#I have an 8th house Stellium what more do you expect from me 🥲

[namor-shuri]

Harping back to the multiverse Nashuri post I made earlier, one of my headcanon universe concepts follows this type of revenge movie plot above:

The protagonist is forced into isolating circumstances because of a third party/antagonist, where they then go on a calculated killing spree in hopes of reuniting with their love/home/etc. [whom they question is still alive or not]. They are willing to do any and everything to find them and although things look bleak along their arduous path, the memory of what’s dear to their heart fans the flame to their relentless and vengeful existence.

I can see both Namor and Shuri being in this predicament in pursuit of the other, but I’m leaning towards Namor to carry out the job. I just know he wouldn’t hold back. Nothing else would matter anymore. Revenge would be all consuming. Bonus if he confided in Attuma and Namora, and they were willing to help risk their lives on his quest to find and retrieve the Princess. His Shuri.

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[lolacherri]

Have you ever found those placements within your chart that just utterly strike a nerve? Kind of a dumb question, I mean I think we all do eventually. But I just came across one in particular after delving deeper into dominant planets. I just learned my dominant planet is Pluto which concerned me at first ngl 🙃. It’s still concerning after what I read but not in the way I thought lol.

The aspect that really just hit a nerve was the Pisces Sun 12H Square Scorpio Pluto 8th House (yeah I know 🥲). One thing I’ve always struggled with was putting myself out there. I feel naturally I stick out (it’s not good in a lot of ways) so I’ve always felt I had to scale it back a lot to be able to function in the world. As a result it really stunted me from putting myself out there, even creatively, out of fear of judgement or people criticizing my way of being vulnerable. That’s how I see it at least.

It sounds simple, just put myself out there. Who gives a fuck, really. Well I do, a whole lot. I’ve been criticized in almost every facet of my life for not meeting others expectations of me, including my family. Even well into my adulthood. Romantically, platonically, every way. And as a result I diluted those aspects of myself that bring so much happiness and put on this tough exterior (my Aries ASC doesn’t help 🙃). I quite literally built an identity over that scarred, vulnerable part of myself (I learned that in ✨therapy✨). There are a lot of other layers to this but just learning this shook me. The pure nature of that aspect resonates so deeply with a lot of the struggles I’m trying to sort out now. All these barriers that I put up even within myself. Unconsciously. Consciously, I really thought I knew how to manage my emotions and dictate how to process them (yeah right, with my 12H Pisces & 8H Scorpio Stellium 🙄). Then that’s when I learned, in therapy of course, that thinking through your feelings aren’t the same as FEELING your feelings. Bruh. Again, so simple yet how tf did I not see that??? Because it was the me I thought I SHOULD be, but I truly am an emotional creature. More than I’d like to admit.

The only thing I can really do now is heal that part of myself. Give myself grace. Be that figure my younger self needed. Just added a whole other layer to this healing journey.

Man this Jupiter 12H transit got me fkd up bruh 🙃. Fkd up in a good way though.