#I haven't spent my whole life agonizing over trying to learn how to communicate and be understood just for them to take all my hard work and | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

autisticlee · 2 months

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sometimes I think about how many people (mostly "friends") on the internet have blocked me after an argument/disagreement just because I tried to have clear/open communication with them and they refused to. or they "hint" at things and get mad if I ask or bring it up. they act like simply talking is an attack on them and want ignore the problem that clearly wont go away by pushing it under a rug. I can't stand people like this, honestly. they make me so angry and need to stop hurting people and way.

#its the people that think running away from problems and ignoring things will make it go away and refuse to own up to mistakes #or fix problems before theh get worse. then when they worse they blame you for it and act innocent then block you #all because you care about them and the friendship enough to want to fix the problem so it stops coming back and ruins things #these type of people are ridiculous and one of the biggest causes of my trauma #yeah i get maybe they have their reasons and i should be empathetic or something. but its a huge trigger #and they literally traumatize me with that bullshit!!!! so its hard to be understanding and not hate them for it!!!!#sighs. learn how to face problems and not run away and make things worse for everyone else because you only care about your own feelings #lee rants #i know saying this will offend people who do this. but getting hurt by these people when all i want is to fix simple issues feels worse so🤷#I haven't spent my whole life agonizing over trying to learn how to communicate and be understood just for them to take all my hard work and #step all over it and ignore it because they don't like having clear communication and expect me to be a mind reader or something

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