#I fear if i wasn't jewish i would become a nun. I feel like i need to devote my mind body and soul to fixing something so i can be forgiven | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lala-blahblah · 6 days ago

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i look at the state of everything and i just feel like. I'm so sorry for ever complaining about anything ever when so many people have it worse and I feel guilty but I have to use that and do something. I want to fix everything but I can't and it's easy to feel hopeless about that.... I have to remember I can at least fix some things. I cannot let apathy and hopelessness win!!! I will do what I can!!

#I fear if i wasn't jewish i would become a nun. I feel like i need to devote my mind body and soul to fixing something so i can be forgiven #im being dRAMATIC i think guilt is important because it motivates you otherwise i wouldn't do anything #I'm going to do what i can and get involved with local food banks to help my community but it feels so small #I need to make so many changes in my life and get outside of myself #i think college i was very selfish which i kind of needed after being older sister 3rd parent but now it's time 2 face the world again #i will help make things better or DIE TRYING!!!! preferably number one

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