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cw-ianthe · 8 months ago

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how do people have full-time jobs and lives? how do you balance it all?

between 40 hours of work, several dnd campaigns, working out 2-3 times a week, weekly date nights with my partner, volunteering as scouts leader (+ I'm team lead and treasurer) I have barely any time to rest, nevermind doing the housework or incidentals like seeing other friends or family.

i always feel rushed. i perform poorly at my job. i have random crying fits and i can't get any rest even if i cancel something bc i feel so guilty about cancelling. i barely sleep and then can't wake up. seriously, how are we meant to live?

#if i drop any of the campaigns i will lose touch with valued friends bc i simply do not have the time to see everyone individually #i cannot stop as scouts leader bc we have too few leaders as is #i can't stop working out bc that's healthy #genuinely. how are we meant to juggle all this #i keep spinning too many plates and I've broken 3 metaphorical plates this month. 2 cost me 200 bucks each and the 3rd was a fuckup #that rightfully got my girlfriend angry at me #and the more i fuck up the more stressed i get. the more i fuck up. etc.#I haven't fekt properly relaxed mentally or physically in weeks #vent tw #yasha at work

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