#I don’t have the epub anymore so I can’t show the exact quote but I think about this ALL THE TIME

[tamakey]

constantly thinking about the fact when xie lian ascends for the third time and his first encounter with mu qing is in the heavenly array and he doesn’t recognize his voice!! like I have to imagine mu qing thought about xie lian SO MUCH over the past 800 years with the wierd mixture of anger and guilt and what would happen if he ever saw xie lian again and imagined hundres of scenarios in his head and when it happens xie lian pulls a NEW PHONE WHO DIS ON HIM