#I do realise that I really love the hidden monster trop ah ah

[ariadne-inthesky]

I’m obsessed by those two songs and their lyrics, in relation to Ariadne. [...] So far from seeing home I stand out here alone Am I asking for too much So far from being free From the past that's haunting me The future I just can't touch And if you take my hand Please pull me from the dark And show me hope again We'll run side by side No secrets left to hide Sheltered from the pain And [...] The missing piece I yearn to find So close Please clear the anguish from my mind So close But when the truth of you comes clear So close I wish my life I'd never come near here So close If it isn’t Ari’s dilemma ? To yearn for closeness and intimacy and being seen (and loved) for what she truly is and at the same time to be so scared, so terrified of that closeness, that intimacy, because in the end... It is was got her hurt every damn time. And yes, it is human. It is normal to want to be loved. To want intimacy and closeness. But she’s not normal. She’s a monster. A walking dead with her head separated from her body, the two pieces of her broken body held together by a ribbon. And let’s not talk about not growing old. And in her other verses, say the Star Wars one ? Well, she is another kind of monster, a disgusting bastard, not even able to save her father and running away from her grandfather - and her past. And in the end, at least in her SW verse, Ariadne does embrace, fully, the fact that the apple didn’t fall far from the tree and that she’s as rotten as Grüser was.  She became a monster, in that verse, to survive, but the seed was there from the begining. The result is still the same, though. She’s a monster. And who could love a monster ?