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pleafyistired · 3 months ago

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this thing i do when i have not consume anything about a media but this guy who makes art about that media is really good and im gonna follow them. And also its probably because of the sunglas- [I AM SHOT DEAD]

#.this tumblr user is having a certified category 7 insanity #I should never have watchh that old first media i consume. Strangling my 10 years old self WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME #Even if that fandom is the first introduction to gay people young me have seen and normalize gay people so much for me #Fandom did lots for me tbh its good for my 10 yrs old self. Despite that fandom havibg a bad rap #It actually didnt do what people accuse it of doing at all it did not do it to me at least #I was young and all i care about was how stupodly funny it was and holy god good animatics #I LITERALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THAT BAD PART i literally dont even know it exists until later on in my second relaspe #But like i only consume it on youtube when i first interacted with it i dont have social media at that time #And due to it i have been pointed in a VERY good direction #Thank god i didnt become brainwashed by a random evil channel as a kid on unfiltered youtube #And was instead too busy watching gay dudes kissing #Thank GOD for that fandom it did a lot of good for me. BUT IT NOW FUCKED ME OVER SO BADD ALSSOOOOO #I dont know if i ever will admitwhat it is except to a few close people #But i will forever curse out the main guy FOR INFLICTING ME WITH INSANITY WITH SUNGLASSES FIGUREEEE FUCKK YOUUUUUUU #And the dude hes shipped wwith DAWGGG FUCK YOUU TOOO FOR AFFECTIBG ME WITH YOU DISEASE TOO #Except the second guy? You gotta be really specific to get the dude right. And its rare to find a character similar to him that i actually-#-like! Its a whole weird thing with a second dude. I have conflicting feelings about him #But basically the first dude impact on me is much more obvious (see: sunglasses) but yeah the second guy did numbers on me too #TL;DR: WHATEVER! IM GOING INSANE! ^_^

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