#I don’t like only being able to read through audiobooks bc I miss little details and I have to rewind so often | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

idkhowtopickausername · 1 year

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Idk what you’d call it but maladaptive daydreaming or whatever takes up so much of my time and it’s so hard to get myself to sit down and read/watch something even if I really really like it :(

#I genuinely love Black Sails so far!! and the first Baru Cormorant book!! and ORV!!#but just getting myself to sit down and start watching initially is so hard #I can get myself to sit and knit and listen to an audiobook or make an AMV or something #because that’s not as passive #I don’t like only being able to read through audiobooks bc I miss little details and I have to rewind so often #plus not everything I want to read comes in audiobook form #I spend like 90% of my time just pacing around listening to the same songs again and again #and medication has significantly increased my ability to get myself to do things but focusing on reading or watching something is still so #hard #personal

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