#I feel separate sometimes
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being your father’s favorite child is a burden not often talked about
#fiji ramblings#Don’t mind me ajjsjsj#[name] go ask for this thing he wont get mad at you!#[name] tell him the bad news you always know how to do it right!#[name] see if you can make him feel better he’ll just get mad at us!#Idk what it is but hasjjssk#Im dying here#Something something why is being the favorite the equal but opposite of being the least favorite#Why does it suck man#Get me outta here#I feel separate sometimes#Ive wanted to be liked but#Not like this idk#might as well have put up a neon flashing sign that says PSYCHOANALYZE ME or something XD#But I gotta talk to myself somewhere and I don’t have time to write it down smh#Audience of a few online mutuals and random strangers it is a guess#yelling into the void
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It is not what you do for me that makes me love you. It's your kindness. Your empathy. How much you care. Just being you is enough, Colin. I do not need you to save me. I just need you to stand by me. To hold me. To kiss me.
#bridgertonedit#bridgerton#polinedit#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#colin x penelope#loved how colin came to terms with lw through pen's old letters#not hearing from her all summer sent him into such a tailspin that he had an identity crisis and invented a whole new persona#but rereading the letters he had missed made him realize that the part he wanted to separate from penelope was her all along#he had fallen in love with all of her without even knowing it#those letters and the lack of them were really the catalyst for his love for her#also how he admitted that his pride and ego got in the way because sometimes you can't help but struggle with feeling inferior#and unaddressed insecurities always come back#idk man#eight episodes of them telling each other you're enough you're good you're beautiful and i love you#mine
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The Bedside Manner Duo.
Bonus Poppys cause I had to really practice to figure out how to draw her waahah! Conventionally cute designs are hard for me....
#kamen rider exaid#poppy pipopapo#emu hojo#hiiro kagami#kamen rider#fan art#the show is punishing me for putting them into the 'do not separate' category right now.....#they're eachother's only friends lmao#sometimes i feel like i only draw cool stuff... i like to draw cute characters too sometimes aaahaha!#but i had to really work to get poppy right... not my usual wheelhouse#her skirt almost killed me but i survived#worth it. I love her.#give me the strength to not attempt to draw poppy's rider form... I think all the exaid suits would be difficult#I'm having a lot of fun with ExAid#Everybody else is so MEAN but I genuinely like all our heroes and even our villains!
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oough………. my babies………….. i care for them very much 🌸
#skye’s-endless-imaganitories.txt#my art#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#sth fanart#sega#sega sonic#(this isnt a ship btw please don’t tag it such lol)#look at them!!!! And they’re pink too!!!!!#i love pink……………#Lowkey inspired by me and my friend’s dynamic……… he kisses me on the forehead platonically sometimes and i feel. very happy#the siblings ever like actually#A hc i have is that after the ARK incident Shadow and Ames went on a little bonding adventure and now Shadow has a little sister or two!!!#*cough cough* Cream and Amy *COUGH*#Anyways moral of the story do NOT separate them they will set things on fire unintentionally !!#Also happy shadow year guys. Fearless with his menacingly adorable lil sis <3
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boyfriends in law <3 referencing this post
#so i reblogged the og post and posted there but then i realized i should probably post it separately too#brother i swear i am 19 even though i feel like im 97yo trying to navigate social media sometimes#like idk how tumblr actually works i just wanna draw my pictures and do a little show and tell im sorry#saiki k#saiki kusuo#nendou riki#kuboyasu aren#i was like wait its only gonna show up in the reblogs im a dumbass#nensai#kubosai#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k.#sknpn#tdlosk
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deeply refreshing to see someone critical of Swift who also like, genuinely likes her. Like i'm neutral to positive on her, but the online discourse has been absolutely rancid. flipping between "Taylor Swift has never done anything wrong ever and she's a fucking genius" and "Taylor Swift is the worst lyricist of all time and also a bad person" is exhausting, so thank you for like. nuance or something lmao
not to make it serious for a sec but i genuinely think that being able to like things that are bad is really important. like I think that it's an important skill to be able to look at something and see what you personally enjoy about it and then take a step back and acknowledge that objectively it's flawed. and to also be able to acknowledge that liking something isn't necessarily an identity or a moral stance. and i think that fandom space in general could really benefit from more people taking the time to learn how to do that. it's okay to like things that are bad
#people ask me sometimes why ill occasionally talk about something i like and then go 'but it's bad' and the answer is usually because it is#i love teen wolf. i love genshin impact. i love detective conan. and i fucking LOVE taylor swift. that doesnt mean theyre good#it just means i like them. and recognizing their flaws actually helps me better identify what i like about them!#it's like. in my mind bad > good is the x axis and i like it > i dont like it is the y axis yk. they're not mutually exclusive#tldr it's not that serious. we can all relax a little#irt taylor swift i do also think she has done some real harm to her fans in enabling them to deflect all criticism of her as misogyny#and i don't think it's fully the fault of these people who are parroting that response bc so much of her marketing has deliberately#reinforced this idea that to be a swiftie is to be a part of a sisterhood and that any attack on taylor is an attack on all of those women#who are in that in-group. when that's obviously not the case. but she's marketed herself as. for lack of a better term. 'girl music'#to the point where it makes her fans feel as though any criticism of the music or the woman responsible for it is an attack on their#personal experience of womanhood/girlhood/sisterhood/etc. and that's how you get all of thess bad-faith accusations of misogyny#i don't necessarily think this was her deliberate goal with her marketing tho because like. on first glance such a strong sense of communit#among fans sounds like a great thing. the friendship bracelets i got at the eras tour movie are really genuinely special to me.#but it does present a problem when your fans are unable to separate how they feel about the community and experience your music has fostere#from how they feel about you as a person. especially when you are a billionaire who absolutely CANNOT be above criticism in this economy#anyway. tldr i love taylor's music and i don't think swiftie hivemind is as deliberately malicious as it may seem#but it's obviously necessary to be able to take a step back and look objectively at what you're participating in.#anyway stream ttpd or don't idc <3#taylor swift
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Ugghgh Two-Face being protective over Bruce. Two-Face being protective over Bruce.
Something about it scratches my brain like a kitty getting scritches between the ears. I just. The backstory. The angst. The feelings of abandonment and yet the refusal to abandon. The soul-to-soul understanding despite the secret-keeping. The fact that Bruce is the fucking Batman, he's so capable and dangerous and self-sufficient and really doesn't even need protecting, but Harvey doesn't bother to recognize that when Bruce is in danger and even if he did would it matter? Bruce protects everyone, the action of trying to save Harvey isn't special in and of itself (it's the longing behind it), but Two-Face looks out for no one but himself, and Bruce. Ugggghhhhhhhhhhhh I think I need to write a fanfic
#throws it down with a slap. add it to the pile#avoids looking at the steadily growing mountain of wips#dc#batman#bruce wayne#harvey dent#two face#twobats#bruharvey#i kinda melded the two in together my perception of the separation of two face and harvey can be very melty sometimes lol#really depends on how im feeling ig
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Scoria and Sakura are best friends! It's so cute when I see the things they do together, and it makes me so beyond happy that they both came to live with me so that they could share their lives with each other. They absolutely insist on it, and does so much good for the other.
I can't imagine how else they could have found happiness if things hadn't worked out exactly as they did. Scoria has basically been Sakura's "emotional support snake" while she worked through things from her past I'll never fully know that caused her a lot of issues with panic and fear. Sakura knows this too, and looks out for her sister, the only one she truly trusts and feels completely safe with.
The moment they wake up they both want each other to snuggle and play with. Scoria loves to be affectionate with both me and her sister who seems to have not had this earlier in her life- but Scoria is showing her how nice it is not only directly but demonstrating with me and Sakura also trying, copying what she has seen her sister do.
Sometimes when one goes to check on the other they'll join in on... I'm not even sure what they were doing. But they had a good time while taking a mandated union break from digging tunnels for the isopods.
So happy I get to share in the adventures of these two best friends! It makes me so happy to see them living their best lives together, and being beyond content snuggled together with their found family.
#cute#pets#snakes#friends#animals#I think Sakura tried copying Scoria and didn't quite get the full memo#So she went down the front bark and Scoria went down the back which leads into diggy dirt#And Sakura was like#“I followed friend into bark but where is friend???”#Meanwhile Scoria was probably oblivious her little sister was trying to find her & she may was well have her front half going into a portal#Eventually they found each other fully#And were very clear they prefer their home far more than this enclosure they helped build tunnels for#I'm glad to know they like their home#While I do want to make it more aesthetically pleasing#the current focus was filling it with things they enjoy#Specifically things they have a lot of fun playing with or on#I want their home to be the place they feel safe but also enjoy being in#not a prison#a bedroom#I think they like their enclosure but they sometimes don't want to go in it because they also really enjoy spending time with me#Scoria really does#but also communicates effectively when she is sleepy from playing and needs to rest#as much as they love each other when they go to sleep for the night they sleep alone#even with the option to stay near each other#I think this is nature rather than something I taught them by separating them into their own enclosures after play time#which makes me wonder if humans classified them as solitary just because they don't want room mates#like plenty of people i know choose to live alone but that doesn't mean they are introverts/solitary#I wonder if wild hoggies sleep alone (not counting brumation) and their social lives outside their den was completely ignored#Like I bet they live in a neighborhood or kingdom or whatever you want to call it#The fact they can communicate“I'm friendly let's be nice to each other”indicates a species that regularly comes into contact with each other
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*kicks down door* ehehehe it's luxe couture yuusha and rabbitwear yuuna :3
#IM FINALLY DONE WITH BOTH OF THEM RAHHHH#i love designing outfits so much#even if sometimes it doesnt make sense how it would work hgsjdkskl#this just took me a while bc i got caught up with other things 💀#also drawing outfits is one thing#but choosing colors is another#i am SO indecisive with colors#but im pretty happy with how this turned out????#we'll see how i feel in the morning o7#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst grim#tapis rouge#white rabbit festival#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💝) yuuna#(💜) yuusha#(💜) ramshackle sushi#-✦—]#also also this reminds me i need to redo their intro posts hfdnsnhsh#theyre gonna have two separate ones this time instead of being only one post
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i've seen a fair bit of... pessimism about dorym lately, esp with the ep107, for example wondering if dorian's opposing views on the gods making orym fall out of love, and i have to say. i very highly doubt it, ur fr talking about the man who has held on to will for so long, holding onto will's family and affectionately calling this *his* family too because that didn't stop when will died. i dont think falling out of love is an option or even a thought to orym.
that said, we know that orym has contingencies for if anyone in bells hells crosses the line into being a version of themselves they would despise, for anyone who jeopardizes their mission. his mission. i think, for the first time since knowing dorian, orym finally has a contingency for him. the longer dorian is back, the more orym sees how scarred he is by what's happened (understandable so) and knows that dorian is with bells hells all the way. but if he isn't...
#lynx speaks#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#dorym#dorian x orym#i'll be so fr i hardly interact with the cr fandom at large bc soooooo many people are deeply pessimistic#i want to have fun!!!!! i AM having fun#and then i come here and see the most bad faith takes in all of the world ever and its disheartening!#where's ur fucken JOY where's ur fucken WHIMSY#bells hells is one of the wackiest groups with crazy dynamics between them all and its enjoyable!#ur Allowed to enjoy the things u watch i prommy#and to that point! people keep complaining that bells hells r indecisive and there r too many opposing views muddying things etc etc#1. ofc there r a lot of views. the real world is like that too. opposing views is one of the best story elements to enrich ur made up world#2. whenever there is a Big Decisive moment many instantly go 'noooooo not like that!!! that's not what *i*wanted' (ex: the shard.)#the cast receiving backlash from fans every time they r decisive and do something objectively fucken cool and interesting#means that any time they Think about doing a Big Thing... it gets a little harder bc what if the fans hate it. again. should i even do this#separating fandom from cast is a bit more difficult for this form of media and the inherent close proximity or creators to audience#so. just. maybe some of us could chill and cool off just a little. and maybe examine why This Thing is so terrible to u. and remember.#it may be terrible to *u* but thats where it stops. the specific bad feelings u have r not always indicative of media being Bad.#sometimes it's just not ur cup of tea and i PROMMY that its okay if its not
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I think that all the stuff with Watcher wouldn’t have been as big of a deal if the fans had been happier with the content that they’ve been producing. I mean it’s no secret that the amount of views on their videos haven’t been great, especially for an operation as big as theirs that had such a huge fan base. I think it felt so ridiculous and like such a betrayal to so many people because most people haven’t been happy with their content for a while now and have only been watching because they wanted to support them.
Part of the problem was the blindly positive nature of that support. Like I’ve noticed (and been guilty of it myself) that most of the watcher fans were hesitant to give them any critiques or constructive criticism because we trusted them and didn’t want to make them feel bad.
Saying they were going to make new content and doing a whole countdown clock got people excited and made them think maybe they were finally getting out of their slump. When they announced their paywall instead it kind of popped the seal on all of the criticism and unhappy feelings that people had been holding back for a while now. I think if the fans had been completely happy with what watcher was making, then the paywall would still have been annoying and frustrating, but more people would have been understanding about it or at least had a calmer reaction to it
#watcher#watcher entertainment#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#No one ever said “hey bud this part of your video that you’ve been doing isn’t really working” so sometimes they kept doing them even more#I love puppet history but the lore got exhausting to me and I ended up not wanting to watch it anymore#I feel like the lore could have been separate extra content for patreon
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It’s October and nine years have passed. I say it’s dark, it’s cold, it’s a season of grief. I don’t know what I’m missing, don’t know what it means. I can’t imagine a life with you here. You’re something I feel, not someone I know; the hum of the house and nobody’s home. I don’t mean to be cruel, I don’t want to forget you. I don’t want to see you in the lawn decor.
Still, the weather gets cold and you’re a creak in the knee. I’m sorry you’re a talking point, sorry you’re a myth. I miss you and I missed you. It’s all in the mist.
#always looked to you instead of the cross and now it’s time to let you be#same stiffness in my shoulders same scratch in my throat#sometimes I feel grief and the ache of missing my dad and I wonder was I actually thinking about him or does feeling sad resemble him#but he is me. missing him is missing me. missing me is missing him. I can’t separate the two#grief#dead dad stuff#poems#mine#I knew your love before I could name it I know your place is in me. I know you wouldn’t mind know it’s all I do.
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Something something perhaps the reason Curly lacks a truly undamaged ID where his face is visible is to represent how much damage Jimmy had already affected on him throughout their relationship and the way Curly obscured part of who he is and what he stood to unintentionally cater to this toxic influence in his life.
#I think there is something to say that most people draw post crash curly and may not have every drawn him pre crash#and I think it says something that we only really look at the characters substantially in relation to Jimmy and not their own merits#unless we are discussing how J I M M Y mischarcterizes them cause in this#since we don’t assign a face and identify to Curly’s actions outside of Jimmy until the end their is the question of how much we are viewing#them as separate entities rather than intertwined actions cause while the flipping#of who we play at shows them and parallels and in separable in terms of the story going down#they couldn’t be drastically more different in thinking and you only really realize that at the birthday scene where Curly felt the need to#take responsibility for something while Jimmy just felt the need to take#this is also more so me thinking about all the reason people think Curly and Jimmy could be friends but they are missing the point of Jimmy#and his dynamic there is nothing severely weird or sinister about Curly or his intentions it’s that he’s well meaning to a fault#he’s an average dude having a mid life crisis and Jimmy is a guy that takes advantage of good intentions like the idea#that curly has to be like Jimmy in some way personality humor morally is the exact sort of projection Jimmy wants#to happen and does like it’s the sad and real case that sometimes people just have friends like Jimmy that they can’t cut off for one reason#or another like it’s not highly philosophical people are friends with objective assholes but it’s less about them#and more about the person feeling some obligation to stay like I feel like crafting him into#being more morally grey is to just make it easier to be angrier or think someone with more of a backbone#could of done something but it’s not even that he was spineless he was just too distracted and sometimes that feel like cowardice like even#Swansea waited it’s just the sad truth of how people avoid people like Jimmy or setting them off#sometimes it just does more harm than good I just am so bored with all the takes#acting like there was a perfect man on that ship and that any one outside of Anya knew the exact type of guy Jimmy#was from the get go like the point is other men wouldn’t in rape culture but women and their victims already know#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#throwing rocks at Jimmy
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do you guys ever think abt v1 getting stained more and more with blood as they go thru hell and ending up looking like v2. like ik that not how it work but man even in death theyre still there yknow. like how v1 keeps v2 alive technically thru their arms.
#always found it interesting that often i cant tell which is which in v4v art unless its coloured#even so with the blood on v1 often its hard to tell as well#perhaps during the v2 battles v1 ends up looking exactly like v2 basically#especially with the knuckleblaster#this also makes me think about how in fanart a lot of the times#especially for v4v but this applies to basically any ship fanart#its always just a mess of tangled limbs and metal#you cant separate one from another#thats the connection between violence and romance here i think#‘o mah gahh my shape language and clear silouhettes’#sometimes happy mistakes happen and become glorious#like how genetic mutations lead to an overall stronger species with a high survival rate#you can tell im running on 6 hrs of sleep#ultrakill#v4v#i still love v4v#i think im just a sucker for hatefucking intrinsically entertwined enemies that feel no technical attraction to each other#its because i cant feel romantic attraction well thats why 😂
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nawt super excited abt where my art style is going
#drew these in my car before work so they’re really not great#i think javi looks like total shart but i have to post them together .. they are a pair. do not separate.#i hate tumblr because it feels so. clean to me#like i can’t just post random silly things because i have to tag them for the sake of my own sanity but because of that Everyone Will See It#and it just makes me like :/ but i don’t really waaaannnntttt thaaattt#idk#but posting is fun !1?2?2?#i miss twitter#anyway javieran#:(#save me javieran … save me ……… i miss them so much#i’m having a bad day today … save me …….. please help me survive work ………#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#image#art#kieran duffy#javier escuella#hero draws sometimes#javieran#so happy to use that tag for literally any post i want because no one else uses it LOL it’s mine ❤️ i’ve owned it since 2018 ❤️
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College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)
#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell#and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling#Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy#he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore#fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors#so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested#as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments#and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group#separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader#and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him#but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line#like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security#one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again#“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’#then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying#education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy#Trigun Uni! AU#because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#trigun fanart#wolfwood#vash#Nai saverem#millions knives#lenssi draws#pen!
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