#I hate hpw hard i struggle with these sory of things. Its not the courses itself really theyre just 10% of the problem. The majority is
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Ok having a less good day after so long and I feel like such a failure lmao
#miranda talking shit#I know that medication cant... Resolve all my problems and makr me normal bht damn. Forgot that motivation#To do anything is still my biggest problem. I dont want to do anything... And i force myself to do everything#Only thing thaf gives me motivation is... Having others involved. But then it is technically more like pressure ?#But its basically impossible to do if you live alone like... No one will tell me movational stuff or like 'ok but do it for me' kinda shit#Ive been stuck in bed for 3 hours and i even took my concerta but im still ... Unable to get up. I missing my courses#I hate hpw hard i struggle with these sory of things. Its not the courses itself really theyre just 10% of the problem. The majority is#Going out to the bus and riding the bus and walking in the city. Theres so many strangers and the busses are packed i hate it#It makes me so uncomfortable ... The courses are fine by themselves. The people are 'like me' so i feel understood but its getting there#Thats so hard. I wish social interactions wasnt so hard for me and strangers wasnt so mentally challenging and tiring. Being a human who is#A social animal yet struggling with social things is the worst like wtf...
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