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kermitheefrog · 1 year ago

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we r so over like my anxiety is so bad in these type of settings and i can truly never figure out how to stop being so Afraid of fucking stuff up these ppl r my friends and ive known them years and look they probably aren't going to be mean to me but i'm convinced i'm on thin thin ice

#n constantly on the alert looking 4 reasons that i was doing stuff wrong n yesterday I was like that without meaning 2 be #I just arrived n already felt out of place n i just can't figure out how to express this without sounding insane #like i don't think it's anyone's fault but my own but it's like shaddap n b normal #like i did feel so sick I had to sit down but i think it may have been an anxiety induced thing #I had to come home like n stay at home today to recooperste it was just too much.#in chihuahua mode like shivering n shit. I had to shut my mouth closed n keep doing the 5 things yoke to stop myself from Freaking Out #whatever n i feel so terrible telling anyone this bc of all of what happened last year I just don't want to repeat it n make ppl feel bad #I wish to be mentally well I swear I haven't cared about this shit since school but now it's like school 2 or something #electric picnic should have silly stations for those who are suffering from silly syndrome

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