#I have found my muse once more! uvu

[archaictold]

console + caress + tender (smol kees on forehead uvu) ......

⧼ 🌱 ⧽ ┊        ❛ OLD MEME. —— loud & deafening silence. ↳ comfort my muse as they cry + gently caress my muse’s face +  kiss my muse on the forehead.

❝ There's a knot on your wrist, ❞ comes an observation amidst silence. As Zhilan nurses a gnarl of violet wounds in bloom along a beaten rib cage, Xerxes' tongue is neither sharp nor accusatory. His eye, crimson red trimmed in lashes of dove white, watches the process where he cannot see it—and the scholar tries not to pause for it would most certainly be noticed. Though he inevitably does, his effort in vain before it is even made, and Xerxes notices ( because of course he does. Why bother shutting his pages when to Xerxes he is an open book? ) Zhilan runs through a myriad of replies he could give to him, some more honest than others, but Xerxes prods the opening he's found; inquisitive and quiet, no greater than nudging a door ajar with your foot. ❝ You haven't bandaged it yet, have you. Why is that? ❞ Suddenly, the gauze he's cutting has all his interest. Zhilan carefully snips another thin strip wrong-handedly with a pair of medical sheers. ❝ It's hardly a wound at all, Xerxes, ❞ he insists as he lays the dressing over the rest. ❝ I haven't noticed it much... ❞ From above, Xerxes raises a single brow. Zhilan forcibly ignores the vague sensation that his nose is growing from its own fib. ❝ I've noticed it, ❞ his temporary patient counters with no sugar to coat it. In kind, his head is kept down. ❝ It's terribly stiff. It's not your dominant hand, so it can't be work related... What happened to it? ❞ ❝ It was— ❞ One by one, he quickly files through his choices. Truth. Lie. Honesty. Deceit. ❝ It happened in the Mist, but it doesn't hurt, so... It's okay. ❞ Deflection is the card he chooses. And Xerxes shifts, the mattress dipping under this change in position. It ruins the placement of his bandage. He doesn't buy it. ❝ If it doesn't hurt, then it should be no problem for me to examine it. Is that right? ❞ Zhilan's gut runs cold, and he withdraws. In pursuit of safety, or maybe escape. ( From a danger that doesn't exist. ) ❝ You don't have to do that. ❞ I don't want you to do that, he thinks, and his eyes and throat burn with the thought. ❝ So don't— ❞ But Xerxes takes his wrist.

It's gentle, so gentle, barely a touch to his skin, yet Zhilan flinches in abrupt severity like he's been scorched to the very bone. His throat catches, ❝ Don't— ❞ and it is ugly and small, ripped from someplace deep, someplace buried, that he hadn't wanted unearthed. There is a memory. Of an illusion borne of pristine halls and judging eyes. Of a pain cracked open like the vicious snap of a sternum, bared for all to see. Of a proclamation of family, for blood is not so thick as it seems. And his eyes well before he can dam them back, away from observation. He doesn't know who this plea is aimed toward. ❝ Don't, ❞ he quietly cries, but Xerxes does. By placing a hand against his cheek and drawing him near; swiping his thumb against those stubbornly falling tears; by murmuring— ❝ It's alright. ❞ You're alright. Perhaps he is, here in Xerxes arms. Perhaps this is the safety he sought and was too blind to see it. Too ready to run from it in fear of his own innards, like a child of their own shadow. It's alright, and Zhilan believes that it is as Xerxes presses lips near his hairline, and he cries, oh he cries, as a privilege he has denied himself during this unspoken age of silence. But Xerxes allows him this. So he thinks he can, too—just this once. His body curls in, and the gauze, previously so fascinating, is forgotten as he is held. He feels precious. He feels safe. And it will be their secret, no eyes but walls as their witness, to keep alone.

[lunaetis]

@kiriisu​​ asked :

Heavy eyes looked at Tifa with great displeasure. It was as if the words he was gathering with such heaviness could not come out of his mouth. Suddenly there was a quiet sigh. "She will never leave me. A crying muse clinging to my wounded shoulder. " He said sorrowfully extending his right hand to the side and immediately after it grew a large wing dressed in black feathers. "I continue to be a monster. This is not my reason for coming home. I was naive... Lost in the eyes of the Goddess who drove me mad. And now? All that's left of her is a crying muse whispering the word why in my ear." ( Genesis for Tifa uvu )

inbox call. || always accepting

─「ティファ」─  a being of PAST AND FUTURE was the person before her. the man who donned the color red like blood that flowed through the veins of all humans. a soul who was lost within the darkness that was his MIND and the ideology of a world he once envisioned. a worn-down hero, an EX-SOLDIER who used to lift his hands and fight for the company that wouldn’t think twice to bleed the planet dry for their own gain.

                yet, the time she had known him, the GLIMPSE of who he used to be, who he is now, and who he wanted to be, blurring the lines and forming a broken man standing in grief and regret, shackled down by the decisions and CONSEQUENCES of his believes and actions. should it be her meeting him while she was consumed by the need for revenge, she wouldn’t be listening to his words nor had noticed��things that were subtle enough to miss. the heaviness he carried in those mako-infused eyes, and the inner destruction seeping like poison in his own blood.

                that was when BLACK WING was spread before her eyes — and she remembered a piece she read long ago.

                the same wing she had seen upon the HERO SEPHIROTH.

                silence hung in the air, and the fighter finally moved. her hands trembled, before they raised and the DISTANCE between them was gone.

                with her arms coming around him in a tight embrace.

                “ ... i don’t hate you. ” i don't see you as a monster. the SILENCE was broken in a whisper, even then her whole body was shaking and trembling by an assault of so many emotions washing through her. to know that he was the reason that her hometown had been reduced to nothing but a tragedy and MEMORY, yet ... yet ... she couldn’t bring herself to do anything. even her, even the actions she had chosen also resulted in the PLATE being dropped and the death of so many innocents.

                how could he have known the tragedy that were to follow in the wake of his footsteps ?

                her arms TIGHTENED around his stronger form, fingers clutched against his back, and she could feel the brush of the dark feather against her cheek. a lost man who had stumbled to try to find his way again. she saw the SORROW deep in his eyes, the confusion of the fragments of himself, broken to pieces by the poison laced in his blood, the poems he recited, the love turned into hatred.

                and her own hatred for him turning into something warmer.

                “ i can’t ... ever forgive sephiroth for what he did ... but ... i can’t hold you responsible for it. ” he wasn’t the one who BURNED DOWN the village, he wasn’t the one who turned his back away from everything. this man, right in front of her, was seeking REDEMPTION. he wanted to be better, and ... and who was she to judge him ? she wasn’t in the position to do so when her own hands were tainted too. face buried to his chest, and she felt like she was holding onto him for dear life more than embracing and soothing him.

                she was finding a reason to FORGIVE, and to move on. and she found it in him.

                the BARMAID could only imagine the emotions that went through him. he didn’t have to show her the truth of it all, and he could simply keep it in and take it to his grave. yet, he chose to bare the DEEPEST PART of himself to her eyes, leaving himself vulnerable for her to pass judgement upon and the black wing that represent the degradation and warped view he once had.

                it made him look more beautiful than ever.

                “ then ... let’s walk forward. ” the past made up who they are now, but it wouldn’t define the future. the path they were to take, the person they were going to be — that was their choices to make. she thinned her lips, and her embrace turned into something gentle, tender ...

                “ together, this time. ”

[mcmcntomorii-later]

———  BASICS!

NAME! -  Koobs!

PRONOUNS! -  she / her

ZODIAC SIGN! -   Pisces

TAKEN OR SINGLE! -  Taken

———  THREE  FACTS!

1  -  This is like the fourth remaking of this blog? lol the first time I just wanted a fresh start of sorts, and like clear out my tags and what not, the rest have been dumblr pulling shit and either locking me out or user error on my part lol

2 -   If I count from when I first RP’d ever, I’d been at this thing for maybe over a decade?? I don’t know specifically but if I started on MSN messenger then lmao ya it’s been quite some time, granted I've had long gaps in between years every once in a while.

3 -  I collect figures!! I haven’t really bought any recently but I have like three ikea display shelves full of figures lmao with one case being almost entirely miku hatsune figures uwu 

———  EXPERIENCE! ♡

PLATFORMS USED! -  God I started aaall the way back on MSN messenger lmao!!!! Then I moved over to Gaia Online, tried Facebook RPing but honestly I found it rather dumb lmaoo, and then finally on here and discord c:

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE!

FEMALE, MALE OR NONBINARY! - I’ve always preferred female muses uvu; I get uncomfortable writing males.

MULTI OR SINGLE! - Single Muse, technically i have a multimuse but I barely get on it ;w ; and it’s a little stressful to me lol

FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! -     Ooo all three!! I love them all but I’m more favorable towards angst lol but I get in a lot of moods where I just need to write some fluff lol

PLOT / MEMES! -  either or really, I’m down with both ovo I like both winging it and have something in mind thought out.

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Tagged by: Stolen from: @mysticallities

Tagging: Anyone who’d like to do this c:

[floweringeclipse]

FFXIII AU

Galahd Amicitia-Iris is a Retinue-in-training to the current monarch of the Pulsian city of Insomnia, Noctis. When an army from the Viper’s Nest raids and ruins their home city, Iris escapes along with her brother Gladiolus, the young prince, and the rest of his Retinues-- Ignis and Prompto-- and now traverses around Pulse with them to avoid being captured by Cocoon’s soldiers

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Can be set in the canon FFXV main timeline (Iris at 15 years of age or pre-Altissia Boyband Adventures) and World of Ruin timeline (Post-Altissia Tragedy/Noct Trapped In Crystal or Just Popped Out of It eras asofjisoiedfj).  The plan is to have it all be a similar enough plot to canon FFXV, except it’s all set in the XIII world and follows their lore and mythos. And also a bit of a role upgrade with Iris being an active party member hehe. Her main goal in this verse is to train and become strong enough to become a great shield to Noctis and her friends.

More info under the cut.

Verse HCs:

✽ The Retinues are servants branded by their tribe’s fal’Cies in order to better protect and serve the royal Lucian family. Although they possess powerful abilities, the Lucian Retinues are still very human l’Cies, and are still at the mercy of fulfilling a Focus. Noctis and his Retinues seem to have a shared Focus, yet Iris’ is still rather unclear and her brand has not yet shown any progress. For now she casts aside any attempts to figure out her personal mission in order to aid her friends fulfill theirs.

✽ The Insomnian Hexatheon are Pulse Fal’Cies consisting of Bahamut, Ifrit, Shiva, Ramuh, Leviathan, and Titan; it is the latter who has granted power to every member of the Amicitia bloodline. Iris had already sought out the Archaean for his blessing at the age of twelve, training alongside her brother Gladiolus in hopes of spending more time with him and their late father. So in spite of only being an apprentice Retinue at this moment, she is already a capable warrior and magic-user who isn’t afraid to risk her life to protect what’s left of her dear family.

✽ In battle, Iris is a strong offensive warrior but acts as a support-oriented ally with Sentinel being her primary paradigm role and Commando her secondary. When fighting alongside Noctis and the Retinues, she will prioritize her team’s safety and health, taking on the role of Medic when necessary.

She favours delivering strong, physical attacks despite being proficient with Thunder and Aero magics; she will only switch into the Ravager role if it will help keep the paradigm balance (//but I imagine it being infrequent since most, if not all, of the bros have abilities that already make them Ravagers).

Iris’ weapons are strength-enhancing Gloves, and her main fighting styles involve using her fists and legs to deliver powerful blows and sometimes incapacitate enemies. Though like her brother, her main objective is to act as a shield to allies by using her body and enhanced defense against enemies.

✽ Iris’ eidolon is the Garuda, the emissary of the winds and skies; her eidolith is in the shape of an iris flower (just like Gladiolus’ crystal takes the form of his floral namesake).

In Gestalt Mode, Garuda turns into a sleek motorcycle-like vehicle capable of flight which resembles Fang’s Bahamut’s form.

✽ The l’Cie brand adorns Iris’ back, right between her shoulder blades. Even though she doesn’t think the brand is active, her Focus does involve Noctis’ and the Retinues’ fates– her mission only becomes clearer to her once Noctis enters crystal stasis and they ‘lose’ him for a decade.

✽ The Amicitia siblings in this verse still bear the eagle theme through Gladio’s tattoo, and Iris’ eidolon: In Hinduism, the constellation Aquila (the eagle) is identified with the half-eagle half-human deity Garuda.

✽ My personal HC of the siblings’ mother hailing from Galahd is also present in this verse. Iris insists on using Galahd instead of Insomnia in her name title to honour her late mother. Galahd, in this verse, is likely just a smaller village found just outside of the city of Insomnia.

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Plot kept vague-ish for this verse in case other FFXV muses have their own HCs and plot for FFXIII. I’d love to hear about your preferences for this verse, and won’t mind going along with/adding your personal takes on certain info in this AU, too, so let me know if you’d like to try out this verse with me! I’ll jump in your IMs to plot uvu/  

Also been mullin’ over this AU for YEARS now bc Im still Absolute FFXIII Trash. Still really fond of these AU doodles i made a long while back, and I’ll try and draw and write more for this verse aaaaaaa And many thanks to @pxlsian​ for loving kicking my ass and inspiring me to finally finish this verse!!! <3

[cartoonlonk-a]

     So @maskedl0ve and I did a shippy questionnaire thing for our two muses. It was very fun and hilarious! Especially since they aren’t even dating. Basically Link found this girly magazine with dating questions in it and he dragged Claus along to answer them with him.

I encourage you and your ship partner to do it too!

What was your first impression of me?

Link: Hmm...lemme see. Ya seemed so skeptical! Dunno if it's 'cause I look different or my enthusiasm...Either way, ya looked cute uvu ♡ Claus: Well....i was cautious, to say the least...I wasn’t used to anyone greeting me the way you did, much less a complete stranger...I thought you were teasing me or mocking me, or that you wanted something out of me. So I guess my first impression was just ‘Who are you and why are you acting that way?’ he feels a tad guilty now rip

How accurate do you now think it was? On which counts do you think you were totally wrong and on which were you right?

Claus: Wrong on pretty much all accounts. You weren’t teasing me or mocking me or trying to gain my trust so you could manipulate me. You actually...did want to be my friend. Despite what I looked like you were genuinely happy to meet me...I guess that’s a way to describe you, you’re genuine and kind and caring and brave, the opposite of what I was afraid you might be. Link: Aww that's sweet! Yo're no longer skeptical 'bout me maybe the choices I make buh might point still stands, yo're still cute

What is your idea of a truly romantic evening?

Link: I dunno...Claus, do ya wanna take a romantic nap with me? Claus: Uh...I dunno how a romantic nap would work but...sure, that sounds good to me. I cant think of anything fancy for a ‘romantic’ evening anyway...just eating a cozy dinner and then resting

If I promise not to get upset, can you tell me something that you'd like to change in me but don't have the nerve to tell me?

Claus: STOP BEING SO RECKLESS. PLEASE STOP PUTTING YOURSELF IN DANGER FOR ME. And please, tell me when something is wrong...okay..? Link: ...haha....No promises ;3 buh somethin' I would change? Gosh...I wish ya would smile more!

Apart from the most obvious one, which other two areas of your body are the most sensitive and responsive?

Link: O-oh...I can't say my ears? U-uh...my stomach 'n'.... he's too embarrassed to say the second one Claus: S-Sensitive and responsive??? UHH— I don’t kNOW??? A lot of my body is mechanical and for the rest of my body...I don’t know???????? Distress.png

Which three parts of my body are your personal favourites and why?

Link: 👀 Claus: U H............ blushing d-do I have to..? I-- uuughhh. well....I guess....Your eyes, your hair, and your smile...does a smile count? I-I don't know...A-AND STOP STARING AT ME LIKE THAT! Link: Very flattered Aww those are my favorite too! Actually, I love all of ya! Buh...if I MUST pick three, it'll be yo'r hair, eyes 'n' freckles! Oh I love yo'r freckles! They're like stars!!! ♡

Which is your dream destination and why?

Claus: is blushy from the last thing dream destination..? Um...I dunno...sorry Link: Trick question! 'Cause I don' got a dream destination. I wanna keep explorin' everythin'! Aaaaa, I nevah wanna be at a point where I have walked every inch of th's earth. Findin' new Hyrule 's a good enough answer too, I guess.

Which fruit/vegetable do you think I resemble and why?

Link: Either a carrot, for obvious reasons or a pepper. Angriest lil vegetable Claus: s t a r e s ....honestly, I dunno again. I guess a pineapple? I don't really think it resembles you but it's the first thing I think of when I have to think "Link and fruit” Link: I was expectin' ya ta call me somethin' green, buh pineapple works too

Can you remember your earliest childhood memory of happiness and that of fear?

Claus: goes dead silent ..... he lowers his gaze ...i don't know if i remember my earliest memory of happiness...but......of fear..? ......yes..... Link: .... these aren't very romantic.... Claus: yeah....

Your favourite aunt/uncle/cousin and why?

Link: Don' have any :/ Claus: neither do I....

If I discover you lying to me, what will be your reaction?

Claus:.................... his expression is actually pained. I'm sorry........ Link: Ah.... he looks pretty hurt too. I'd also say sorry.... 'n' ....It was for t-the better ehehe.... otherwise, I'm terrible at lyin' Claus: is dead silent w e lp

What are the qualities that draw you to people that you can base a friendship on?

Link: Not tryin' ta kill me????? I GUESS?¿ Claus: I keep saying I don't know for these questions but... I don't know. I'm not exactly...the best at making friends. and he doesn't exactly feel worthy of having friends rip

Your first crush – what drew you to her/him?

Link: Funny story 'bout that. After I left my home island the world was so much bigger. I saw so many new thin's...in other words, I liked them 'cause they were someone not on my island Claus: fidgets .....um.....well....he uh.....he...despite what I was he...cared about me, even when being shown what i was, what I could do, he cared about me and tried to make me happy...he wasn't afraid of me... looks to the side Link: He sounds nice !!

How would you characterize a perfect girlfriend?

Claus: y-yeah.... STILL TRYING TO HIDE FACT RIP but uh-- now this question um... i don't know..? wow i keep saying that... someone just...nice and caring, someone who won't be afraid of me or won't hate me, someone who...despite everything about me won't...think i'm a freak....someone who i can be around and...not be afraid..? Link: gasp Claus!!! If I wore a dress ‘n’ said I was a girl, can qualify for yo'r girlfriend? 👀 Claus: WHA--!? S-STOP THAT! Link: laughs Ya didn' say no~! Okay...buh no one 's perfect so I cannot answer th's question u-u

Your first date – where did you go, what did you do and how long did the relationship last?

Link: Never been on one! I'm probably way too much ta handle as a date too, haha. Claus: never been on one too.... just looking to the side

In your next life, would you want to be my lover once again?

Claus: falls silent ......... in a next life..? ....in my next life...I hope I can meet you without all these broken pieces... and maybe...I'd be able to smile a lot more for you... Link: for once, he's blushing O-oh...ya know, I like ya jus' the way ya are now, right? I wouldn't want ya ta change. Buh, 'ae...it would be really nice ta see ya again...who knows what kind of dummy I'd be then. Claus: blinks a bit when he sees Link blushing. Honestly, he does want to change...he wants to be different, he wants to be better, he wants to be able to breathe without always feeling like there's some weight crushing him. He wants to meet Link like how he was before he had his world shattered. He wants to be someone who could maybe admit what he feels without feeling severe guilt... of course, he's not gonna say a word of this... Well, if you end up similar to how you are now, then I'm certain I'd be happy to meet you again Link: AHDJENTEKSK N-NEXT QUESTION He is red oh lord

If you were asked whom you would like to be born again as, the answer would be…

Link: I-I can answer th's for Claus! He'd be a dog again! Claus: HEY! I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WAS NOT A DOG! The teeth aren't natural. crosses his arms and frowns a bit Link: HOW DO YA KNOW? Actually...! Ya act more like a gruffly cat more than anything. They might not be real buh they fit! Claus: groans If my teeth aren't natural then that means it's not linked to ''''whatever I was in my past life'''' Link: Fine. Next question :T

Would you like to enjoy a bath with me amidst the yellow and pink rose petals?

Link: wiggles eyebrows Claus: N O Link: Baaaaaby why do ya gotta break my heart like thaaaaaat? fake cries Claus: NEXT QUESTION!

Can you narrate to me your proudest moment? plus fake sobbing between the question

Claus: U H......U H HE ACTUALLY DOESNT KNOW HELP Link: ...Well for me it was fi--- keep it vague climbin' up th's suuuuuuper big tower! So high it probably touched the clouds! No one really believed in me makin' it all the way up. Buh I did it! Aw man, I wanna do that again sometime.

Which is your favourite flavour of ice cream, your favourite junk food and your favourite dessert?

Link: Rocky road! Claus: hmm...I guess I'd have to say...sherbet? Junk food though....I can't really eat that much anymore without getting sick....I do like french fries though so maybe that? And my favorite dessert....I don't know. Link: Yo're so unsure of yo'reself

Do you feel alone, when I'm not around?

Claus: uhm......depends... Link: mmm...'s lonely out sailin' all the time. Go without seeing people for days. So...in a way, yes, I feel alone

What has been your scariest dream? Which has been your most frequently recurring one?

Link: U-uh.... looks away I'd prefer not ta share...sorry, Claus. Claus: ..............I'm....not sharing either.........

Which has been the best decision you ever made?

Link: Leavin' home to save my sistah, definitely. Claus: U h...... DOESNT KNOW ONCE AGAIN ...........there's....one, maybe but....I don't want to say it

Which is the decision you regret the most?

Link: ears lower Mmm...I wish I grabbed his hand...I could have....I could...have...everythin' would be different... Claus: his expression becomes pained and he watches Link. He's silent and starts to reach a hand towards Link but seems to hesitate a little. ....... moves his hand back into his lap I'm sorry, Link... Link: hes holding out his left hand while the right holds it and rubs his palm with the thumb 's fine... looks at Claus with a pained smile Guess ya can't always help someone...I did my best though. Claus: he looks sad, though he gives a small nod yeah...you did everything you could, that's what matters...

If you won the lottery, what are the first three things you would do and which are the five things you've been most longing for, that you would buy?

Claus: There's not really much that I want that money could buy...I would more than likely either give the money to my family and friends. Link: Aw that 's sweet! I was also gonna say that. I have everythin' I want 'n' money 'sn't what I'm after. So I spend it on people I love~

If your house was on fire and you had a chance to grab only five things before leaving, they would be…

Link: Easy. My photobook, Puko 'n' my family shield. Claus: As long as dad, Lucas, and Boney are safe. .....My jetpack, maybe the book I'm reading and....and.... he trails off, looking to the side The scrap of mom's dress.... Link: .... doesn't say anything, just stares at the magazine with a sad expression

What can you cook for me?

Link: I'm not the best at cookin' buh I can cook fish at least? Do ya like fish? I can make fish 'n' put a lemon slice on top of it. Claus: I...don't really know how to cook...I want to learn though..but I do like fish, so if you ever made it I would like it. Link: 's okay if ya don' know! If ya ever do, ya should let me be your food tester. Buh looks like I gotta make ya some fish the next time I come~

Will you ever doubt me over my loyalty?

Claus: we'll see. I need to learn first. And, a h... hears the next question. This is...hard. It's not that he thinks Link would ever be disloyal, not that he thinks Link is bad, he just...feels like there are so many other people better than himself. People who actually deserve Link... I wouldn't doubt you. but he'd still worry over if Link ever realized just how terrible of a choice he was... Link: Tilts his head at Claus in curiosity...he took a minute to respond, which was a bit worrisome I am glad ya have faith in me! I'm more loyal than yo'r dog. If I could, I'd give ya my whole right arm! 'n' for my answer, no, I don' ever doubt ya. Claus: his lips pull into a thin line and after a few moments he gives a little nod alright. But...please don't give your right arm. It's not a pleasant thing. after all he knows from experience--

The one argument your parents had, that you would try and avoid with your partner, would be over…

Link: ... fiddles with his thumbs mmm...sorry...they...I never seen them fight before. I'll have ta ask the next time I see them...buh, I guess that means I wouldn't want ta argue with ya at all. Partners or not Claus: I...don't know if I remember any arguments my parents had...maybe...playful ones but...I don't remember anything serious... his brows furrow a bit, he seems concerned then he shakes his head a little but, I agree, I don't want to argue with you if I can help it.

Which is your favourite asset/body part on a man/woman and why?

Claus: That-- I uh-- well-- rubs the back of his neck with his left hand I...I guess I'd say the eyes...Eyes are just...nice to look at... Link: The face. I lovd everythin' 'bout someone's face. Says so much 'n' 's the main place ya stare.

The most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you was…

Link: OH NO...NOT SAYIN' Claus: I'm not saying either. Sorry.

If our relationship doesn't work out, do you think we can remain friends? If no, why not?

Link: If our relationship didn't work... looks at Claus, then back at the magazine ...I would want ta...It'll feel weird without ya in my life. I dunno...everythin' 's a lot happier with ya around. he's coyly smiling with a light blush Claus:  blinks and his eyes widen a little bit. He actually looks...surprised ....you're...happier with me around..? Link: looks back at him with a smile 'a-ae! I hope that isn't cheesy. Haha. Ya really did make my life a whole lot funner Claus: ......I... looks down no you don't I'm just... hes just surprised Link actually is...happier with him around... ....I'm happier when you're around too... his cheeks turn a very faint red. Link: !!! YAY Jumps up to hug him, nuzzling cheeks I'm glad! Claus: YELPS, BLUSHING H-HEY--!

Who are you closer to – your mum/dad - and why?

Link: ...My grandma :/ Claus: freezes and goes silent can....can I just skip this question?

What upsets you most in a relationship and what makes you the happiest?

Link: Hmmm.... I dunno, somethin' that would upset me 's arguments. I don' like ta fight. 'n' jus' bein' around that person makes me happy Claus: i think it would be similar for me too. Fighting and the person I care about being hurt.... especially if he's the reason it happens.... and being around the person would probably make me happy.

What is your perception of how people see you? I.e. what do people think when seen you two together?

Link: The perfect duo. Maybe we should change that ta perfect couple Claus: I know what they think when they see me...I don't know what they think when they see us together. But...perfect duo? Are you sure about that link? Link: shrugs I can't read people's minds buh I think we are a fun duo! We make people laugh. Claus: We make people laugh..? actually looks a tad confused and surprised by this. claus...please....stop  doubting that you can actually make people happy Link: Yeeees. 's like yo're the grump that everyone loves 'cause yo're easy ta get worked up 'n' I'm the idiot who makes get that way! Haha

[tetheredatlasarchive]

new  &  old  followers  hi  I  love  you.  (  lol,  that’s  very  strong,  but  I  do  ),  I  want  to  let  everyone  who  follows  me  that  I  appreciate  that  they  clicked  that  follow  button,   (  my  full  sappiness  can  be  found  with  this  post  ).    everyone  who  follows  me  is  a  blessing  to  this  world  and  don’t  let  anyone  tell  you  differently.

anyways  onto  ya  know  the  rest  of  the  post.  my  permanent  affection  calls  can  be  found  at  this  link.   basically  it  helps  me  get  an  idea  of  who  wants  to  seriously  interact  with  me,  don’t  be  afraid  to  like  it,  or  you  can  comment  to  keep  likes  clean  (  its  what  I  do,  comment  to  keep  my  likes  clean,  plus  imo  I  think  it’s  more  engaging  ).

I  do  have  a  few  solitary  starter calls  to  be  deleted  once  I  do  them,  they  can  be  found  at  this  link.  and  my  open  starters  can  be  found  at  this  link.  (  I’ll  post  more  eventually  ).

who  doesn’t  love  memes?    feel  free  to  send  me  some,  I  do  have  a lot  still  to  answer  but  ya  know,   more  (’:     my  memes  can  be  found  at  this  link.  across  my  three  blogs,  the  meme  tag  is  the  same  for  easier  access  to  find  them.

my  other  writing  blogs  are  sideblogs  to  this  blog,  one  account  keeps  me  the  most  organized ----  connectedfaith  and  sistersthree  are  my  other  blogs,  they  are  all  multi’s  as  opposed  to  this  one  which  is  a  dual  muse.  (  at  some  point, I’m  going  to  make  my  own  tips  for  interacting  with  my  multis  ).  if  you’re  looking  for  new  people  to  follow,  I  made  a  rec  blog  :    peepthesecuties    (  I  reblog  ALL  promos  here  of  people  I  follow,  if  I  missed  one,  shoot  me  a link  over  there,  you  can  also  shoot  me  some  to  reblog )

IN  CLOSING,   INTERACT  WITH  ME   !    it’s  what  I’m  here  for,  I’m  not  a silent  aesthetic  zone.  I  love  AU’s  hint  hint  nudge  nudge.  write  me  starters,  send  me  memes,  request  starters,  request  muses  and  plotting,  request  mains,  plot  with  me,  love  me.  okay  maybe  not  that  last  one  if  you  uncomf  but  ya  know  love  me  in  the  platonic  way     UVU.  attention,  i  like  attention  👏  i’m  needy.  ANYWAYS,  that  sounded  like  a  train  wreck  maybe  because  I  am  but  I  digress,    I  APPRECIATE  ALL  OF  YOU,  YOU  HAVE  NO  IDEA  HOW  MUCH.

[usorida]

♥ + liesolved

Send me a ♥ + a URL and I’ll list 5 things I like about them ¦ not accepting

1. You want me to talk about Kouhei? GLADLY. Okay so, Kouhei is so cute. They always try to make things for everyone right, and are always afraid if they could possibly offend anyone. A really sweet person that needs to be protected. Kouhei really awakens the momfriend inside of me tbh, I’d always take care of them or protect them, I just feel like it’s my duty to do so. So anyone who’ll hurt them, will be my enemy, and I’m serious about this. 

2. I think the first blog I knew from Kouhei was their angie blog, but I never followed them because I’m a shy mess when it’s about following people. But I sometimes checked their blog and read their stuff because I liked their writing. (I think I didn’t even tell kouhei about this until now…) Then later they followed my Kaede with their Ouma and I was like, oh my god!!! And followed back right away. Threading together with them is fun and I’m just super glad I got to met them and am able to write with them uvu. 

3. Then one day they asked me what my opinion about Oumaede is. Honestly it wasn’t a ship I have given THAT much thought by then. I found it cute, but it wasn’t one of my top tier otps. However, that changed quickly once I talked to Kouhei about them and started to develop them!!! Kouhei’s Ouma is my favorite, and the progress between our muses feels so real, since we did things very slowly (I mean they still aren’t dating basically) so yeah. I really love Kouheis Ouma and our ship is precious to me too!

4. Once you get to know Kouhei, they can talk to them about anything. I also often talk with them about drv3 in general and our opinions about characters and ships! It’s always interesting to discuss these things with them! Sometimes we go really deep into stuff, maybe even too deep, but it’s still always so enjoyable for me to plan even possible AUs or threads with them! 

5. They were one of the first people I’ve met here that I befriended!!! I’m really grateful for getting to know them! To be honest, I was alone in this fandom for a few months since a friend left early on their Kiibo blog, and Kouhei just came at a time where I wanted to leave as well, I’m glad I didn’t after meeting them. Thanks to them I got to know even more people and I still have so much fun with drv3 and my muses in general, so ahhh, I’m so grateful that Kouhei reached out to me and became my friend!! They mean a lot to me!! 

@liesolved

[tavarillasgalen]

2017

The year of recovery.

Another year of doing things I’d always wanted to, right from the very start. My first New Year’s party. I rung in 2017 with my first New Year’s kiss. I went to see the ice castles. I officially dropped out of my sorority. I got out of a toxic living situation and moved into my own studio apartment and got my first taste of truly living alone. I quite like it. I got to really experiment in the kitchen for the first time and came up with some dishes I love. I got to decorate, a bit, grocery shop, all of that. It was a dimly lit apartment, but it was a space all mine. 

I went to the Vagina Monologues at Westmini and performed in the one at the U. I conquered my fear of my roommate and didn’t let her presence keep me from performing. And I was good. I was really good.

My boyfriend and I celebrated 1 year of being together and Valentine’s by going out to a fancy restaurant. The bf and I went to the ballet and got insanely good seats. $100 seats for the student price of $15? yes please. We went on a little picnic and then to Benihana for his 21st. We went to the Holi festival. We celebrated his first publication. We went to a Cold War Kids concert. We went to an art show he had pieces in. We went to another art show a mutual friend have pieces in.We went to the Tulip Festival. We went to an underground hotspring at the Homestead Crater with some Westminster friends and all got dinner at Red Rock after. We went out a few times with his friends. We went to my first Pride. We went to a baseball game and mercilessly made fun of the teams the whole time. I celebrated Eid with his family and their Bosnian Muslim community. We went to the Red Butte Gardens. We went paddleboarding/kayaking for the first time. We went to the State Fair and got the ice cream that makes you look like a dragon. We went to see bell hooks talk at UVU and then later to a MUSE concert. We went axe-throwing (he kicked my ass). We went to Antelope Island and got caught in the middle of a giant herd of bison. We went to a Halloween party hosted by the couple who’s wedding we went to last year. So many cute little dates all throughout the year - to the aquarium, to park city, to the mountains, to stargaze, etc. So many movie nights and cuddles and making food together (our lava cakes tho... so bomb). Hanging out while he did research over the summer. When I lived on my own, I texted him whenever I didn’t feel safe, and he’d come right over and just be with me. Seeing Christmas lights. Ice-skating. Him spending more time with my family, building a gingerbread town. 

I went blonde for a few months. The girl who did it first messed up and my roots were white and there was a band of darker blonde, but the salon fixed it for free. I’d always wanted to go blonde, so that was cool.

I started auditioning again, and I got a part in a commercial for a concert for the deaf and hard of hearing! A few months later, I got my first paid role in a workout series. I met with an agency, and whereas the agent told everyone else there for acting to “email me a reel, and I’ll get back to you”, she took one look at my resume and was like “this is impressive, I’ll email you about callbacks.” I went to callbacks, and they said they’d sign me if I cleared my skin, went back to my natural hair color, and brushed up a bit with some acting classes. 

I went down the southern Utah six times this year. Once with my dad and michael. Once with the whole family. Once with my dad and johnny. Once with my mom and my younger brothers. Once with my bf. Once with everyone except for mom and david. Mostly, we stuck around Snow Canyon and the outskirts of Zion. But with my dad and Johnny, we also hit up Bryce Canyon and Capitol Reef. With my bf, we had a romantic bath, and spontaneously went to the Grand Canyon. 

I turned 21, and I have a whole other post about that experience lol. But it’s nice to be able to go to bars and order cocktails when I go out to eat. Amaretto is def my fav. 

I went to the lantern festival and it was as magical as that scene in Tangled made it look.

I went to Pennsylvania with my mom to visit family. We stayed in the house she grew up in, visited with family, got ice cream from my cousin’s work. Had cocktails and talked on the porch. Went out with my cousins and their friends. Went on a coal mine tour. Lots of home-cooked meals and just casually hanging out. Walking around Scranton, my mom reminiscing on her childhood. It was really lovely. 

I did a video shoot with Bella - basically a “day in the life at the stable”. She did so great with the cameras, I was impressed!

I got my tubes tied, and my boyfriend was such a support through it all. Driving me to surgery, taking care of me after, taking me to get acai bowls and play games, helping me around. Being there for me too when my parents found out and were furious. 

I’ve gotten close with Bella again. Moving back in with my parents definitely helped, because then I could see her everyday. It’s still a process, but it’s so much better than it was. Hanging out with her in the pasture. Riding for fun. Just sitting with her in her stall. I feel like I’m still somewhat scared of her after the kicking incident, but I’m slowly getting over that. I love her. I truly do. I am so grateful to have her in my life. She has been so sweet and saucy. And I feel like a good rider most of the time. I’m very grateful for things slowly going back to how they were in this regard; getting my relationship with my horse back.

Classes spring semester were again, a struggle. I just barely passed some and failed others. Mental health things, you know. Hard to pass a class when you can hardly ever go to class. Summer semester, I started off strong, but ended up dropping all my classes and taking the summer off, per my dad’s suggestion. Fall semester, I did all online, and I was able to keep up, for the most part. I passed all my classes and finally got taken off probation and put back into good-standing. For the first time since being at the U, my semester gpa was above a 2.0.

I attempted therapy multiple times, found one I liked, but the commute was 4 hours rt, so I quit fast. I recently found another, and so far, it’s alright. It’s progress, you know? Progress is important. 

I did a summer internship with the Start By Believing campaign in Salt Lake. Such an incredible experience; I felt like I was actually making a difference, and so amazing to be working alongside like-minded and determined people. 

I lost ten pounds, and have reached a point with my body where I don’t feel absolutely terrible if I overeat. I’m only 15 lbs away from my goal weight, something I can easily achieve through working out regularly and eating healthfully. Here’s to that in 2018.

I learned soooooo much about makeup, skin care, and hair care. I started investing in high end makeup. I started actually cleansing my face and exfoliating and moisturizing and all of that. I started using hair oils and the like. I can’t believe I didn’t do all of this before, especially with my dry skin and hair, but now, skin care is one of my favorite things. Sephora’s quickly become my favorite store. My hair is actually soft and silky all the time.

I went on accutane, and it’s finally starting to clear my skin! The only side effect I’ve experienced has been the extreme dryness everyone does. 

After moving back in with my family in July, my relationships with all of them have increasingly gotten better. It’s good. So good. I really regret having grown so distant over the course of college, but I’m doing my best to mend things. Thanksgiving was good; Christmas was even better. I feel like I got everyone great gifts. And I’m grateful things are better. 

I started regaining interest in things I used to love. Reading for fun. Drawing. Writing. I’ve stopped caring so much about what other people think of me. I’ve started caring more about my health. I feel like I’ve made real steps towards recovery and self-betterment this year. I’ve stopped being so tolerant of not being treated as well as I deserve. I’ve started forcing myself to do things, because I know I’ll regret it later if I don’t. I feel like I’ve made real progress as a person this year. Here’s to more of that in 2018. 

[uno-duo-triotale]

Ah, I just wanted to ask if there was a reference sheet on your muses in this new blog... Wanted to read before asking any interactions uvu;;

jeeze. this blog has so many OCs you’d think i WOULD have something like that. are at least about pages but i never even got to that on the last blog though i had plans to.

What you need to know is here:

SAYRUS is the main character. He’s a fusion of SANS AND PAPYRUS, and his au is known as TRIOTALE. everyone originally from his timeline is dead accept his TORIEL, and AOU. Sayrus killed everyone else.

FRIGID, his Underswap, and 03, his underfell, live in what was once his timeline’s Asgore’s CASTLE (known as Capital Castle), with a lot of children, along with sayrus, toriel, and aou. frigid is a human trafficer who sells anything and everything, and is very dangerous and abusive to sayrus. 03 is bad at being a person but he’s learning. He and Frigid do the dirty a lot.

Sayrus has a best friend named KOYOL, but everyone calls him KYLE. 

In terms of reference sheets i do have about all the muses...

((the top has Xayrus the pink skeleton, and Serif, THe human. on the left is Iyrus the ‘baby brother’, and Frigid the red skeleton. on the right is Cyrus the babybones and 03 the black skeleton. the bottom has Callista the blue skeleton, and Sayrus himself. in the corner we have Prisrus, who is a mystery.

This... general mess of an image discusses the main 8 Alternates and they’re generalizes views of one another.

This Post offers more in depth descriptions of them and some other less-mentioned Ocs/Alternates if you would like to see it.

Other key characters to mention are Aou (aka, All Of Us), another experiment and one of the three survivors of Sayrus’ timeline (himself included), who is the amalgam creation of Frisk, Chara, and the other human souls fused into one eldritch being. the other survivor is Toriel, who is somewhat like Sayrus’ mother. Theres a wild pack of children that Sayrus and Toriel take care of in their home (the castle at the capital in Sayrus’ timeline which is now known as Haven).

Other than that, there are a couple frequent mentioned characters. Most of which will be found on @gods-dont-bleed, particularly Svet or Chelo. 

(Svet left, Chelo right.) they are minorly mentioned but may pop up.

A major influence and Sayrus’ best friend is Koyol (nicknamed Kyle). 

he either looks like that, a green snake mutant man who’s even taller than Sayrus, who wanders the multiverse going to countless ‘universes’ (as we’d call them, fandoms). He might also look like this:

when trying to blend with humans or in a Universe where being a mutant looking guy is dangerous. as pictured above he has a group of people known as the organization Rainbow Squad. Essentially a group of weirdos like the pink one there who had no eyes and a passion for spiders, or the purple one in the back who’s Koyol’s second hand and partner who would cut off your arm if you were rude to him.

Even mentioning kyle brings 1000+ other characters into play because of his organization.

That said Sayrus also has a lot of siblings, the entire population of his timeline, Haven, which consists of large amounts of undertale characters which is a very long detailed list just like Koyol’s Rainbow Squad.

SO IN SHORT, theres A FUCK TON OF CHARACTERS.

you dont have to try and memorize them dear god dont even attempt it. I have countless notebooks, word documents, pictures, etc to catalogue them for me cause i cant do it either.

this doesnt mention any characters not of my own creation but still key to Sayrus, like his deseased boyfriend/husband Chiller. theres... a lot of characters. dont bother with all this it will destroy your mind.

[facciataa]

[crawls back onto this blog]