#I guess I shouldn’t be sad bc I got kicked from a group who clearly weren’t going to ever be able to fully accept me
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#last In It post for the day I hope it probably isn’t healthy to keep doing this#this is all going to sound so guilt trippy i promise it isnt i jus need to vent#and its long so dont read this honestly id rather you didnt probably FHKJHJKSFHSJKghj#love you all thank you <3#I guess I shouldn’t be sad bc I got kicked from a group who clearly weren’t going to ever be able to fully accept me#if being requested to not call me queer was enough to make them uncomfortable#but I’m still sad. it was nice to have a community of people with similar interests bc (especially with covid) I have nobody to talk to#I’m really in it#I hate this#I’m so sick of having to wrap myself in ten layers of niceties; otherwise I get misgendered and characterized as Annoying Angry Gay Man#it’s so telling when you only ever call me michael and use he/him; even tho u kno I go by ducky and use any pronouns#also this sounds so guilt trippy I don’t mean it in that way I promise I just feel shitty and need a place to vent#sorry sorry sorry#I don’t understand why this has to be such a point of contention#me asking on my blog to not be called queer and then getting wiped without so much as a message or warning#and again I guess this would’ve happened sooner or later and is indicative of how things wouldn’t have worked out in the future#but I at least wish I knew before this all happened. or I wish that people would stop seeing me as Angry and misinterpreting my posts#it’s never my intention to start discourse#especially not discourse for discourses sake. but I do like discussing things#and I was expressing a boundary. but bc I didn’t present in self deprecatingly and with 10 layers of niceties of course it’s misinterpreted#other ppl are allowed to rant and express their opinions and emotions but I am not offered that same luxury. or at least I’m the one#who has to suffer the consequences#i guess i do have the luxury this is tumblr of course i do but shtill#it’s an annoying double standard. and I know it’s because I’m just seen as That Annoying Gay Man Man Man Man Man Man Man Man Man#I don’t know where I’m going with this I’m just talking at this point idk#I don’t think anyone has read this far if you have I commend you but maybe you probably shouldn’t’ve DHDKDHSKSJSKDHS#I guess that’s it for now#I love you beloved mutuals so so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#thank you for putting up with this I love you ❤️
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