#I don't see him as a buff cunty dude

[kr0t1]

I don't really draw him often so here some sketches for you :7

[lugarn]

Playboyy Anniversary Week 1+2 | Favorite Character + Favorite Sexual Fantasy

Sorry for being so late to the party, y'all! As penance I'm probably gonna write way too much about who and what I like and also share screenshots.

The short answer is Porsche! I love him and his cunty little outfits.

The long answer is that from the moment I saw him dominating and humiliating the fuck out of Jump I knew this tiny dom who wants to be railed would be one of my favorites. 

I didn't know that Porsche was my absolute favorite until the sugar baby reveal, which was when the depths of my obsession began.

Despite not yet being exposed to the agonies, I was into him and Jump from the start.

I'm really not sure where to begin with my feelings about Porsche. He gives me the agonies (positive) if I rotate him in my mind even the tiniest bit. It's always so rewarding to think about him.

I remember thinking that if Zouey's friends know his sexual hang-ups (and they do, we have proof they do) then Porsche knows exactly how unlikely Zouey is to fully take advantage of whoever he hires. 

He did choose someone who aligns with Zouey's physical type, so good job Porsche. If I think too hard about how Zouey and Porsche having the same physical type also translates to them both having been into Jason's body, it makes me really sad, but it's another moment when you can see that Playboyy had spent so much time not only thinking about what the characters are into sexually, but in the ways that comes out when they actually fuck. 

Porsche's place, where they host Zouey's birthday party, has this fucking fascinating wall in it that's a real clue into Porsche and how he sees the non-Jason dudes he fucks:

and then we see the wall again when he's propositioning Jump:

And honestly it's just such great environmental/visual storytelling about where Porsche is coming from.

Before all the shit with Jason happened, did Zouey and Porsche bond about being into buff guys? (Note that there's nobody on that wall with a body like Porsche's.) It seems like Zouey, Nant, and Porsche were very close first semester but weren't as close by the time the show starts. We all know Jason is the reason for that, but I wanna know what things looked like before the stuff with Jason happened. 

The most devastating Porsche moment in the show, for my money, is the expression on Porsche's face when Zouey says "You don't know what it's like" (or something on those lines), meaning that Porsche hasn't been assaulted by someone so he doesn't know what it's like. 

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Do you see this? The agonies, y'all. Porsche gives me the agonies and it's great. 

There's another thing that I think about a lot with Porsche, and it's the text messages.

We know from them that Jason required Porsche to text him pictures every morning of his dick, and presumably have some sort of call too since Jason called and Porsche missed it and got in trouble. 

That's so much daily trauma from just having to exist! No wonder he ends up acting out.

The fact that Porsche's sadism shows his abuse is so interesting to me, too.

He's clearly sadistic, but he realizes after the stuff with Tutor (and when faced with the reality of Jason coming home) that he treated Jump badly. And then these two idiots (affectionate) go and role play meeting for the first time again?? My heart.

I think in the end Porsche is my favorite because you can always see him struggling with something, and a lot of what he struggles with (like Zouey) is balancing his own desires with his trauma. The only difference is that for Porsche, the trauma is ongoing. Even after the little happy scene with Jump, Porsche returns to Jason and the daily trauma of his life. 

As for sexual fantasies, Jump and Porsche exhibit a lot of my favorites: 

blue collar/uniform fantasies 

choking

face-slapping

hair-pulling

domination

humiliation

public sex 

begging

fucked up master/slave 

jealousy

even more humiliation

and pet play with a side of humiliation!

And all of this is why I love them the most.

Thank you if you've made it this far; I'm not sure what else to say! If you are reading this and you think "wow I'm into those kinks" and you haven't seen Playboyy? I suggest you give Playboyy a try. The best way to watch (IMHO) is going in blind, but I've made a couple resources (a non-spoilery character cheat sheet and some very spoilery warnings) that hopefully will make watching easier.