o hanging out with other men on days he is also available or seeing them walk out of lecture together on a day he wanted to surprise them by picking them up. He won’t let it show because it would hurt his reputation as LBBY (Laid Back Boyfriend of the Year) but his s/o will notice. Maybe by how short his answers are or because of all the questions he asks about that friend. Or maybe by the way he kisses them later that night. Maybe he also dislikes this side about himself because he knows he can trust them. K = Kiss (Are they a good kisser? Do they like to kiss? How often do they try to kiss you?) Johnny’s kisses are to melt for. Just the perfect mix of soft pecks and slightly rough ... idk how to describe it. He would randomly bite his s/o’s lips to catch them off guard and if they blush he will laugh about it and pull them into a long lingering and smily kiss ...

L = Love (When do they say they love you? How often do they say it? Do they prefer to say or show it?) Constantly. He will say it. He will text it. He will moan it. He will ask you “You love me right?” There won’t be a day his s/o won’t hear or read it or both.

M = Marriage (Do they want to get married? If so, what kind of ceremony?) In a committed relationship Johnny would think about marriage 100% but he doesn’t have to get married right away. Maybe ever. He strikes me as the kind of guy who is happy just being with his s/o. Maybe he will think different if they’re ever thinking about having a kid. But in that case time will tell.

N = Night out (What type of dates do they like to go on? How often do they like to go on them?) Goofy dates! Game nights! Haunted houses where his s/o clings on to him! Arcades and hours of dance dance revolution! O = Out of the Ordinary (What’s something they don’t normally do with/for their s/o?) I don’t think he would go to fancy restaurants. Not even for an anniversary. It’s just not his thing and this casual red wine at the river or beach is more his thing than make dinner reservations and letting waiters tell him what wine he’s having. I am not saying that he doesn’t do it at all - maybe he enjoys it on some occasions (when he has to impress parents for example) but overall with his s/o ... I think a chill open air wine tasting might rather be his thing. P =Playful (Are they playful in a relationship? If so, how do they play around/mess with their s/o?) He messes around all the time. He will make himself a bra out of lather when he’s in the shower try to seduce his s/o, he will mock the radio moderator and make up an semi-interesting newsflash about their breakfast. Q = Questions (Do they ask their s/o their opinion on things? Do they share theirs?) Loves to ask their s/o for their opinion so he does it a lot. Sometimes he even changes his decision if his s/o has some really good points or perhaps even better ideas. R = Random (How spontaneous is their relationship? Do they do things on the spot or plan ahead?) This man is so goofy how is he not random. He will wake his s/o up in the middle of the night just to go see the stars. He would make last minute dinner reservations and trick them into a dinner date by asking them if they come pick him up. He is so random and I love it. Though it would drive me insane. S = Sleep (How do they sleep with their s/o?) A lot of cuddles and soft temple kisses during the early state of the night or the going-to-bed/settling in but once everyone is comfy and tired they slew butt to butt. He jokes about that constantly. T = Trust (How much do they trust their s/o?) He lives off and thrives on trust. A relationship in which he wouldn’t fully trust his s/o is no relationship to him.

U = Unique (What makes them unique as a s/o?) Johnny radiates positive vibes, which makes him insanely attractive. He is so comfortable with himself and empowering towards literally everyone it’s as if you would have your very own personal cheerleader. With him on their side his s/o could literally accomplish everything. V = Vulnerable (How long until they can be vulnerable around their s/o? What are they like in this state?) He is pretty open about his feelings and concerns so I don’t think it would take a long time for him to talk to theyr s/o about everything. He shares his worries with a lot of friends/close friends but that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s less significant when he tells his s/o. He might talk to a lot of people about things but he might only take advice from a few. W = Weather (What would he do during a cloudy and rainy day?) Coffee and galleries. A day with rolling thunder or just light annoying rain for him is the most welcome excuse to take his s/o for a classy museum tour. It doesn’t matter if it’s modern art or some good old fashioned photography. He would love to spend hours there and not missing out of anything in the outside world. X = Xylophon (What does he think about their s/o’s taste in music? Is it different?) If you they like the same music as he does - he would love it. But honestly he is such an open-minded man we would listen to anything at least once and even though he doesn’t like it would say something like ‘It’s interesting.’ On a car ride or something they would agree on something they both enjoy or put on a shared playlist and he would peacefully endure the songs he doesn’t like or enjoying them just as much because they make his s/o visibly happy. Y = Yuck (Is there anything that might bother their s/o about him? Any flaws?) So... we all know how much he enjoys coffee. Sometimes maybe a little too much. And we also hopefully all know the rules of basic hygiene and how you shouldn’t overdo it. What I am trying to say it that boy has coffee breath. He has so much coffee during the day that he can’t possibly brush his teeth every time. Not saying that he is dirty or anything. Just ... take a hint - pop a mint.

Z = Zeal (Are they passionate as a s/o? Do they want or like passion?) This man breathes passion. I honestly don’t think he could be with someone less passionate than him. More reserved? Yes. Someone who doesn’t take the lead? Yes. But someone lacking in passion is a no-no. I’m not even talking solemnly about passion in a sexual way. It also applies to interests or hobbies. Being passionate about a certain topic or sport, music, politics, ... you name it. He is the utmost passion able person and we all know it. Period.

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cupidbunny · 3 years ago

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Modern Day Au; Childe

How you and childe met; how he is; and more

Tags: Fluff, alcohol, etc; Mainly Bulleted

In the Modern Day, I feel like he would have some kind of fighting job/side job and would train daily

3 ways you met Childe; High school, College, or in a random store {See Below the 3 ways, or just skip to the next bulleted points}

In high school, you were a decently normal person, with a normal friend group. You kept to yourself besides them. Childe, or Ajax, was popular. He was the star player on some sports team {He probably tried out for more than one}. He was the type everyone liked. And you did too, but in freshman year. You confessed, and he turned you down. You were pretty sad for a few days, but got over him quickly.

He didn’t. He thought you were {cute/cool} and over the years, watched you. But not in a creepy way. He got more classes with you, and watched you from far. He would do random things to impress you while you were working, and when it was some kind of game day, he would look in your direction to make you were watching him.

It was a bit cute, but you always brushed it off as a friendly gesture. By senior year, Ajax eventually just couldn’t let you go so easily, so he left you a note to meet him after school at your favorite place {park, restaurant, whatever}. He confessed to you, handing you basket full of…trinkets you loved. You accepted, taking him up in an embrace as you two shared an awfully long kiss. He’d never felt so happy before.

College

Roommates, definitely. By now, he would have a full job so he would be gone frequently so you wouldn’t see him a lot. You thought he was hot, but nothing more. Sure he would flirt with you, bring you your favorite food when he got off of work, and be helpful, but that’s what a roommate is. Right?

Yeah of course. And that kiss he gave you on your cheek last night as he stood behind you, watching you cook, was just a friendly kiss. Especially when he chuckled at your flustered reaction and said that was adorable. Friendly. Even if it did make you stay up the whole night thinking about it.

Then it became a habit. He would touch your waist, or kiss you gently on the cheek before he went to work or when he got home. You honestly loved it, but you were scared that he was just being funny. After all, he was a bit known to play around. But that day he came home, solidified his feelings for you.

He finally came off of work, opening the door to see you on the couch, barely awake. He hummed as he set down the foot on the kitchen table and walked towards you as you hazily yawned, waving at him. He smiled, leaning down to kiss your cheek. You two murmered with each other, about work, school. His voice was so nice, it somehow almost put you to sleep.

He laughed, seeing that you were almost about to pass out and told you to head to bed. You nodded, about to get up before you felt him wrap his arms around you and carry you to a bed. He was very, very strong, so he could pick up anyone with ease. {If you’re insecure about your weight, or a bit on the chubby side, he laughs it off and says that he doesn’t mind picking you up and that you shouldn’t worry. Thankfully, he isn’t the type of judge and loves you whoever you are. And he’ll lift more so he could lift you like a feather}.

Just as you’re about to fall asleep, he silently confesses that he’s in love with you. He honestly thought you were too out of it to even hear him, but you almost shot up with eyes asking him what he just said.

It took a bit of pressure to make him confess, but you said you returned his feelings kissed him right before heading to bed, being that you were beyond tired. He ended up climbing into the same bed and cuddling you, kissing you as he felt the happiest he’s been since he was 14.

Out of College

The shortest one because it happened while you meet outside. He saw you while he was shopping, and thought you were attractive. He walked up to you, introducing himself and started a conversation. You both exchanged numbers, being that you thought he was pretty good-looking.

You guys eventually went on a few dates, and made it official after a few months. You guys lived near each other, so it made the relationship much easier

Moving back to the Bulleted

I feel like he would have a somewhat heavy russian accent as he speaks english

He would say loving things in russian but would also joke around with you if you don’t know it

If you do, you two would playfully argue and probably say dumb shit for shits and giggles

If you’re bilingual {Like me :p} you would respond with your other/native language. Its funny to see you two speak two different languages to communicate

He would have some vodka lying around sometimes {since he drinks before cooking in canon} and would drink now and again

He seems like the type to get tipsy. If you’re like him, its fun! If you can’t take much, he would probably be the one next to you making sure you don’t overdo it again like the other night.

He’s immensely attractive {for a ginger/j} so, he would get a lot of attention from both men and women. If you don’t get jealous easily, its fine. If you do, {like me}, well…

I think I’ll leave it here. I wrote a bit already lol. I’ll continue the jealousy on the next part, where things get much more angsty.

#childe x reader #childe x gn!reader #childe #genshin x gn reader #genshin x reader #a bit of fluff

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foenixs · 4 years ago

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How Monsta X initiates Sex

note: this is just a lil headcanon about how the bois would initiate sex; I do think most of them would let you initiate it though and sice I see them as sub leaning these headcanons have a sub!idol undertone (though it is not very heavy)

if you like my fics please reblog them with a nice comment or tag

includes- light sub!Monsta X x reader

none of the gifs/pictures are mine

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Shownu

He prefers it when you initiate it, but when he is deep in subspace and needy for you, he’ll come up and poke your sides with his fingers, resting his head on your shoulder to see what you are doing. He annoys you just enough to get your attention but not enough to get punished.

“What is it baby?”

“Can you fuck me, please?”

He’s not one to get embarrassed easily, but when it comes to asking for sex, he’d get very shy. He’s always ready for you whenever you want him (mainly cause he likes to get used/serve you) and he gets sulky if you don’t give him the same treatment. But if you do give him what he asks for he’ll be extremly happy and thank you a lot.

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Wonho

Again, not someone to initiate sex as he sees it as something he needs to earn (or you initiate). So, he’ll do something nice for you, like help you out with chores, to earn it as a reward. He gets very needy after working out and wants you to take care of him. This is when he needs to hear praise the most (“You are working so hard, doing so good!”). But, if he sees that you are busy, he won’t bother you. The last thing he wants to do is annoy you because of his own needs (always puts you first).

At night, if you still didn’t have time to fuck, he’ll stroke your legs and ass. But he won’t say anything until you ask him if he’s horny, to which he’ll shyly admit that he’s been thinking about you all day.

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Minhyuk

Likes to have it happen naturally, but he might initiate a make out session to speed up the process. Making out almost always leads to sex with you, since he’ll needily grind his bulge against you, hands wandering over your body until you give in. The two of you fuck almost every day so he isn’t too worried about his needs not being met.

When he’s away on tour he sends you suggestive pictures, so you sext him what you’ll do to him when he gets home, and he uses it for fap material.

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Kihyun

He’s very blunt about his needs and desires, telling you straight up when he’s horny. If he can’t tell you face to face, he’ll call you up to detail his imaginations. But he is big on respect and doesn’t push your boundaries. Like, he’ll ask you if you want to/have time to have sex but if you say no then he’ll accept that and try to find a different way to pleasure himself (yeah, don’t tell him he can’t touch himself because he will definitely break that rule).

I don’t see him as having a very high libido though so I think you two would have sex like twice a week and it would take him multiple weeks to get desperate for you (the king of self-control).

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Hyungwon

He’s also very direct about being in the mood, but he still prefers to have sex at night or in the morning (in bed). Gets a lot touchier than usual and doesn’t leave your side. Unlike Kihyun, he can’t take a lot of teasing and hates when he has to wait for it.

“I’m busy wonnie, I can take care of you another time.”

“Come on, please, I’ll even do the dishes.”

Denying him sex is honestly the best way to get him to do shit, but don’t overdo it or he’ll just say it’s not worth it and go to the dance studio instead, to work off the tension.

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Jooheon

He makes it extremely obvious that he’s horny by how he grabs your hand and puts it on his crotch or just annoys you, clinging onto you all day. Sometimes you question if he is ever not needy for you. Doesn’t care where you’re at, he’s completely shameless about his tactics and will do aegyo in front of the whole crew just to get your attention. Mainly uses body language, instead of asking you for sex.

When he’s on tour he’ll try to initiate phone sex and throw his roommate out of the hotel room, just to get some privacy.

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Changkyun

Takes your clothes off with his eyes (you know exactly what stare I am talking about) and throws you winks when no one’s looking. He teases you all day but gets shy when you tease him back. He can’t (or won’t) tell you upfront that he needs you, but he’ll leave the door to the bedroom open and moan extra loud, so you “accidently” find him masturbating. He will be pretend to be flustered like “oh my god, you weren’t supposed to see me like this” but who does he think he’s kidding… no one. If he knows you are into a certain type of style, he’ll wear it just for you (f.e. chokers and knee highs). Buys expensive lingerie from other countries and wears it when he sees you again, as a souvenir.

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love-hatred-stuff · 4 years ago

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Bets } Kim Sunwoo [theboyz]

feat. Eric, Jacob, Kevin, Juyeon

genre: angst, fluff

warning(s): violence, obsession and manipulation (he's not hurting u or anything)

word count: 2.4k

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Y/N's POV

I was currently at my high school.

I had just finished my studies in the library and it was already evening but I decided to stay longer today as my boyfriend was training with his friends in the basket hall. But it was fine because it was already pretty late and the boys should be finished now and I could finally see Sunwoo.

We have been dating for six months and I feel very comfortable with him, it almost feels like I found the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.

Even if I don't know him for so long, he gives me strength, the thing I had never had.

I'm delicate but I tend to hide my feelings in front of people that I don't trust.

Lately something confusing is going on. Sunwoo has been weirdly avoiding me, and his friends that I assume to really like me too, also act very suspicious sometimes.

They would take him away from me to talk to him alone.

I would just be confused and worried about what was going on.

But today I would talk to them about it!

Right in the moment I was walking through the school halls, on my way to them, but I heard loud voices that sounded like they were seriously discussing.

Before I opened the door, I heard my name and was even more concerned.

I figured it would be smarter to just listen to it and wait while hiding.

"Sunwoo, you can't lie to her forever! She is a great person, she doesn't deserve this anymore. Actually she never did."

I sensed the one who said this was Juyeon and he sounded very serious about what he was talking about.

My anxiety started to kick in.

What was I going to hear next?

"I know, she would never deserve this. But I really do like her. I could just keep it as my secret." Now Sunwoo talked, he sounded like he meant what he said.

But what was the damn secret they were talking about? How bad was it?

"Oh wow Sunwoo! You finally fell in love, congrats. Just sad that she was only a game to you in the beginning. You decided to play with the wrong heart." Juyeon said in a very loud and angry tone.

Was he trying to protect me?

"He's right, you should tell her before it will be too much and she finds out herself. Honestly, I hoped she would break up with you because you can be an egoistic ass sometimes!" Now Jacob exclaimed.

"Yeah, I'm sorry guys. But I can't. I will lose her if I tell her that she was a bet. I will lose her, and she will hate me. I couldn't handle that."

I gasped quietly, pressing my palm on my mouth to stay silent.

It was pretty much to take.

My boyfriend just confessed that I was just a bet!? Someone who No one cares about. That's what I was for them.

"But you have to Sunwoo, she's too pure. You will break her. You know she has no one that would take care of her. She was new and lonely when she came here. You made her feel safe and now you're doing this to her? She will never forgive you and feel safe with you again." Juyeon scolded and as I watched them through a little split between the door of the gym hall I saw him grabbing Sunwoo by the collar of his muscle shirt aggressively, having dangerous sparkles in his eyes.

"Either you will do it or I will! And maybe one of us will take her from you. Someone who cares about her heart and feelings." Juyeon grabbed him harder and shook him.

I couldn't watch and hear that any longer so I decided to interrupt their fight.

I abruptly swung the door open, earning all of the boy's eyes.

I approached them pretty fast and pushed Juyeon from Sunwoo.

I didn't want them to hurt each other, although probl all I was for them was a little doll to play with.

"Stop. This is kindergarten. You all are so immature, I can't believe it." I sighed heavily.

Then I locked eyes with Sunwoo, staring in his soul mercilessly.

"You really never would have told me? God, it is really frustrating when you find out, you never knew who your only friends really are. You are little boys, all you care about is fun. Grow the fuck up!" I scoffed at my broken state.

Being ashamed that I had let them do so much to me already.

I looked at all of them. Sunwoo, Juyeon, Jacob, Kevin and Eric. I was honestly disappointed.

And they were also guiltily looking back at me.

"What? Are you enjoying seeing me suffer under your game?" I asked.

"Look Y/N, we are truly sorry for what we did. I know it was immature and I promise we will make it up to you."

I scoffed again at Juyeon's words with a weak sarcastic smile on my lips.

"Do you think I still want to hang out with you guys? You betrayed me. I'm not dumb, I know you sprayed rumours around about me, just so everyone was going to keep their distance to me. And I think you didn't even realize that you did this so you had me just to yourself. While I was too blind of happiness. I hate you for what you did. I won't be your puppet any longer!" I made clear while my vision started to blurry because my eyes were getting teary.

Sunwoo grabbed my arm in desperation.

"Please don't break up with me." His begging voice sent a shiver down my spine.

"That's all you have to say? I think it would be the best if I would leave you and your games alone."

Tears started silently rolling down my cheeks.

But still, no one was talking or reacting. Just pleading eyes were looking at me.

"I wonder who will be the next victim. Whatever, I hope you will have your fun." I smiled pathetically and turned around.

"Don't leave us Y/N. We love you and never wanted to hurt you." Juyeon's calming voice stopped my movements.

I looked at him again.

"You love me so much that you forget how to care about my feelings? I loved you too, but it's over for now." I stated and left the hall.

They looked after me in sadness.

Third person's POV

"See what you did, Sunwoo!" Eric pushed him to the ground.

Sunwoo looked down, letting his tears fall on the ground as well.

"Now we all lost the only girl we ever liked!" Juyeon kicked Sunwoo in his stomach, making him clench his jaw in pain.

"Stop, Y/N doesn't like when we hurt someone, especially each other." Kevin wanted to stop him from hitting the crying boy on the ground by grabbing his arm.

But he wouldn't budge and continued, making him bleed and bruised all over.

"She is gone now!" Juyeon yelled and kicked Sunwoo again, earning quiet cries and groans from him.

"It's enough!" Jacob shoved him away from the almost defaced Sunwoo.

"You can't hurt your best friend!" He reminded him with a strong tone.

"But he stole the girl that was supposed to be mine. It's his fault she left us!" Juyeon defended himself.

"We all lost her, Juyeon. But you don't have to hurt Sunwoo even more. Don't you see him?"

Juyeon now looked at him, sitting on the ground, still crying, with bruises all over his body and a bleeding nose and lip.

Now he felt slightly sorry for overdoing it, although he knew that Sunwoo's beloved girlfriend just broke up with him. That alone surely were so painful for him already.

Of course it was too much to handle for him.

After all Juyeon is the older one and he should have kept his control instead of beating him up.

And Sunwoo had even endured it, he did not flinch a single time that Juyeon punched him.

"Hey, sorry bro." He tapped his shoulder in apology.

"I will take you home, come on." Jacob helped him to stand up so they could walk to his car.

•the next day•

Sunwoo walked through the busy halls of his high school.

He was sad, angry at himself and depressed.

He loved her so bad but he screwed up.

And he understood why Juyeon beat him up yesterday, he was glad so he wouldn't have to hurt himself for a while.

His head was down and the playful smile he always wore was completely gone.

Suddenly he felt a small hand grab him, that pulled him to the narrow room where stuff for the facility manager was.

He couldn't make out the face of the person that took him there until she was standing face to face with him in this room.

Now his eyes glowed, it was the prettiest face he had ever seen.

It was his girl, the one that broke his heart just yesterday. But all he cared about was that she was standing in front of him now.

Y/N's POV

It was me, and he had broken my heart even more.

"Who did this to you?" I wanted to know instantly, coming straight to the point.

"Huh?" He was surprised I even talked to him.

"Who beat you up like this?" I exerted more pressure in my voice.

"Oh, um.." Sunwoo looked down, suddenly so shy and insecure.

What was going on?

Usually he was the one that would do this to people that bothered him, but he would never let someone do this to his handsome face.

I wondered if his face was the only affected place on his body, so I slowly lifted up his thin t-shirt, exposing hurted muscles and bruises all over his stomach.

It looked really painful.

I never saw him being hurt that much. And it also affected me.

To know that I hadn't had protected him, made me feel guilty.

I felt bad.

"Sunwoo, who the fuck did this to you? And why did you let this even happen?"

He was looking in my eyes, down at me, not sure if he should tell the truth.

But I think he learned his lesson, lying is bad and has consequences.

"It was Juyeon. But it's fine, I allowed him." He talked unusually quietly and I didn't like it at all. I hated it.

I wanted my confident Boyfriend back that wanted to hold my hand the whole day and whenever he had the chance, kissed me to give me his love and affection.

Where was the old Sunwoo?

"Why?"

How could Juyeon do this to him?

He, no, all of them knew what I thought of physical aggression.

"I miss you Y/N." He cried in the crook of my neck after he had made a quick step forward.

When I didn't move, he put his hands around my waist and hugged me gently.

"It's been one day." I reminded him.

He could have handled that.

"Yes, but I know that I lost you forever." He hugged me tighter.

I heard him sniff his tears back.

"Why do you care so much?" I started patting his back lightly.

Even though he hurted me so much with his actions, I still cared about him. More than about anyone else.

"Because I love you Y/N."

He really did?

I knew he and his friends were a little obsessed with me, but he never actually said these three words.

And now I even knew, he wasn't the only one that had serious feelings for me.

Juyeon had done this to him because he was angry at Sunwoo that I left him, and also his friends.

I figured that he did this because he also had feelings for me. I could judge only by his look and body language the day before. And I wasn't sure if that was a good thing.

Iliked him too, everyone of them, but not the way I liked Sunwoo. It would make things even more complicated between us.

"Why did you do this to me then?"

Sunwoo backed away a little, so he could see my face properly.

"We didn't know you when we started this. But when we got to know you, each of us felt something. I guess we just weren't aware that we were having feelings for you because we never really had some for anybody. So we were toxic and manipulated you and everyone that was interested in you, so no one would steal you from us. And I'm so so sorry, baby. I wanna have you back, I promise I changed."

I was impressed that he had explained everything so truthfully.

And I was proud in some way.

He had always controlled me, but he also always was my little boy.

They all were clingy and needy around me, just how someone would act when they liked someone.

I think I could forgive him if he would prove to me that he had really changed.

But could I forgive Juyeon for doing this to his best friend, for losing his self control and letting him down like this?

"And why let you Juyeon hurt you? You are supposed to be kind to each other, as friends. He truly hurt you. Look." I stroked my thumb over his lip where a little bit of dried blood was left.

On his left cheek was a big, green and blue bruise that went up to his eye. It was a bit swollen and he couldn't open his left eye completely.

I forgot everything around me and just admired his his cute baby face. Even if he looked a bit tired and miserable, I still found him utterly adorable.

"I wanna kiss you, Y/N." He whispered, when I noticed our position and that he was staring at me as well.

But I just didn't care anymore what he had done to me, I was sorry for what his friend did to him and that he was sad because I left him.

So I shove all my doubts away and tiptoed so I could kiss his full lips to convince my heart, that I had to give him another chance. It was everything I wanted at this moment.

I think I loved this boy.

Although it was probably pretty stupid of me to trust him again, I just needed him too much because he was everything I had and everything I always wanted.

He pressed me against his toned body and gave me a kiss full of love, to show me that I wouldn't regret choosing him over everything.

The gif and the pictures that I used for the cover are not mine, credits to the owners :)

#kpop imagines #kim sunwoo angst #kim sunwoo #the boyz #the boyz x reader #the boyz imagines

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saucysamu · 4 years ago

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Okay so... I know you’re not in the mood to write rn but still emergency request? like you can do a really small one bbygirl and don’t pressure yourself to write it immediately! ❤️

My friend just tiggered me cause she bought the same pair of trousers I got and she has them in S and I needed L. Like I would‘ve never fit in S. Yet she does and her body is similar to mine? Also she gained weight & I lost some?? and I’m just confused and my mind is getting stupid Ed related thoughts again like? I lost weight & gained muscles yet I’m still too fat??? Eventho I’m not like you can see my ripcage ??? & can I get some comfort from Oikawa, Sakusa & Atsumu pls?

My love I hope you’re doing better by now and don’t keep on spending your time thinking about that 🥺 you know you can rant to me whenever you feel like it, ilysm ❤️

Anyways here we go,,

Oikawa, Sakusa and Atsumu x reader who struggles with an ED

warnings: mention of ED/ body image/ food

Oikawa

* You’ve been dating for quite a while so Oikawa is aware of what went through your mind back then

* and he knows how to deal with it quite well??

* though he wished he didn’t have to, you’re so perfect in his eyes he will never be able to wrap his head around how someone like you would worry about such things

* so when you mention it all awkwardly to him that,, specific thoughts keep occurring again his mind goes A L A R M

* you even feel too embarrassed to look at him at all, but what for?

* he hugs you softly, placing his chin on the top of your head “you know I would never judge you for the way you feel right?” you just hum quietly as a response

* ladies, gentlemen and non-binary babes: here we have another king of pushing your self-esteem or crushing it in the case of enemies

* idk how he does it but he always says the right things to you without messing up or triggering you

* bet he’s the first one to distract you and support you like no other

* bitch cooks recipes of your fave foods to cook them more healthily so you won’t feel guilty

* need a gym buddy? Oikawa agrees before you can even ask him

* he tries to be subtle when observing your behavior bc even when he acts calm he’s still worried to death

* however it doesn’t stay unnoticed by you lol and you’d just reassure him with a teasing grin

* as much as he wants to believe it, he catches himself at times just wanting to make extra sure,,

* but he knows you’re strong!! and a fighter!!

* Still cautious when it comes to food even if you got better, it low-key became a habit of his to make sure you eat properly

* honestly can’t wait to go shopping with you again to hype you tf up and show you off to the world like “Ha! I have the prettiest gf on earth!! Watch her go off!!!”

Sakusa

* oh boy oh boy it took so long for the both of you to finally date so you can bet your ass he cares about you almost more than cleanliness,, almost

* which means there are only two things that make him feel startled,,, germs and you suffering

* he was NOT prepared for this

* I’m not gonna lie he’s the type that never got behind how being mentally ill worked, he always took everything as it was and would usually roll his eyes at someone claiming they’re depressed like honestly he’s such a “get over it, everyone gets sad sometimes😔✌🏻” - kind of guy cbdahjbks help💀

* well at least that is until he started to get to know you

* at the beginning he was still in denial like ??? iTs NoT ThaT ComPLiCatEd someone give this man some empathy PLEASE

* scratch that when he finds out how severe this can actually get yes he watched documentaries on EDs but if you asked no he didn’t

* you notice his caution now tho like come on it’s obvious

* finds excuses to spend more time with you, always wants to be as close to you as possible my guy wants make sure you’re not ✨messing around✨

* suspiciously more affectionate than before

* adjusts to you more easily now like who are we kidding this man wants you to be okay, no, GLOWING bc you’re his precious baby

* cuddle sessions with you sitting between his legs, leaning against his chest while doing your daily self care routine and watching cheesy Netflix originals

* it’d be quiet the whole time and out of nowhere he’d randomly tell you how beautiful and perfectly clean you are and how much he loves you,, as if it was nothing,,smh OmiOmi

* he’s too awkward to suggest actually useful things to you,, I mean his emotional intelligence is a little uhhh behind so what do we expect

* would do anything for you that is of help tho so if you ask him to do this or that he’d never say no to you

* cooks healthy meals for you and yes he CAN cook

* if you ever argued about it then it would probably be bc he doesn’t get how you can think so low of yourself. He doesn’t want to be angry let alone show his anger about it to you but sometimes he can’t help but feeling frustrated. You both can be stubborn so it probably takes a while for him to make it up to.

* his apologies are the most sincere you’ll ever witness.

* actually puts a lot of effort into those so you just can’t stay angry with him ://

* he really tries his best and sometimes in a moment of silence when you two lie down cuddled up with tangled legs and your ear pressed against his chest, his heartbeat reassures you that he’s there for you no matter what.

Atsumu

* he always thought you were being sarcastic whenever you left remarks on your body

* malfunctions when he realize you weren’t

* ffs he’s overwhelmed and doesn’t know what to say when you actually talk about it

* tries to bite down his tears

* he fails

* and just hugs you tightly from behind so you don’t see him like that

* soft whispers in your ear that he’ll make you love yourself the way you should while cradling you

* he’s not convinced he’ll be able to actually manage that but you can be certain he’ll put his whole heart into trying so.

* internal panic when he sees you being down so he awkwardly tries to light your mood with bad fuckin jokes,, he doesn’t know you laugh at the actual jokes but rather at him 💀

* like the perfect clumsy boyfriend he is - his attempts to cook something you’d be comfortable with go horribly wrong since he can’t cook for shit so he begs Osamu to cook something for you and Atsumu would just take his bike and get to Onigiri Miya and back in no time

* his clumsiness would distract you all the time and you can’t convince me otherwise

* when you laugh at him like that he’d pout out of embarrassment but it would turn into a smile at the way you laugh right after like ugh he’s blessed

* probably asks Osamu for advice every now and then and his brother is just like??? you’re asking ME?? despite him still giving good advice

* ofc he works out with you what did you expect though he doesn’t want you to overdo it 🥺

* wants you to be around whenever he has practice or games, he’s more at peace knowing you’re not doing god knows what

* and you better keep your eyes and mind on him at all times 👀😼

* showering you with so many compliments like even about things you didn’t even notice yourself, he’s just really paying attention to you thoroughly it seems like every day he loves you more and more and he makes sure you realize that.

I really hope you liked it and I’d be happy about any feedback so please leave some bc I’m kinda insecure about my writing in general lol

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notchesandbullets · 4 years ago

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Ryokuryuu’s Lifeline

Part 9: The Part and Another Kiss

Warning: suggestive themes

You withered under Captain Gi-gan and Yoon's unwavering glare.

Rubbing the back of your neck sheepishly, you offered them a weak smile.

"YAH, Y/N!!!" Yoon thundered, jabbing an angry finger at you, "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?! YOU FIRST SNEAK ONTO AN ENEMY SHIP WITHOUT ANY WARNING, THEN YOU FOUGHT WITH YOUR HANDS TIED TOGETHER, AND THEN YOU DOVE IN AFTER JAE-HA WHEN HE WAS SHOT DOWN!!! DO YOU HAVE A DEATH WISH?!"

You couldn't help the wild grin that spread your face as you put the boy in a headlock, rubbing his head roughly.

"LET ME GO YOU CRAZY WOMAN!!!"

He pushed you off of him with an irritated huff, and pointed furiously at the tall man behind you. "Jae-ha!! I still need to look at your shoulder!!"

The boy ignored Jae-ha's protests as he dragged him off the ship towards the medical tent set up in a nearby clearing, leaving you alone with Captain Gi-gan, who continued to glower at you.

You straightened your spine, looking her dead in the eye, turning serious. "Captain Gi-gan," She raised an eyebrow, scrutinizing you under her gaze. You bowed down at her feet, forehead pressed against the deck with your legs tucked under you. "I sincerely apologize for leaving without your permission. I was afraid of what you might say, but that does not excuse my actions. I pray that one day you can forgive me, but I understand if you will never be able to."

It was silent for several minutes.

Then, she whacked you in the back of the head.

"Ow! Captain-!" You clutched your head painfully.

"You think I wouldn't have let you, knowing how stubborn you are?" She interjected and you smiled, her response somehow reminding you of Jae-ha's. "You must tell me next time, so that I can ensure your safety and make sure you aren't doing this recklessly. This," She gestured to the air, hinting at the stunt you pulled. "Was being reckless and I won't tolerate it again."

"I understand." You replied solemnly.

Captain Gi-gan smirked, "Though, you won't be here to cause trouble anymore, if I'm right."

You looked up in surprise, gathering yourself to your feet. "I'll come back to visit." You promised after a pause.

"You better." She threw you a side glance. "Now, go celebrate with them. They're waiting for you."

You departed from her with a bounce in your step and she chuckled, watching your figure disappear over the hill.

It was sometime in the afternoon, having fought all night long, and you joined Yona and the others around the campsite. Yoon was checking Jae-ha's wound, Shin-ah was scarfing down his food, Kija was complaining about some kind of bug that fell in his soup again, and the pirates were scattered around the area, drinking and such.

Then, you noticed Yona and Hak were sitting suspiciously close to each other.

You eyed them closely. "Alright, what happened while I was out?"

Yoon opened his mouth to answer you, but Jae-ha cut in, counting on his fingers, "The girls were safely returned to their families, the captain ordered a party with enough alcohol to get everyone drunk, Yoon said something about getting everyone treated first even though that clearly didn't happen, I stripped, the White Snake and the Thunder Beast beat up the already captured mercenaries after they saw how injured the kid and Yona dear was, and I might have thrown in a few kicks myself."

He smirked slyly. "Oh, and Hak and Yona dear finally kissed."

It was silent for a beat, and then you exploded. "WHAT?!?!?!?!??!?!"

You shrieked, "I was literally out for only three hours!! HOW DID I MISS ALL OF THAT?!?!?!"

You sighed, slumping against the tree behind you, puffing out your cheeks. "If they want that scene written, I guess they'll have to ask for it." You muttered, crossing your arms over your chest.

"Yah, you crazy woman," Yoon snapped, "Don't break the fourth wall!!"

You merely winked.

You grinned, mischief gleaming in your eye as you leaned forward to peer closely at Yona, whose cheeks matched the color of her hair.

"Yona~" You sang.

She couldn't look at you, hiding her red face in Hak's chest. You laughed at the former general's shocked reaction, but as they gazed at each other softly, you couldn't help the fond smile that spread across your face. They looked so happy.

After Yoon finished rewrapping Jae-ha's bandages, the green dragon sauntered over to where you were at, and you turned to Yoon, "Did it need stitches?"

The genius pretty boy shook his head, "No, it'll heal properly without them. It wasn't as deep as I thought it was."

"Thanks again, kid." Jae-ha tossed over his shoulder and Yoon just waved him off, "Yeah, yeah, just don't overdo it, you rare beast."

"Hey, where's my thank you?" You whined childishly.

"Actually," Hak interrupted, pointing at your neck. "I think he already thanked you."

You clapped a hand over your neck, eyes wide. "Jae-ha!!"

He smirked, eyes alight with laughter. You rolled your eyes, pulling your hand away, causing them to stare at the mark.

"There are children here, Y/N!" Hak shouted, covering Yona's eyes despite her protests and gestured wildly to Yoon, the innocent Shin-ah and the very confused Kija.

"Perhaps we should give them a show," Jae-ha purred in your ear, and you grinned.

"I don't want to corrupt the children, big guy. Let's take this somewhere else." You strolled away as Jae-ha tore after you, ignoring the whoops and hollers that the pirates and Hak shouted out. You made your way up to one of the cliffs overlooking the sea, veiled by the trees from prying eyes.

Your eyes sparkled with genuine happiness and Jae-ha smiled tenderly at you, eyes hardening when you suddenly clutched your stomach.

"Oh, ow..." You grimaced in pain.

His hands immediately flew to the hem of your shirt, asking for consent. You nodded. He slowly pulled the material up, revealing black and blue skin underneath. Jae-ha's jaw clenched, teeth nearly cracking under the pressure.

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"I honestly forgot about it." You said sheepishly and you did. The pain had faded into the background and only resurfaced when you finally got a moment to yourself. Jae-ha sighed heavily, conflicted. "I could ask Yoon, but I know there's nothing we could do for this. We could bandage it, but it won't make it feel any better or heal any faster."

"It's okay," You smiled brightly at him. "I'll heal."

"Not the point." He murmured, thumbing over the bruised skin. "I don't want to see you in pain."

You hugged him carefully, and he instinctively returned your embrace. "Number?"

You giggled softly, tapping two fingers to the inside of his wrist and the tension eased from his shoulders. "You worry too much about me."

He bumped his nose against yours fondly. "No I don't."

You gave him a disbelieving look and he insisted, "I don't!"

"Sure thing, big guy." You winked your eyes at him playfully, sticking out your tongue, causing him to chuckle.

Violet shone with joy. "I love you..."

"I love you too." Your reply rang clearly through the still air.

He sat comfortably against a tree, and you settled in between his legs, leaning your back until it was flush against his chest. He rested his arms around you, avoiding your stomach, choosing to settle them on your hips. You frowned at the loss of contact around your middle. You could tell he was being cautious with you, not wanting to hurt you, but you knew that he wouldn't. Taking his hands in yours, you slipped them underneath your shirt and his breath hitched as they made contact with your heated skin. You tilted your head back automatically and he leaned forward to rest his chin down on your shoulder.

"Are you sure I'm not hurting you?" He asked worriedly. You nodded, closing your eyes. Clicking his tongue lightly, he smoothed the discolored skin gently and you sighed, a content smile on your face. His touch was so warm, you felt as though he was lighting you up from the inside.

You bit your lip and looked up at him with hooded eyes as he rubbed soft circles into your stomach. Jae-ha suppressed a groan, you looked so good looking up at him like that, but neither of you were in any position to go further with your injuries.

It was alright though, he was content to just have you in his arms again, and you couldn't agree more. You shifted in his lap, and he restrained from squeezing you.

"Y/N," Warning clear in his tone, and you smirked evilly. Pulling away from him, you stood up, stretching. Jae-ha gulped as your shirt rode up, revealing more of your skin. As you looked over your shoulder, you couldn't contain the laugh that bubbled up from your lips. He looked so betrayed.

As Jae-ha heard your laugh, he glared at you, but there was no malice behind it. You grinned wickedly.

Getting on your hands and knees, you crawled towards him slowly. His chest was heaving as you made your way in front of him, and you connected your lips with his. Jae-ha immediately melted in the kiss, hand coming up to cradle your face gently.

When you finally parted, the both of you were breathing heavily, and Jae-ha's pupils were blown wide. You giggled, pressing a chaste kiss to his forehead.

"I'm still going to kill them." He stated murderously, your numerous injuries that he tended to while you were asleep flashed through his memory.

"Kum-ji's already dead." You shot back flatly.

Jae-ha clenched his hand into a fist. "There are plenty others that are still alive. No one would miss them if they suddenly disappeared."

You clicked your tongue, "Easy, big guy." You whispered. "No one else needs to die."

It took a couple minutes of your coaxing, but Jae-ha's mind eventually started to clear from the red haze. The sun had gone down, and it was starting to get dark again.

"Let's go join the others." You pulled him to his feet, heart skipping a beat as he towered over you, broad shoulders blocking you from view. You blushed, and Jae-ha smirked. Tilting your chin up, he dropped a soft kiss on your lips and you sighed, arms winding around his neck.

You squealed as you felt his hands skim over the back of your thighs, before hoisting you up.

"Jae-ha!" Your legs wrapped around his waist to keep from falling as he started walking back.

"Jae-ha, put me down!!" You were unable to stop laughing, tears budding at the corners of your eyes from the sheer absurdity of the situation.

He shook his head, "Nope."

You clung to him tightly as he entered the clearing, Hak immediately grinning at the sight of you. There was a fire blazing in the middle of it, and you guessed that it was probably Yoon's doing. None of the others had enough coordination to start a fire properly without lighting everything else in the forest ablaze.

Shin-ah and Kija were fast asleep on the ground, with the pretty boy not too far away from them. Only Yona and Hak were still awake.

"Well, well," Hak lifted up his cup, and upon closer inspection, you noticed it held alcohol. "What've you got there, Droopy-Eyes?"

Jae-ha sat down on the ground, plopping you in his lap. Your cheeks burned as he kissed your hair, and you looked up to notice Yona staring at you curiously.

"You told him?" She whispered to you as Jae-ha started a conversation animatedly with Hak about how he captured you with his charms while the Thunder Beast faked barfing in disgust.

Yona squealed excitedly as you nodded shyly, causing the men to look at the two of you curiously. The red-haired princess waved off their attention, "You have to tell me everything!!"

You tried to get up, only to be stopped by Jae-ha's arms snaking around you once more. "Where do you think you're going, missy?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Just with Yona, we'll be back soon." You promised, assuming he was going to let you go now. To your surprise, his grip didn't yield. "Jae-ha, I'll be alright."

"Sorry," But Jae-ha didn't sound apologetic at all. "If you think I'm going to let you out of my sight for one second, you're damn wrong."

You sent a pleading look at Hak for help, but the general raised his hands up, smirking at the display of possessiveness Jae-ha was showing towards you. You whined, wriggling in your dragon's grasp until a hand gripped your hips firmly.

"Behave, Y/N." Jae-ha murmured darkly in your ear. "Or I'll make you." You shivered at the implication, ceasing your movements.

For now.

'Later?' You mouthed to Yona and she nodded. You turned to face Jae-ha. "I'm going to go to bed."

He nodded, standing up, cutting off his conversation with Hak, but you pushed him back down. Of course, he didn't budge but he did look at you like you lost your mind when you tried to make him sit. Huffing, you pouted cutely with your nose scrunched up.

Adorable... Jae-ha thought to himself.

"Jae-ha, I'll be fine." You insisted, throwing your hands up in defeat after several moments. He wouldn't give up.

He took your hand, weaving your fingers together and started back down towards the docks. You waved goodbye to Yona and Hak for the night. The rest of the pirates had made their way down there hours ago, so you suspected most of them were already asleep, having partied for the entire day. So needless to say, you were surprised when you saw a handful of them still awake, noticeably drunk.

"Jae-ha!" One of them called, not taking notice of your intertwined hands. "Play us a song!"

A fond smile crossed his lips, but it disappeared when he glanced at you in concern. You did say you were tired. You squeezed his hand reassuringly. "I would like to hear it, too." You said softly, loving it when he played his erhu.

Jae-ha nudged his nose against your hair, closing his eyes. "For you, anything."

You nearly whimpered when he pulled away, missing his warmth automatically. He fetched his erhu from your room, and was back in a heartbeat. He started playing a beautiful lullaby, and you closed your eyes, relaxed.

It was so enchanting.

The corner of your mouth quirked up in a tiny smile as you heard drunken grumbling coming from your pirate brothers as they tried to stop him.

"That tune's putt'in me 't sleep." One of them slurred, "Play somethin' more upbeat."

Jae-ha smirked, knowing they didn't get any sleep the previous night, so they had been up for 24 hours straight. They immediately protested, "I haven't had 'nough to drink!"

"Lullaby~" Jae-ha hummed as he started up again, and you stifled your laugh with your hand as they all tipped backwards, snoring faintly.

Jae-ha was growing increasingly curious as they continued to stubbornly refuse to go to sleep.

"T'night, is our last night... as pirates..." The one wearing a bandanna explained sleepily.

"...That's silly. The pirates will be no more, but everyone will be fishermen in Awa. Nothing will change..." Jae-ha said, dumbfounded.

The bandanna pirate slammed his hand on the deck. "But you'll be leaving! With that girl and her group! You're leaving Awa... aren't you?!"

Jae-ha smiled sadly, glancing at you, but you were fast asleep, curled up under the railing.

"Lullaby~" Jae-ha began to play again, and this time, none of them could fight against the call to sleep.

"Jae-ha..." One of them weakly reached towards the green dragon. "I'll kill ya..."

Ryokuryuu set down his erhu, stepping towards you lightly to not wake the sleeping pirates.

"Everyone cried themselves to sleep. How depressing." He sighed, looking back at his comrades as he picked you up and headed to your room. "You know... I really love you guys." He smiled forlornly down at you. He still didn't know how to tell you, and they were going to be leaving tomorrow.

He wasn't going to worry about that for tonight though, and as he arranged you carefully on the bed. You stirred awake at his touch, rousing from your slumber.

"Jae-ha?" Your tired voice was laced with confusion.

"I have to speak with Captain Gi-gan for a moment, I'll be back soon." He promised you, kissing you on the forehead lightly.

You pouted, "If you think I'm going to let you out of my sight, you're wrong." Throwing his words back at him, Jae-ha chuckled.

"I think I said, 'you're damn wrong', Y/N." Smiling as your brow knitted and you frowned, thinking hard. "But, I guess it can wait until tomorrow." He hesitated by the bedside as you scooted over to make room for him. "Are you sure? You're still injured."

"Jae-ha, you have three seconds to get in bed before I try to do it myself."

He practically threw himself down next to you, and you bounced under the force. You extended your arms out to him, silently asking for cuddles. Jae-ha chuckled under his breath at your cute display of affection, situating you in his arms.

This reminded you of the night Captain Gi-gan first drew up the battle plans, it seemed like so long ago.

A lot has happened since then.

You frowned. "Jae-ha," You could feel his rapid heartbeat against your cheek where it was pressed against his chest. "Whatever you're worried about, don't be. It'll be okay."

You smiled reassuringly at him, and Jae-ha returned it as best as he could. Focusing on you in his arms, he pushed his thoughts to the back of his mind. He wrapped an arm around your waist, the other tucked under his head. He went to kiss your forehead, but you pushed yourself up at the last second, capturing his lips with yours.

Jae-ha let out a noise of surprise, but eased into it. You kissed him slowly, passionately. And when you finally pulled away with a gasp, Jae-ha had no intentions of stopping there. He traveled down your neck, placing kisses along your collarbone and you whined, a hand shooting over your mouth to muffle it.

Too late.

His eyes darkened considerably, until they were nearly obsidian. "Y/N..."

Jae-ha groaned, pulling himself away from your body with obvious reluctance. "We should wait."

"What, why?" You cried, reaching out to grasp his robes.

He raised an eyebrow at that. "Did you seriously forget that you're hurt?"

Oh, yeah.

The dull, throbbing pain came back full force as you focused on it, and you doubled over, whimpering. He immediately went to your side, stroking your hair and shushing you comfortingly. Once you finally quieted, he took his place next to you.

"Sleep," Came the gentle command as Jae-ha tenderly curled his arms around your exhausted frame. "I love you, Y/N."

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supernatural-fangirl1967 · 4 years ago

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Missing Pieces - Part 17

Pairing: Nurse!Dean x Reader

Warnings: Head Injury, Implied suicidal thoughts, Implied Smut, Angst, Mentions of a car wreck, Fluff

Word Count: 3,544

A.N: This is Part 17 of Missing Pieces. Please let me know what you think!

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“Hey, sweetheart,” Dean smiles down at you as your eyes slowly open, his fingers gently running through your hair. “Sleep good?”

“Yeah,” you yawn as you snuggle up more into Dean’s arms.

“How are you feeling?” he asks you softly, pressing a soft kiss to your head.

“Okay, I think,” you tell Dean as you turn your head a bit to look up at him. “Still a bit wore down feeling but I think that talking about it yesterday helped some.”

“Good,” Dean says as he gives you a sad smile.

“It still hurts,” you tell him quietly. “But it probably will for a while.”

Dean swallows hard. “As much as I hate to say this, I don’t think that anything is going to make the pain completely go away.”

“But there’s things that can make it feel better for a while,” you tell him. “Dean, you proved that to me yesterday by holding me and talking to me. I’ve never felt better than when I’m in your arms.”

Dean chuckles. “Well, I never feel better than when I’m holding you in my arms.” You smile widely as you turn to hide your face in Dean’s neck.

“Can we stay in bed all day?” you ask him.

“Mm, that’s a nice idea,” Dean hums as he tightens his arms around you. “You can but I have to be at the hospital later.”

“Seriously?” you huff.

“I’m sorry,” Dean laughs. “Maybe you could go see your parents so that you won’t be here alone.”

“Dean, I’ll be fine.”

Dean takes a deep breath. “Honey, I know that you said you’re feeling better, but I don’t want you to be alone. That’s when your mind starts overthinking and makes you upset. If I’m not here to help calm you down…”

“You’re afraid that I’m going to do something to myself?”

“No, sweetheart, but I’m also not stupid,” Dean tells you. “I know that when you’re alone and your mind starts telling you things, sometimes it’s difficult to tell it to be quiet.”

Tears start welling up in your eyes. “Dean?”

“Hm?”

“You, um… Please tell me that you’re not speaking from experience.”

“Yeah,” Dean swallows hard.

You take a deep breath. “Was it while I was with my parents before I remembered that I’m married to you?”

“(Y/N)…”

“It was my fault?”

“No, sweetheart. I’ve told you that none of this is your fault,” Dean whispers. “Being here in this house by myself with an empty nursery and no you, it was all too much for me. Sometimes the silence was way too loud.”

“Dean,” you choke out as your eyes fill up with tears and they slip over your cheeks.

“Shh, sweetheart, I’m alright now,” Dean tells you softly as he uses his thumbs to gently wipe the tears off of your cheeks. “Feel,” Dean says as takes your hand and he places it over his heart. “See? I’m alright. I knew that I couldn’t give up for you and now that you’re here, I don’t have those thoughts. I promise, sweetheart.”

You take a deep breath to try to calm yourself down, but now you feel like you can’t hardly breathe. “You’ve had to fight so hard because of me.”

“No, no. Please don’t get upset, baby,” Dean tells you quietly. “You’re okay and I’m okay. Everything’s going to be fine. We can’t worry about what happened or what we felt during our time apart, okay? We have present obstacles that we’re going to have to get through as you start remembering more, so let’s not worry about what’s already happened, okay?”

“Okay,” you breathe out. Dean presses his lips to your temple and he tightens his arms around you.

“I love you, (Y/N).”

“I love you too, Dean, with everything in me.” You take a deep breath. “You told me that at our wedding, correct?”

“Yeah, sweetheart, I did,” Dean smiles widely. “See? You’re doing great.”

“I’m trying,” you tell him.

“I know that, baby. Like I said, you’re doing great with all of this. Honestly, it’s showed me that you have more trust in me than I deserve,” Dean tells you. “For all you know I could be lying to you about everything but yet you don’t question it.”

“Well, now that you’ve said that I might,” you giggle. Dean chuckles as he presses yet another kiss to your temple. Your phone starts ringing so Dean reaches over to grab it, handing it over to you. “Mom and Dad,” you tell him.

“Alright,” Dean says as he slowly lets go of you. “I’ll let you talk to them and I will go take a shower.”

“Okay,” you smile as Dean leans over to press his lips to yours.

“Tell them I said ‘hi,’” Dean says as he walks into the bathroom. He can hear you answer your phone as he shuts the bathroom door. Dean smiles widely when he hears the happiness in your voice. He can’t stand how you’ve been feeling the past few days. He doesn’t blame you because you’ve been so depressed, but he hates seeing you like that. It makes him feel so helpless knowing that he can’t do anything to take the pain away from you while also having to deal with it himself. Sometimes it is all that he can do not to completely break and fall apart, but he’s got to keep strong for you and that’s enough to keep him powering through.

When you hear the bathroom door open, you turn your head a bit to look over at it and you see Dean walk into the bedroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair is still dripping wet and you look as a few drops of water drip from his face and down his chest. Dean winks at you when he sees that you’re staring, and a blush spreads across your cheeks.

“As long as we’ve been married and somehow I still manage to embarrass you,” Dean chuckles as he leans over to press a kiss to your head. “Is everything okay?”

“Yeah,” you breathe out. “Mom and Dad are packing up the apartment.”

“Oh,” Dean frowns as he gently runs his fingers through your hair. “You okay?”

“I guess that I have to be,” you shrug. “I mean, I get it. They have a life that they can’t put completely on hold for me, but I have to admit that it was nice having them here.”

“I know, sweetheart,” Dean tells you softly. “Did they talk like they might need some help?”

“No,” you tell him. “I’d kind of like to go over there though.”

“Okay,” Dean smiles. “Let me put some clothes on and then we’ll go.”

You smile up at Dean as you stand up off of the bed and you wrap your arms around his neck. “We have a few minutes to spare don’t we?”

Dean smiles widely at you before letting his towel drop to the floor. “Absolutely.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Please do no trip and kill yourself,” you laugh as Dean attempts to walk through the apartment carrying three boxes stacked up on top of each other.

“That’s why you’re supposed to be guiding me,” Dean chuckles. “So far you’ve done an awful job. I’ve already tripped twice.”

“Hey, that first time I told you to go right and yet you went left.”

“Yeah, your right.”

“Yeah, you were supposed to go your right buy my left.”

Dean stops walking and he looks around the boxes at you. “Sweetheart, this would be a whole lot easier and a lot less confusing if you would stand facing the same direction that I am.”

You giggle and Dean smiles widely at you. “You’re only looking for any way that you could blame me for it.”

“Duh,” Dean chuckles.

“Alright, go left.”

“My left or your right?”

“My right would be your… Actually, forget it,” you tell Dean as you walk over to take the top box from him. He tries to step away but winds up tripping over another box. Dean hits the floor as the three boxes that were in his arms go flying and hit the floor with a thud. You start laughing and Dean scowls up at you.

“I’m glad that you’re enjoying this at least,” he tells you. You’re still laughing as you hold a hand out for him to take. Instead of pulling himself up, Dean pulls you down with him so that you’re sitting in his lap and he wraps his arms tightly around your body.

“What’s going on in here?” your mom asks as she walks into the apartment.

You both look up at her and you talk at the same time. “Dean tripped.”

“(Y/N) can’t give directions.”

“Well, I’d like for all our things to make it to the truck in one piece, please.”

“Yeah, Dean,” you say and you playfully elbow him. Your mom smiles at the both of you before she turns to walk into one of the other rooms.

“That one is absolutely your fault because I wouldn’t have tripped if you hadn’t been trying to take the top box,” Dean teases.

“Hey, I was only trying to help you.”

“What did I tell you about you carrying the heavy boxes?” Dean asks. “I told you that you can’t be overdoing it like that. Leave the heavy boxes for the two strong men to carry.”

You give Dean a look. “Where’s the third guy?”

“What?” Dean asks you.

“Well, you said two strong men and Dad is one so where’s the other one at?” You squeal out as Dean starts tickling you.

“Wanna ask me that one more time, sweetheart?” Dean asks as he gives you a wide smile.

“Okay! Okay! I give! I’m sorry I said that!” you laugh breathlessly as you try and push Dean away from you.

“Oh, yeah, we’re getting a lot done with the both of you here helping,” your dad says as he walks into the living room.

“Sorry,” you smile at him but you know that he’s only kidding. You know that he likes seeing you be happy.

“Alright,” Dean says as he pats your arm. “Up.”

“No,” you tell him. Dean starts tickling your sides causing you to jump up out of his lap and you look down at him. “I’m up! I’m up!”

“I win,” Dean laughs at you as he stands up off of the floor. You give him a shove and he stumbles, knocking a box off the coffee table and causing a bunch of books to spill out. “Okay, that one is definitely your fault.”

You smile and roll your eyes at Dean as you walk over to pick up the books. “You started It.”

“Uh-huh, sure,” Dean chuckles as he walks over to help you. He picks up one of the books and a picture falls out. Dean picks it up but you get a good look at it before he puts it into the book.

“Is that our wedding?” you ask him.

“Yeah,” Dean tells you softly.

“Oh,” you breathe out. “It was beautiful.”

“Yeah, it was but not as beautiful as you,” Dean says. You blush and Dean chuckles as he presses his lips to your temple. “Do you remember it?”

You take a deep breath. “I remember bits and pieces,” you tell him. “I’m trying to put it all together but it’s not making any sense so I know that there’s pieces that are missing.”

“Well, you know that you could ask me anything or just talk about it if you think that it would help you,” Dean tells you softly.

“Maybe later,” you tell Dean as you turn a bit to look at him. “Actually, there’s something else that’s been bothering me ever since we got here.”

“What’s that, sweetheart?” Dean asks as he brings a hand up to gently cup your cheek.

You take a deep breath. “I wasn’t getting along too well with my parents before the wreck was I?” Dean takes a deep breath and you can tell that he doesn’t want to tell you. “Dean?”

“Yeah, there were some issues there but I don’t think that either of them cares about that now.”

“I still feel like I need to make things right but how can I when I don’t remember exactly what happened?”

Dean takes a deep breath. “You can try talking to them but, sweetheart, I’m telling you. It is not worth bringing up anymore. It wasn’t a big deal.”

“Feels like it was to me.”

“(Y/N), Dean’s right.” You jump a bit and you turn to see your mom standing there. “What happened was a while ago and you weren’t the one who was in the wrong. We shouldn’t have gotten upset over something so little and none of it matters anymore.”

“But I…”

“Listen to your mother, kiddo,” your dad hollers from the other room.

You take a deep breath and you nod your head a bit. “Okay.”

“Look, we’ve almost got everything packed up so why don’t you both go on home, okay?” your mom tells you. “Both of you have helped enough today and we appreciate it.”

“Well, you call if you need anything else,” Dean tells her.

“We will as long as you promise to take care of her.”

“Oh, trust me,” Dean smiles as he wraps an arm tightly around your waist. “You don’t have to worry about her.”

When you both finally get to the car you look over at Dean and frown. “They were mad at me because we moved, weren’t they?” you ask him.

“Yeah,” Dean sighs as he reaches over across the seat to take your hand in his, giving it a gentle squeeze. “We lived not five minutes away from them when we first got married.” You nod but you don’t say anything as Dean starts up the car and pulls out of the parking lot. After a while, you decide to speak up once more.

“I do remember our wedding,” you tell Dean softly as you look over at him. You can see the small smile spreading across his face.

“You do?” he asks hopefully.

“Yeah,” you breathe out. “I do. I remember feeling nervous and telling myself that I was going to mess something up. I was going to trip or stutter or start crying at the absolutely worse time.” Dean chuckles at that. “But then I saw you and it all went away. I knew that I would be fine because you were there with me. I could tell that you were feeling the exact same way that I was feeling.”

“Pretty much,” Dean laughs. You smile softly at him.

“I remember it being the first time I had seen you cry and it absolutely broke my heart even though I knew it was because you were so happy.”

“It was not the first time you’d seen me cry,” Dean tells you.

“Yeah, it was,” you smile. “And apparently marrying me has made you go soft because you’ve cried a bunch since then.”

“Whatever,” Dean mumbles, causing you to giggle as you look over at him.

“Dean?”

“Hm?”

“I remember all of it,” you tell him softly. “Maybe not every little detail or whatever, but it is still something, right?”

“Of course it is, sweetheart,” Dean tells you softly.

“I remember our wedding,” you tell him. “I remember our life together. Late night drives when neither of us can sleep. Lazy days where we do nothing except sit on the couch and binge our favorite shows. Heated arguments over stupid things that don’t even matter that leads to an even more heated make up.” Dean chuckles as he gives your hand a soft squeeze. “The wreck.”

“You remember the wreck?” Dean asks as he glances over at you.

“Yeah,” you breathe out. “I do. You were driving and we were in a little blue car.”

“Yeah,” Dean smiles softly. “You loved that car.”

“I had just bought it a couple days before the wreck, right?” you ask him.

“Yeah,” Dean swallows hard.

“And the car that I have been driving around was one you bought to fix up in your spare time,” you say and Dean nods his head a bit at you.

“I had been fiddling with it those few weeks that you weren’t there with me,” Dean tells you. “It helped to keep my mind busy.”

You take a deep breath as the tears well up in your eyes. “Would it be okay… Do you think that it would be too much on you if I talked about what I remember about the wreck?”

“No,” Dean tells you as he gives your hand yet another squeeze. “But is it okay if we talk about this at home? I have to go to the hospital in an hour and we can talk about it when I get home.”

“Yeah,” you tell Dean and you nod your head a bit at him.

“It isn’t that I don’t want to talk about it with you,” Dean tells you softly. “It’s just… I want to have you in my arms. It helps remind me that you’re here and you’re okay and I didn’t lose you that day like I thought that I had.”

You smile softly over at Dean and your heart breaks when you see the tears in his eyes as he stares out at the road. “Hey, I’m right here,” you tell him softly.

“I know,” Dean tells you before clearing his throat a bit. “I know, sweetheart.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“You were driving and neither of us were saying anything,” you tell Dean softly as your head rests over on his chest. Your both lying in bed with your legs tangled up together. Dean has an arm wrapped around your waist and he’s rubbing his free hand up and down your arm, trying to keep you both calm as you tell him everything that you remember.

“You looked over at me and opened your mouth to say something, but then your eyes widened. You screamed my name and that’s all that I remember,” you tell Dean. He swallows hard before tightening his arms around your body.

“The car hit on your side and pushed us all the way over to the other side of the road,” Dean tells you in a choke up voice. “When it stopped I looked over at you and you were limp and I… I thought…” Dean takes a deep breath and he lets his eyes slide shut. “When the ambulance got there, you were unresponsive and they had to revive you twice on the ride to the hospital.” You feel Dean’s tears as they hit the top of your head, so you wrap your arms tightly around him in hopes of comforting him like he is you.

“Dean?”

“Hm?” he sniffs.

“Before the wreck, when it seemed like you were going to tell me something, do you know what you were going to say?”

Dean takes a deep breath. “Yeah,” he says softly. “Like I’ve said before, we were headed to talk to a grief counsellor and I was thinking about everything. I was thinking about how if that didn’t help then you were probably going to leave me.” You swallow hard. “At that point I was pretty desperate because I couldn’t lose you too and I would do anything to make things better between us. The silence in the car got to be too loud and I had to say something.” Dean takes a deep breath. “I was going to tell you that everything was going to be okay. That I was going to fight for you and for us because you’re everything to me and I can’t live without you.”

“Dean,” you breathe out as the tears stream down your cheeks. “I’m sorry.”

“Shh, sweetheart,” Dean whispers as he brings a hand up to gently wipe your tears away with his thumb. You lean into his touch and he presses a kiss to your forehead. “We’ve talked about this, alright? I’m not mad and you shouldn’t be mad at yourself. You tore the papers up and we threw them out so it doesn’t matter now anyways.”

You turn completely around in Dean’s arms so that you can see his face. “I love you.

“I know you do, baby,” Dean tells you softly as he gently runs his fingers through your hair. “I love you too.” You lean up to press your lips to Dean’s and he sighs into your mouth. “I was being honest when I said that I can’t live without you,” Dean murmurs against your lips as he pulls away a bit. He looks you in the eyes and you can see them crinkle at the corners.

“Why are you smiling?” you ask him softly.

“Because sometimes it hits me how lucky I am to have you.”

Blushing, you completely relax in Dean’s arms with your head laying on his chest with your ear pressed against where his heart is. You feel the exhaustion trying to take over your body. “Goodnight, Dean,” you murmur. He presses his lips to your forehead and he keeps them there as he speaks.

“Sweet dreams, pretty girl.”

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luccislegs · 5 years ago

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Hi, could I please request headcanons for ace, zoro and marco with a pregnant s/o and how they are during the pregnancy (like real fluff if possible)

ace:

Honestly Ace is not happy to find out at first. He’s got a lot of hang ups about his own dad, and a lot of those hang ups come to the surface when he finds out. Y’all have to have a long talk in order to soothe him, but after that he’s a dream.

Well, tries to be. He’s still new to all that, so he’s unsure of what he needs to do. When you start throwing up a few weeks after that, he holds your hair back, confused about just what’s going on. When you explain to him that it’s normal and is going to happen for a while, he realizes he should probably go and ask Marco about what’s going to be thrown at him over the next few months.

Once he understands better, he’s a sweetheart. Midnight runs to the kitchen, making sure Thatch has a list of your normal cravings (plus making some guesses about what you may want later), and being there for all your checkups are just a few things he makes sure to do.

As you get bigger, he often pulls you into bed with him to nap. He knows that you’re more easily tired out and Ace is always down for a nap. Sometimes, he falls asleep with his head on your chest and his arm across your swollen stomach because he really wants to cuddle but knows it’s harder for you.

With his natural warmth, he is perfect for massages. Back, shoulders, ankles, whatever you need, he’s there and willing. He might fall asleep amidst it, but he does his best.

He absolutely freaks the first time he feels the baby kick. Nothing sets it in like the proof that there is another living creature in there, and the realization almost scares him. Up till then, it had been just physical changes in you but something about the kick is just…different. It isn’t just you anymore, and that realization means another chat about his pent up feelings and issues.

marco:

As a doctor, Marco is singularly worried about your health. As your partner, he trusts you to know your limits, but he still keeps a sharp eye on you. He isn’t going to overdo the protectiveness, but you have to expect it because he’s a pirate and you live a dangerous life. No undue stress or putting yourself in harm’s way on his watch.

He’s always wanted a family of his own. The Whitebeard family has always been more than enough, but having you and his child is somehow different, and he cherishes it. A lot of time will be spent cuddled up with you. He often likes to lay with his head on your stomach, especially as you get bigger, and talk to your child.

The first time the baby kicks, his reaction isn’t huge. He smiles very gently at the bump and then reaches out, taking your hand. It’s starkly different to when he first found out you were pregnant, to which he responded by picking you up and spinning you around in circles, clutching you close.

He’s at war with himself about your diet. At first, he prefers it if you eat healthier, both for your sake and the babies. As time goes on and your hormones start to fluctuate and you start to crave weirder things, he relents and fetches them for you from the kitchen. Thatch is pretty good about keeping the weirder things you seem to want on hand, plus having leftovers made for your midnight cravings.

Though not as warm as Ace, his flames produce a very soft, soothing heat, and Marco uses that to its fullest. On days when his isn’t enough, he keeps a heat pack on hand and will rotate them out as you need them. Also is not against allowing Ace to come in and do it for him, especially not when he sees the relief on your face during and afterwards. He’s never been the jealous type and he doesn’t care, so long as you’re comfortable.

He does need reminding sometimes, usually late at night or when he sees other parents with their child, that he’s going to make a good dad, even if he himself didn’t have any parents. Whitebeard has told him so, you tell him so, and the others are constantly teasing him about how he’s almost as much a dad as Pops is.

zoro:

Zoro honestly doesn’t fully process what you’re talking about when you first tell him. He’s a bit slow to catch up but when he does, he’s a little unenthusiastic. He’s never considered having a kid before and now it’s suddenly shoved into his lap. After a while though, he’ll warm up to the idea.

Honestly, not great about doting on you. At least at first. He doesn’t really know the ins and outs of having a pregnant partner. He’s spectacular at holding your hair back when you’re having a bout of morning sickness from years of practice though. Once he realizes this whole thing is going to be more involved, he goes to Chopper to find out what he’s in for.

Midnight cravings, mood swings, exhaustion, etc, all sound like you’re going to be miserable, so he makes it his mission to make sure you’re comfortable. He’ll pick you up and carry you around, just because he can. Also, naps. Lots and lots of naps.

He gets very used to you being needy and crying at the drop of a hat, and straight up stops caring about PDA. If you need it, you have it. Midnight runs are a bit of a struggle for him because Sanji has the kitchen so rigged up that he’s got to stealth through it to the fridge and back. When Sanji catches him raiding the fridge and finds out, he relents on the traps and makes sure that there’s your favorite foods and normal craving items in there.

Also Nami beats Luffy over the head the first time he eats your stuff.

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emikochan · 4 years ago

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Express their love ask with the allies?

How the Allies express their love:

America:

Alfred treats everyone pretty much the same. He's casual and tries to be friendly and though he likes having many people around him, there needs to be that one person by his side.

His sidekick

That Robin for his Batman

The sugar to his salt

Those fries to his burger

You are the best person in his opinion.

His best friend, lover, marriage material, sender of memes that make him wheeze in the middle of important meetings and his main impulse control.

A hero can't be without his sidekick and he let's you know that he would still be awesome without you, but he wouldn't even be half as happy if it weren't for you being by his side.

He expresses his love by ordering whacky gifts he found on the internet, that make you chuckle uncontrollably and brings home random stuff he thought you'd like. Those items can range from expensive chocolates to a new umbrella with cat paw-print and cat ears on top, that he found on a random market.

He also makes it obvious that he favors you over everyone else by the way he talks about you and how he treats you. He's always flaunting you even when you're not in the room with him.

He never said "I love you, (y/n)" after his official confession; he switched to the more casual "Love ya" now.

It's clear he loves you very much though.

England:

Oh boy, that's a complicated one.

He's a British gentleman, we all know that, but on the other hand he's a stubborn, greedy and jealous bloke of a punk rocker.

Does he know he loves you? Yes, of course he does. Does he express his love for you? Yes, but unfortunately he doesn't really know how.

No matter what though, this man will always have your back. That's a pretty important privilege he doesn't grant just every random person. He also nags you, but only because he's worried about your wellbeing.

When you trip and fall he will be there to catch you in all aspects of interpretation and you'll always be allowed to snuggle up to him when you're feeling down.

Arthur will read to you if you wish so or just listen to whatever you need to ramble about in order to get it out of your system. He'll provide you with logical and good advise to your problems and help you overcome every problem that may plague your pretty little head. He got you.

Did he already take in a blue eye for you while you two were outside?

Yes, he did; several times actually. He may be an arse sometimes but Arthur would take literal bullets for you and you know it.

~~~

France:

Totally contrary to Arthur Francis KNOWS his stuff, alright. This man knows how to let you know how much he loves and appreciates you with a variety of options.

He draws in baths for you after a hard day of work/school, presents you with flowers, dresses, writes letters and always, always has an open ear for you. He whispers sweet things into your ear and showers you with compliments; not only complimenting your beautiful looks but also your wonderful personality, that he cherishes like the rarest gem on this planet.

Due to his dramatic personality he might tend to overdo it with his compliments though, but honestly he means everything he says!

Francis makes you feel appreciated and loved 24/7. It's just a wonderful experience 10/10 would recommend.

~~~

China:

Basically same as Arthur.

When he loves you, he asks you if you had breakfast/lunch/dinner already and if not, drags you off to the nearest restaurant or cooks something extremley delicious for you.

His beloved won't ever suffer from malnutrition under his watch.

This man nags you to hell and back if you get yourself into dangerous situations again, but will be there to help if needed. He makes more presents than Arthur though, said presents often consisting of cute plushies or couple outfits to wear for your next trip.

~~~

Russia:

That seat next to him? Yeah, that's yours.

You're cold? Come cuddle into his coat!

Are you that hungry? Oh, Ivan isn't as hungry anymore. Please, have some of his food!

Being Ivan's little darling comes with many advantages. He loves you more than words can describe, so he often spoils you rotten in order to compensate for his lack of words.

If you're modest and decline him spending money on you, he'd still occasionally buy you one or two pieces of clothing he'd love to see on you.

You're the only person besides his sisters, that could stop him when he loses it. He'd never do anything to hurt you but he is unaware of his own cruelness sometimes and constantly fears that you'd leave him because of the many cracks in his mentality. You not leaving him despite being well aware of his problems just makes him want to keep you even more. He treats you gently every second you spend together.

You are everything to him.

~~~

Canada:

Shy boi ain't so shy in private. Despite the common belief that Mattie is shy no matter where he is, he's actually quite daring when it's just the two of you. He teases you lightheartedly and often presses a kiss on your cheek right afterwards, while chuckling quietly to himself. When he loves, he opens up to that person.

You both work so well together, that no jokes are being made without having the other person know how much they are appreciated before. Mutual respect is given at all times and you both work hard on this relationship. Him opening up and showing you all of his emotions is a sign he loves you greatly.

Expect breakfast in bed, nifty little surprises and many, many calls and text when he's not with you.

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