#I don't think theres anything wrong with eating meat. we are fucking apes to beging with. But the meat industry??? absolutely despicable

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Watching -finally- avatar 2 twow. Nothing too special for me, but uh, a reminder, you know.

Even with all the colorful, watered down, euphemisms and white saviours lense... Colonialism really is the absolute worse huh. Like duh, I know and you know and everyone knows, but ahhh. How could we ever move on from the atrocities? Idk, it's like, anything can be a horror if you put a little effort on it, there are not absolutes. And yet, colonialism is the absolute worst. There is no other scenario I think, where you can so swiftly put all and every war crime, all and every clueless most sadistic bite than during an invasion/seige/conquer. And we've move from it and how could we, how could we thousands of years ago, five hundred years ago, today, right now. Hahaha check those silly whales, haha, I hate being alive, I hate living in a man's world, I hate 1world complaining the wave of immigrants from Africa, you all absolute sick shits, I hate how little I do. I hate whale hunting and the whole meat industry- I hate I ate meat again because I "just craved it too much".

Of course, when I read and learned about Rwanda, Nanjim, El Salado (from my home, colombia) it was just- that feeling, I told myself, I have to just, understand it and then, put it in the back of my head, because how else could I keep on living? It feels so cruel now. And it's like, me just here lying in bed, reading, that is the bare minimum, I'm not taking advantage, right? I don't want to do anything I guess. And I don't, and right now, with wathever atrocities going on in Sudan and Palestina, in a hamlet in Cauca or Putumayo, I do nothing, and I ask my parents what would be our escape plan, you know, for when it reaches us. "Don't think about that mija, that happens there. Never here, never here"