#I have to fucking go to the dentist and hannibals surgery is gonna be like 10k and I have a huge debt I'm still paying and I'm just TIRED!!
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Every so often I gently touch my screen when I scroll past my Eva prints PSDs and the WIPs I have...
I'm going to redo them like 70% but those backgrounds, and the units themselves were so GOOD. The kids just look like hot trash to me now LMAO... and the flowers need some TLC....
But like god my computer has a fucking SHIT FIT if I try to load them....
I WAS COOKIN'????
I THINK ABOUT THE SHADING ON UNIT 02 a LOT, BUT ALSO MY ARTISTIC FAILINGS OF ANGLES I COULD IMPROVE ON NOW. The fact I was redoing this and my PC shut down and that's why the right side isn't fixed :))
My ass had both a yellow and BLUE PLANNED FOR GIRLLY GIRL...
I COULD DO YOU ALL FASTER, BETTER, AND NICER IN CLIP STUDIO NOW... I could JUGGLE YOU BETWEEN PHOTOSHOP AND CLIP STUDIO SO WELL NOW... THE TEXTURES I COULD ACCOMPLISH, THE WORK FLOW I HAVE NOW??? OUGH.
UGH.
It's yearning hours, because my PC is currently still trying to save layer files on a commission piece, and it's lagging my mouse because it's apparently confused what USB ports are.
#kat life#kat talks#I have to fucking go to the dentist and hannibals surgery is gonna be like 10k and I have a huge debt I'm still paying and I'm just TIRED!!#I just wanna buy my bougie 4k computer and 3D model a Felix to print and sand and paint for my desk!!! THAT'S ALL I WANT IN LIFE#I just want to fucking finish my old Felix model!! I got halfway done with him and my program just closed and said “nope sorry”#AND I HAVE HUNGERED SINCE BUT SHIT KEEPS GETTING IN MY WAY BECAUSE I HATE THE IDEA OF EXACERBATING MY DEBT WHEN I'M ALREADY DROWNING!!!#it's late night bitching and yearning hours#like I'm SCREAMING I'M ON A LOOP#all I do is bitch about money and health and my computer!!!#I wish I had more time for art to make my patreon actually interesting and worth it and get that to actually be financially helpful#I'm grateful to my patrons I just mm wish I had more time and energy to put into it?? I wish I had more output but I'm so stupid!!#Honestly if I could just screen record and share process videos I'd LOVE THAT BECAUSE IT WOULD MAKE IT AT LEAST KINDA WORTH IT?? but le pc#in general though a lot of my old art is very HEAVY for this PC to load still... for some reason. A lot of pieces I want to revisit and red#like their colors and layer settings give such a DISTINCT look and I wanna hone back in on that?? so much NS stuff.... ;;;;#There's so many interesting little Felix pieces I wanna finish... I had a whole ZINE PLANNED back before the p*rn ban chased everyone off#the ambition of old Kat is unmatched I swear.... god damn
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