#I don't really mind being fat per se it's just the lack of control | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

chicago-geniza · 3 months ago

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It's so embarrassing that what finally made me marginally more normal about getting fat over-against all the usual internalized bullshit was a bunch of Downton Abbey fans on Reddit being like "I'm so glad Hugh Bonneville gained weight again". Like whatever works but oh my Gd

#I don't really mind being fat per se it's just the lack of control #Because I have gained and lost CRAZY amounts of weight for medical reasons #And my body doesn't feel like me #If that makes sense #It always changes so much so fast it doesn't feel like it belongs to me #The same thing happened when I was severely underweight with gastroparesis

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