#I feel for her because I've been there like needy and at risk I guess and I feel like ive been seen as a psycho for it

[cryptidsurveys]

Saturday, July 6th, 2024.

When was the last time you were bitten by an animal? What kind of animal was it? Yesterday, while at the animal shelter. Bella Rose can be a bit snappy when she's overstimulated, but it was weigh day and ya gotta do what ya gotta do. She's nowhere near as spicy as Cleo, though…but Cleo doesn't really bite - she tends to scratch. You especially have to watch out for that final parting shot when you're putting her back into her kennel. Poor thing was allegedly tormented by the kids of a previous owner, so she's not very trusting when it comes to being picked up, etc. I love her, though. I love all of my spicies. :'( Oh, and I'm talking about cats, in case that wasn't clear.

When was the last time you had sex/did something sexual? How was it? Ha.

When was the last time you did something illegal? What did you do? I guess speeding a little, the other day.

What was the last colour you dyed your hair? Blond.

Tell me about the first five photos you have on your phone or camera. They were pictures of the fireworks on the 4th.

Who was the last person you know to have something big happen to them (i.e., get engaged/married, have a baby, etc.)? A coworker is planning on moving in with her boyfriend soon, but other than that, I can't think of anything major.

Is there anybody over the age of 40 that you think is hot? Probably.

Have you ever been punched in the face? Not seriously?

Do you have to watch yourself in the mirror while you brush your teeth? I don't "have to," but I do tend to pay attention to what I'm doing.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die? No. Curse them all to immortality. (Kidding. I hope my exes are happy/doing well.)

How’s the love life going? It's not.

Do you think the last person you Facebook messaged is a virgin? I have no idea who that would have been. I haven't used Facebook for about a decade now.

Have you ever been cheated on, or had a guy move on extremely fast after a long, seemingly sincere relationship? Yeah.

Have you ever had someone drag his or her nails down your back? Yeah.

If you’ve been hurt in a past relationship, are you more jaded this time around? If anything, I'm more conscious of my own issues. A lot of what went wrong in past relationships was due to my own unhealed trauma, etc. I still have a lot of healing to do, so I just don't want to risk it.

Have you ever felt more like you needed someone, and less like you loved that person? I have been excessively needy/clingy, but I wouldn't say I didn't love those people or that my love was intentionally displaced by a sense of need. Like I said above, I had a lot of unresolved issues.

Is there any habit, attachment, or addiction that you feel you have beaten or risen above? Drinking and smoking weed. Drinking was a relatively shortlived but intense habit, whereas I smoked weed all day er'day for about a decade. I've also come a long way in terms of having a victim mentality; I've developed more of an internal locus of control, so I focus more on my own actions and behaviors instead of being eternally offended and hurt by the actions of others. I've even made some progress with my eating disorder. I wouldn't say I'm in remission, but I'm in a strong, stable place. The desire to do more with my life is overtaking my desire to resort to it as a blanket coping mechanism.

Have you ever lived with a friend? Not quite, but I did have my own room at Jenni's place when I was a teen.

Have you ever only liked someone because you found out they liked you? I think most of my relationships were fairly "simultaneous." We were both sort of drawn to each other.

Do you think people act weirder or that stranger things happen when there's a full moon? I guess that's the stereotype, but is it a real thing…? Idk.

Do you think you would make a good parent someday? No.

In which were you happiest: elementary, middle, or high school? Probably elementary school.

Have you ever written something on a street sign? I haven't.

Life is nothing without passion. What are you passions? Volunteering, backpacking (even though it's been a long time, it still has such a strong hold on my heart), self-improvement, creating art, learning about philosophy/spirituality, etc. There's also this part of me that's forever seeking the meaning of life. Or maybe not the meaning, but the very marrow of it, the deepest and hardest won truths.

How's the weather lately? It's actually been pretty mild. It's still summery, but after the searing blaze that was the month of June, I'll take it.

You can bring back one dead pet to life. Which one? I wouldn't. As much as I would love to see any of my past pets, I wouldn't want to go through the heartbreak of losing them all over again.

Is there a pillowcase on your pillow? Describe it: Yeah. They're light gray.

School: what classes are you taking at the moment? N/a.

What scent is your deodorant? I'm not sure what scent it is, but the brand is Suave.

Are you happy with what you see when you look in the mirror? I'm just…underwhelmed. Like, I'm not particularly happy with what I see, but I'm not completely disappointed either.

Does it get super hot in the summer where you live? Yeah.

Would you ever date someone of the same sex? Yeah.

If you HAD to be raised by another family member than you were, who? I guess my Aunt June on my dad's side.

Are you close with you best friends' parents? Do you know them very well? No.

Do you like reptiles as pets, or do they gross you out? I've never had a reptile as a pet, but I took care of various reptiles while working at a pet shop in 2022 and I really enjoyed them.

What is the youngest age you would consider dating somebody? No younger than 30.

Favorite type of seafood? Fish and chips, popcorn shrimp, fried clams…lol, basically batter and fry it and I'll probably like it.

Are you more traditional or progressive? I just exist, man. Like, I'm not consciously trying to be anything.

Are you into the occult? I like learning about occult topics, and I will watch tarot readings/horoscopes, but I'm not like a practitioner or anything. It's just something that interests me from a bystander's point of view.

How long was your longest relationship? A little over three years.

Did you ever honestly believe you were going to marry your highschool bf/gf? Yeah.

Are you a virgin? Do you believe virginity is "sacred?" No/No.

Would you say that you have a lot of friends? No. I have one friend.

Are both your parents alive? They are.

Were you raised by your biological parents? I was.

Has your family ever been broken? It still is. At least I'm back in touch and on good terms with my mom now, but when it comes to my sibling, I doubt we'll ever speak again.

Do you think your parents respect your space? Yeah.

Are you close with you siblings, if you have any? No. We've never been all that close.

Have you ever in anger told your parent(s) that you hated them? Yeah.

What’s your favourite Thai dish? I haven't tried enough Thai dishes to truly have a favorite.

Have you ever been on a date with someone you met online? How was it? Yeah. It's a long story, but we eventually got together in person, and blah blah blah, we're not together anymore.

What sort of games do you like to play? Music-based games like Rock Band, Dance Dance Revolution, etc. I like WATCHING people play RPGs, though.

What was the last candy you ate? A peppermint.

Do you know anyone who is deaf? I don't.

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