#I have to pay my mom back for buying funk which is like 600 dollars and I owe her money for a million other things I’m sure bc I should pay | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

milo-is-rambling · 2 years ago

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Why have I been so angry recently. Like violent rage angry. Like scream until I can’t talk rage. Like need to punch a window and watch the glass shatter. Like so fucking angry. I’m not even pmsing. Like what is happening to me????

#looking at rage rooms in Florida and being tempted to go when I get my first pay check #I have so much shit I have to pay for first ugh #I have to pay my mom back for buying funk which is like 600 dollars and I owe her money for a million other things I’m sure bc I should pay #her for even giving birth to me if I’m such a fucking interruption to her life #ugh.#anyways. I need to go break shit and scream and punch shit and scream again and again and again #taking my meds and now instead of being sad depressed I am violently angry at everything #ughhhhhhhhhh why can’t my brain be normal why am I broken forever what the hell #I would bring up a rage room with my mother but I want to go alone and yell shit about my parents kmao #imagine working at a rage room while I’m yelling FUCK YOU FOR DYING AND FUCK MOM FOR FUCKING STRANGERS AND NOT CARING #you’d just be like 😬#I think I need to gif another stuffed animal that will fix me #I had a ponyo stuffed animal that my ex girlfriend gave me and like a year after we broke up I got really mad about it all over again and #cut the stuffed animal open and then cried and threw it away and I felt better #I need to do that with everything in my life

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