#I get to do some fun stuff with her whole snowflake iris :3))

[bluescarfvivi]

(For Vivi) For all your new abilities, you won't be able to save them. You've already proven you can't. You've made decisions that have rent your team asunder in the past. Eventually, you will again. You will slip. You will make the wrong choice. And once again, if you're unlucky, you will survive to soak in the consequences of your failure, as everyone around you disappears. Who knows if you will even remember their faces.

Send my muse scary messages.

“You grey faes just looooove hanging out in the past, DON’T YOU!” When one anonymous creature reared its ugly, chaotic vengeance upon a targeted mortal, more would follow. It’s an observation Vivi realized upon some of her first encounters with such strange beings. However, like most troublesome magic faes, this investigator conducted her research and figured out some...interesting ways to handle these annoyances. 

There would be no need for the metal slugger....yet. 

“How could you even judge myyyyy new abilities when I haven’t even harnessed the damn power yet! Look at yooooou~ Some high-strung, all knowing, mystical individual who’s pulling the fate cards on me.” Venom laced her voice, spitting in the face of this intruder. “You don’t know a DAMN THING about what I’m capable of, and EVEN I don’t know it yet! All I have, from ANY experience with this accursed family lineage came from a chance grocery store encounter which evolved into some...overarching war on the souls.” An experience that still baffled Vivi to this day. 

“If I have to repeat myself to YOU, like I did to one of your ‘little friends’ then I am NOT wasting any more of my breath, on a fucking...despicable...cre-”

...all that anger hit pause. 

Lingering words spoken from this particular grey face suddenly changed her emotional charge. Back when Lewis opened the locket, when all those locked and erased memories flooded back in one sitting, despite restoring Vivi’s mind it still...caused some irreversible damage. Years after came with bouts of memory loss, short-term mostly and some long-term. 

Even with spectral powers chaining those memories, locking them away in a deeper part of her psyche, while that influence slowing ate any other precious grey matter...she still forgot.

She forgot...so much. 

Little details about her daily life, small instances from her childhood or teen years, and growing to a point of misplacing several important items. How bad...would her memory become in later years? It always started out small but then avalanche into larger, more daily life aspects. 

“...I....I....”

No! It couldn’t be possible to forget them! They are her team. They are her friends. Her companions, her family. All of them, even those Vivi knew knew through her day-job. The hearty laughter from Lance, the playful giggles from the Pepper sisters. 

She could NEVER forget them all..... 

.....right?

Hands tightened into pure white fists, knuckles shaking as each covered an eye. Something pricked her left iris, though each eye held a tight shut. Coldness? Why did it feel colder? Why did it suddenly feel so sore in her left eye? 

What’s going on right now!? 

“....leave me....alone...” 

That’s the grey fae’s only warning.