#I feel kinda stupid to say anxiety and IBS is keeping me from going to smth. so important but it honestly scares me

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honestly idk if my hell combo of anxiety, emetophobia and ibs would actually let me get to there without having a panic attack and returning home (and idk what I would do with my dog either) but I would also love to go to the „occupation“ camp of protestors camping in front of the reichstag in downtown berlin I keep checking out their posts and completely support them and I hate that my anxiety is getting the best of me and I also don’t know anyone in real life anymore that feels the same about palestine sadly so I would need to go alone which makes me even more anxious it would also take me around 90 minutes to get there with public transport and idk if I could take my dog (she also has anxiety on public transport rip) ughhh I’m honestly so torn I wish I could just beam myself there and back home or had a car so that I could get around public transport anyway if you’re from Berlin and plan on going maybe hit me up cos I really am too anxious to go by myself