#I forgot how much I loved tvfn

[spectres-fulcrum]

*sigh* Why do I still think of Tarkin and Natasi Daala everytime I listen to All Too Well(10 Minutes Version). I haven't read any of their books but I just think they're so tragic and ATW TMV.

I think Sadie Sink is partly to blame, young and redheaded like Natasi was. And I just feel like they're just the Red heartbreak. Like I feel like in my mind the tragedy of them isn't that they're like the song and broke up and got back together and broke up but because he died and she never knew. She never knew because he had installed her on some comm silenced base and she waited dutifully for years but it must've seemed like...

Like she was pushed aside and forgotten for his wife or someone better.

But in the end, he was just dead. The worst kind of miscommunication. He was just dead and she never knew. And I think her never getting to mourn, her probably being angry when she would've been sad, is so tragic.

And there's some kind of grief in the ATW 10 Minute Version(Or at least the sad autumn girl version) that fits that horrid miscommunication. That repetition of Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there, down the stairs, I was there, I was there, Sacred prayer I was there, I was there, it was rare you remember it all too well as there years pass and memories fade only for it all to come back in mourning this time. After recounting all the good memories.

Like they're a good what if ship. A good ship immortalized in the legends of Star Wars old EU. A lot of good ships were lost in the waters that day.

(One day without reading any Legends canon I'm going to write something for them. I know I am. And I'm going to cry)