covid day 3 update is that I’m not feeling dead at all and my head no longer hurts when I cough! only symptoms right now are a sore throat and some congestion…
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SUCCESS STORY
So I’ve been kind of new to all of this manifestation, Neville Goddard, etc. Success stories have been one of my greatest inspirations and they are just so encouraging for me, so I decided to try this “power” of mine and just believe my self as a God (because I AM) so I tried it, lately I’ve been breaking out a lot on my body and its just something I’m very insecure about to the point that I cry, so ever since last week I’ve just been saying in my head ( not all the time tho, just whenever I remembered) and also while in the shower even when I felt all the bumps and scars I would still say something like ‘ WHAOOO MY SKIN IS SO SMOOTH AND GORGEOUS, ITS RADIANT!’ And hey, did I believe in what I was saying? No, absolutely not (while doing that I just felt deep down that I was just lying to my self to be completely honest) BUT saying that made me feel good, In simple words: I FELT HOW I WOULD HAVE FELT IF I REALLY HAD THAT GORGEOUS SMOOTH SKIN. So GUESS TF WHAT! I NOW HAVE THE MOST FLAWLESS GORGEOUS RADIANT SMOOTH BABY SKIN IN THE WHOLE ENGIRE GALAXY, I did it without thinking ‘how long would this take? or am I just making my self look dumb?, is this even worth it?’ I just tried it, I just started to feel how I would feel if I have what I wanted, and it came, one morning just after waking up I took a shower and didn’t feel any bumps so when I got out I looked in the mirror and 🫢😦 NOT ONE ☝️ SINGLE SCAR OR PIMPLE IT WAS JUST THE MOST SMOOTHEST SKIN IVE EVER SEEN OR TOUCHED, THE POWER I NOW REALIZE I HAVE IS INSAVE, ITS UNFATHOMABLE. So anyways I started doing the same thing for other things and that’s it that’s my success story, I hope mine can encourage at least one person. AND HERA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AMAZING BLOG I LITERALLY LUVVVVV UUUUUU💗💗💗💗💗
B PS: Any tips on how to lucid dream?
WOW congratulations, angel! FEELING is truly the secret!
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AJAJHSHAB YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS🤩🤩I really am stuck in my head and most of the time it’s not even on purpose, i’m literally just zoned out not thinking about anything - it’s such a bad habit oml I can’t tell you how many times I got yelled at about it
Hehe I have an Aqua rising so that aloof part is even more noticeable! Having pisces placements is really a blessing and curse for me. Seeing the good in everyone really got me messed up even when I see red flags...bc I feel like even deserves a second chance😀
Neptune is my dominant planet so I’m not surprised it plays a big role in my chart😂Pay attention to the 12th...my neptune is in the 12th- is that important? It also conjuncts my asc so i’m sure it directly affects my appearance as well, actually all my dominant planets are in my first house and conjuncts my asc which I’m sure also affects my appearance (?) Ah it’s so exciting to talk about this since I’m beginning to get deeper into astrology and I somewhat know l what i’m talking about!!!😂🥰 You make the experience even more fun bc the info you give out is easy to understand:)
Btw I absolutely adore art! It’s one of my favorite subjects and I love making new things, it’s like I always need to do something with my hands.
Huh ...this is the second time I’ve heard someone say there’s a possibility for me being a psychic considering how much in tune I am with things , I was also actually just talking about this with my friend the other day! I’m not sure how I feel about it but since I’ve been trying to use my intuition more I might just try it:)
I’ve always been complimented for my eyes, it’s one of my favorite traits🥰Oh god how did you know!? It’s literally so hard for me to not smile without my eyes!!Hey leave me and my round head out of this LMAO🤚🏼
My dressing style is...interesting to say the least. I’m constantly changing my aesthetic, I can’t stay with one thing:’) Ooooh mysterious vibes~ Ik the 10th house may also play a part in how we are viewed to the public and I have a scorpio mc with pluto in the 10th. Eh idk if that really does anything tho. NOOO NOT THE HEIGHT! I’m more on the average side but i’m the oldest of my siblings yet i’m the shortest💀
Funny you mention that- Luicd dreaming is something I got interested in but for some reason I forgot about it, I’m gonna look into it again!👀
Bby I really am shy but tbh I feel like once I’m comfortable i’m definitely extroverted- Hmm I guess you can call me an extroverted introvert AJSKHSB anyways sorry i keep getting off track oml. I feel that sometimes my 1st house stellium can wash out my reserved personality and that neptune dominance. YYESSS I LOVE STYLING!!!😌 ITS LIKE MY STYLE IS ALWAYS DIFFERENT BUT YOU CAN GET AN IDEA OF WHAT I LIKE. AWHWHJMSKS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOUR WORK IS BEAUTIFUL! MUAH MUAH MUAH I HOPE MY FEEDBACK WAS INFORMATIONAL ON SOME THINGS FOR YOU! TAKE CARE AND CONTINUE TO SPREAD YOUR JOY YOU BIG BUNDLE OF SUNSHINE AND HAPPINESS🌈✨
AWWW IM GLAD IT RESONATED AND GIRL I HAVE TO CONTINUE THIS BECAUSE THOSE ARE SOME BEAUTIFUL PLACEMENTS
Oml you must look soo gorgeous btw! So first you said you keep changing your aesthetics and stuff? GIRL YOUR RISING IS AQUARIUS IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE AHH
plus Neptune is conjunct your AC and in 12th? You must look so ethereal and not even know it oml
Neptune conjunct AC is seen in a lot of models charts btw 🥳 my mom who has Neptune in the 1st was scouted for modelling when she was younger so I know first hand experience! Neptune conjunct ascendant is definitely in their head often. You could daydream a lot or if you have dreams they could be vivid AF and if you do get into lucid dreaming or astral projection I feel like you could do wonders oml. Astral projection I've heard for some people can be scary and you need to be careful and protect yourself, personally for me I've gotten used to it some more but still working on it!
I love your placements so much!! Thank you for taking the time to share everything, I enjoyed reading it!
Have a beautiful day and I'm glad it resonated!! 🥳🥺🌈🍭
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Episode 4: “Tua supremacy babey” - Lily O
I GET TO REUNITE WITH JINX YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
me waking up to see that im in the new tribe: https://media.tenor.com/images/93212119a4887f9fa0ad945c7ae2a5d0/tenor.gif
tbh i expected the swap since like we have 14 rn so its a reasonable number to do a swap before the merge.. but like this swap sucks not only me being the only one from og eener but its also me having to be with these 4 whites ppl. you know i don't trust white ppl except mikki SDFSDFSDFSDF so this absolutely SUCKS. and geekoffilm is on another tribe too.
URGH i hope i can team up with jinx and jude. and joey and i used to play together in CoW so hopefully, i am able to make him want to work with me again.. but monty... monty is very skeptical cause like they could just vote me off now. BUT THEN, i know that either jinx or raffy has the idol for sure, so maybe i need to ask jinx for that. or i just ask the person who i'll be up against with in the tic tac toe to throw a challenge if they are the og eener too.
much to think about bestie booth. i wanna trust these ppl so bad but i have trust issues
https://youtu.be/JrXnnD5KU0I
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naur this is the plan if we go to council
imma be like joey
you are the only cis white man on the team
you have to go.
you wanna be an ally?
THIS IS HOW!!!
so im pushing for u FEWEJFEEFJEFEIFEFIJW
heS ALWAYS SAYING HE WANTS TO BE A BETTER ALLY
ALWAYS CALLING ME LIKE JINX IM SO SORRY
ILL BE LIKE FOR WHAT??
HE'S LIKE FOR BEING A WHITE CIS STRAIGHT MAN.
IF UR REALLY SORRY ULL LEAVE!
I have to start this out by saying Giraffez, I’m so sorry! I tried my best but too many people wanted to keep us comp strong and wanted Lily O to stay. I really wish we would have had the chance to play longer together but sometimes it’s just not in the cards.
As far as swap goes, I’m really happy about my team. We have a majority from my original group which is pretty wild. I wish Chips was here and I really hope he makes it work somehow but I’m ngl I’m a little worried about him.
I was so so thrilled to see Jinx on Tua with me. I also have started talking with Captain and Jude. They both seem super nice so as always I’m hoping to avoid tribal once again.
I’d like to the think that original Llih (was that how you spelled it?) will stay together but Giraffez told me that Lily O told her that she was voting for me. Now obviously we all voted Giraffez but I think Lily O knows I was plotting. So. I hope we can stick together. But. Yeah. Your girl is worried. And excited. She is excited cause this group seems cool. But nervous because yeah I’m not ready for another vote out. Mkay. Bye.
This swap went pretty well for me all things considered. I still have a bunch of people from my OG Tribe, and the new people seem active and really nice! So, I like my tribe. Blake offered to me today to work together closely in the game which I am down for. The semi-inactive people need to stick together and all that lmao. Other than that, I am straight Vibing
Swap time! honestly its time to kick it into high gear and win this immunity challenge! make some real allies!
HELLO AUTUMNS WORLD!!!!!! So I have arrived in a swapped team with 3 of my old members! SOOO happy Mikki is here firstly since we can discuss basically anything. Blake and Raffy im also cool with but not like as close with them. Maybe a bit more with Blake. Of the new people my fav is Chris !! Already liking our chats and hope it can turn more strategic later maybe!! Ricky is also cool and funny and chips I was allies with him in Kili which is cool but probably the weakest connection of the new people so far!! It looks like we are gonna lose and if so its kinda hard like on one hand we have easy majority to vote off idk probably chips or maybe ricky or we could go against tribal linesI think Blake truly does wanna work with me tho but is just busy. Like going against tribal lines is kinda fun but maybe dumb. And chips being the 1 in a 4-2-1 swap sucks too!! Idk kind of evaluating the vibe with Mikki and will see what we think later if we lose… we would probs be safe regardless being protected by tribal lines on one side and having developed sorta good vibes with Chris and Ricky from the other side so probs wouldn’t be targeted from that angle either?? Hopefully… I did have kind of a delayed start with the new people cuz of irl stuff but yah we will see!
My opinion on swap was initially sad because I was missing out on Jinx/Jude/Joey/Captain BUT then I realize I like this tribe?? Im with Ricky still, Mikki probably is sitting at the cookout as we spesk, Chips is lowkey goody but I got my eye on him, Benj and I bond over Agatha Christie <3, Blake I knew from TDI so we have been goofin like a Goofy movie, Raffy I actually enjoy that we chat of the most mundane things, and that's everybody! I think I have a chance to survive on this tribe
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My thoughts are that I've got Ricky and Mikki at minimum. I know Mikki/Raffy got beef but I doubt they go for each other. Chips is like a level-headed Joey but I reckon one of him/Blake/Benj will be targeted if I had to guess. Nevertheless me and Captain talked during our matchup and exchanged info. My hope is me or Ricky are in Outhouse but I also hope not so we have higher odds to keep the goodies all goodie and safe
https://voca.ro/18WSqZznajDx
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I LOVE JUDE
so idk where my last confessional left off but i think it was before tribal. so after tribal, jinx’s manifestations came true, we swapped, i ended up on a tribe with no one i knew except chris, so that was kind of…nnng. but hey, gotta roll with the punches. me and jinx were paired up for the challenge which game me a bit of time to talk with them, and they gave me some insight on ppl i didn’t really know on my tribe, and also they gave me a tarot reading, and it basically said that while i’m probably gonna have to deal with some bullshit, i just have to use everything i’ve learned to get over any obstacles, and stay calm and collected through it all. i’m really really praying for this one, since we just lost immunity, and now chris is going to the outhouse, i’m afraid that i’m truly all alone now. and if there’s one thing that scares me it’s being alone. i really like mikki tho, and i heard benj was good ppl. maybe if i let them know that raffy might have the half idol then maybe they’d be more inclined to work with me, but i also really enjoy raffy’s presence, so i don’t really want him to be a target. blake and i have had a good amount of dialogue so i’m hoping that he’d be willing to work with me, to be honest. ughhhhh why why why tribal. WHY TRIBAL. in all my years of playing tumble survivor i’ve never been sent to like…and exile or redemption island ONCE. not once….ever…. please god let me get to the outhouse just one time.
First of all, lemme just say I'm so amused by how quickly my chances of no-votes went RIGHT out the door. But also thank god that it went off without a hitch! And right before a swap, no less New tribe is definitely iconic. LOVE Jinx, Captain and Jude are cool too, and then my Llih buddies are also v nice to have (shoutouts monty and joey)
Tua supremacy babey
https://youtu.be/oP7DWOnmt40
https://youtu.be/Z3_pyWTdRh8
https://youtu.be/UFshPYJ98z0
hello confessional booth... i'm here to give you um. something i hope!!!!
well since the swap, i feel like i've managed to fit in better than i expected cause ive been feeling under the weather and i don't rlly have energy to talk to anyone (which is so great that our tribe won this IC) but i rlly need to work on that more for sure..
joey wants to work with me.. like a lot. we worked together for a bit in CoW before he was voted out and he was a great ally to me back then so i think i can trust joey a little bit? and he rlly wants the pocs to go far so i think this is a good sign.
with jinx, we've been wanting to talk about the outhouse thing but jinx wants to call and i've been feeling sick so we haven't called but hopefully we can do that soon. i trust jinx a lot and i know they're gonna take care of me.
jude.. you know i like her since i saw her intro vid so yup gonna need to talk to her more!!!
lily c.. my fellow teacher pls SFSFSDFSD i enjoy our chat a lot like idt its much but every time we talk, with her, it just feels great and nice and like we just get to know each other so far so i hope we can talk game a bit more but we'll see
lily o.. we haven't talked since the day the swap happened. idk why. maybe she's busy or maybe i should dm her first so i think i'm gonna do that tmr my time if i have the energy.
and monty... PLEASE idk if i can trust monty or not. like he's a good friend of mine but my experience in orgs with them is that they tried to break the swp apart (which was smart but then mikki and i are both playing so gotta keep an eyes on them)
i'm just trying to feel good and hopefully recover soon cause i hate being sick. idk i'm scared of covid!!!!! but i haven't gone outside for a week or two methinks so we're gonna pray and see.
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missing mikki and hope she will be fine
Blake suggested starting an OG Eneer alliance to Mikki and Benj. They took them up on the offer so I guess I am in my first alliance of the game based on arbitrary reasons. In any case, they seem to want to vote out Chips which is a RIP. But whatever keeps me safe for one more round.
I don’t have an obsession with the Mr. Robinson’s Neighborhood sketch from SNL... No I clearly don’t... https://youtu.be/whfQf3Pd5bU
It’s my chronic overthinking in this swap that is going to do me in, I feel. It’s the pressure of having to actually think differently, and coming off of EVERYTHING I’ve seen in this community over the past 6 months, oh good Lord have mercy, I feel as though its so hard for me to want to not sacrifice my game, but at the same time... I feel all the pressure in the world to flip. I did have a lucid dream that if I got to a point where I consistently voted only white people at every Council, it would make my game look REALLY good by comparison, since I literally did everything I could, and no, I don’t want to hear anyone post season say this was rigged for Jinx, it’s not, we’re only going to go against each other down the road because of how this season has been set up, and it breaks my heart
https://photos.app.goo.gl/eSvSGkc4zmBfnYVP7
So here's some tea I suppose. I was a pretty big fan of the tribe swap because people talked more in general. This was particularly interesting considering their different timezones but continued ability to keep up conversation. It was pretty apparent that I was at a numbers deficit from my original tribe but my hope was that people didn't want to play like "that" and then if they did that my former tribe would throw it to keep the numbers. Apparently that is not true as Lily C went as hard as possible to win a challenge she could have convincingly thrown as an "accident" multiple times. At any rate, based on the total lack of communication with me concerning who I am voting it is evident that either the plan is to vote someone without telling me or that it is to vote me. This means that regardless of the situation I am in a terrible position and will be leaving sooner rather than later. I don't know that I've been swap screwed in the past (perhaps, I've been playing for too long) but it really stinks.
For the TL;DR watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzftXB28gBE
http://www.purplerockpodcast.com/wp-content/uploads/survivor-pearlislands-lillian-morris-no-sir.gif
As I'm writing this, I have a big gulp from... you guessed it... 7/11. I need to flip on one of the three of Monty, Lily O, and Lily C. My best option is going to vote for Lily O, I need Monty and Lily C to know I'm only doing this because yanno, things look awfully awful, and the pressure of making the right move and yet making sure I don't lose relationships is starting to get to me.
I also need them as shields because theyre the only winners in this game, and I need them here as shields for down the road heading into a merge.
I can't even believe I found TWOA IDOLS! I had to think a lot about who to give it too but I decided to do what felt like the smartest thing to do. Jinx and Captain already trust me and I enjoy Ricky but he gives semi chaotic energy. With that in mind, I had to give it to Jude as a sign of faith. Not only am I wanting her to do well, but I want to prove to her I legit want to work with her come merge 😊
https://youtu.be/vOn8Zsi0njA
https://youtu.be/UWTB-LYjbu0
for Chips: https://youtu.be/lSeDZdSEl4o
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All for the vaguely NSFW asks 😈😈
1. Are looks important in a relationship?~ yeah i think so,,,like not in a shallow way, though, everyone has different versions of what they believe beauty to be. but i do think that being able to find that beauty in someone one is in a relationship with is important & a lot of that has to do with the person’s heart in my opinion. i’m overthinking this lmao but looks do have a lot to do with a person’s soul & values.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?~ in my experience, no. but i’ve had a lot of bad experiences so don’t listen to me.
3. Are you a virgin?~ no
4. Are you in a relationship?~ no
5. Are you in love?~ i don’t know
6. Are you single this year?~ ??? uhhh for the most part yes ?
7. Can you commit to one person?~ i can but i’d rather not
8. Describe your crush~ nah i’m good
9. Describe your perfect mate~ someone who respects me & genuinely cares about me. y’know. the bare minimum.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?~ no
11. Do you ever want to get married?~ no
12. Do you forgive betrayal?~ not truly. i really try to but it’s always very hard for me to actually forgive the person & stop holding it against them. something i’m working on.
13. Do you get jealous easily?~ nah
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?~ i don’t know stop lol
15. Do you have any piercings?~ yes 3 on each earlobe
16. Do you have any tattoos?~ nah i wish
17. Do you like kissing in public?~ no not rlly
20. Do you shower every day?~ no my skin is too dry for that lmao but i do most days
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?~ yes
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?~ possibly
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?~ yeah
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?~ no
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?~ no
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?~ yes
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?~ yes
28. Have you ever been cheated on?~ not that i know of
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?~ no
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?~ not really?? one of my eyes is kinda lazy but it’s growing on me
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?~ oh loads of times
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?~ yes
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?~ no
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?~ yes
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?~ yes
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?~ yes
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?~ yes
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?~ absolutely
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?~ yes
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?~ yes lol very bad poetry but poetry nonetheless
41. Have you had sex so far this year?~ yes
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?~ if i’m sure it’s consensual? not long at all. i’m a horny gremlin
43. How long was your longest relationship?~ 8 months uhhh yikes
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?~ i guess 5
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?~ how do you expect me to remember things ? ig i was like 13 so no one
46. How many times did you have sex last year?~ oh god so many times i lost count
47. How old are you?~ 21
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?~ go for it lmao
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?~ i do not
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?~ yes but that wouldn’t happen
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?~ yes
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?~ yes. they are terrible, abusive, selfish people.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?~ no
54. Is there someone you will never forget?~ plenty of people
55. Share a relationship story.~ we just finished seeing mamma mia 2 in theaters & i took them outside & kissed them in the rain. it was kinda magical.
56. State 8 facts about your body~ I have a patch of freckles on my left thigh, I have stretch marks on my ass & thighs, i have short fingernails, i have terrible joints, my skin is super soft bc i very much believe in moisturizing, i have love handles, i am somewhat muscular but nothing too impressive, & my hair is naturally super curly
57. Things you want to say to an ex~ did you ever really care? honestly? (super dramatic ik)
58. What are five ways to win your heart?~ remembering the really important things, remembering small details, words of encouragement/affirmation, touch me for the sake of touching me & being close to me, & uhhh just be intimate w me
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)~ u may see me in my icon
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?~ just about a year
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?~ their voice
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?~ not to be not-vaguely nsfw & a Bottom but tie me up & make me beg
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?~ all individuals being satisfied & content in their experienced pleasure
64. What is your definition of cheating?~ when one gets involved with another without the other person(s)’ knowing
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?~ i can’t pick a favorite
66. What is your favourite roleplay?~ i’ve never actually tried roleplay!
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?~ going to see a play on a cold night then maybe hot chocolate, hand holding, & lots of things that provide warmth
68. What is your sexual orientation?~ lesbian ig
69. What turns you off?~ selfishness, arrogance, lack of compassion/empathy, lack of good hygiene
70. What turns you on?~ basically the opposites of my turn offs & some other stuff that one may find out if theyre lucky
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?~ i lucid dream a lot & believe me, u don’t wanna know
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?~ anything that displays that i’m doing a good job and the other person(s) is/are feeling good
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?~ hug me for gods sake
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?~ im a sucker for some brown eyes dude
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?~ myles set up a little date for us on animal crossing it was genuinely so kind
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?~ i don’t remember anything i ever do
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?~ as long as it involves consenting adults then idrc
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?~ why would i tell u
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?~ when my cat gave love to anyone other than me >:(
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?~ i told my brother just now
81. Who are five people you find attractive?~ nah im not gonna do that lmao
82. Who is the last person you hugged?~ mars !!!
83. Who was your first kiss with?~ a guy named jake in high school <3 he was cool
84. Why did your last relationship fail?~ a lot of reasons
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?~ it depends
yeah i was either super vague or too descriptive apologies~~ im super touch starved rn lmao so im a mess whoops ~ thanks so much for the asks tho <33 xxx
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loooooooooove love love these panel shots
you might think im abt to impose another stupid “lOOK HOW SIMILAR” statement but im doing this to illustrate just how different (surprise!) the protags of knb and rxl are today
to first brief over robo’s personality
stupidly honest, annoyingly methodical, straight-laced, can never take a hint, always unimpressed and expressionless: that’s how robo was introduced to us and that’s how he acts in reality, but alr the danger of falling under a subconscious impression is present not even 5 pages past the pilot chap
i could tackle each of his traits as more examples turn up in the future (as long as robo continues acting like himself these examples will turn up - eventually - whether we like it or not) but i’ll just take “can never take a hint” at random: it’s not bc he’s incapable of processing the atmosphere that he ends up never taking a hint. these traits are the result of his actions rather than a cause so as such, you could even apply a clear logic on the process that leads to him being “stupidly honest” or “always unimpressed” and/or some of his other traits that are, i think tragically, the only things to appear in public view in the end
he “can never take a hint” because -> robo isn’t somebody who wld conform to social norms. you can flip the order if you find this confusing: there are ppl who cld be desperate to conform to social norms but genuinely lack the ability to pick up on cues and hints while in the case of robo, he’s adequately aware of these stuff like your average person
what isn’t average is his mindset and not his instinctual reception. we’ve seen it many times in fact in just the course of 8 chaps? reviewing their situation word by word when tomoya dragged him along to test his new club might (sadly to a superficial glance) have made robo appear stunted when he simply happens to be the owner of a very lucid and invigorative mind? bc “methodical” happens to be the way he works as a person - which is why he voices it out and works the problem as a series of steps, but when you see him saying stuff like these
i dont get how anybody can continue to think he’s unable to get social cues. he continues to break them due to a raw ferocity in his unrelenting attitude and not bc he doesn’t truly understand what it signifies. or do you assume robo’s thinking something as idiotically basic as “i’ll just apologize first?”
well that’s the thing, given his traits it’s ridiculously easy to join it up like that saying robo’s “a weird kid” or “means no harm” when that cldn’t be further frm who he is: he’s one grounded and incredibly logical kid who isn’t as removed frm social cues as his enigma might have you think. give him 2 lifetimes and he’ll still never be somebody who “accidentally caused harm,” robo is no scatterbrain
that doesn’t mean he’s causing harm on purpose, or causing harm period. he’s too busy burning himself with his own ferocity which, coincidentally, is one of the furthest points that sets him apart frm kuroko
so ye let’s get this essay on the road
in both stories and at least of what i’ve seen in rxl so far, it’s a fact that the protags are occupied with a single, major task - but robo and kuroko are occupied with vastly diff tasks
kuroko has never been abt self-upgrade. kuroko is not a person whose story wld ever be concerned with re-evaluations, painful metamorphoses or discoveries of “who am i” - knb was a huge, huge story delivered just for kuroko’s ideals. and get this, he doesn’t own the ideals. the ideals own him.
that’s how he is as a person and that’s completely ok but it’s thanks to this - the layout of the story or otherwise - that funnily i don’t think the narratives were blatant and introductory enough with kuroko’s character as a person (for ppl to pick up frm the get go)
up till this day i hesitate to call him “kind” bc these are his concepts and ideals you’re seeing. it’s not “kindness” as a force in itself and, while im mostly neutral and even like kuroko (not slandering him just so you know), i’ll never hesitate to serve the reminder that “yes he did use kagami knowingly” or that he often, literally, is unable to see or think anything else if his ideals have been impeached. it’s not egocentric either (fujimakki’s characs are forever complex and i love it sfm) kuroko is whole-hearted and void of his own person when it comes to these ideals. or you cld say his person is those ideals.
so when ppl end up calling him “crazy/amazingly devoted” or “goes to insurmountable lengths for his friends” im like “...that’s not wrong” but it’s probably not the intended meaning most ppl have either. like i said fujimakki’s characs are complex and you often, if not always, can never take what you see for their surface value. nothing is as simple as that in sensei’s stories.
none of their personalities have been touched out in the open in knb believe it or not. it’s there when you wanna think abt who each of them are as a person but with the basketball plot gliding us over, who’s got time or the immediate interest for that ey? the intensity of the matches are fucking electrifying, you’ve got focused and determined players to watch and all is good -- but matches are just one part of the players who only assume their form as players when they step on the court
a human being is really complex and made of many infinitely smaller layers
and kuroko? i’ll break it down for you
he’s got a temper
a joker
appreciates idyllic times
mischievous (yes)
tAUNTS PPL
idk abt kind but he is indeed warm
contented to live a simple life
now here’s an impt one: he’s full of energy
it’s his body that can’t keep up, not him
and energy doesn’t mean you have to exert it like hayama
i think you can see he’s having fun: he runs and trains on the court with the mindset that he’s a very regular guy with a very regular stamina despite his (lack of) strength which is why he pukes and hacks and faints so often
and he just lets it come like some fucking joker
idk he’s just so full of energy this little fucker
it’s like this: he doesn’t actively go against the fact that his body is feeble and flimsy
but he’s so idgaf and comfortably spirited that he probably thinks it’s funny when his body does stop listening (which is every time)
and since he’s well-aware his condition is like that anyway he’s just gonna train like a regular person and listen to his body when it comes (read: collapses)
which is why he can puke, and puke so blatantly well
he’s not resisting anything be it the exhaustion that saps his body of what remaining strength it has, or the tired condition of his body
he embraces it all amazingly well imo, while it’s unfortunate for ppl like momoi who wld worry for him
but i also think this is another great attitude just as is kasamatsu-senpai’s methodology (taking impressive, measured care)
since measured care isn’t for everybody tbfh, likewise with kuroko’s method: tailoring each to their own is still the fucking best
i think enough on kuroko i like robo more than him i shld be moving on
roboooooooo homeboyyyyyyy
um but, well, ok, first of all
he’s serious
like... god honest he’s a serious kid. ppl say these protags are similar in their dead fish eyes and general taciturn attitude but kuroko is the way he is bc he likes the idea of relaxed and you wont ever catch him being uptight or having exaggerated responses to things the way kagami or hyuuga or aomine do (tho expressive responses is actually the norm for ppl lol)
it’s kuroko’s way of life, having a more relaxed attitude than most, why else wld he find kagami’s responses entertaining if he didn’t understand what made it funny? (dont go there you know this fucker is having fun at kagamin’s expense)
while in robo’s case it’s hardly “relaxed anything” and he genuinely wldn’t find what tickles kuroko’s bone to be funny. he’s a serious kid omg and im even glad we’re having a serious protag (for no reason other than me being a sucker for them). robo’s taciturn attitude is a direct result of his seriousness
ok, example
@ the size of kagamin’s apmt
he says it with a straight face and actually means it
none of that “im secretly being a joker” (which makes him god tier imo) bc rmb what i said abt this idiot having a temper
lesser characs in other series, when given a line like kuroko’s, are kind-hearted, mean absolutely no harm with their words and are playing around with whoever they says this to but kuroko, along with his “im gonna get angry” when kagamin didn’t exactly startle him shows that he has a actual personality that is as complex as any other human (not what i wanted to point out but since im on it)
some might say it’s just kuroko not being as kind-hearted as others but i appreciate that he’s complex and not all “friends and friends we have a good time and we hold hands” despite what ppl might say of seirin
but yes that’s not the point i wanted to talk abt the humor
tho he’s not being a joker in this scene like he is when he chases kagamin with nigou that’s an very obvious sense of humor in his statement (no matter how wry)
but
and
the 2nd example cldn’t be more obvious? in knb kagamin doesn’t even do anything to incite kuroko’s biting remarks (is it his fault that his apmt is huge? really? the guy wasn’t even flaunting but kuroko tsukkomis due to his sense of humor anyway. does he really feel that mad that kagamin’s got such a spacious living space or that kagamin is living so comfortably bc he can be seriously evil towards the guy even if it fuels my kgkr needs horribly)
(no, for the record it’s not your everyday “i tease you bc i like you,” kuroko means it. he motherfucking means it bc why else wld i had felt slightly uncomfy for reasons i cldn’t explain when i witnessed the way he tortures kagamin)
while in rxl
tomoya cldn’t incite anything better in his entire presence but i feel like robo, rather politely, closes it down like a sane person every time. bc he doesn’t feel any malicious intent towards tomoya and they’re actually getting along as friends despite what you may see as a simple comedy scene bc it’s how they operate/spend time tgt/get to know and understand with their differences
i feel like this single “tomoya, i told you to stop it” with the severely exaggerated way tomo is acting is...... the very essence of robo on display for the audience. robo is serious as in his innate attitude and responses to things, not that austere is the manner in which he conducts his life
proof: he went to fucking karaoke instead of declining?
break down of robo cuz im getting tired
all the above traits abt him frm pilot chap
currently searching abt sth with himself
ok with most events (he ends up getting dragged by tomo even if he hasn’t fully comprehended why he has to be there, or is it “before he has”)
the stuff he brings up or replies in a convo are like your average person
^ hello, important????? a very normal and average person
esp this “wait, i can’t exactly say i’ve decided to join”
on other more vibrant characs they’d be like “who said anything lilke that?!” or “eh...? that’s not what i said...” but robo’s reaction is the perfect picture of normalcy bc it’s impt to point out the ambiguous decision left in joining in a situation like that tbh
maybe one of his traits has to be changed to “extremely methodical”
brash and excessively bold when something illogical happens, not like a switch but a necessity to prevent further ill logic frm spreading
logic is obviously a significant matter to robo
standard kindness
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"Lucidity Roses"
LUCIDITY ROSES
ルシディ・ローゼズ
Dedicated to:
This poem, project, and visual representation of mental growth & beauty is dedicated to someone I miss dearly and think about everyday. My best friend Jaedin A.
She helped me get through everything. From my first heartbreak, to my first day of suicide watch in the hospital. She was there. From crying over being abused in a relationship to crying over being locked in a hospital room. She was there.
As I write this dedication with tears falling down my face like that day let it be known that I would not be here today. Mentally, and physically if it weren’t for this person. It’s nothing simple like I got an injury and she stopped the bleeding therefore she “saved my life” shit. It’s more like I couldn’t find my own injury but she stopped it from hurting by just being there with me. No matter the situation. Whether it was when I was 1,500+ miles away or just inches away she helped me push through everything that would’ve broken me. Thank you so much for existing in my era. Xox
This piece is heavily inspired by Jenny Holzers ‘Truisms’ poem. Her diverse yet obvious stanzas created beauty by the things we see and hear everyday. Basic knowledge formed together to create a intricate puzzle like piece that allows the mind to gain an insightful view. Thank you Jenny.
Alongside being dedicated to my best friend Jaedin it is dedicated to those who did me wrong.
Sorry to kill your vibes but no one can bring me down no matter how long they try. With all love and no hate <3
-Julian
WARNING
This is art. This is real. This is raw. I speak my mind and express everything I see and understand. This ain’t some politics-free Facebook post. Not wanting to argument with family members shit. I’ve been blocked by family members for the things I’ve said. My aunt blocked me after posting pro-black lives matter messages on my Facebook. Apparently not wanting to see my half blood brother on the news is too offensive. Wanting justice for innocent people was “too much”. Putting bad cops in the system they avoid was “too excessive”. If you can’t respect my existence or my families and friends then fuck you. This country has been hypocritical since the day it was founded, but overtime new laws and such have been put into the system yet they still treat us like the cameras ain’t recording, like the wounds ain’t showing, like the pain ain’t growing.
So realize that this piece isn’t some school assembly script. This is raw and uncut like Trumps Twitter minus the fact that I’m not a damn idiot.
Also while reading this piece you have to be in touch with the other side. By that I mean you have to be relaxed and at peace. Plug in headphones, white noise machine, open the window, do what you gotta do to be ready to see instead of just read. It’s like a deep song with curse words in it. You can’t listen for the words, you have to listen for the meaning. If Van Gogh painted Starry Night in an art class no one would fully appreciate it for the way it was meant to be. Art is three dimensional and up. It can be seen from many sides. Although all of them can be justified, when the artist explains what his two dimensional view of the piece is you gotta just sit back in amazement. The whole time I was writing this I had that mindset. This my canvas mindset. Knowing that each stroke on the white surface has to be better than the last.
So here is my piece. My canvas. I hope you enjoy and understand.
Here is “Lucidity Roses”
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america is the biggest terrorist threat not isis
all lives matter movement is a fictional movement
anatomy is important for love
astrology isn’t a science
arian advantages are my disadvantages
america escaped tyrannical governments only to become one
abortion isn’t murder
amendments have been broken
atheists are people not afraid of death
aberrant people are the future
able bodied people are the most lazy
abolish our current government
abrasive people are common
absolutism is always a bad idea
abstemious people are annoying
absorption of countries kills cultures
acquaintance is a rude way of saying relationship
adeptness is underrated
altruism is key for humanity
apathy controls our motivations
astronomy is observable and beautiful
amassing is dangerous
anonymity people keep the truth alive
aflame is the best way to describe America right now
aptitude lovers are real
aridity is rising
beautiful mornings happen everyday
borders don’t stop shit
branding runs capitalism
blue lives matter is equal to all lives matters
blue people don’t exist
bernie should’ve won
bravery comes in many forms
bruce becoming caitlin was important for this generation
baby boomers blame everything on anyone younger
bombs are never precise
boys don’t cry, men do tho
bitches aren’t women
bad bitch isn’t a compliment
babies show us life in it’s pure form
baptism doesn’t save every child of god
baptism didn’t keep me holy
bottles ease the pain
boredom is a first world problem
bacteria is everywhere germaphobes
being called something besides your name is great
blonde was album of the year
black lives matter
buying expensive things have repercussions
baffling is trumps best and only skill
burning the flag doesn’t help anything
basketball is the best sport
crying in the rain feels good
creativity is the key to a new world
conspiracy theories aren’t reality
cherry blossoms are natures physical form of love
condolences are appreciated
cancer can be stopped
censorship stops art
ceasefires never truly cease fire
cultures are not to be mocked
colors all have meaning
codes control our superficial social media
currently waiting for closure
classical mythologies were once religions
civilizations never disappear fully
cobain was murdered
ceasar once ruled the world
callisto needs to be explored
carbon dioxide emissions are real
cherokee are the toughest natives
christmas is definitely the most wonderful time
chickenpox in america wasn’t an accident
cold war was the scariest war
columbus didn’t find shit
captain avery was a genius
camo clothes are never out of fashion
crucifixion is over the top
dark nights only make brighter days
death penalty is overpriced
depression is real
denying science and facts gave us trump
don’t argue with science
devil dances to inner city anthems
death lurking in my thoughts lately
da vinci was the closest thing to perfection
drake runs our generation
dogs are impossible to hate
divinity is possible in our form
diamonds are perfection
doomsayers don’t enjoy their life
dormant volcanoes are relatable
dancing is art
dinosaurs exist
despite being held back we succeeded
desperate people are the most sick
different place this planet is nowadays
dying is overrated
dust shows authenticity
dyed my hair for this rebirth
defense is a form of offense
dreams mean something
doing thangs for myself
deities exist in us
“every night fucks everyday up”
emptiness is a curse
everyone is beautiful in their own way
exercise is a reliable stress reliever
eagles are sacred
earth deserves better
easter island disappeared
electromagnetism control our sense of direction
extinct species show how precious life is
endorphins are off in my mind
epicenter disasters happen in our minds too
egyptians had the smarts of unearthly creatures
einstein got sad over things he didn’t understand too
errors in our ways are to be fixed not ignored
effective ways to love vary on the person
elsewhere exist on our minds
equality is bullshitted in our world
eventually everything falls
endings are emotionally exhausting
efforts mean everything
egos are killed by assholes
education isn’t always important for a better world
eternal life happens when you love life
ethnic cleansing still happens today
ethics are not negotiable
eyes perceive more than the physical
fuck trump by the way
fires burn inside
flowers are unreal
football is a life damaging sport
“faults break into pieces”
freezing points are breaking points
futura is a great font
fonts are key pieces for expression
focusing isn’t something gained through pills
fallacies run our political system
futuristic ideas were once sci-fi ideas
finding love is very important
fire was once considered magic
freedom isn’t real in america
fresh fruits are being created as if they were artificial
for the last time the earth isn’t flat
fascism exist in our america
fuel exist in many forms
feminism is needed for this generation
fake love is true evil
false prophets are average humans
fables are more than just cute
fake news doesn’t exist only inaccurate news
faithfulness isn’t difficult when you aren’t an asshole
fanatics are just passionate, not crazy
feedback is appreciated
guys can be pretty too
generalization is the key to all problems
global warming is real
great barrier reef is almost gone
gothic art is the realist art
gambling is the currency form of lust
geniuses exist in many fields
generosity can go a long way
geometry is the simplest form of math
ghost exist
giggles are always nice
glaciers are separating
glaring is rude
girls glisten
glitter beauty is magical
goddesses are women
goals should always be pursued
go all out with anything you
get some time for yourself
gain respect towards those who hurt from things you can’t see
great wall didn’t stop the mongols
good people exist
gasoline isn’t worth killing people over
goodnight messages mean a lot
good morning messages mean more
gestures mean more than words
hells exist beyond our minds
health care should always be free
heavens exist in our minds
hesitation kills motivation
highly favorable people were once underrated
homophobia isn’t real, being an asshole is
homosexuality is just as natural as heterosexuality
hogs represent rich people
houses aren’t homes unless they’re made into one
home is where the love is
highlights of life are everything without a price
high beams on a dark road
how do some people live with themselves?
hidden in plain sight things are extraordinary
hello starts every conversation
height is superficial
hierarchy only worked for the pharaohs
hire the unfavored
heels shouldn’t be a beauty standard
heavens gate is no different from christianity
heavens gate is a religion
hashtag save our girls
happiness has me believing i made heaven
harassment is cruel to humanity
hardly anything is real anymore
help is never too far away
i feel like pablo making my own art
i’m just human
isis doesn’t represent islam
imperialism is the reason rome fell
imperialism is the reason we shall fall
immigrants made america
i’m sad as shit when i’m alone
i can also be happy as shit when i’m alone
i see race i just don’t care about it
internet is overrated and superficial
inferior things are not always the problem
invasion of foreign countries is never reasonable
ice cream is good for the soul
ignorance isn’t a bliss
illogical facts are “alternative facts”
illumination of the mind is inspiring
imagination is the only drug we need
islam has no relation to terrorism
impossible is only a word
infuriating people lead to a dumber generation
infallible beliefs are close minded
inhabiting foreign lands ruined cultures
informing is not insulting
innovation is suppressed in our world
instincts are always right
intelligence is uncommon
jim jones was the furthest thing from the messiah
jesus was brown
jean-michel basquait was our van gogh
just kidding isn’t an excuse for your assholeness
jealousy ruins more relationships than actual issues
jewels aren’t worth the killing
judges have sympathy
journalists can be bias
joy is a great feeling
justice is failing in america
judging others is natural
jungles need protection
jades are the perfect shade of green
jewelry is a classism statement
journey around the world if you can
jump into new things don’t be scared
jokes keep the sadness at bay
jumble things are sometimes more beautiful than neat things
jaunts are good for you
jigsaws relate to our lives
justifying racism is impossible
judaism is the most neglected religion
join the cause
jackson was killed by a doctor
jerichos’ horn is heard all around world
just wondering if i’ll make it in life
keep thinking positive things and they will happen
killing for peace is a hypocritical phenomenon
kings never end happily ever after
kind people are the most beautiful
keep your family close
knowing isn’t always understanding
kkk is a terrorist organization
kids bring the family together
kanye is a smart man
keep yourself your number one priority
kissing is just as addictive as drugs
kahlo is the best artist ever
karma will get you
kaitlin lives forever
keep the bullshit away
kaleidoscopes sparked my creativity
kd betrayed his team
keep it real
keep the faith
kepler telescope watches the heavens
kepler-452b is our last resort
kgb tactics are still in use
kick back and get dreamin
killing the innocent happens too often
killing by accident happens too
kidnapping is the worst crime against humanity
loving and sex are two different things
legends never live
life is a clusterfuck
love doesn’t have a gender
loneliness craves company
lying is an insult to ones morality
les brown motivates me
lucidity roses is my canvas
lucidity roses is life
lust for life
losing is better than not trying
living shouldn’t be bordered by rules
lying is an insult to yourself
leaving incompetent people isn’t wrong or bad
loving those who others don’t is perfect
let go every once and awhile
laws shouldn’t be bribed
lawyers shouldn’t defend sick people
lurking gets us hurt
lies formed history
last night stories are the best
lately i’ve been feeling sad
lyrics always have deeper meanings
last doesn’t always mean something bad
lines divide us like paper
layoffs are necessary for a new world
majorities blame their problems on minorities
mind over matter
meditation is a mental workout
mental injuries are worse than physical ones
make america united again
make your dreams a reality
men don’t understand motherhood
motherhood is a connection like no other
“my eyes had a gleam once”
my intentions are always good, my actions aren’t always tho
meddling in others relationships is disrespectful
mexico is a beautiful country manipulated by our politicians
managing friendships is tiring
morgues show us life after death
minerals are running low
mindsets vary on time sets
marrying just to cheat is unacceptable and wrong
mothers are responsible for our nurture vs nature thinking
missing people who hurt you is ass-backwards
“might've” has no meaning in the present
masculinization insults the free spirits
makaveli escaped to cuba
magna carta is the way of the people
mask show more than the person behind it
medications should be free
mcdonalds runs america
nothing happens for a reason
nights with the person you love is better than anything
nothing is as intimate as love
never have i or will i say “president trump”
narcissism got me through my depression
nihilism is the truest religion
‘no more parties in la’
nobody pray for me!
no means no
never think about the past
names always deserve a deeper meaning
narrow minded people are ruining our country
nikes is perfect
natural beauty is the perfect form of art
news stations are almost always biased
nirvana is close by..
nagging gets you nowhere
nowadays people aren’t living in the now
newcomers deserve respect
newcomers deserve recognition
nazism is still active in america
north is the main direction
never love someone you wouldn’t wanna wake up with
narcotics control the banks
nasa deserves better
never judge something you don’t understand
our system is corroded
ousting exposes jealousy
outfits describe our personalities
overnight love is the best
ocean needs protection
oceans display vibes
omitting happiness is brighter than any rays
omega is more dominant than alpha
order is tyrannical
orgasms vary
oracles saw illusions
odd problems can become the most dangerous
ones mental state is a number one priority
oak is the most refreshing wood
obligate yourself to everything you love
oblivion exist only if you open the portal to it
oblivious people are the loudest
only illegal humans are those who manipulate the public
our greatest internal struggle is wanting what we give
old white people should have no say on racial issues
obliterating countries doesn’t solve problems
obnoxious people are common
occasional personal days are necessary
off days are the worst days
offer yourself to the ones you love
old times are gone, forget them
past civilizations were more advanced than current ones
peoples temple was a suicide group
political corruption runs our system
police gotta stop killing us
pro-black isn’t anti-white
philosophies vary on mindsets
philosophers were once seen as irrelevant
picassos’ rose period is my life season
political parties are for small minded people
politics separated my family
permafrost love is gonna be a visual
perfect people only exist when you become in love with someone
pesticides are just as bad for humans than bugs
push through the tough shit
pulling someone closer is a form of intimacy
purple is a sexual color
purest forms of intimacy are decided by lovers
please love someone before you leave this planet
peaceful protest are always manipulated by fox news
party whenever you can for however long you can
pretty isn’t a girl only word
panama was split for financial reasons
peaks are the top of our lives
pastor keeps the followers with hope
paparazzi got no respect
please don’t stop living
quit slut shaming sexually active people
quit calling every female a bitch
quality over quantity all the time
questions without answers are possible
quiet people are a blessing
quotes were unappreciated at their time
qualm thoughts are stressful
quantum mechanics are the future
qualified people can still be stupid
queens don’t need kings
quickly doing things is sloppy
quicksand is the physical metaphor of depression
quilts are comfortable canvases
quixotic love is the best love
quizzing us on things we don’t know is irrational
quotation marks aren’t needed for the words you say
quran isn’t evil
quran is equal to the beautiful
quarantining sad people is cruel
quarantined orcas need to be freed #fuckseaworld
quite a few good things in life we don’t appreciate
quitting is never the answer
quit fucking with people who don’t care for you
queer isn’t an insult
question everything you don’t understand
quasars represent underdogs
reverse racism isn’t real
respect your elders those who respect you
roses show more beauty than we can comprehend
“respect existence or expect resistance”
rest in peace selena
respect for women shouldn’t be gained through knowing one
remember the good days every chance you get
real friends make time for you
release week was dope
reality is distorted
raw art is the truth we need
ranting proves you can think
random compliments are the best compliments
reading puts you in another world
reducing stress is impossible in our world
refusing facts isn’t always because ignorance
remember that you matter
runaway with the person you love
runaway is also a perfect song, thanx kanye
roses are red
roses aren’t dead
riding with your friends is peaceful
reintroducing people is lovely
radiation levels are unnatural
radical ideas are barbaric
rapist don’t deserve a casket
“special shoutout to the icon dynasty slip and slide records”
science is the forerunner of every subject
self control is a uncommon blessing
support planned parenthood
support stem cell research
sexism is at an all time high
sadness has me believing i belong in a sanitarium
sexual fantasies are normal
scientist don’t lie, politicians do
stop being scared
secrets are esoteric
seducing has to be wanted
school makes me feel stupid
sadness dissipates when we begin to live
smoking kills
shea made me sad
shan made me happy
strong people exist
satanist aren’t bad people
say no to *bad* drugs
seeing old friends is refreshing
sad and mad emotions ruin lives
safe sex is rare
saints were once sinners
sinners were once saints
see what i’m saying?
tranquility is achieved through our minds
the meaning of life is happiness
thank you for the inspiration frank o.
tupac is still alive for me
the world is ours
taste of lips is a drug
the only thing we need is love
tattoos tell stories that words can’t
“to die without leaving a corpse..”
thank the universe or your deity everyday
“torture is barbaric”
the day is as only as bright as you make it
tired is a real excuse for not doing things
trading your soul for something always ends bad
trendsetters aren’t original
treat everyone you meet with respect
trying to educate the ignorant is pointless
tattoos at a young age show defiance
tattoos don’t look gross when you get older
tips are small but meaningful
today is the beginning of a new life.
timid people are usually the brightest
tacky clothes are fun
tell people how special they are
tell your deepest secrets to no one
take it easy
uncles’ are usually pieces of shit..lookin at you lencho
using someone for sex is inhumane
ultimately what defines us is our actions, not words
u is the saddest song ever
umbrellas are cliché
understanding someone helps them get better
unfortunately we can’t stop time
under pressure we can sprout
unite the world together again
unlikely doesn’t mean impossible
unless you’re dead nothing can stop you
unusual organisms see us as unusual too
urges can be handled
uplift everyones spirits
unnamed sources are the realist sources
untruth the lies
using the system to beat it is smart
unnecessary comments don’t have to be necessary
upload your experiences
update your friends as much as possible
urgent care is a sad place
universe is in us
us is nice to say
uttering words isn’t always the best idea
urban legends are fun to read about
until we stop fighting we’ll never start loving
violins are the most beautiful instrument
vibrant things give me happiness
videotapes are ancient
versatile mindsets are necessary
very important people are not strangers with money
vikings found america
vivid dreams are future scenes
vaccines don’t cause autism
voice your opinion no matter where you live
volume never seems loud enough
version one is draft like
vintage art is overrated
verbal abuse is the worst
versions show both sides
view life differently
vote based off personality not political party
valleys are scary
versace is godlike
voices are deceiving
vaults are examples of paranoia
vice versa situations are just normal situations
very good people are always unheard of
veterans shouldn’t be veterans
venture into the wild
visit family as much as you can
versus the world
would trump let jesus in our country?
women deserve better
“wishing things away is not effective” quote jenny
we face the inner struggle of the penitent and impenitent thief
war on drugs is a waste of time and money
wes lang is the descendant of basquait
women can hurt men too
whiners can’t be choosers
winning is just as scary as losing
wearing all black is beautiful
wanting what you can’t have is cruel
would you like you?
wishing for the best holds back the best
watching people be themselves is interesting
why do they keep killing us?
when’s tranquility gonna reach us
welcome new people like family
weddings are a form of art
why questions will never be answered
why are we here?
why do we battle things we can’t see?
why do good things happen to bad people?
why do bad things happen to good people?
why is there a why if it can’t be answered?
willpower is yours
winning is the only option
xenophobia is wrong not matter how trump puts it
xenophile is a lover for high class things
xerophytic people are the strong yet depressed humans
xanax are for those sad people
xeriscape was created for another dustbowl
xerothermic weather isn’t normal
xenobiotic compounds are even antihuman
xerophile organisms are relatable
xenogeny is the creation and start of life
xat have spiritual energies
xenocide is happening to our own species
xenoepist think you’re a xenoepist
xenomorphs exist
xeronisus happens when you don’t love that person
xickovit of this country
xox means a lot to me
x’ing out the bad people like tic-tac-toe
xanthippe was the opposite of socrates
xenial countries are declining
xenocracy founded america
xenophobia is runs our country right now
xenophobic is like homophobic, so it’s not real
xanax are bad for you
xenophiles need to know their boundaries
x marks the spot
xoxo
you don’t have to be in love to make love
yelling should only be for sports events
years pass like the seasons
year-round happiness is important
yikes at our country
yearbooks shouldn’t be the only time we appreciate each other
yearning is a sin but an understandable one
yearlong relationships are rare
yellow is the most vibrant color
y chromosome organisms have no right over double x organisms
y chromosome doesn’t excuse being disrespectful
yellowstone is gonna explode soon
yes is all you need to hear for consent
ying yang symbol is life in simple terms
yogism is the purest philosophy
you can’t expect the unexpected
your only priority is you
you’ll never know what someone else is going through
you are loved
you are noticed
you are always on someones mind
you deserve better
you can succeed
you can inspire
you will be happy
you are you
zenith empires eventually fell
zero was created by the mayans
zodiac signs are bullshit
zygotes show us how related we are
zeal mindsets are important for our generation
zelo was nikes brother
zeal mindsets can be dangerous
zero first world problems are important
zuckerberg made billions off our generation
zirconia isn’t diamond
zero hour is the best time of the day
zeta is an unearthly letter
zev (zero emission vehicles) were the future
zigzagging down a dark road
zika needs to be defeated.
zionism fucked over jerusalem
zodiac killer was found
zoos’ need to be more natural
zebra stripes are mesmerizing
zealous juries can free the criminals
zaddy turns no one on
zoning people out is risky
zombies is who our voting system was built for
zoetropes still amaze me
zero stars show in the daytime
zero people can talk shit about me now
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Everything in this project has meaning. Everything. I would stay up til the early hours of the morning just thinking and trying to tell my story while correlating it with symbols and clues. Notice how there is every letter in the alphabet on here twenty six times? That was a tribute to Holzers style she had on “Truisms”. Notice how every letter is lowercased? Also a tribute to Holzer. The cover art, hand drawn by the way, the cover is a skull with three roses coming out of it. Those three roses represent the three loves of my life. From best to worst going left to right. The words above them show what they gave and introduced me to. Love, lust, and lorn. All of these things are apart of life. The three emotions we all are controlled by in life. The three things that can break us from ourselves. That’s why the skull is there. After all those things I had to endure I felt nothing but dead inside. On the outside it was visible too. From the days my mother would ask me what’s wrong to the days I would break down at school. It was visible. I seemed dead on the inside. They say nothing is as dry as the bone, but I found a way to push through. My rebirth allowed me to show the world I am still here. After my battles with love a rose grew, after my battles with lust a rose grew, and even after being beat down and almost held away from the light that helped me grow, a rose grew from lorn. I am still recovering from these three things. The roses vary in stages because of this. Lorn was the most impactful on me hence why the rose is the smallest of the three. It is taking time to heal from these things, but I am reborn. Three things that have claimed my last three years. From the day after middle school ended where I was in my room all day crying because I never took a chance at shit to the first day of suicide watch. These are my past lessons. This is my life. Thank you all for allowing me to fully expose this. I hope that this can inspire you to become the best you. I hope this can inspire you that no matter how crazy, lonely, and heartbroken you feel you’re never alone on this crazy ride we call life. Thank you very much. Xoxo
-Julian
P.S – Three is my lucky number
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