#I have an interview for the NM healthcare job Tues that is eh

[millerflintstone]

What's it like to have a brain that doesn't jump to the negative thing? I hadn't heard from the company that contracted with me to do the intro tech writing project so I sent a follow up email. They let me know they'd be in touch and confirmed they did get the document. Then they asked if I could meet with them on Monday to go over it. So, my brain is thinking it's not going to progress from that point. That I did not succeed. I am awful. Why do I bother? Etc.

I know that I am not awful.

It doesn't matter what anyone says as encouragement. It's just where my brain goes. I'm not sure if if have some type of rejection sensitivity. Brains are fun!