#I have been so busy that I haven’t been writing 😭 but oh my gosh thank you

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if you aren’t the person then disregard this crazy message i’m just going off of ur user and ao3 BUT if u were the orangepeels01 that wrote that kirivan fic about ivan joining the lacrosse i just wanted to let you know that it was awesome and the first long fic i ended up reading for the fandom, and i hope ur able to update it someday <3

Oh wow 🥺🥺 this is super sweet and I have been meaning to update it!! I just haven’t found the time to update it but don’t worry it will be updated for sure!

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𝐖𝐎𝐍’𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 | J.JK

— part 1

— pairing | fem!oc x dealer!jjk

— summary | after a petty argument jungkook spots you showing out at a party with the hosts arm around your waist

— warning | bad writing (i’m doing my best)

unprotected sex, toxic fwb, lots cursing, jealousy, angst, ratchet behavior, dirty talk, angry sex, belittling, drinking, smoking🍃, womanizer behavior, breeding kink, both 🚩🚩 , daddy kink, degrading, slapping (face), false accusations, double standards

— word count | 6.2k words

— song suggestion | love you like me — william singe

He was blocked once again.

He didn’t even know for what this time.

Well, he had a good idea.

Running his mouth again. They always argued and he was always blocked and unblocked.

This time he think he actually irritated you.

“Goddamnit Y/n.” He cursed. He pissed you off once again but now his number and his Instagram was both blocked by you.

For some reason this time irked him more than the others.

“You’re still stressing over that girl?” Jimin plopped on the couch next to him.

“I can’t believe you still fuckin on her.” Taehyung walked in, taking a seat on the couch too.

“That’s my girl ya’ll know that.” Jungkook bit his lip, staring at his blank phone screen.

“You need to get like how you used to. 3 or more at a time. Always.” Jimin spoke, “You used to be like that. You used to make fun of guys like you. Now you’re giving out free shit to some girl.”

“I mean he does get pussy from it but like, only her bro?” Taehyung looked at Jungkook. “You used to have all these girls on you. Stephanie, Nari, Seunghee, Belle, Maya… What happened to you man?”

Jungkook thought about what they said. “Shits just different now.”

“Oh my gosh she’s ruined you.” Jimin groaned. “Nah man. We’re going to a Jackson party.”

“He’s having a party?” Jungkook looked up from his phone. “Why haven’t I heard anything about it?”

“Because you’re too busy stressin’ about some bitch.” Jimin shook his head.

Before Jungkook could correct him, Jimin corrected himself. “Some girl. Before you start.”

“Anyway, it’s tonight.” Taehyung spoke.

“So bring whatever cash you got and we’re definitely gonna send you home with a girl or two.” Jimin swung his arm around his shoulder.

“Oh shit I think she’s posting about you Jeon!” Taehyung was on her phone, immediately making Jungkook’s head snap over.

“Really?!”

“No man.” He laughed. “We really gotta get you more girls. You need more pussy than just her.”

“Yeah, no more Y/n.” Jimin shook his head.

“Whatever.”

༊—

“I’m so jealous.” Seungyeon swooned over the text messages on your phone.

“I don’t see why. This looks annoying as hell.” Elkie rolled her eyes.

Jungkook🍃

Wyd

Lemme come over

I got shit for you and your friends

Omg fucking answer

You’re mad annoying

I ain’t even mean what I said fr just reply 😭

“I think it’s cute. And hilarious.” Seungyeon chuckled. “What made you block him this time?”

“He was bragging about how many girls he sells to. How they’re all pretty and thick as hell. So I just said ‘cool’ and blocked him.” You shrugged.

You and your friends had been getting ready for hours for a Jackson Wang party they had personally been invited to.

“You better not hope he doesn’t pull up tonight.” Elkie spoke.

“Yeah Y/n. Taehyung’s going and I’m sure they’ll try to convince him.” Seungyeon told her.

“He’s probably too busy getting high in his room.” Elkie replied. “Or selling in the east side.”

“Wouldn’t doubt it.” You shook your head. “I kinda do wish he would be there though.”

“Is his dick really that good?” Elkie asked you as she was baking her makeup.

“Unfortunately it is. Like, real good.” You started to get flashbacks.

“Here she goes.” Seungyeon rolled her eyes.

“He fucks me sooo good yall don’t get it.” You began. “Even though he’s annoying and shit I’ve never had dick like his. Once we started recording our shit I can’t stop rewatching.”

“You aren’t worried he’ll show people?” Elkie asked.

“They’re all on my phone. He only has a few. Even if he does show his homeboys it’s whatever. He’s damn near louder than me anyway.” You told her.

Your phone went off, making you look over at it to see the notification.

kplug🍃 has added you on Snapchat

“Oh my gosh.” You said out loud, immediately making the girls look over.

“He fucking added you on Snapchat!” Elkie laughed out loud, “He’s crazy”

“And on his plug account?” Seungyeon’s eyes widened. “He’s obsessed.•

“What can I say? This pussy makes him insane.” You jokingly boasted.

“Did you add him back?” Seungyeon asked.

“Nah not yet. I’ll wait until I’m almost done getting ready.” You tossed your phone on your bed.

“Yeah that’ll be better.” Elkie nodded.

“Ugh I need to hurry anyway. I’m tryna look good tonight.” You groaned, looking at your barely half done makeup.

No matter what it was, you loved to look good. You were a confident woman who took pride in her appearance.

Tonight mattered. You hadn’t took good pictures in quite some time and Jackson’s party was the best place to take them at.

You had just changed up your hair last night. You had a brown base with blonde highlights. And for tonight you decided to add gold and bronze tinsel to elevate your look.

Your friends always had the same energy, wanting to look as good as they could even if it was a simple occasion.

Seungyeon and Elkie definitely showed out with you tonight.

You all had skimpier outfits on tonight. You were a low cut brown latex top with a matching black mini skirt.

Your heels were black and the strings wrapped up around your mid calf. You sprayed your expensive perfume all over, making sure you smelt as good as you looked.

Your makeup was finally done for the night and it couldn’t have looked better. You looked incredible.

The girls had taken some pre party pics in your room, posting on all social media.

“Oh Y/n! Add him back.” Seungyeon told you.

You nodded, adding Jungkook back on Snapchat.

“He’s gonna see all our videos at the party. He’s gonna regret saying all that shit to you.” Elkie laughed. “Gonna see so many dudes all up on you and start punching walls and shit.”

“He probably already is and we haven’t even left the house yet.” Seungyeon laughed with her. “The pictures we posted right now are enough to make him tear his hair out.”

“Damn right.” You giggled. “Yall got everything? I’m about to order the Uber.”

Both girls nodded, making sure they had everything they needed.

kplug🍃 just sent you a snap

You looked at the notification, “Hm.” You hummed to yourself, not opening his snap quite yet.

Once the uber pulled up all of the girls climbed in, taking more pictures in the backseat on the drive there.

You lived in a nice area, but nothing compared to Jackson’s place.

The location was one of his many homes,

“Jackson lives so far from us.” Elkie looked at the map on her phone.

“Yeah but his area is so nice. It’s worth it.” Seungyeon added. “I wonder how many people are gonna be there.”

“Girl you know it’s gonna be so packed we gonna have to get dropped off damn near a mile away.” You laughed.

“You better hope Jungkook doesn’t show up.” Elkie looked over at you, who was just opening his snap.

The snap was him a car, sitting in a car full of tackily dressed women right corner of him. One of the girls was taking the picture for him.

“I should’ve just shut up.” Elkie covered her mouth. “They’re definitely going.”

“He’s petty as hell!” Seungyeon looked over at your screen. “What does he expect you to say to that?”

“Probably nothing.” Y/n turned off the phone. “He wants to be like that he can go right ahead.”

“You’re so cool about it.” Seungyeon looked at her in amazement. “I would’ve went batshit crazy.”

“I’m not trippin because I’m not holding back at this party.” She laughed.

༊—

“Why would you guys do me like this?”

“You’re so dramatic.” Jimin rolled his eyes. “We found you a car full of girls to take to the party and you’re complaining.”

“Didn’t ask for it. Y’all make me look like a charity case. I could’ve gotten plenty at Jackson’s.”

“Whatever.” Taehyung rolled his eyes. “You know how much play she’s gonna get there? And you’re gonna have to watch it alllll.”

“Yeah man. You’re gonna have to watch all sorts of dudes kissing up on her and shit. You’re gonna look like a bitch.” Jimin added.

“Exactly. So let us help you bro.” Taehyung smiled. “Come on it’ll be worth it. Plus, you look great man. She’ll be unblocking you in no time.”

Jungkook and the boys got in the car full of women, instantly leeching onto them.

“Hello ladies” Jimin greeted, buckling up.

“Hiii Jiminnn” They replied in union, almost fighting to talk to him.

One of them turned to Jungkook, immediately biting her lip. “Hey Kookie.”

“Hey Oliver.” He exhaled.

“It’s Olivia” She laughed. “You’re like— so funny!” Her annoying voice rang in his ears.

“Oh— my bad.”

The girls had tried talking Jungkook the entire ride there, trying to get him to open up and talk to them.

“Ouuu look at his phone.” One of the girls motioned.

“Omg look!” One was quick to snatch his phone, “He added Y/n on Snapchat, let’s send her something!”

“You guys should!” Taehyung added.

“No one needs to do that!” Jungkook tried to take it back but they already snapped pictures and sent them to Y/n on his phone.

Olivia passed the phone to Taehyung who kept repeating ‘give it to me’

“Taehyung what the hell!”

“It’s for your own good!” Taehyung held onto his phone for the rest of the ride there.

༊—

“Yep. I’m definitely gonna get sloppy drunk.” Seungyeon announced as they walked inside Jackson’s party.

“There’s no way you won’t. This shits fucking cool.” Elkie looked around the home.


People everywhere and the music was booming in all corners. Girls dancing damn near naked on tables and guys dancing around with empty shot glasses.

“Oh my gosh they’re here!” One of the guys accidentally said a bit too loud, making some heads turn towards the girls.

“Seungyeon come dance with us!”

“Y/n come on we already have shots for you!”

“Elkie come get on the table with us!”

Multiple people were trying to holler at them in attempt to get their attention.

“Yeah it’ll be hard to stay sober tonight.” Elkie laughed.

“Uh huh. And when Taehyung gets here I’m dipping.” Seungyeon giggled.

“You’re still fucking with him?!” Both girls snapped their heads.

“Y’all don’t get it! He is soooo fine whenever he talks to me I just wanna do whatever the hell he wants.” Seungyeon swooned.

“She can’t be serious.” Elkie looked at you. “So let me get this straight. You’re fucking on Taehyung and you’re fucking on Jungkook. Should I just dance with Jimin tonight? Since we’re the three musketeers all of a sudden.”

“Okay Jungkook was an accident!” You defended. “You wanted weed didn’t you!”

“Cut the crap! It was one time” Elkie shook her head. “I can’t believe you two.”

“Whatever.” Seungyeon rolled her eyes. “You should go with me when I go talk to Taehyung. Omg! We can all hang out tonight!”

“Uh, did you forget we’re not on the best terms?” You interrupted her fantasy.

“You never are. Get over it.” Seungyeon rolled her eyes. “Elkie pleaseeee.”

“I can’t believe you.” Elkie kept shaking her head. “You guys are sick.”

“Who’s sick?” A voice interrupted them. “I don’t need any illness spreading around at my party.”

“Omg Jackson!” Seungyeon gasped.

“Hey ladies. Hey Y/n.” He gave you a side hug. “I knew you guys would come showing out.”

“Always. You know us.” Elkie giggled.

Jackson knew the girls very well. They’ve been around since his early party days, helping him promote and build up his status for the parties.

You always went above and beyond for him, offering to even financially support the parties during the time.

Now Jackson was so rich his party budget skyrocketed. All because of those girls he was able to be where he was now. He was more than grateful.

“I know. I shouldn’t have expected any less.” He chuckled, “I’ll tell the security upstairs about yall so don’t sweat anything okay?”

“You got new security?” You questioned him.

“Fuck yeah I did. Last party the security was too drunk to even do their fucking job. I was pissed.” Jackson shook his head.

“Everything’s all good now though,” He continued. “Gotta nice new set up and it’ll do y’all real good. I promise you won’t be disappointed. You ladies have fun, okay?”

“Thank you Jackson.” The three girls bid their goodbyes. They didn’t expect to speak to him for long, especially since he was running a huge party.

“Let’s hang out down here for a bit and then make our way up yeah?” You suggested, earning a nod from the girls.

“Unless it’s too hard for Seungyeon to keep herself away from Taehyungie” Elkie teased her.

“Oh my gosh I hate you.” Seungyeon groaned.

“Speaking of Taehyungie,” You eyes behind her. “Here comes the man of the hour now.”

“With a shit ton of girls at that.”

Seungyeon snapped her head his way. “Oh my gosh.”

“Don’t look!” Elkie turned her attention. “Act unbothered. You can’t let him know you care. Like Y/n when Jungkook calls!”

“Yeah— Okay whatever.” You rolled your eyes. “But she’s right. He’s with hella girls. He’s not thinking about you right now. You can’t act like you’re waiting for him.”

“Look at you miss love expert.” Elkie teased you. “Let’s get you drinking Seungyeon.”

“Yes! Let’s drink! Finally.” You clapped your hands.

The girls walked off to the bar, plenty of people wanting to take shots with them.

The girls played a few drinking games and partied on tables just like the girls before you.

It would be a lie to say Jungkook’s eyes weren’t locked on you.

It was just him, Taehyung, and Jungkook in their own little section, a few guys coming up to talk to them here and there.

“Oh my gosh I hate you guys.” Jimin groaned. “Taehyung you can’t do this to me too.”

“She’s so bad Jimin. I’m almost as bad as Jeon.” Taehyung stared down Seungyeon.

“I thought you wanted to drown yourself in pussy! You were hyping me and Jungkook up earlier!”

“I’m a big fat liar okay!” Taehyung folded.

Seungyeon and you were both dancing on tables, lost in your own little world with drinks in your hands.

Jungkook hadn’t said anything in a minute. Simply staring.

Damn did you show out.

He watched as many guys threw themselves at you, begging you to come down so they could have a piece.

What could he expect? You were a beautiful woman blessed with a body others would pay millions for. You could actually dance and you had looks that could kill.

You were a heavily desirable woman. Especially at a party like this where everyone knew of you.

He knew you weren’t gonna go home with any of these guys. None of them stood a chance.

He didn’t understand how he had one if he was honest.

The way you two started— having intercourse was wild and random. Just a random string of flirty led to you giving it up for him.

Goddamnit he missed you. It was a petty argument like usual. Him getting blocked just to get unblocked in the morning.

This time bothered him more than the others. Especially seeing you like this.

“Shoutout to these lovely ladies right here!” Jackson suddenly announced, all three girls surrounding him.

“My day ones right here” He said proudly.

Jackson wrapped his arm around your waist, pecking your cheek.

Interesting.

Jungkook hadn’t realized you two had become so close.

Was he the reason Jungkook wasn’t unblocked yet?

“Especially Ms. Y/n here. Shit would not be possible without her.” He spoke, making everyone cheer. “Everyone treat them well tonight alright?”

Elkie and Seungyeon cheered before Jackson walked off, finishing his announcement.

Why would it not be possible without you?

None of it made sense to Jungkook.

He downed a shot, hissing at the aftermath. It made Jimin look over.

“Someone’s mad.”

“Shut up.” Jungkook huffed. “I have no reason to be.”

The girls were laughing together and drinking a bit more.

Seungyeon kept stealing glances at Taehyung.

“Oh my gosh. She’s going insane.” Elkie pointed out Seungyeon’s constant tabs on Taehyung.

“Alright we’re going upstairs.” You motioned both girls to follow you to the next story.

“Jimin we have to follow them.” Taehyung watched as they left to go upstairs.

The man rolled his eyes.

Jungkook looked over, seeing Jackson look over that way too.

“Yeah.” Jungkook opened up his mouth. “Let’s go.”

The boys shortly followed them, heading upstairs.

This level was just as intense as the first floor. The only difference was that these people smoked a bit more than they drank.

“So many bad bitches in here.” Jimin looked around. “Nice move Tae.”

“Man who cares? Where the hell is she?” Taehyung looked over.

“Goddamnit.” Jimin cursed, forced to walk over to your friend group with Taehyung.

Jungkook wasn’t too thrilled either. Especially because he didn’t know how you were going to be like.

“Hey Seungyeon.” Taehyung approached her, making her instantly turn her head.

Poor girl had been waiting for that man to talk to her all night.

“Oh. Hey.” She kept it short, just like you and Elkie told her to.

“Let me get you and your girl friends some more drinks yeah?” He offered, making it harder to fight and say no.

“Please.” She caved in, making everyone follow them to the bar.

“Fucking great.” Jimin mumbled.


It was awkward as hell. Two odd couples and two random friends all forced to hang out together.

All because of Seungyeon and Taehyung.

Taehyung got all of them drinks like he said, everyone drinking together to ease up a bit.

Taehyung and Seungyeon were lost in their own conversation.

They were so corny it was making everyone extremely nauseous.

“Are you proud of her?” Jimin shook his head, speaking to Elkie. “Your friend single-handedly ruined my friend group.”

“My friend? Your boy here started it all.” She argued.

“Like hell he did. She took advantage of him.” He told her.

She laughed. “Who’s the one who’s supposed to just drop the shit off and go?”

“You can’t blame a man for just tryna get some.” Jimin shrugged. “Not his fault.”

“You’re delusional.” Elkie rolled her eyes.

“I like how you speak to me. You wanna go make out?”

“Sure.” Elkie shrugged, walking off with Jimin.

You’ve got to be kidding me.

You were alone with Jungkook.

“So,” You began to speak. “Which girl in the car was your favorite?”

“Is that seriously how you’re gonna start this?” Jungkook stared you down.

“Hell yeah.” You chuckled. “You’re a fucking prick. You’re childish and you’re just down right stupid. Sending me some photo of some bitches. Made you feel so good being with other girls huh?”

Started off strong already.

“You know what, it did. They didn’t have a fucking loud mouth like you do. Didn’t have to hear a bunch of bullshit every two seconds.”

“See this is exactly why you’re blocked.” You scoffed. “You’re a dick.”

“You block me all the time mama.” He shrugged nonchalantly. “Doesn’t mean shit.”

“Probably doesn’t mean anything because you’re too busy with all those other bitches.”

“Me? I’m not the one fucking the party host.” He argued back.

Your eyes widened at the accusation. “Oh wow.”

You weren’t going to deny it.

It wasn’t true. You never slept with Jackson.

But Jungkook thinking that you did was enough to satisfy you.

“We’ll come back to that.” Jungkook poked the inside of his mouth with his tongue.

He was obviously very irritated.

“You’re always so angry.” You groaned.

“Because you just manage to strike that one nerve.” He shook his head.

“You’re so aggressive all the time baby.” You eased him. “Let’s drink some more. Please?”

He shook his head. “Trying to sober up. Someone needs to take you home.”

“I can Uber back.”

“By yourself?” He scoffed. “Fuck no. Your friends are long gone and most likely gonna end up going home with Jimin and Tae. Who can’t drive.”

He wasn’t wrong.

Elkie and Seungyeon were going to town on them. The couples were drunken messes.

You agreed, continuing to drink. You two talked for a bit, somewhat civilly.

The both of you couldn’t help but check each other out.

For you, that alcohol came in through your mouth and went straight to your pussy.

Jungkook’s going straight to his dick. Probably why you two always had sex whenever you hung out.

“Let’s go to Jimin’s car.” Jungkook mumbled lowly to you, making you nod.

Jungkook lets out a low whistle as you walk next to him. He couldn't help but stare at your body.

You were so fucking beautiful, he thought to himself.

The car was a bit far from the entrance. The lot was big so the parking was a bit inconvenient.

However, it was hidden well enough.

He opened the backseat car door for you, waiting for you to get in.

You could sense he was still irritated with you. It was written all over his face and you could sense it in his body language.

His anger and irritation had the opposite effect on you, making your pussy wetter than it already was.

Jungkook started the car, letting out a heavy sigh as he pulled out of the parking lot.

He glanced over at you, his eyes scanning over your body. "You know, you make me so fucking angry sometimes..." He growled, his hand reaching over to grab your thigh.

“It’s not my fault. You started it this time.” You shook your head.

"I didn't start shit," Jungkook retorted, his eyes narrowing at you. "You did. You always fucking do."

He couldn't help but get more and more irritated with you.

The idea of you and Jackson weighed heavy on him.

You were fucking Jungkook for weed. Were you fucking Jackson for drinks and party invites?

“You did last night. That’s exactly why I blocked your ass. Always running your mouth.”

Jungkook's fingers tightened around the steering wheel. He couldn't believe you just said that. "You didn't have to block me. You’re so fucking dramatic."

He snapped at you, his anger getting the best of him. "I fucking hate you sometimes."

“Fine. Just drop me off right here then.” You replied, just as irritated with him now. “I’ll fucking walk home.”

“You're not fucking walking anywhere. I'll take you home." He gritted his teeth.

“Whatever. Just drive me home and you can just get rid of me after. Since that’s what you want so bad.” You folded your arms.

He couldn't believe how much of a stubborn girl you were, but he still couldn't help feeling attracted to you. Even when you were like this. "Why are you so fucking difficult?"

He glared at you for a moment before turning his attention back to the road.

“I’m not even doing anything.” You grabbed your purse once he pulled up to your place.

It was natural for Jungkook to let himself in. He did so again, despite their arguing.

“I thought you would approach me at the party to apologize. But no, you’re just arguing with me because you’re jealous of some guy!” You huffed.

Jungkook scoffed at your words. "Jealous? Fuck no. I just don't like seeing you with other guys, that's it."

“Yeah whatever.” You rolled your eyes, “You’re annoying. Your stupid pride won’t let you just admit it.”

You lifted up the couch cushion, a small bag of pre rolls packed away.

“You know what? Fine. I was jealous when I saw you with Jackson. Are you happy now? I fucking admitted it.

“Gonna fucking smoke with me or what?” She looked at him, ignoring him. “Got your two favorite things right here. Weed and arguing.”

He ignored her, grabbing his own preroll and lighting it up with her lighter.

“That’s all you’re gonna say?” He scoffed.

“Do you want a fucking cookie? Congrats, you actually told me the truth for once.” She took a few hits. “So you were jealous”

“Yeah, I fucking was. I don't like seeing you with other guys Y/n. It makes me want to rip their fucking heads off." He chuckled and shook his head. "Especially him.”

“Isn’t Jackson your homeboy?”

“Exactly. Why the fuck would I want to be fucking on the same girl as my bro? That makes me look like a fucking loser.” He glared at you.

“We were just catching up. We’ve known each other for mad long.” You defended.

Jungkook couldn't help but stare at you as you took a hit from the roll. He felt a surge of jealousy, but he tried to push it down.

"Just fucking catchin' up huh? With his bitch ass?" He chuckled and shook his head. "I know what kinda guy he is.”

“I know you’re not talking. Tell me, Jungkook. How many girls do you sell to that don’t pay cash? Too busy selling with their bodies.” She looked at him.

“Yeah? You’re gonna fucking start this shit again?” He chuckled, anger written all over his face. “I’ve told you the same shit over and over Y/n. I’m not fucking anyone else but you.”

“Car full of sleezy bitches all climbing on you? Yeah okay. Find that fucking hard to believe.

Jungkook understands your skepticism. Especially with the type of guys he hung around.

“Tell me this Jungkook.” You began, “How come it’s an issue when I’m with Jackson but when you’re with all these other girls I’m just supposed to believe you.”

Jungkook leaned in, his expression more serious now. He muttered. “I don’t want to do you like that.”

"I just get fucking pissed when I see other guys trying to fuck what's mine." He cocked his eyebrow.

“You’re annoying.”

Jungkook's gaze never left yours face as you rolled your eyes. He could tell you were irritated with him, but he didn't back down.

"I'm annoying cause I don't like seeing other guys around my girl?" He raised an eyebrow.

“Don’t like all these fucking guys tryna hop on you.” His eyes darkened as he stared down at you.

“I get it.” She sighed.

“Mm I don’t think you do.” He shook his head.

Jungkook turned you around, pushing you against the couch. "Fuck you piss me off. You’re just so fucking sexy" He growled, pinning your hands above your head.

"You're gonna let me fuck you like this?” He looked at you. “Because I’m fucking angry. And I’m not sure I’ll be able to give you that slow and lovey shit right now.”

You simply nodded. You swallowed hard, knowing exactly what was going to happen.

Weed made you horny.

Alcohol made you horny.

And you were definitely cross faded.

“Fucking open your mouth.” He moved his hand, now slapping you across your cheek.

It wasn’t enough to really hurt, but enough to leave a sting.

He seen your facial expression change. “No way. You actually like that shit?”

You two always had rough and angry sex. With the amount of times you two pissed each other off, it was like second nature.

This time was different. Jungkook was livid.

“I do.” You swallowed. “N-No condom tonight please.”

This was the first time ever. You never thought those words would ever leave your lips.

You needed it bad tonight. Real bad.

“Oh wow.” He laughed sarcastically. “You’re that sick? You get onto me every fucking day for asking to hit it raw. Now you want to?”

He almost couldn’t believe it. “Letting me toss you around like a fucking ragdoll. He fucking teach you about that shit?”

“N-No Jungkook.”

He slapped you once again. “Don’t fucking lie to me.”

“I promise. He didn’t.” You pleaded.

Jungkook let out a deep breath, knowing you submitted to him.

He moved his hand to your neck, squeezing enough for you to feel.

“Fucking embarrassing me.” He slid his pants down. “Got all my fucking friends talking about you. That what you wanted?”

“N-No.” You swallowed.

He slipped your skirt up, sliding your panties to the side.

He forcefully pushed himself inside, giving you not a single warning. “You let him fuck you raw did you?”

Staying still for a moment, knowing he would soon start fucking you with all the frustration he had in him.

“N-No I didn’t Jungkook.” You honestly replied.

“Not my fucking name.” He warned.

“You clearly wanted his attention Y/n. You think I ain’t notice that shit today?” His grip on your neck got slightly tighter.

“Changed your hair. Spending money to look good for him. Didn’t look in my fucking direction once. Get some new dick and you forget what you already have? Forgot about daddy’s dick?” He scoffed.

Jungkook's thrusts became more powerful, as he let out all the anger and jealousy he felt towards Jackson.

“T-That’s not what I—“

Jungkook's grip tightened on your hips, as he started thrusting. "Shut the fuck up Y/n." He grumbled, as he started pounding harder.

He smacked your ass, leaving a red mark. "Didn’t think you’d be this fuckin’ tight. Figured he stretched this pussy out.”

“H-He didn’t”

“You really have the fucking guys to speak to me right now?” He slapped her.

“Mmph— sorry daddy”

Jungkook grinned, hearing the slight tremble in your voice.

You couldn’t help but be turned on by how angry he was. How degrading he spoke to you.

Him expressing how jealous he was of Jackson definitely did a number on you.

"This.. is all yours, Y/n. It always has been." He slapped your face. "Don't.. you dare fuckin' look at him again. Don’t you fuckin’

dare question if I’m with other bitches or not.”

“Won’t— promise Daddy” She apologized.

Jungkook's expression changed to an angered confusion, as you apologized. "Sorry? You think.. You fuckin' deserve my mercy?"

He hissed as he stopped thrusting, grabbed you and forced you on all four. "I'll show you fuckin' sorry."

“You're mine to fuck. Mine to spoil. Mine to hug. Mine to love.” He grabbed your hair and pulled it back, as he started thrusting hard again. "And you just fucking gave that away?”

“No I— Daddy no I didn’t.” You whimpered.

Jungkook's thrusts became more violent as his anger continued to fuckin boil. "You.. You fuckin' slut," He growled and smacked your ass hard once again.

“D-Didn’t fuck him.” You confessed, swallowing. “N-Never fucked him.”

Jungkook stopped thrusting, his expression was furious, he looked at you with pure shock.

"You didn't fuck him?" He repeated between gritted teeth, not entirely sure if he should believe you or not. “Are you serious?”

“N-Never fucked him.” She hit her lip.

“So you lied?” His voice was low.

“I just never denied anything you said.” She confessed, a bit ashamed now that she was confessing out loud.

"Wow Y/n." He murmured lowly, making a pause in his thrusts, as he looked at you with confusion and shock. "And you made me do all this.”

“I-“ She felt her stomach drop.

Jungkook scoffed and shook his head in disbelief. He was still holding you by the throat, a little tighter now as his cock started to thrust intensely again. "Yeah, you did.”

Jungkook grunted, his thrusts became louder and more intense, holding you tighter. "You're a fucking slut.."

He whispered in a low voice, his hand starting to squeeze around your throat. He pulled himself out a bit to slap your face.

“Pulled all that just for some dick? Seriously Y/n?” He grunted into your ear.

“So sorry Daddy” She apologized softly, the sensual nickname slipping from her lips.

Upon hearing you call him "Daddy" his thrusts became more intense. Hearing it made him weak everytime.

A low growl sounded out from his throat again as your body was pushed back onto the bed with each thrust deeper into you.

He snickered, his hand reaching down to slap your ass cheek, hard. "You're a fucking whore.." He moans, his thrusts are so hard that he's smacking against your body. He leaned in to bite your neck.

“Finally got the dick you wanted? I can’t fucking believe you pulled that shit.” He grunted, utterly shocked. “Can’t fucking believe you did that.”

His thrusts became even more forceful, each hard smack against your ass echoing around you.

He moans as he bites into your shoulder, teeth grinding into your skin angrily. "Why'd you fucking lie to me?" He growls into your ear.

“Wanted you— Wanted your attention.” She whimpered. “Wanted to see how you felt.”

“Yeah? That’s how you fuckin’ wanted me to confess?” He roars out angrily, his grip tightening almost painfully.

“I-It worked…” She boldly whispered.

His glare is fire as he grabs your throat, pulling you back to look into your eyes.

"You like it when I get tell you how I feel? You fuckin’ like it?” He growls out, squeezing your throat tighter for a moment before letting go.

“I liked it Daddy” She bit her lip.

His jaw almost cracks from the intensity of his teeth grinding as he hears your response.

He begins to fuck you harder, losing his anger and going into a frenzy. "You’re so fucking lucky I love to abuse this pussy.”

“Shit feels so fuckin’ good Daddy— Fuck” She cursed repeatedly.

A low groan rips from his throat, feeling your walls squeezing around him at your curse. He liked when you talked dirty. “So fucking pretty like this.”

“Lying about other dudes is different for you baby..” He huffed. “You love this dick huh baby? Tell me.”

“Yes Daddy— I fuckin’ do.” You nodded quickly.

He leans back down, biting at your bottom lip and nodding.

"That's right, you love this dick, mama. Fucking take it then." He spoke lowly, encouraging you to get more vocal and naughty while he pounds into you.

“Feels so much fucking better raw.” She rolled her eyes back. “Should’ve fucking let you months ago.”

He lets out a growl, feeling how tight your walls are on him with no condom. He nods, agreeing and liking the feeling of you raw.

"That's right mama. You ain’t believe me when I said you were the only one. Should’ve been let me hit it raw.” He chuckled. “Gonna fuck you so good now though."

He's on the brink of losing it, he knows he's about to cum soon.

He looks down at you who’s absolutely fucked dumb on his cock.

He curses, slowing down just a tad. "You fucking loving that we're doing it raw now?”

“Feels so much fucking better now. W-Want you to cum inside too.” You begged, making his eyes widened.

“Are you serious?”

“W-Want it so bad I— Please.”

He groans, loving the idea at your request. “Pretty girl gonna let me cum inside, I couldn’t ask for more.”

He speeds up a little bit, slamming into you roughly and grunting. "That's right, fucking want my cum? Wanna turn mama into more than just a nickname huh?”

He dirty talked her so good.

“Mm yes Daddy yes.” She swallowed.

His eyes grow wide at the idea but he smirks while he continues to thrust into you hard, making a dirty scene in his head.

"That's right, I wanna fill your womb up with my kids, make them from your tight fucking pussy, don't fight it mama. So close” He mumbled in her ear.

“Shit I’m close too.”

He knows he's close too, groaning almost in pain from not cumming yet. He continues to fuck you relentlessly as you near the edge.

"Shit! Cum on my cock mama, you need to cum, you want to cum so bad don't you?"

“Cumming fuck” She immediately let go of the feeling building up in her stomach.

He's right on the edge with you, his cock swells up before he pulls out and shoots his hot load to the side of your stomach, he's not ready for kids, at least not yet.

He slumps backwards and curses. "Fucking shit.”

The two were panting on the couch, struggling to catch their breaths.

She panted. “I’m sorry for lying Jungkook. It was wrong of me to lie to you.”

He smirks and shakes his head but still looks at you with an amused expression.

"No need to apologize momma, we're fucking both dirty. Besides we both liked it didn't we?" He winks and wraps an arm around you.

“You’re really not mad?”

“I mean it irritated me a lot when I thought you fucked him.” He sighed. “I’m just relieved now.”

“When I told you I haven’t been with anyone else I meant it.” You told him. “That’s not

something I would lie about. Especially after I pressed you for so long.”

“I know. When I seen him touch you like that I just— I thought I lost you.” He looked at you. “I just kinda thought you were using me.”

“It’s not about weed for me anymore Jungkook.” You swallowed. “It hasn’t been for a while.”

“It was never about the weed for me.” He confessed. “I just wanted to see you since the beginning.”

“You thought that was a secret?” You couldn’t help but snort.

“Okay I’m never being vulnerable with you again.” He shook his head.

[anxiescape]

Fanfic writer interview, tagged by @violetjedisylveon

What fandoms do you write in?

A lot, actually, but I’ve only published in a few so far: LEGO Monkie Kid, Danny Phantom, and Percy Jackson and the Olympians. Other fandoms that I’ve written in are Sonic the Hedgehog, My Hero Academia, Fullmetal Alchemist, Gravity Falls, Supernatural, My Little Pony, and Marvel. But I’m not going to post any of those except for maybe a Sonic fic or two, since most of it is from my junior high days. 😅

How many words have you published in 2024?

Published? 27,016. Unpublished? A lot more.

What are your top three fics you’ve written this year?

(I’m counting 2024 since I haven’t written too much yet this year.) I guess those would be Stargaze, The Apprentice of Thanatos, and Fire Lilies, since those were all I was able to post in last year.

What was your biggest pit of despair moment?

Oh, it’s currently ongoing. Just the dread that I won’t be able to get all my stories written, that I’m not posting often enough, that my stories aren’t any good, the usual… 😓

What have you learned?

Hmmm I’ve learned some neat stuff about ancient Chinese history and ancient Greek history while researching for my fics. And I’ve also learned lots about lily poisoning and cough syrup intoxication. (You can blame Fire Lilies for that, lol.)

Did you beta any fics?

I beta all of @amalgamorph’s fics! (which you should definitely read, by the way!)

What three fics have you read this year that you love?

Gosh, I don’t know if I've even managed to read three fics this year (and by this year I mean 2024). I’ve been way too busy, unfortunately. 😭 BUT!!! A few that I love and have read somewhat recently(?) are the space between a rock and a hard place by Alienu, The Constellations Within Us by cloud_somersault, and Shards by LadyGreenFrisbee.

What ideas are percolating for next year?

I’m really hoping to get Fire Lilies done and Stargaze rolling again, and I’m hoping to start posting To Hell and Back and The Last of the Shadows! 😁🤞

Tagging @amalgamorph and @mythicalmagical-monkeyman and anyone else who would like to participate. :3

[ohraicodoll]

Hi Babes!

I hope everything is going great with your new business and with yourself overall!! ♥️

I wanted to tell you that your Joel X Feral Reader series has a literal CHOKEHOLD ON MEE 😆

The way you write Joel, Ellie, Reader, and all of the other characters is SUCH a breath of fresh air.

I read A LOT of Joel fanfiction. (am i allowed to say that? 😭😆)

But your writing hooked me from the very beginning of the series, to the point where if I fic that resembles the way you write even the slightest, it prompts me to reread your entire series. 🤦🏽‍♀️💋

The slowburn, the fact that they don’t label what they are but they both know DAMN well it’s something other than fuck buddies, and the character development is just UGHHH 🤭

I know it may sound redundant or repetitive but it really is just that. Sometimes I’ll reread your stories multiple times to really capture the emotion or the characterization in your writing. Your world building and the development of each character along with them having their own personal world—literally wouldn’t choose anything over your writing and storytelling.

All this to say, your writing has really captured me. And whether you continue writing on here for the next couple years or stop completely, I want you to know that your writing has a special place in my heart. (and my brain because i cant stop making head cannons of feral reader and joel 😫)

Sorry for the rant!!!

Stay safe babes and PLEASE SHOW MORE OF UR ART ITS SO 😫💋

-💋💋💋xoxo

Oh my gosh I’m crying 😭 you’re so incredibly sweet and I’m just so thankful people like my stories and my writing 🖤 I felt for a long time like my stuff just wasn’t good since it just hardly got feedback and everything so hearing everyone’s responses have been so soothing to me!

So my last day at my day job was this Monday so I am officially a full time artist/creative director! I’m so stressed 😂🥹 But I got to hire 12 local artists for our new business yesterday and today we ripped up carpet and are scraping glue. Its so odd and nice to have more of my own schedule but there’s so much work to do. I’m hoping soon I’ll be able to balance it so I can have time to myself and can actually write and draw!

Soon I hope! I miss doing both and it’s how I recharge 🖤 Thank you all for being patient with me and know I haven’t abandoned any of my stuff, it’s just in hibernation!

[wonustars]

big sigh the ask I sent originally was so long.. why did tumblr give me the option to imbed links when I wasn’t allowed to!

but anyways my assumption is that you’re a girly in stem? I dunno if you’ve ever mentioned smth like this before but im gonna assume that ur super smart and do science or something!

for what I said in my previous ask: I still haven’t re-read way of the house husband BUT im gonna get to that super soon and look out for that ask because I remember when I first read it I really really liked it! (all I remember was the scene where the reader talks with seungcheol and then I start crying and jumping with joy at the same time.) this is another ask abt vernon scott pilgrim because the idea was put in my head and I wont stop talking abt it ever! ive been in this loop of listening to black sheep and then like imagining blonde woozi as todd playing the bass and it’s so nasty, like i need him now! also when scott and todd have their bass battle (and then scott loses) but it’s so silly to imagine vernon and woozi! also did u SEE the pic of scoups flexing during the concert in bulacan? oh my god they get so freaky in the philippines. that pic was sooooo lucas lee like i saw that pic and immediately starting tweaking out and thinking abt scott pilgrim!vernon..

also this doesn’t match the idea of ramona flowers reader BUTTTT i was watching the black sheep performance scene and oh my gosh bassist woozi and envy adams reader i was speechless like one of the best thoughts id ever have..

very surprised how a single text post had me in shambles and started making me write an imaginary fanfic in my head but it was an awesome idea so it makes sense.

also these were the links added for visual :3 one of them is youtube and the rest are twitter!

(jicheol want me soooo bad)

https://youtu.be/1xcSDYy3Dl4?si=9FuSEE6GjQWNnNDG

https://x.com/aludraexe/status/1868872427796865074?s=46

https://x.com/howoosol/status/1708795997315584083?s=46

https://x.com/cherrypick0808/status/1881009904540139807?s=46

https://x.com/winkoniverse/status/1880890248848417152?s=46

(he did this in the philippines bcs he remembered that im filipino! that’s a lie i don’t speak tagalog and ive never been there but its the thought that counts.)

- 🍊

TANGERINE ANONNNNN MY FRIEND 🫶🫶🫶

using read more cuz my response is so long 😭 ^

links:

black sheep

woozi blond 1

woozi blond 2

scoups biceps

scoups is so hot here link

i’ve been wondering how you were doing and i hope the new year has been good to you so far! sorry i take so long to answer, but your asks are so detailed and i love it sm that i want to make sure i have some sort of adequate response 😭 (i like to think abt what ill say before i actly answer hehehe )

anyways your assumption is unfortunately wrong (?) kinda! i’m a psych major but not within STEMhehe im currently in uni for a bachelor of arts degree in psych and hopefully a masters in education/guidance counselling after 🥹

thank you for assuming that i’m smart btw, i’d like to think i have average intelligence tho hehe im the type of person who has to study rlly hard in order to understand the content opposed as to someone who just can read it and understand everything right away 😭

and please! no rush on reading you’re probably busy w ur personal life like every one else on this app hehe :3 so dw and i’m excited to see ur ask abt that fic! i love the way of the househusband a lot 😆

and omg!!! i love your ideas for this scott pilgrim vern fic 😭 w how my schedule for fics r going rn i probably won’t even be able to write it till the summer time so im sorry cuz u might be waiting a long time for it 😞😞

the thought of woozi as todd is so yummy and SOOOOOOOO intriguing i may think abt doing a special chapter delving into his character and envy just for you, and to show my appreciation for you and your amazing asks 😭🫶 thank you btw i get so happy when i see u in my inbox

and yes!!! the guitar battle would be rlly fun i love where you’re going w this and how passionate u are to see this come into fruition 🥹 i’ll do my best not to disappoint you when i actly start writing this heheh and ill make sure to ask u when i do write it! cuz im not as into the scott pilgrim lore, ive only watched the movie once but im def going to watch it a few more times before i start writing this fic,,, may haps after i finish the dk fic i plan to write heheh 😆 so look out for a future post abt me calling out for u tangerine anon :3

I LOVEEE BLACK SHEEP I RMBR WHEN IR WASNT ON SPOTIFY I HAD TO DOWNLOAD IT MYSELF SO INCOULDNLISTEN TO THE BRIE LARSON VERS HAHAHHAAH it’s so good!!!

ANDYES I DID SEE SCOUPS FLEXING DURING THE BULACAN SHOW OMFHEJEIW god im so jealous i need to go to a svt concert in the Philippines ONCE IN MY LIFE!!! I NEED TO BE W MY PPL IN THE MOTHERLAND BADD!!!!!! when i saw those pics of him flexing i think actly crashed out omgjejfjakdjjshd

also tangerine anon, are u filipino 😆 i cant tell if ur saying u are but cant speak tagalog or if u were just joking HEHEHEHE anyways despite all that, as someone who is filipino, u deserve to go to a svt concert and one in the philippines too 🫶 the crowd is always so lovely there 🥹

thanks again for this ask!! i hope you have an amazing day/night 😘💕💕💕

[ariseur]

Saw that ur desperate for requests and will HAPPILY oblige!! I love your work btw. I would like to request Megumi w a popular! sweet gf/crush who is super pretty and girly but similar to him in that her reserved/smart side is similar to his. I LOVE this idea bcs it’s potential to be super cute coz yk the whole opposites attract thing 😭💘 and also I just KNOW from all of this everyone is just like so flabbergasted that Megumi ended up pulling someone so gorg n girlypop 😭 I would rlly love to see their dynamic on how megs is like very boyish n nonchalant in nature but she’s very feminine and kind - and also how they’re ironically attracted to eachother who are opposites of them. Cant wait to see ur take on this! Can be one shot or anything u like!

SWEET TOOTH, FOR YOU — MEGUMI FUSHIGURO

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི₊ ⊹ notes - hii!! oh my gosh this has been sitting in my inbox for a while and i know i haven’t been super super active for a bit but that’s just because i’m so busy 😭 i loved this request it’s literally so cute, i hope you enjoy!! loved writing it, angel 🫶

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི₊ ⊹ warnings - megumi having a big fat crush on you ( except you’re already dating ), intended lowercase, lmk if i missed anything!!

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི₊ ⊹ word count - 1.2k words, ~4000+ characters

the way the sun hit you made megumi’s stomach flutter. it somehow always managed to capture your best angles, not that you had any bad ones in his opinion, but when the warm rays would grace your face so delicately — you’d look ethereal. that’s all he could think about as he watched you order him a soda from the front counter while nobara ranted about how easy that last assignment was at the table. he cringed at the sound of smacking next to her, not even daring to look at yuuji who was devouring a cheeseburger.

megumi had ran a little late, and yet you still waited for him, proudly assuring kugisaki and yuuji that he’d show up. his fingers drummed along the hard surface of the table as he held his chin in one hand, narrow green eyes still fixated on you. his ears perked up from the sound of nobara’s voice arising from the busy ambience of the diner. “still don’t know how you pulled her.”

megumi turned his head towards her, squinting to try and decipher the meaning behind her comment. “what’s that supposed to mean?”

yuuji speech became muffled through the abundance of patty chunks and mixed combos of condiments as he chimed in, “your girlfriend is just so nice and,” his eyes flickered towards your figure who held a cheery smile at the waitress giving you megumi’s drink in search of a better word.

“girly,” nobara finished his thought.

itadori agreed “yeah, girly.”

megumi sneered at them, scoffing under his breath as he looked back away to your direction, scanning for signs of you only to find you making your way to the side counter to get a straw. kugisaki laughed, “you’re searching for her even in a restaurant, you’re like a dog.”

“i think they’re cute,” finally, yuuji swallowed his food before talking and grinned at fushiguro, to which the raven haired boy looked away. “at least you have a girlfriend, a pretty one too. kugisaki’s just jealous,” he muttered.

“i am not jealous—! that’s ridiculous.”

“eh? you are too!”

megumi groaned with the pointless banter until his inhale come to a stop, the familiar fragrance of your perfume hitting his nose as his head turned only to find you — greeting your boyfriend with a soft smile. his eyes softened a bit before scooting over to make room for you. the soda cup made a small ‘clink!’ on the table, somehow managing to be heard over the growing voices of nobara and yuuji, before you handed him a straw wrapped in a paper casing.

“so, what’s going on?” you scooted back until your spine was snug against the booth’s tall, cushioned seat. megumi grimaced as he looked at you. “you don’t wanna know.”

“we were just saying how in love fushiguro is with you—“

the last syllable of itadori’s sentence came out choked as megumi clocked the side of his head with a gruff, “shut up—!” you laughed a little bit, your fingers coming to wrap themselves on megumi’s forearm, loosening his grip as nobara scoffed amusedly at the scene, her chin now resting on her palm.

“don’t be so mean, ‘gumi,” you muttered, lips twisting into an even wider smile. his face twitching as it urged to return back to its resting face before his eyebrows furrowed once more, head turning towards the window.

“he started it.”

“what—? i’m just helping you out!” yuuji defended, immediately backing down when he saw megumi’s jaw clench. “nope, yep, you’re right,” you got a french fry off nobara’s tray, swiping it along the red, smooth consistency of the ketchup and popping it into your mouth as you both chatted about your small mission, replaying highlights in your guys’ heads. you all stayed like that for a while, talking about whatever came to your mind as you finished your food.

megumi watched as you listened to yuuji’s rant about horror movies, a specific one he wanted to see in theaters — and even if you cringed at some parts, wincing at certain gory touches or odd factors, you nodded your head to let him know you were listening. megumi loved that about you, how open minded you were. his eyes trailed down to your hands, your right hand thumbing his knuckles as your soft grip tightened ever so gently, even though he’s sure you could never hurt him too badly.

it was like his eyes couldn’t take themselves off of you — until, his phone vibrated in his pocket and he fished it out only to find the familiar kanji of a name only belonging to your guys’ teacher, satoru gojo. he huffed, reading the quick message before shoving it back into his rear pocket and waiting until you were done talking to notify the other that gojo wanted you guys to come back to school, complaining that there was something important to talk to all of you about. knowing him, it would probably be something minuscule like interrogating the first years on who ate the remaining kikufuku ( although it was obvious that it was totally itadori ).

but even then, as you gathered your things and threw your trash away, thanking the waitresses and owners for the service, his eyes stayed glued to your hands, now joined together with a interlock that could never pull the two of you apart. your pinkies stayed firmly wrapped with each other as you swung your arm as the pink, intricate bracelet he got you loosely dangled along your wrist.

“you okay? you’re spacing out a bit there,” you called out to him, causing his gaze to shoot up to meet yours. your eyes were always so gentle, it made his heart soften as he felt it pick up speed ever so slightly. he nodded as he looked away, burrowing his face in the high neck of his school uniform. “just thinking.”

“about me?”

he paused. he looked back at you, seeing the way the breeze slowly caught your hair in its embrace and once again, the sunset shone so beautifully with its illumination — gracing you with its light. he felt as if it favored you sometimes, knowing damn well that no other girl would ever look as good as you in the sun.

eyes of jade fixated on you as everything else was drowned out, the chatter of his classmates and the cars and bicycles running down the streets had nothing on you; for he was trying to memorize your face for as long as he could, engraving it into the curvature of his brain so that whenever he closed his eyes, he thought of you.

his lips twisted, almost as if he ate something sour before he looked forward again. “guess so,” he replied. that was the closest thing you could get to a yes from megumi fushiguro. that was okay, though, you’d give him all the time that he needed. it wouldn’t be long, you both knew, considering how his stomach fluttered once more as you beamed, soft giggles escaping you as intertwined all of your fingers together — eager to find comfort in wherever the streets would take you, rather that was to satoru gojo or to a new world, megumi would do it with you regardless.

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𐙚 requests are open — july tenth, 2024 ( 7:56 pm )

[allylikethecat]

as self proclaimed #1 ducklings fan i’m IN TEARS with the new update😭

poor matty :(

but also i can’t help but feel for george! i can’t imagine how guilty and scared he’s feeling :/ i hope when they find matty he gets a shred of the comfort he’s been craving since the beginning ☹️

! your writing is amazing and leaves me wanting more as it always does!

also! this is random but i haven’t stopped in in a while! i got a promotion at work and im now a lead teacher ANDDD i got approved for a new apartment:))

how are you doing? what’s going on!

- 💟

Ahhh Hello 💟 Anon!

It is so lovely to hear from you again! Oh my gosh congratulations!! That is such incredible news!! I know that you're like an emoji on my computer screen but I am so sure that promotion is so very well deserved and that you are doing an amazing job! Congratulations!!! AND a new apartment?! 🎉 You are doing incredible things and I am SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! Keep up the being amazing oh my gosh!!

Ahh thank you so much for reading! I'm so happy to hear that you enjoyed the new chapter (it means even more coming from Ducklings #1 Fan 😉) I was worried that I had missed the mark with it, but Fictional!Matty has been trying to run off on me all fic and I finally let him do it. He is so very sad and so very much needs a hug. Fictional!George feel so, so guilty oh my gosh, and he's only going to feel more guilty once they find Fictional!Matty... AH thank you so much again for reading and always being so lovely and supportive! I am so extremely grateful!

I am doing well - work has decided to get extremely busy and stressful this week and I'm like wtf chill, it's a short week with the holiday we had in the US on Monday, things are not supposed to be stressful! So I have found myself running again in the afternoons... my knee is not happy about it but oh well 😂

Thank you SO MUCH for reading and for sending me this ask and for just being so generally lovely and supportive! I get so excited when I see familiar emojis in my inbox! I feel like we're all friends and it is so very fun! I hope your Wednesday is going well and that you have a wonderful rest of your week!

❤️Ally

[rrxnjun]

HIIII i’m back <3 kinda, just have one more exam and i’m done hh i can’t wait to take a break from living the exam season’s special ultra hermit life 

AHHH i love looking for alaska sm ?? one of the best books i’ve ever read gosh and turtles all the way down was so raw and personal it took me sooo manyyy business days to recover from that one. AND YESS dystopian is one of the lomls  

OML YOU’RE GETTING INTO EXO yes they are just good, hard to skip, literally run on -34853 braincells etc etc. love them sm. ahjfg i literally check out baekhyun screaming compilations on youtube i’m SO not normal ab them. check this one out it hhh and this playboy is like one of those songs for me so that video made me go *SCREAMMMMMMMS INTO PILLOWW* 

your bias is baekhyun and chanyeol AHHH 2/3 of the beagle line alr they’re not even the maknaes or anything but they’re so chaotic. literally every reality show they’ve been in so far is just them doing their thing and suho trying to get shit under control. OML AND SEHUN ?? is that a thing for aries men pattern i see lmao man is so sassy, has like the most iconic lines to rap andd is so memeable (NOT EVEN KIDDING HIS MEMES ARE USED SM IN KPOP FANDOMS)  

also check out exo next door !! i saw it back when i was trying to get to know them better and it kinda helped bc IT’S LEGIT A KDRAMA WITH THEM BEING EXO. there’s like no plot and it’s just brainless romance w chanyeol as ml,  kyungsoo as second ml and moon ga young as fl (typical love triangle no surprises kk) but it’s funny and i think you need to know ab this hehe (baekhyun on top sehun in the bottom and ykw that’s the got to be the weirdest thing i’ve typed out BYE)

YKJDF kyungsoo is funny when he’s not being a violent little dude 😭😭 so attractive tho. he’s the loml. period. 

NAURR you missed prom ahh pandemic era was so bad. literally the worst. fun fact: my batch missed a v important set of final exams bc of covid jj but i’ll be writing it this year (2023) so it’s not like i’m missing anything 🤧 oh new uni?? IN A NEW PLACE AHHH i’m so proud of you bar <3 moving to a new place for uni sounds so hard i hope you settle down soon. AGHHHHHH i’m of 0 help when it comes to social interactions 😭😭 but !! i can listen.     

no bc one of the first few thoughts that entered my brain after watching the yangynag cover was hjhk idt he knows how to play it tho lmao it’s like how ncit and that nct coding crew thing happened but they idt they actually code kfjg 

also thoughts on 2 baddies NGL I FIND THE NAME 2 BADDIES HILARIOUS FOR SM REASON LIKE 2?? BADDIES?? REALLY ?? catchy song tho i haven’t checked the album yet hh 

DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE DREAM CONCERT LIKE ID NEED AN AMBULANCE IF THEY DID SHIT LIKE THAT WATCHING ON A DUCKING SCREEN MADE ME GO KJFDGHDJKDFGH IMAGINE WATCHING IT LIVE OKAY THIS JUST FUELLED THE URGE TO SEE THEM LIVE I WANNA SEE THEM LIVE SO BAD AND DEAR DREAM :(((

andjenonyfwjusthappenedkfj “our jeno baby went to new york totally naked” so true jaemin (not complaining tho)

ily too stay safe <33 gosh i hope the move wasn’t too hard <3 just so you know i'm here if you need to vent

hello!!! im so sorry for replying late but i was at uni very very drained of all time and energy :( and when i finally opened this and went to answer, tumblr decided to crash when i was ending my answer so i lost all of it and it was very late in the evening and i had driving class the next morning so i just went to sleep DKFJAL hope you dont mind! also im hoping exam season is officially over for you and that you get to rest!!!!!

HELL YEAH IM GETTING INTO EXO (well, as much as i can w my schedule rn hahaha) I WATCHED BOTH OF THESE VIDEOS AND WHY DO I KNOW PLAYBOY? I KNOW MORE EXO SONGS THAN I THOUGHT I DID LMAO also baek screaming is a big fat mood i am like that too. him and chanyeol are so chaotic i lowkey think thats why i love them so much they just own my heart with their chaos <33 A THING FOR ARIES MEN IM SCREECHING to be honest i actually have a thing for fire and air signs in general (mainly leos, sagittariuses, aquariuses and geminis lmaoo) and none of my biases are earth/water signs if i dont count baek, ningning and beomgyu LOL but SEHUN IS SO MEMORABLE and i love his raps. i listened to the exo-sc album when it came out and its stuck in my head 24/7 and for some reason every time im driving, 1 billion views always gets stuck in my head LMAO

ill make sure to check out exo next door when i have the time and energy!! also the screenshot is so random WHY DID YOU THINK OF SENDING ME THIS DFJKDAL NOT SAYING I HATE IT BC I DONT BUT WHAT EVEN IS THAT AND WHY ARE THEY LIKE THAT DKFA

yes i missed prom but it was actually a good thing bc i hated my class lmaoooo. also yea! i moved last sunday,,, cried for three days straight and then when i came home yesterday i cried again. uni is so hard and im so lost and lonely and homesick and i hate everything about it. i wish i could come back home but,, i just gotta battle through it for the next approx. 3-5 years :DD

YANGYANG FOR SURE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR HE LEGIT WASNT EVEN PRESSING DOWN THE STRINGS. INAAWSIA YY CANT RELATE...... /j also the ncit coding thing was so wild for me for some reason bc you could SEE that they dk what theyre doing. the only person that could have some clue was jungwoo but....i doubt it LMAO but also hyuck in those concept photos...............still thinking abt him tied up in those cords on the floor w that bloody lollipop in his mouth im-

2 baddies is the catchiest song there exists the title makes me crack the fuck up its so funny DJFKLA i love it tho!!!!! havent checked out the whole album yet but designer's been on repeat its so good!!!! if you listened already, tell me your faves and ill make sure to get to it soon so we can talk abt it :pp

THE DREAM CONCERT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA RENJUN IN THAT GLASS BOX? HYUCK? DEATH. I WANNA SEE THEM LIVE SO BAD AS WELL BUT >:( *cries in broke european*

also jaemin sending that message on bubble im crying TT he really clowned him for looking so good !!

the move indeed was harder than i expected. going back tomorrow (i come home every weekend:p) and i hate the thought already. its been...a wild ride but im going to a party on tuesday so i hope to make some friends or just to generally have some fun haha

i love you, hope life is gentle to you! be safe, stay healthy, have fun!! thanks for sending this and make sure to tell me how you are and whats new when you have time! xx

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Hi darling ❣️ How have you been ?!

I’m so sorry I haven’t gotten around to sending you an ask, I’ve had a lot going on the past while 😓

TBEISNAJWJ THE FINAL CHAPTER OF ALL THE WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN OH MY GOSH IM DYING 😭😭😭😭😭

⚠️To anyone that hasn’t read chapter 5 of All The Words Left Unspoken, this ask contains spoilers!! ⚠️

First of all it was such a relief that Yeji was so understanding and supportive of Y/n, in regards to Hyunjin and even the feelings Y/n has towards Minho (which by the way broke my heart slightly because I mean, Hyunjin exists and is practically in love her 😩 He’s the only option in my opinion) That reassurance was so needed for Y/n to process everything and I love Yeji for being such a wonderful friend, I need to find myself friends like Lisa and Yeji 🥲

The jealous, possessive Hyunjin has me down six feet under i’m telling you 😮‍💨 You write it so so perfectly and I get giddy from it, I was truly surprised Hyun was a more accepting of Y/n’s feeling for Minho, although he can’t control who she likes, but that was a very sweet little tidbit from he usual jealousy and i love to see it ❣️

(By the way the smut in chapter 4….. a masterpiece to say the least, thank you so much for it ❣️)

I really loved that Y/n managed to find some closure with Felix, although it took some good old karma for that to happen but it was wonderful that she took the high road when talking with him about their past 🥺 So mature of her and that definitely left the story on a more satisfying note !

EXCEPT FOR THE ENDING WHAT IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I thought Hyunjin was endgame 😩😩😩

I was flabbergasted… shocked…. Jaw on the floor…..

What a twist that was and I’m still reeling from it, but what does it mean ?!? Did she chose Minho ? Did she just go there to tell him how she feels to see where that Ava he could lead her ?!

Aaahhhhh I can’t believe the story’s over 😔 Truly bittersweet but I’m so so happy to have been along for the ride ❣️ Thank you so so so much for all the work and time you given this story 👏🏼

This was slightly chaotic and I apologize😅 I came right over after reading the final chapter and my brain was just flying this onto my keyboard hahaha

I hope to talk to you soon and get to enjoy more work from you 🥰 Take care and lots of love to you ❣️

hi sweets!! i've actually been very well, thank you for asking! how are you doing? 🥰

i truly understand! life gets busy and hectic, at the most unexpected times too. just knowing you enjoy my fics and send love when you can is enough. <3

but getting online and seeing this long ask from you? best part of my day. i couldn't contain my smiles and giggles.

lisa and yeji really do be the best friends though. where can i sign up for some like that? 😭 yeji had actually known about oc's and hyunjin's feelings for each other for years! girl is very observant.

to be fair, with minho, their relationship started in high school and lasted about three years. so lisa, yeji, and hyunjin were all there through it all (except those last couple months in busan, of course). they all knew how much they cared for each other, so it was really unsurprising for them to learn oc's feelings started to resurface once they saw each other. :) minho was hyunjin's best friend through high school, so he had first-hand experience on minho's feelings and thoughts, and the kind of guy he was. if it was anyone else, hyunjin might not have been so understanding. though, he is jealous, and definitely not as okay with it as he's letting on. he's been set on getting oc to be his for years, and he's not going to give up so easily.

i'm glad you love my jealous hyunjin, though! because jealous hyunjin is definitely my favorite, and so fun to write. (more hyunjin smut to come, don't worry ;))

felix definitely had that karma coming to him. though oc still wanted to be his friend, especially after learning his side of the story, it was still hard for her to trust him again or have conversations that weren't awkward. but, she didn't want to give up such a close friendship just because things didn't work out between them romantically.

to answer your question... no, oc did not choose minho! she chose herself in the end. there are things she wanted to work through, and figure out where her heart truly lies before she committed to either of them. xx

i can't believe it's over either. :( my heart actually broke as i clicked 'post'. but! their story isn't over quite yet. there's so much more to see, and so much more that needs to happen. you might be able to guess one trope that the sequel series will involve, but i think you'll be quite surprised at the other... 🤭

i love chaotic, don't worry! i thrive on it, seeing as that's my every day life anyway lmao. i thoroughly enjoyed reading and answering this. <3

my inbox / messages are always open! feel by to stop by whenever you want. 🥰 more works on the way! i hope you have a great day / night, and i appreciate you so so much. ❣️