#I don’t know if this makes sense cuz I kinda went off in jelly speak but

[squishsquishy]

hi, i know this might be too invasive and feel free to completely ignore this ask if it makes you uncomfortable!! but im curious about what you meant by the post you made about "needing a million ways to say im not doing anything wrong", could you elaborate?

Not invasive, I dunno why it would be? It’s about when pedophiles have a million ways to say I’m nice I won’t hurt you. Like nomap or pear or whatever. It’s also about white supremacist types and cults trying to be like we aren’t a cult, it’s just (another word that means cult that they made up). I think it’s an asshole thing to be like nothing to see here! I might be doing things! But I’m nice about it! I just see it being a common thing with assholes. I just hate seeing someone’s dni with a million words for subsets of the same thing it’s just upsetting to me. They shouldn’t have to say please leave me alone so many times over. It to me is like I’m not a cat person that’s awful! I just love cats a lot and it’s all I talk about. But I don’t have a cat and I don’t interact with cats don’t worry. I just look at cat videos and cat memes. I like to think of myself as a cat lover or for short clover or CL for cat lover! But I’m not a cat person :)

[softcarebears]

pookers i already have an update!!!

ok ok so violet and june went and confronted pinkie abt being jelly of me. they didn’t ask abt her having a crush on me or bbsf tho bc they didn’t wanna make it awkward when there’s a possibility that i share 4 of my classes w/ her and bc bbsf and cowgirl aren’t in california and y’know it would be kinda fucked to come back from vacation and ur friends r avoiding each other

but at least we do know that apparently pinkie is in fact jealous of me and june actually like sent me a list of things she said she was jelly of so let’s go

my height and weight, i’m 5’7 (~170m) and weigh 122lbs  (~55k). according to pinkie i’m “stunningly perfect”, which i like the compliment but like u don’t gotta be a dick abt it

the fact that i can slightly speak spanish, i’m from such a heavy spanish speaking area that like the ads on social media r in spanish and the school i used to go had many kids that couldn’t speak english, and 2 of my bsfs r latina which led to me being able to speak spanish pretty well, issue is, i can hardly speak spanish anymore bc i don’t use it often, but u know who does speak spanish? pinkie, true she’s not fluent either but she’s better than i am so no clue why she’s cares abt that

my clothes were a pretty big one too, pinkie actually told me herself like back in 2022 that she wanted to start dressing like me more and her xmas list was filled w/ mini skirts, crop tops and corsets (i don’t wear corsets btw) but i honestly just thought it was cuz there’s this on running joke that the ppl in our friend group just would eventually become like me bc they started using the slang that i used and everyone was suddenly on pinterest a lot more cuz of me, so i just thought it was a part of that joke, but no, it was true. i dress in a mix of y2k based genres like emo and mcbling, along w/ a general y2k style and i also wear a lot of just trending stuff ie off the shoulder shirts and stuff. my wardrobe is mainly tank tops, tube tops, off the shoulder shirts, generally low cut tops, mini skirts, short shorts, parachute/cargo pants and then a bunch of oversized hoodies.  so i’m just kinda revealing aside from a couple articles of clothing and i vividly remember back in 2023 when she said that even though it was cute that she could never wear my clothes and even just a couple months ago she called the outfit that one of my bsfs sense fucking 2018 was slutty, BUT ME AND HER WERE MATCHING (and btw the outfit was just a crop top w/ an oversized zipped up hoodie over it, jean shorts and sneakers.) so she called me a slut but then like 2 weeks later she literally started copying my outfits, which yk i didn’t really notice, like i said a lot of my clothes r pretty trendy. but when violet and june were talking to pinkie, she literally said that she started copying me, which is just so dumb

the by far and away biggest reason though was my friends. you’ve seen some of the photos but that’s not even close to like all my friends. i would say on average the amount of ppl i would hang out w/ during lunch was around 12-20 different kids from all 3 grades, sometimes i would be hanging out w/ around 40 kids out of a school of 147 kids so it’s obviously a lot. and compared to pinkie’s group of around 4-6 ppl who were all in the same grade, and only one not being in the same class. so like i do definitely get the fact that she’s jelly of the just sheer amount of ppl that i’m friends w/. pinkie said that the amount wasn’t even the main problem, it was what we did. pinkie’s group would just sit around at a lunch table on their phones for the entire lunch time. whereas me and my friends would be having our friend’s mom drop off energy drinks for us and then smuggle them into class. we would do tiktok dances and play sports, we would just go hang out in random places, we would see how many chairs we could climb, sneak into places we shouldn’t have been in, have fights that just involved who could smack the most asses of the other ppl in in the group (consent was given), we would have endless slushies and doritos, we would get in-n-out delivered, water balloon fights, bubble fights, food fights, use bbsf’s speaker to just blast random music across campus, started a side hustle of doing ppls’ homework for a fee bc i have the amazing skill of being able to perfectly copy other’s handwriting. hell sometimes we would just go on the lawn in bikinis and tan just bc the staff didn’t care as long as we changed back before class started. so i get why she was jealous of us, that’s actually why me and bbsf left that group in the first place, they would sit around on their phones screaming and never wanted to actually do anything so we just went to hang out w/ our other friends. but what i honestly find funny is that all of my other friends liked pinkie until she started trying to be like me, cuz it wasn’t just my clothes, it was my makeup and hobbies she tried to copy too. along w/ her shit talking everyone in the group (calling all of the guys disgusting and calling the girls either sluts or saying they were “just using me” even tho i’d known all of them at least twice as long as her) so they were all fine w/ her hanging out w/ us, hell we invited her multiple times to join but she refused so it’s so strange that she’s just complaining abt something that was originally fine BEFORE she started pulling shit

this is just the random things that honestly make no sense really for her to be jealous of. she was jelly i was MENTALLY ILL, yes, that’s right, she’s upset that i have “aesthetic illnesses” bc ocd, ptsd, bpd and ana r so aesthetic. she was jelly of the fact that i come from a shitty place, i mentioned that she was kinda strange abt my background but i think u need her background too. pinkie is an upper middle class white girl, with happily married parents and a sister 2 years younger than her (violet), despite me saying that her parents r strict, violet actually told me that they’re not, pinkie just uses them as an excuse for when she forgot about something and didn’t want to admit to forgetting. now to remind you of my past. lower class mixed girl, i also have a different dad than my siblings, my mom getting pregnant w/ my sister during high school to her ex bf, getting w/ my dad a year later, marring him for around 7 years before getting divorced (i was 5 at the time, my half sister was 10) and then when i was 12 my mom got back w/ her ex bf and had my brother. so we have a little lazy rich girl being jealous of a girl who had to basically raise herself, and who had to start working incredibly young just to be able to have a little bit of pocket change for something from the dollar store. sure i party a lot, but that’s not the thing that pinkie was fixed on, it was my “interesting past” as she said apparently.

so anyways, i probably won’t be seeing pinkie until august 5th for orientation and then i officially start school w/ her august 8th so i’ll let u know if shit hits the fan even worse

in all honesty and fairness pinkie should go fuck herself...istg...

dakotahcore:

and i thought i was the main yapper of the duo turns out its you lol😭this essay longer than my dick...(yes i know i actually don't have a dick💀)

but i do love your yapping babybread... ᨳᥩ ᪲◞ ◟)𑁬

me and you making out on the kitchen counter fr😭/ j

also i would like to oddly point something out...

YOUR SCHOOL ALLOWS Y'ALL TO TAN IN BIKINIS ON THE CAMPUS?!?!??!?!....

huh

america very weird huh...

[katara0524]

Impromptu Ramblings about the NEO:TWEWY Demo

In case y'all weren't aware, I've been a pretty big fan of TWEWY for a couple years now, and with the sequel coming out next month, the excitement I feel for this game is greater than ever :) I played the Demo for the first time yesterday, and following a couple views of some livestreams of others playing it, I felt like sharing my (very ramble-y) thoughts prior to the release of the full game. This post WILL contain spoilers for both TWEWY and NEO:TWEWY, so if you want to avoid those from now on, please block the tags: #twewy spoilers, #ntwewy spoilers, #neo twewy spoilers, #ntwewy, and #neo twewy ^_^ Oh, and if you wanna keep up with any other posts I make about my experience with this game, please refer to the tag "kat plays neo twewy" :)

-First things first: I have not watched the Final Trailer and I don't plan on doing so to avoid spoilers, especially after the pre-release era of KH3 where a lot of the later trailers spoiled a lot of the endgame content. That being said, I've seen some minor screenshots from the final trailer including what many believe to be characters from the original TWEWY, namely Shiki and Joshua. That is all I know about the Final Trailer and I would very much like to remain as blind as possible going into NEO :)

-The very first cutscene was quite ominous in the sense that this game is likely going to be about "changing fate" (a recently common theme in Squeenix games, which I do appreciate), perhaps leading off from the end of A New Day in the OG and trying to stop an Inversion of Shibuya. Also worth noting that A New Day had similar aspects in which the main character experienced "future visions" of tragic events, although in A New Day these events were not able to be changed, while in NEO it seems like one of the main "powers" our protagonist has is specifically to rewrite these events and avoid a "bad ending." Very interesting indeed!

-I really like the revamped comic book style dialogue scenes, it's much more fluid and modern, which is an excellent direction for the series to take!

-I would love to have an actual PokemonGO knockoff of Final Fantasy creatures, please Squeenix that would be incredibleeeeee

-Also the LINE stickers??? Are so cute???

-I would just like to point out that Fret is an absolute treasure throughout this entire demo, he's hilarious and I will protect him with my life

-UHHHH don't like that Fret picked up some Reaper Pins just out of nowhere.....or the fact that they're apparently popular all over Shibuya.............did y'all not learn anything from the OG game or what lmao

-Okay so when I first got the "curry or ramen" scene and heard NPCs talking about the new curry place replacing the old ramen place I became IMMENSELY distressed that Ramen Don was totally cut from the game because....well, Ramen Don is a King okay?? But I'm glad to learn that no, he didn't fall off the face of the earth, he's still in business and he's the one opening the curry restaurant lolol. PHEW, crisis averted!

-.....I don't like the sudden appearance of a Wall Reaper and being able to read NPC thoughts. Wtf happened when they left the ramen place??? Are they playing the Game alive somehow?

-Okay so I have my own theories about this "Swallow" character and what they're up to but considering this is only the Demo and I still Have No Idea What's Happening, I'm just gonna say that I think Swallow intentionally led Rindo and Fret to the Crossing so they could join the Game. I mean, add in the fact that Swallow still communicates with Rindo during the Game and you've got yourself a suspicious character right there lol

-"Hey they're shooting off fireworks!" Fret honey that's not fireworks oof (see also: "*laughs* I'm in danger")

-WOOOOOO way to traumatize Rindo right off the bat like that LMAOO

-The visuals for the intro are VERY GOOD, the song is pretty decent until it gets all "screamo" (which I absolutely cannot stand sorry lol)

-Shoka is every Customer Service employee ever and I respect that

-Susukichi went from being "meh" to "WOW THIS GUY IS FUN" in the span of 10 seconds and I also respect that (he is also built like an Absolute Unit which is hilarious)

-The Wall Reapers (and just Reapers in general) seem.....way nicer and more helpful this time around?? Like in the OG the Wall Reapers were SO RUDE gfhjgjdfkhn and yeah I'm sure we'll get some like that but the juxtaposition of the first Wall Reaper in the OG compared to the first one in NEO is insane.

-The puzzles are quite a bit more entertaining this time around even if it's generally the same "fetch quest" formula lol

-"Rindo's Group" way to go Fret HFKJDGHSDFKJ mans really left the default name in there lmao

-OKAYOKAYOKAY so to those who aren't aware I am a MASSIVE SIMP for Sho Minamimoto, he's my absolute favorite and I think about him daily. HIS INTRODUCTION IS. INCREDIBLE. I LOVE IT SM.

-GOD hearing him actually SPEAK FULL SENTENCES is just SO SURREAL I love this sm

-Also the remix of his theme???? NEO TRANSFORMATION????? IT'S SO GOOD????????? It's like gone from a Boss Theme to a more triumphant sounding theme and I am HERE for it (every version of Transformation is just INCREDIBLE and getting a new one is even better)

-I Love Him, Your Honor

-Also idk how exactly but it's kinda weird seeing Sho in the OG vs NEO, cuz while he's mostly the same Insane Math-Obsessed Catboy, he's.....calmed down quite a bit?? Like OG made a whole point of how poorly he cooperates with others (not to mention just being completely unhinged and trying to kill everyone), whereas here in NEO he's......actually kinda working with others??? HELLO???? Sir what happened to you and Neku during those 3 years I would love to know all about it

-I guarantee you Sho is still probably scheming shite and will likely pull some total insane BS later down the road, and I am very much looking forward to that. Also, is he looking for a certain Pin or something??? Cuz he keeps talking about different Pins and even mentions "this is just another Psych Pin" like he's actively looking for a Pin to do something with. Maybe it also has to do with the "latent powers of Players" thing he mentioned as well??? What is this dude UP TO oml (also is he in contact with Neku at all?? they're both technically fugitives at this point right?? WHAT HAPPENED AFTER A NEW DAY I AM BEGGING YOU)

-I seems like Sho ALSO has an idea of what's going on in this specific game (even if he won't admit it straightforward). Per his quote "The game's 142,857. Factor it out," he's essentially saying, "This game is a neverending cyle, figure out how to get out of it" (or at least that's what I got from his "cyclic number" nonsense lolol)

-I do like how Sho mostly stays out of sight until he's needed for a battle or assisting with a mission, that's kind of on par with his whole "uncooperative" quirk from the OG, plus he might literally have to stay out of sight of other Reapers and Players considering he's likely breaking the rules of the Game (not surprising considering him and Neku broke practically every rule in the book during OG)

-The nicknames for Sho- I can't- They're so FUNNYYYY GFHJSDFKJ

-He goes from being called "Pi-Face" and "Tabooty" in OG to "Mr. Minami" and "M-Teezy" in NEO LMAOO

-(Wowee I just realized I've been mostly talking about Sho oopsies sorry y'all, this is what I meant by thinking about him almost daily he is THAT much of a fav of mine ghfkjsd)

-Okay RIP Fret and Rindo for not getting literally ANY explanation as to how the Game works OOF, that is kinda cringe that whoever gets the Pin earns points, not whoever erases the Noise (which like I understand but also URRRGGHHH I WANNA SEE THE SQUAD SUCCEED)

-"I should be going home now it's getting late" Oh you sweet summer child-

-Also love the mention of parents in this game???? KH you could learn a thing or two from TWEWY (poor Rindo's mom fhgjkdh)

-KUBO IS HILARIOUS I SUPPORT HIM AND HIS GROSS FACE (also thank you Final Trailer thumbnail for spoiling my suspicions about him very cool smh)

-Kaie is a LAD I also support him, go King type those funky texts I believe in you

-FRET PLS STOP SCANNING FHGJKSDHKJFGHFKJ he's like me when I scan in OG during Weeks 2 and 3 and see Taboo Noise coming after me ghfjdshfj

-Also Rindo can you stay off your phone for TWO SECONDS ik you're trying to figure things out but Fret is a jelly boi and I don't want him to be upset with you my guy

-Sho being an actual sorta mentor to the kiddos?? Who are you sir this is so unlike you ghfgskj what happened to the guy who tried shooting children in the face 8 times over LMAO (granted he's probably just using them but it's still nice to see him actually cooperating and sharing knowledge with the kiddos aaaaa)

-EYO EIJI OJI THE TIKTOK INFLUENCER IS BACK LMAO

-hgjkfshgkjf "we aren't glorifying capitalism on my watch" THATS SO FUNNY TO ME GFHJFSDGHJKS (also an all-orange ensemble is disgusting you deserve jail for one thousand years fkn Cheddar Goldfish Cheezit ass woman)

-WICKED TWISTERS NAME DROP EYOOO we love to see it

-gfhsgjf Poor Rindo embarassing himself for the sake of the Game that's incredible

-R e t u r n t o M O N K E. That is all.

-Dialogue during boss battles is HELLA cool i love that

-HHHHH THE KANON SCENE MADE ME A N G E R Y FRET STOP SIMPING MY GUY says the girl with a Literal Simp Encyclopedia and simps for pixels on a screen daily

-Can't wait to see the other Reapers :eyes emoji:

-CAN'T WAIT TO SEE NAGI MY BELOVED YEAHHHH WOOOOOO AAAAND that's about it for the demo lolol, I absolutely CANNOT wait for next month, this game is gonna be INCREDIBLE holy hell Prepare for more simping, more screaming, and more vibing from Yours Truly :) I fully intend on sharing more general thoughts like this on both Tumblr and Twitter so it's not just reblog-retweet-reblog-retweet with the occasional comment fhgskjd

If you wanna witness my insanity up close and personal I have a Square Enix Discord server called Sea Side Dreamers! You can look it up on Disboard, or you can add me on Discord @Katara0524#9244 for a direct link :) We have topics about Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, NieR, and ofc TWEWY (as well as other topics!), so if you want some good ol' chaos and chitchat, you're more than welcome to join!