#I gotta fix my sleep schedule. thank god melatonin exists for that
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When you realize that you’ve accumulated a whole slew of bad habits over the past 2-ish years…
#ugh where do I even begin#entering into another mini depression#and just general frustration with myself#i am high key a mess but not that many people around me know this#and I intend on keeping it that way#when your go-to way of masking is just. keeping people at arm’s length#also when did I become so shut at managing finances? this isn’t the first time I��ve been alone#or perhaps this is a reflection of my overall decline in mental health? idk#I’m trying not to spiral right now and compare myself to others. but. it’s easier said than done#I gotta fix my sleep schedule. thank god melatonin exists for that#I have to like try and become more productive again. my old methods no longer work. probably because I’m no longer officially in college#I used to write all my to-do lists on my tablet and when the app used to actually work I’d be able to see it on my laptop#but now it’s not guaranteed that I’ll use my tablet every day. so to-do lists are out of sight out of mind for me#before I had like a whiteboard and a bunch of loose leaf papers. not the best but it was something#I think I need to go back to that#and finally reduce screen time and nip it in the bud. I think my use started to increase like crazy once I was lonely AND didn’t have much#options for places to go#but now I do#I think what’s also frustrating is that I feel like I had my shit more together when I was 18 or even 20 than I do now#like now everything is an uphill battle#god I’ve been needing to increase my med dose for forever. I’ve been at the lowest possible dose for so long#24 isn’t too late to get your life together right? right???#thanks for coming to my ted talk#uchiha-gaeshi’s life crisis#status: revived#will it ever end#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#also I’ve noticed that I kind of regress a bit (understatement) whenever I go back home so. that probably hasn’t helped.#but thankfully I’m away so. self improvement here we come
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