#I don't have a process it's a mess
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I swear I'd give actual artists fucking heart palpatations with how I work on my art pieces
#Was watching the playback of the dragon thing I'm drawing#And holy shit maybe I do have adhd 😭#I haven't even finished the lineart#And I was working on the coloring because idk#Then back to the lineart#Then to the background without finishing lineart#Then drawing something else entirely on a separate layer#Scrap that#Back to the sketch layer to fix some positioning#Back to lineart#I don't have a process it's a mess
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WHERE IS HE D:
(sorry for deleting and posting this again 🙇♂️🙇♂️ one tiny insignificant thing was bothering me and when I edited it it wouldn't show on reblogs and that kinda made me go 😠😠😠)
#HARRY NO#CROWLEY THIS ISNT FUNNY#CROWLEYYYYYYYY#this was hilarious in my head#it's even more hilarious now#don't worry Harry is safe#Crowley is just simply in the mood for giving his angel a teensy weensy heart attack#or maybe he's just processing the question#maybe he's trying to locate the rabbit by using his ✨snaky sense✨#nahhh he knows where the rabbit is he's just messing around#(he had to watch Aziraphale practice his amazing magic tricks for the entire week leading up to this)#(can you blame him for doing some ✨magic tricks✨ of his own)#(he's a fast learner okay)#(he sure can make rabbits disappear)#(THE RABBIT IS FINE I SWEAR)#(YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME)#(WHEN HAVE I EVER LIED TO YOU)#(AM I NOT TRUSTWORTHY GUYS?????)#Crowley what do you mean “blelele”#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable idiots#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#harry the rabbit
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@ USAmericans that are following me, if you (like me) get anxious you'll somehow have issues with a mail-in or drop-off ballot: I forgot that in a lot of places (here's a site to check!) early in-person voting is an option, so I figured maybe you did too!
Lines are MUCH shorter than election day,
which means it's quick and you have more time to look things up at the voting booth if necessary,
and you have a LOT more ability to find a time that works for you than if you just vote on Nov. 5th (which I would be have been almost completely unable to go out and vote on).
Early voting y'all it kicks ass. A quick google of "early voting (my city/county" immediately brought up the exact address, days and hours of where it was available. Will definitely patronize the fine folks at my local polling center again in four years assuming that. Things go well. And we still have a democracy in four years. OTL
#USpol#US pol#LOVE poll workers love the extremely clear signage at my polling place and the people positioned every fifteen feet or so#whose whole job is to nod at me and go 'yup you're in the right place go right around that corner and see the first open person at the desk#nothing assuages my 'I'm going to mess up this important process and go to jail probably' anxieties#like having someone give me clear directions and instructions every step of the way. bless.#anyway I was scheduled to work a 12-hour night shift on either side of election day because that's how my schedule works#and by hell or high water I was going to make it out to vote anyway but like MAN it's a relief to be able to go in person but not uhhh#at the cost of coming back to work wildly sleep deprived. LOVE that shorter line A+ process.#Anyway I don't often make posts about real life around here but I did fully forget this was an option so I thought I would shout it out!
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I really love how separately Lila, Kell and Holland are literally the most powerful people between all worlds and also smart and resourceful and skilled but. You leave them together in a room for TEN MINUTES and disaster follows
#I don't wanna finish tftop too quickly so I've been rereading fragments of a conjuring of light#and god these three are a mess I love them with my whole heart#adsom#a darker shade of magic#shades of magic#anyway guys I've been drawing Some More Stuff#one is pretty promising so if I have time I'll post it soon <3#the other is a trust the process kinda thing I guess#delilah bard#kell maresh#holland vosijk#shrews ramblings#I also love how separate duos of them seem to be functioning pretty well and they're quite compatible too#but three? together? now that's chaos
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Wait... Dream was born on August 12, 1999 and Dream was arrested in the Disc Finale on January 20, 2021 soo... wait, wait, wait, that means he was only 21 when he was imprisoned for life in a small lava covered box!... Did I do that math right? 21?! Man was barely able to drink legally in the United States and they gave him a life sentence in a boiling cell with nothing but lava, raw potatoes, a clock, and some books?!... oh my god...
#sorry.... I just... give me a minute to process... I mean I knew we were close in age but I guess I never really thought about it#sometimes I forget it happened all the way back in 2021 and just... wow.#and Tommy would have been 16 so getting his driver's license in most states... The age gap is like that of my siblings and huh...#my brother can be a real prick... its a weird thought to imagine him getting through in prison just for messing with us... damn...#dreblr#c!dream#this is fine#don't mind me researching for my lastest maddening project..... i can't stop thinking about Dream being Sam's project.......#I'd blame my job but... let's be honest the prison arc lives rent free in my brain lol XD#dsmp#dsmp dream#dream smp#dreamwastaken#no one does it like c!dream#prison arc#pandora's vault#dishing up lore#kinda? I guess...#lore thoughts#ouch... I'm older than c!dream was in prison now... poor baby... :'(
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One thing I think about a lot is that when Nargothrond falls, it is heavily implied that as good as everyone perished or, if not, got captured. Like, unlike with the Fall of Doriath, there is no mention at all of any refugees removing to the Mouth of Sirion - and yet, I assume that is very likely where Celebrimbor, at least, went? I definitely think he would have fought, but clearly he survived and neither Doriath nor Gondolin really were an option for him, and I doubt even more that he would have gone back to his family.
And there are a lot of implications to all that, but maybe the one that keeps me up most is that this means he would have likely been there when the refugees of Doriath arrived, when they told of what his family did. That his father is dead. What would he have been thinking? What would the survivors of Doriath been thinking? Like, I know there were technically several different camps to some extent, but I doubt they would have been wholly separate, especially upon arrival. What kind of horror to find someone who looks just like one of those guys who just slaughtered your friends and family. What kind of horror to look like someone who just committed such horrors.
He also would have been there when the third kinslaying occurred, or at least very close to it. What an experience, to end up on the other side of it. To see exactly what might have become of him had he not foresworn his father years ago, and also to see yet again what became of his family. Like yeah, everything before/during the Nargothrond Disaster would have already been formative for him and his future choices, but I do feel even being in the vicinity of all of that would have been such a dire reinforcement of all those convictions and reasons that made him disavow them in the first place. And especially in terms of the third kinslaying, it's also why I personally really doubt that there is a chance at any kind of reconciliation with any of the brothers, whether it's his father or I don't know, Maedhros or Maglor. Like, I just don't think there is any coming back fromt hat, really, if there ever was.
#*mine#mona's rambling#tolkien#the silmarillion#celebrimbor#feanorians#silm#like i mean obviously you don't need to be affected to realize That Shit Sucked#but can you imagine looking down a sword and seeing your uncle who helped raise you. how do you even BEGIN to process that#there is a whole other matter of tyelpe being in/around the camp that had a silmaril but that's a post for another time lmao#also i mean galadriel - would she have been there after doriath's fall?#I'd assume she would have fought there too so that would make her end up on the other side of a feanorian kinslaying TWICE#like. these are the things that make me want to chew through drywall PLS#did they know elros and elrond before they were taken? what did they think maglor and maedhros would or wouldn't do to them? LIKE#i don't even think there is a solid straight-forward answer to that that's right or wrong i just like bouncing it around my head and going#insane. btw#anyway these tags are a mess don't mind me
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"Gwen Bouchard; Too Close to the Sun"
third time's the charm except this one was a disaster and i just want to be DONE with it 😡
i was waiting hoping for more sad gwen and then 23 handed me exactly what i needed. and alice i love her too
this also made me think about like 1. babygirl blackmailed lena into letting her icarus herself, and 2. alice never doubted her for a moment, even when sam was cackling about the bonzo thing, i hope gwen and alice talk more because they need it/each other
so originally i was going to use the song "the rockrose and the thistle" by the amazing devil but i listened to the lyrics a bit more and realized it's way better for basira and daisy. guess what the next one is gonna be LMAO
i'm exhausted though so pls don't hold your breath you will suffocate ‼️
the podcast is the magnus protocols, song is "bubble gum" by clairo, and i used capcut (evil) to do this
sorry this one is kinda all over the place, i didn't have great scenes to transition between. it was so much easier with jon we got 200 episodes of him never shutting the fuck up (/pos)
if anyone ever asks me who my favorite tmagp character is pls show them this, it will not answer their question but i want internet points for my labor (it is gwen and alice though)
#now for the exclusive storytime told in the tags#so like i said i use capcut and they have an auto caption feature#i use it to help with timing and then go back to format it all#it takes forever but it works#and today it told me i had 2 free uses left before i had to get pro#and i was like cool and i used it and formatted like normal#i cleaned it up and went to save it and it was like stop! you're using pro features!#and it wouldn't let me get a free trial because it was 'unavailable'#so i spent like genuinely 2 hours rewritting and formatting all of the text from scratch#and the timing got messed up in the process but i don't CARE i have carpal tunnel and no will power#thank you for listening tag readers#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#tmagp gwen#tmagp 23#mr. bonzo#sam khalid#lena kelley#alice dyer#dyhard#a lil bit#audio editing#audio
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i was like "maybe i should test out entering my late 20s baking era like everyone else i know is doing" and proceeded to make coconut macaroons that came out more disgusting than i ever could've imagined it was possible for a thing with those ingredients to be
#look we can't all be bakers and now i accept that#i think the issue was i bought the wrong kind of coconut flakes so they were these huge flakes instead of the little shreds#and that turned the whole thing into a congealed mess plus i made them too big#then i burned them#also don't think i mixed them well enough#and i went off-script and tried adding almond extract in addition to vanilla which may have been a mistake flavor-wise#so basically i fucked up every step of the process djkfgj#i might try dipping them in dark chocolate later to see if that can save them#but now it's time to watch the new bakeoff episode while lying on my couch feeling sick from eating my own baking efforts
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Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food
#it's telling me that primarily mammals are affected#and the few times they tried it on snakes#it didn't really do much except mess with their processing abilities a bit#so what you're saying is that yakumo will primarily not be affected by spicy food.#but maybe with super spicy things#he might get a lil loopy? a lil nose clogged ? a momentary distraction? but no pain#if yakumo's tears are mala sauce then it only makes sense that he can eat mala amirite#mammals are the ones who suffer huh.........#i am imagining the yokai trio eating some hella spicy food#yakumo is eating unaware of the presence of capsaicin. he's happily describing the textural and flavour profiles of the dish#garu is a lil confused. this food hurts a bit. but it's still tasty so... gotta keep eating.. OW drink milk? THEN EAT MORE! YEAH!#kuya is OBLITERATED#for all we know the version that kuya got could have only been seasoned with a bit of black pepper#but old fox scrunches up his entire face as soon as it hits his tongue#and he slams the dish into the trash (with dramatic angry flair) like he's a veteran judge on a cooking show#garu WILL eat that thing out of the trash if you don't stop him#if rei is more bird than man then he won't be affected either#i'm gonna go ahead and think even if he IS more man than bird... he'll still be unaffected.#rei probably eats toxic waste akin to blade and garu levels . he is beyond human. he has experimebnted beyond Mortal Stomachs#blade is in the corner crunching on what you THINK is a candy apple. but it is not that. it is an orb of molten glass#(blade's spicy food is hot metal? yeah. he'll eat that capsaicin like it's nothing. give him an orchard of chillis.)#(actually. maybe don't. because the next time eiden sucks him off there gonna be some COMEDIC consequences)
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My part of an art trade I did with @bloomynmoon!
#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#howdy pillar#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#at least I intended it like that#art trade#my art#note this was done way before the update came out so I had to guess on Howdy's shop#I liked the line art so much for this piece that I kept it and now y'all get to see it#y'all got no clue how hard it was to bring myself to color this...I was so scared of messing it up big time#god I love these two lots#two repressed idiots <3#also remembered to post this just for u bog#I hope it helps feed your laughingstock addiction#spreading the laughingstock propaganda#y'all don't wanna know how long it took me to make all those shop details#just to have them eaten up in the coloring process oof#main reason I'm sharing the lineart ahahha
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Hey y'all! Do you have any advice about making smoothies? Like, what kinds of fruit and veggies go well together, what combos very much don't work, and especially if you have any advice on what frozen fruits or veggies work best. I am thinking about trying making smoothies but I know pretty much nothing about it lol
#the person behind the yarn#food mention#I don't even know where to start when it comes to making smoothies#except that I should avoid coconut (allergic) cucumber (possibly allergic) and bananas (sometimes allergic)#and that I should probably stick to frozen fruits and veggies as much as I can#because I have histamine issues#and while I tolerate some fruits very well#some fruits I do not#so this will be a bit of trial and error#but dang. I just really want to be eating more fruits and veggies before I end up with Yet Another Vitamin Deficiency#(my body processes several vitamins and minerals Very Wrong so I have to take...a lot of supplements)#(plus I am on medication to fix some of them that messes up other vitamins. it's a process)#and when it comes to ways to eat frozen fruits and veggies smoothies seem to be the best way#or maybe not best but most efficient?#I tried with non-frozen fruits and veggies but the produce in Tennessee goes bad SO QUICKLY#or at least so quickly compared to where I used to live#so...frozen! frozen fruits and veggies
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There's something so insane to me about being able to create and recreate vintage or even ancient music, clothes, fabrics, building architecture, anything, really.
I watched this video about a lady who knit a WWII-era vest, and it was really unique, because the cable work would eat up yarn, when there were shortages of fibers. This pattern would have likely been used by people to send overseas to soldiers, and now it's being created in a time where this war has been over for generations. What were the people making this pattern thinking of? What about the people making the vest? Could they fathom a world where world wars didn't happen back to back? Could they imagine what peace felt like, or did it fade like a distant memory, a faint friend? All we have now are the remnants of their efforts, a "simple" vest that would warm the bodies of countless people the knitter would never have imagined were here on earth with them.
We're reaching across time to learn about other people - we're reaching our hands out just to grasp anything tangible. And when we've take hold of something, all we can do is say I love you I love you I love you
#positivity#art#i also come across this absolutely stunning woman who collects vintage pieces from the '50s and it's just. it's mind boggling#or how we've found ancient sheet music and have recreated its contents#do you ever think about how we're time travelers#do you ever think about what might be recreated of us in the future#this isn't about nostalgia baiting but about how we learn and process the ways that people in the past lived#you don't have to feel nostalgic for WWII to be intrigued by this (it would be very concerning if one WAS nostalgic for WWII)#i just. i die a little inside because i know i will never know everything...#...i will never know every lottle thing about people in the past especially...#...and i am never completely satisfied because only a very selective amount of things are preserved and remembered...#...i wonder then what 'forgotten' people thought and felt and how they lived...#...especially as individuals or as a small clan of family and friends. i want to know them intomately - as if i myself have become emeshed..#...does this make sense. i don't just want to know about nobles and kings and the wealthy...#...i want to know what the lacemaker for a king felt making lace for the royals...#...i want to know what the rice field worker thought about when the fields were flooded and they swatted a bug away from their skin...#...i want to know what a mother of a small child thought when churning butter - her baby cooing and making a mess...#...and it sucks sometimes to know that we're time travelers but in a very narrow sense. but i still love what we have got...#...don't get me wrong i love it. but i still grieve that we have lost a lot of history - a lot of people...#...or maybe we have only lost them in the sense that we just haven't located and found them *yet*#anyway i've watched that video multiple times now and i just go absolutely animalistic thinking about it#all of this is complex and i have Plenty of thoughts about that. but at least to me this is what i've seen a lot - a lot of love#and isn't studying this - recreating it and analyzing it - isn't that a form of love?#am i... a nosy person..........
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i usually don't ever think to post wips but... a wip of dystopian!emmet's design 🙈
#my art#dystopian au#i have a very odd process and a lot of times wips of mine are very messy#so i don't really post them because of the mess XD#my exception here is that dystopian!emmet is someone i want people to see more of dflksj#he's very cool i promise#and idk i like hoods#the mask is supposed to match blacephalon btw for those who may have missed my other post about this au
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I habs been borned
Yay?
#ray's doodles#happy birthday to me ig#timezones r weirdddd#< major apologies when I take a bit to answer any asks if there even will be any jfjfj#< okay this sounds like I expect anyone to care and I really don't#but if anyone does- please don't be cross with me when I do take a while#to respond. it's outside of my control but I will respond asap when I can#anyway yeaaaaaa#birthdayyyyy... yaaayyyy#(all these notes have been written at different times (days#) so like- see my thought process over the#i'm messing up these notes so hard oml
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update my psycho father tried to beat my older brother up and only stopped because I threatened him with a police report. He threw something at me, I threatened him with a police report again. my mother said she'd disown me and didn't try to keep my father from hitting him. She's proud of trying to hit my younger brother.
we the three little pigs are out on a night jaunt to the big city and enjoying the taste of freedom because we finally don't have to play along with their whims
#its sad. I don't think i know how to process it right now#but also they are playing the victim and they have messed with my life in so many different ways#i am no longer the girl who defines myself through their love#whatever I've done wrong is between God and me and i know he forgives me because i forgive them for their wrongs and i just wanna live#not hold a grudge
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about laurance dying:
im pretty sure laurance did die because vylad confirms that there is no way to be transformed without dying but idk how much we can trust vylad on that
laurance says he didn’t though. he actively denies that he is truly dead.
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#skipping queue for relevance#hmmm interesting I see the denial angle better now#but I'm pretty sure the shadow knight Cadenza brings to help Laurance is implied to have also not died in the transformation process?#who knows#Jesson's writing is a mess of contradictions#I don't think it's that big a deal either way#the Laurance in denial is a cool idea worth exploring tho#aphmau#aphblr#aphverse#aphmau confessions#aphmau mcd#aphmau minecraft diaries#minecraft diaries#mcd
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