#I do actually want to finish Gilded by the end of November just because i want to get it revised and printed before the winter break
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"What are you doing for NaNoWriMo" Well, I'm just trying to finish writing the last 4 chapters of my fic that I've been working on for the past year and a half. But have fun with your 50,000 words in one month goals.
#I do actually want to finish Gilded by the end of November just because i want to get it revised and printed before the winter break#so i can use the school printers. But I highly doubt that will happen.#war stories from the sergeant#writing
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How to Steal a Million
This is... part three?
Weâre really starting to bring the gang together here, and the plot will really kick in after this!
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Neil lay sprawled upon a velvet-covered divan in Allisonâs humongous bedroom while she stood in front of a gilded mirror which she claimed had belonged to Marlene Dietrich (he believed her), wearing nothing but lacy lingerie (he would go out on a limb and say that she had a date with Renee later) and tossing very (very) expensive pieces of clothes about while she decided what to wear that day. âSo youâre basically telling me that you stabbed some no-name thief, bandaged him up and then let him go? Oh cutie-pie, just wait until I tell Renee! Sheâll be so pleased to learn that youâre turning to the light, or something like that.â Allison beamed at him as she casually threw a Gucci shirt over her shoulder.
âIâm not going soft,â Neil sneered as he sat up, âitâs just that Stuart gets so grumpy when thereâs blood on the Persian rugs and I spent all of last November swiping things for Berger to make up for taking out one of his best breakers.â He sighed as he thought of how heâd just wanted to spend the month hanging out with his friends before the city got too crazy for the holidays (too many tourists and people rushing about for the season), but no, it hadnât worked out that way, had it? âThough he was American, so I doubt heâs associated with any of the local gangs.â Better safe than sorry, though, especially when dealing with a grumpy Stuart. There was just too much sighing and whinging and âwhere did I go wrong, Mary? Where did I go wrong?â
(Neil could give him one hell of a list, but thereâd just be more damn sighing and whinging.)
âHmm, cautionâs not a bad thing,â Allison agreed as she eyed a Dior skirt before tossing it aside, too. âThough I worry about you, so damn cute and barely psychotic, and what do you do when you have a guy in your home late at night? You beat him up and send him on his way.â She shook her head as if disappointed. âItâs time for us to go to work again, grasshopper.â Her glossy red lips spread in a predatory grin before she leaned into the one closet to grab more clothes.
Hmm, that⌠that had possibilities; at the very least, it would serve as a distraction from the whole Venus mess, and it might be a good idea to have more cash on hand because of the Venus mess. âWhoâs the mark, and wonât Renee be upset, talking about the whole âlight sideâ?â Was that the right term? Matt had tried to make him watch the movies about the whole âlightâ and âdarkâ thing, but heâd fallen asleep within ten minutes.
It didnât help that Henry had dared him to break into four mansions the night beforeâŚ.
âOh, donât worry, the target is grade-A asshole, so much that Renee wonât mind in the slightest. Now, what shall I wear?â She pulled out a slinky black McQueen dress with straps and rivets that would cover her from neck to ankles (for the most part) yet cling to a figure which attracted men and women alike (but not Neil), and a flowing light blue Chloe wrap dress.
âDefinitely the McQueen,â Neil decided. âYouâre clearly giving them fair warning that youâre ready to utterly destroy them, but theyâre too busy drooling over your ass to care. Plus, I think Renee finds the skulls on the purses adorable.â
âAs it should be, cutie-pie, as it should be.â Allison smirked as she dropped the Chloe gown to the floor; Neil shook his head and knew that Ines, Allisonâs assistant, was paid more than enough to deal with the mess. âOnce I slither into this, weâll set about dressing you into something presentable and be on our way.â
Neil groaned as he lay back down and wondered if it wouldnât have been such a bad thing, to let L.A. kill him in his sleep last night or something.
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Andrew tapped his fingers on the table while he waited for his âcontactâ to arrive; heâd kept track of her over the years, and when Kevin had âdraggedâ him to Paris for this latest case? Reached out to her in case he had need of her knowledge.
After last night? He definitely had need of Reneeâs knowledge of the city, even if she seemed to have gone âstraightâ in the last couple of years.
Well, straighter.
Heâd finished his second meager cup of coffee (really, what did the French have against a decent size of coffee?) and his third cream puff (much better than the coffee) at the cafĂŠ not too far from the burnt husk of Notre Dame when Renee appeared. He noticed her decent French, which she used to order coffee and a couple of cream puffs, how her hair was now bleached silver with rainbow colored ends, her clothes simple but of good quality, and how she basically⌠she looked good. Looked at peace with herself.
When heâd first met her, it was barely a year after sheâd gotten out of prison and was still trying to leave âNatalie Shieldsâ behind; she hadnât appreciated Andrew being pointed her way for help with a case, yet sheâd obliged after a rough introduction. Andrew had thought it an act initially, her attempt to change her life, to move on from Natalie and become Renee Walker, but heâd been convinced by the time heâd solved the forgery case. Sheâd helped out a couple of other times, then moved to Paris to take a job at a womanâs shelter.
âHello, Andrew. You look good.â Reneeâs voice was still soft and possessed a hint of her North Dakota upbringing. Despite him calling out of the blue, her smile was warm and dark eyes bright with affection. âDo you like Paris so far?â
âItâs crowded, the traffic is terrible and their coffee sucks. Plus, I was trapped on a plane for seven hours with Kevin Day. Seven hours,â he hissed as he folded his arms over his chest and slumped back in his chair. âSomehow, heâs still alive.â
âIâll be certain to recommend you for sainthood over that extreme act of charity,â she murmured as she pushed the plate containing the cream puffs toward him. âEspecially if he returns to the States alive as well.â
âSeven hours,â Andrew repeated as he did his best not to think about the flight home â one of them was going to be doped out of their minds for it, he just hadnât decided who yet.
Renee stifled a giggle with the back of her right hand before she sipped her coffee. âOther than that, itâs going well?â She gazed at the band-aid on his throat before she looked him in the eye. âI assume if Kevinâs here, itâs not a vacation?â
âYou assume correct.â He paused to eat one of the cream puffs (at least he was walking a lot to offset all the sweets) before he got down to business. âWeâre here because of the Kleber-Lafayette Museumâs latest exhibit.â
âAh.â Renee frowned as she turned her cup of coffee around on its saucer with the tips of her fingers. âIâm not sure what help Iâll be, since Iâm not⌠well, Iâm not involved in those things anymore, not really. And the little I am, just through a couple of associates, hasnât brought me word of any trouble with that show.â
Now that was interesting â not that Renee knew âinteresting peopleâ, because he expected no less of the woman, but that she was already tied into gossip about the museum. âReally? Nothing at all?â
âNo, nothing, itâs free of trouble as far as I know,â she insisted with a slight shake of her head.
Hmm.â Andrew had the last cream puff while he considered that. âWhat about Neil Josten? Have you heard about him?â
Renee was quiet while she finished her coffee then set it down without a sound, her motions smooth and too controlled. âIâm sorry, Andrew, but I believe we have a conflict of interests here.â That time, her smile was bland. âI do know him, but as a friend. He and his uncle regularly donate to the shelter, and he volunteers there as well.â
That wasnât what Andrew wanted to hear, not about the sarcastic, handsome asshole whoâd insulted him while bandaging him up last night â after nearly slitting his throat last night.
No one should look that damn good while giving him shit and continuously threatening to kill him. Maybe Aaron was right and there really was something wrong with AndrewâŚ.
Nah, Aaron was just jealous that Andrew was the older, better-looking, smarter twin.
Yet here Renee sat and proclaimed that Josten â the guy whoâd tried to slit Andrewâs throat and gave him advice on who to rob â was a veritable angel. âFunny you say that, because I think I might be checking into his uncle because of work, and this,â he gestured to the little âscratchâ on his neck, âis from Josten.â
Renee frowned as she seemed to think about that. âHmm, and what were you doing to provoke such a reaction out of him?â When Andrew was quiet, she nodded once. âNeilâs a good friend. He hasnât had the easiest of times growing up, but heâs not a bad man.â She nodded again as she stood. âAnd Iâd be careful, because he has people who care about him, who watch over him. Now if youâll excuse me, I have to return to work. Be careful, Andrew, you and Kevin.â
He watched her go then got up to leave himself, thoughts occupied with what sheâd said â with what basically was a warning.
The more he learned about Neil Josten, the more the pieces didnât fit together; if there was one thing (actually, there was a rather long list) that Andrew didnât like, it was incomplete puzzles. He detested things that he couldnât easily solve, that taunted him with their jagged edges that didnât smooth out and fit together, with missing pieces and equations just waiting for that last bit to be figured out.
Josten? Neil Josten was all of that rolled together, was violence with a friendly smile, a teasing, lilting voice that poured out insults, a gorgeous man whoâd shown no interest nor repulsion in Andrew despite his mild flirting.
Andrew had a job he was paid to do and now Riko Moriyama to deal with⌠but damnit, heâd figure out one Neil Josten before he left Paris, he swore to himself.
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Neil, dressed in McQueen as well (Allison had laughed as she âbulliedâ him into the black blazer embellished with butterflies, but at least let him wear jeans and a pale grey shirt beneath it), escorted Allison into the cocktail party they were basically crashing (as if anyone would dare to throw Allison Reynolds out of a party she deigned to grace with her presence) â a cocktail party held during the middle of the day.
Someone was trying a bit too hard.
That someone turned out to be Riko Moriyama, which explained it rather well.
âOh yes, Renee will even light a candle for us, Iâm willing to bet,â Neil murmured in French as he gazed at the Japanese-American man who appeared to be boring Agnes Caron to tears; unfortunately, it was the freelance reporterâs job to suffer such things, and she probably was there to find out if he or his uncle were opening a new office in Paris.
Or, more importantly, if Rikoâs brother was opening a new office in Paris, since the Stone Mountain corporation was much more important (powerful, wealthier, etc.) than Edgar Allan, one of its subsidiaries.
Was also free of rumored, quickly buried scandals â scandals tied to one Riko Moriyama.
Neil hoped that Agnes was careful, because she was a friend of Danâs and never reported any lies about Allison.
Then he pushed all thoughts of the woman aside because Allison dragged him further into the room, right as Riko looked their way, an expression of interest on his face.
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Last part can be found here
#nekojitachanfics#aftg#aftg au#andreil#we're getting there honest#neil josten#andrew minyard#allison reynolds#renee walker#how to steal a million fic#more snark#and expensive clothes#because it's allison#mumbling into the void
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Iâve not done a Diary of a Disaster entry for a while, mostly because weâve reached the stage where it genuinely is too soul-destroying for words.
The Tory leadership election has already been a farce. After months of ânever BoJoâ posturing, guess what Tory MPs did? He got an absolute majority of them on the last ballot of MPs.
The runner-up was the loathsome Jeremy Hunt - the man who got caught trying to sell more of the media to Murdoch, then got to preside over the catastrophic reorganisation (read: stealth privatisation) of the NHS that started under the horrible Lansley and who also has a side-line in bloviating about US insurance companies on the floor of the House. (He apparently has the warm fuzzies for someone called Kaiser Permanente ... I made a conscious decision not to look up the details, because I didnât even want to know what I might find.) Oh, and heâs also apparently the wealthiest member of the Cabinet, even amongst our government of millionaires. I mean, at the risk of sounding cynical, I suppose institutionalising kleptocracy would be consistent with our existing political practise, but it still leaves a nasty taste in your mouth.
And then we have BoJo, or to use his full name, Alexander Boris de Pfeffel Johnson. Incidentally, you never, ever hear the âde Pfeffelâ bit mentioned in the British media - which is quite a significant indicator of how complicit our journalists are in his personal image-making. The other thing you never hear mentioned is that he was actually born in New York. Thatâs right - an anti-immigration rabble-rouser who is an immigrant himself.
As things stand, he appears near-certain to end up as Prime Minister. (The party membership havenât finished voting yet, but no-oneâs expecting any surprises. The only possible surprise is whether or not BoJo gets less than 60% of the Tory grass-roots vote.)
Also, it emerges that heâs an even worse person than we thought. Before this year, Iâd thought of him as a greedy, shallow narcissist. None of that is appealing - but, weâve had moronic narcs in Number 10 before (David Cameron is a prominent example, and Tony Blair had elements of that too). Iâd previously assumed that between them, the Treasury and the Cabinet Office (the traditional behind-the-curtain dupoly in British government) could probably âmanageâ him. (âYes, Prime Minister, this is a fantastic idea, itâs gilded and golden and we want to talk more about how wonderful it is, and weâll do that soon, please just quickly sign these documents so we can get back to how wonderful you are...â)
Then the allegations surfaced about his treatment of Carrie Symonds, his girlfriend. All Iâll say about that is, donât Google it if domestic violence, gaslighting and abuse are triggering things for you.
Basically, what we now know is that heâs a full-on sociopath. He has no principles and no values, he is just a complete howling void of personal monstrosity. The man is evil. I canât think of any other word for it.
And of course the Tory Party will push that button, because thereâs nothing that they wonât do for power.
As for the actual policies espoused in the leadership election, well, there arenât any, really. Both candidates are promising that Everything Will Be Wonderful And There Will Be No Problems Ever, Just Vote For Me. The disconnection from reality is astonishing. And somehow, theyâve actually got worse on Brexit. Yes, theyâve got worse. It is, somehow, possible.Their stated positions are now even more delusional than the previous nadir, that being the âMalthouse Compromiseâ fuckery. Itâs been three years. No-one has learned a single lesson. No-one is paying attention. No-one in power gives a shit.
In case youâre wondering where Labour is in all of this, theyâre busy re-admitting the noted walking liability that is Chris Williamson. (In case youâre wondering, heâs neck-deep in the partyâs ongoing antisemitism scandal, and neck-deep in the bad way.) Labourâs ongoing four-year civil war has reached the âdoesnât Corbyn look tired?â stage. Meanwhile, the odious Len McClusky is popping up across the media on how Labour mustnât even consider a leftward move on its Brexit position. Apparently the 1/3rd of 2017 Labour voters who were pro-Brexit are completely essential, whereas the 2/3rds of Labour Remainers ... arenât.
As to how the electoral arithmetic of this works, well, courtesy of Wikipedia, hereâs what the current UK opinion polling looks like (source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Opinion_polling_for_the_next_United_Kingdom_general_election#Graphical_summary ):
Note the craziness at the end - weâre close to a four-way tie between the Brexit Party, Labour, the Tories and the Lib Dems(!!). If that actually happened in a British general election, itâs anyoneâs guess what First Past The Post voting would do with that.
Youâd think Labour would be worried about seeing polling numbers as low as 18% ... but apparently not, itâs all fine. Because mumble mumble dialectic mumble authentic working-class social process mumble mumble, or something to that effect.
If (when?) de Pfeffel does end up as Prime Minister our one slender hope is a vote of no confidence in the House. However, Labour have been being surprisingly-rubbery about whether or not thereâll be one - apparently theyâve trotted Barry Gardiner out today to pour some cold water on the idea. At a guess, whatâs going on is that the Labour Brexit lobby are trying to have their cake and eat it - basically, get their Brexit and have the Tory Party do it for them, on the assumption that they can squirm away from any personal pain. (As we can see on the above chart, this is unlikely to work for them.)
Meanwhile, the economic news is grim - the UK economy contracted last quarter. You need two consecutive quarterly contractions to officially be a recession, so weâre not technically there yet, but I wouldnât bet against it. (One thing Iâve noticed around town in Bristol is that some luxury goods shops are shuttering and all the others are running huge sales, and luxury stuff is the first thing to go when the economy starts to slide. Also it feels like Iâm seeing more homeless people than even six months ago, which is another ominous datapoint. Lastly, in recruitment, from what Iâm seeing, no-one anywhere is hiring, which is also a bad sign. Especially so for me, as I want out of my current job!)
So yeah, TL;DR the ruling party have irrevocably lost their marbles, the country is about to be run by a sociopathic narcissist and the economy looks ready to fall off a cliff. November will be such fun! Not.
#diary of a disaster#UK internal politics#abandon all hope ye who enter here#everything's on fire and it is not OK
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The late Singaporean novelist Gopal Barathamâs A Candle or the Sun, published in 1991, is rightly regarded as one of the finest works of literature to come out of the city-state (though probably not according to its government). Politically-minded, and not afraid to amble along a storyline of repression and state-enforced victimhood, it is small wonder Barathamâs writing was often compared to George Orwellâs. A Time magazineâs review of A Candle or the Sun states that it âpicks up where George Orwellâs Nineteen Eighty-Four left off.â In the negative, both authorsâ styles are admittedly a little too heavy with caricature and requisite pathos, especially when it comes to lifeâs victims. Indeed, A Candle or the Sun might initially catch oneâs eye as a Southeast Asian transmutation of Nineteen Eighty-Four. As Baratham would say in an interview, he wanted to complete the book by 1984 âfor Orwellâ but couldnât finish it until the end of 1985. The book is set in 1983. It took another six years to find a publisher, which was Serpentâs Tail, of London.
A more discernible reader, however, might also notice the traces of Keep the Aspidistra Flying. A bored salesman and failing amateur writer (a la Gordon Comstock), Barathamâs protagonist, Hernie Perera, gives up on his artistic dreams, though with the promise of literary success, when he accepts a job offer from an old friend to work at the Ministry of Culture producing propaganda. Both Comstock and Perera are susceptible to hypocrisy gilded in justification, mistreatment of their lovers for their own advancement, and an overestimation of their own literary merits.
Pereraâs self-respect is lost (though later redeemed) when he betrays to his new employers his lover Su-May, a member of anti-government Christian sect that is printing a âstreet paper.â This oppressive state is ominously distant from the story, however. (The setting is clearly Singapore, despite the bookâs forewarning that âany similarity of persons, places or events depicted herein to actual persons places or events is purely coincidental.â) Perera does muse on how the state wants a say in even the most minute points of life (âyour masters kennel you in neat boxes, doctor your females, control litter size according to pedigree and tell you what names you can give your pups,â to give one example.) And Perera is later chided by the lover of his friend: âDid they never tell you that on this island of paradise of ours trade is a matter of security, education is a matter of security, health is a matter of security, how you wash your underwear is a matter of security.â
The Singaporean academic Ban Kah Choon apparently once described him as a âmagician who stands before the unknown to decipher what has yet to be written.â Ignore the pretentiousness and incoherence of this statement; Baratham, after all, was fictionalising fact in A Candle or the Sun: specifically, Operation Spectrum, the Singaporean governmentâs attempt at McCarthyism. But he was certainly charting a new course in Singaporean literature. And instigators often have to be more obvious. Baratham was at his best when he was at his subtlest, though he often had the habit of repeating his understatements so often they become glaring. Indeed, re-reading A Candle or the Sun in light of the more recent politically-natured novels from Singapore (Iâm thinking in particular of Jeremy Tiangâs understated State of Emergency, published in May) one gets the sense that Baratham subscribes to the hammer-to-crack-a-nut clichĂŠ.
Three years after A Candle or the Sun was published, Catherine Lim, another Singaporean writer, earned a rebuke from Prime Minister Goh Chok Tong for her articles in the Straits Times. Writers on the fringe must not challenge the government, the Prime Minister said. There were suspicions, during the â90s, of Baratham being the city-stateâs âtoken liberal,â an author who avoided the sort of criticism and censorship others faced. âYou should criticize the faults if you care for the society,â he said in 1996. âSome people say Iâm the governmentâs token liberal. What can I say?â
His background, perhaps, afforded him some protection. Born in 1935, decades before Singapore became an independent nation, he followed his parentsâ footsteps into the medical profession. At 36, he finally graduated from the University of Edinburgh, specialising in neurosurgery, after training at the Royal London Hospital. He would later return to Singapore, eventually becoming the head of Tan Tock Seng Hospitalâs neurosurgery department. In 1991, the same year A Candle or the Sun was published, he was elected president of the ASEAN Association of Neurosurgeons.
His prominence in the medical field, at least in Southeast Asia, was not quite equalled by his literary recognition. A Candle or the Sun became his first published novel, after two collections of short stories, and won the Commonwealth Writersâ Prize in 1992, which he reportedly turned down because, he said, it was awarded based on the panel looking for a âSingapore style of writingâ when he considered his work international (most of his work was published by British publishing house, not Singaporean ones). He attempted another novel and a non-fiction book after A Candle or the Sun but it was that work that kept his name in alive among the talking classes.
His death, in 2002, gave chance for his reappraisal as an interlocutor for free speech in Singapore. Teng Qian Xi, writing in the Quarterly Literary Review Singapore at the time, offered a retrospective: âThe criticism of the Singaporean ethos of conformity and rationality, as well as the questioning of memory, rhetoric and history which I often found forced in his stories became more exciting, less pedagogical in A Candle or the Sun.â
Freedom from speech
I do not know how widely A Candle or the Sun is still read in Singapore. I am told anecdotally that, like Nineteen Eighty-Four is around the world, itâs known by many but read by few. I hope not. Nonetheless, it remains an easy-to-hand reference for free speech matters. Indeed, how little things seem to have changed since it was published. The Peopleâs Action Party (PAP) is still in power, as it has been since Singapore gained its statehood. The countryâs media remains closed. MediaCorp dominates television and radio, and is the only terrestrial TV broadcaster. It happens to be controlled by the government-owned investment arm, Temasek Holdings, the CEO of which is Ho Ching, the wife of Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong. As for the newspapers, the Straits Times is owned by Singapore Press Holdings. Its current CEO is Alan Chan, who previously served in several government positions, and its chairman Lee Boon Yang, who served as an MP for the ruling party from 1984 until 2011, and held Cabinet positions during that time.
When Baratham was interviewed after the publication of A Candle or the Sun, he laconically defended himself: âItâs not that I want to irritate, but I just speak my mind⌠You should criticize the faults if you care for the society.â But this is a concept that still doesnât find ear among the ruling elite, despite its rhetoric. In February, the Prime Minister commented: âIf all you have are people who say, âThree bags full, sirâ, then soon you start to believe them, and that is disastrous.â On the same day, as the Economist pointed out, a respected former diplomat who now runs a public-policy institute at the National University of Singapore, said Singapore needs âmore naysayers [who] attack and challenge every sacred cow.â
Singapore is now a 21st century economy propped up by 20th century politics. And the Sedition Act, on the books since the late 1940s, is still brought out to slap down those naysayers, especially those who criticise the sacred cows, namely religion and race. PM Lee Hsien Loong has defended Singaporeâs limits on free expression as a means to safeguard social stability. âIn our society, which is multiracial and multi-religious, giving offence to another religious or ethnic group, race, language or religion, is always a very serious matter,â he said. This has been the case since Lee Kuan Yew, Singaporeâs founding Prime Minister (and the current PMâs father), promised in 1965 to build a multiracial nation. âThis is not a Malay nation; this is not a Chinese nation; this is not an Indian nation. Everyone will have his place, equal: language, culture, religion,â he commented that year.
Today, Indeed, Singapore is a multiracial state. And a heavy dose of state-enforcement has gone into defending this idea. Singapore celebrates Racial Harmony DayâJuly 21, the day when the riots broke out in 1964âand schoolchildren are taught about religion and ethnicity. But the idea that by suppressing âhate-speechâ one can improve society reveals hidden impulses behind those who call from restraints. It is, at the same time, utopian and nihilistic.
Iâll take a fairly positive-slanted story from the Straits Times, dated November 8, 2015, as an example. The articleâs author describes Singapore as a microcosm, âwhich pledges to be color-blind in its meritocracy and economic growth by providing opportunities for allâ. From these, and numerous other reports, one gets the sense that perhaps the government is justified in trying to silence what it considers hate speech.
But a number of commentators are quoted as saying that Singapore is ânowhere near being a race-blind societyâ because racist undertones are hidden under the surface of a seemingly cohesive society. They also said that âsome people and groups are downright ignorant and biased, others merely tolerate, but others are proactive in understanding and being appreciativeâ. One sociologist opined that âbubbling beneath our civil veneer, there are prejudices and stereotypes which occasionally surface to trigger bouts of soul-searchingâ. Indeed, the death of a foreign worker in Little India in 2013 led to a riot of more than 300 people, during which 54 officers and eight civilians were injured.
But silencing any public discourse on race or religion doesnât seem to have done much good (just as banning mention of food isnât a cure for malnutrition). As seen over the decades, while tensions remain dormant most of the time, they do have the recurrent habit of bubbling up. Moreover, not talking about the issue doesnât always mean it will go away. A 2013 survey found that almost half of Singaporeans didnât have a close friend of another race.
At some point in A Candle or the Sun, Perera is warned: âculture is a matter of security.â So, too, is culture a matter of free speech. While âhate-speechâ does exist, all too often free speech is curtailed in Singapore over claims that individuals have offended a religion or race, when what they have really done is criticise the government. A casual glance over the cases of people recently prosecuted for free speech reveals that courts tend to find some facet of religious or racial offence in the personâs comments.
Take the case of the blogger Amos Yee, who was prosecuted twice for wounding religious feeling, not for criticising the government. As Singaporeâs High Commissioner to the United Kingdom, Foo Chi Hsia, said in 2015, âAmos Yee was convicted for insulting the faith of ChristiansâŚProtection from hate speech is also a basic human right.â Indeed, from this comment one can denote the legal contortionism of the Singaporean government: its citizens have the right of freedom from speech, which, to the government, is more important than freedom of speech. Yee might have gone on a tirade against religion, but his main target for criticism was the government, specifically the death of Lee Kuan Yew, in 2015. He called the late leader âa horrible personâ, an âawful leaderâ and a âdictator,â as the Economist reported. Indeed, the American government was clearly of opinion that Yee was persecuted for his political views when it offered him asylum this year. âThis is the modus operandi for the Singapore regime â critics of the government are silenced by civil suit for defamation or criminal prosecutions,â one American immigration judge wrote during Yeeâs asylum ruling. To which the Singaporean government responded that America allows âhate speech under the rubric of freedom of speech.â
It is often too easy to defend the freedom of speech for the likes of Baratham, a learned doctor and adroit novelist. Harder, though, to defend the uncouth ramblings of someone like Yee. As I wrote in the Diplomat at the time: âIt is clear that most of [Yeeâs] comments were crude and inarticulate and, befitting his age, childish. This doesnât mean, however, he ought not be defended for merely uttering an opinion.â
Taking the candle
George Orwell once described Speakers Corner, in Londonâs Hyde Park, as âone of the minor wonders of the world.â On my last visit to Singapore, last year, a reposeful afternoon provided me with a moment to visit the city-stateâs own attempt at a Speakers Corner, located in Hong Lim Park. Oh, how imitations are inferior. The Economist described it thusly:
[A] spot set up for Singaporeans to exercise their freedom of speech without any restriction whatsoever, beyond the obligation to apply for permission to speak and to comply with the 13 pages of terms and conditions upon which such permissions are predicated, as well as all the relevant laws and constitutional clauses.
That article was about the prosecution of blogger Han Hui Hui who, in 2014, journeyed to Speakersâ Corner to protest the management of the Central Provident Fund, the city-states compulsory social security fund. She was found guilty and fined more than $2,000 last year not for voicing her opinion, a government spokesperson said, but for âloutishly barging into a performance by a group of special-education-needs children, frightening them and denying them the right to be heard.â
But whatâs surprising about Speakersâ Corner is that Singapore would even attempt a parody. But, then again, Baratham understood the importance of the masquerade. The real heft of A Candle or the Sun is not in how an oppressive state operates but how people are so ready to sacrifice (and justify sacrificing) freedom for âgood housing, safe streets, schools for your children and⌠three square meals a day and a colour TV,â as Perera says. Indeed, principles are sacrificed with only the slightest enticement by the state, unlike in Nineteen Eighty-Four.
In 2013, a survey of 4,000 Singaporeans asked whether they preferred âlimits on freedom of expression to prevent social tensionsâ or âcomplete freedom of expression even at risk of social tensions.â 40% of respondents went for limits and 37% said complete freedom. The remaining 23 percent had no opinion on the matter, which perhaps says something about public participation in Singaporean society.
If Nineteen Eighty-Four is a novel that represents what Orwell described as âthe dirty-handkerchief side of lifeâ then Aldous Huxleyâs Brave New World, published 17 years earlier, is its saccharine facsimile. Huxley in a letter to Orwell shortly after the publication of Nineteen Eighty-Four:
Whether in actual fact the policy of the boot-on-the-face can go on indefinitely seems doubtful. My own belief is that the ruling oligarchy will find less arduous and wasteful ways of governing and of satisfying its lust for power, and these ways will resemble those which I described in Brave New World.
A Candle or the Sun serves somewhat as a synthesis between the censorial warning of both dystopias. Baratham understood that too much jack-booting, never the first port of call for the Singaporean repressors anyway, couldnât last. (A Candle or the Sun happened to be published the year the Soviet Union collapsed). Equally, permissiveness, unlike in Brave New World, had to be carefully managed: provide a glimpse but never the real thing. Perera, an intelligent man, understands the cognitive dissonance one needs to survive in such a world. A noted passage in A Candle or the Sun finds him musing over whether to take the censorial job. He compares his position to that of a prostitute. âOnce Iâve accepted Samâs job,â he thinks, âI was sure I would have to do things distasteful⌠I suppose this loss of self-respect is what distressed me. It must be something that all whores grappled with.â But as he soliloquises, he swiftly talks himself round to a justification:
The analogy with prostitutes was a good one. There must be prostitutes who are wives and mothers, who ran families, loved their husbands. Their salvation must lie in an ability to separate in their minds acts which were physically identical.
The psychically identical act, for Perera, was to be able to write artistically and censorially at the same time. In short, selling something that one doesnât want to, nor believes in. Indeed, from his days running a furniture store, Perera reflects that salesmanship âconsisted not of providing people with what they needed, but with that was essential to their dreams.â Shortly afterwards, he comments: âThe possibility of winter is essential to the happiness of people living in the tropics.â Dreams, Perera realises, are all too willingly indulged and what people really need (freedom and autonomy) sacrificed. Indeed, do people want the candle (the intimation of freedom) or the sun (the real thing)? The governmentâs art of salesmanship, as Singaporeâs history has shown, makes sure people readily opt for the candle.
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The Dark Side of the Moons â Nansook Hong
November 22, 1998
Nansook Hong was 15 when she was forced to marry into the âTrue Familyâ at the head of the Moonies religious cult. It was the start of two decades of physical and mental abuse, from which she has only recently escaped. Here, for the first time, she tells James Langton of the âhypocrisy and evilâ at the heart of the Unification Church.
In the comfortable anonymity of a Boston coffee bar, a slender and solemn but pretty Korean woman in her early thirties is sipping a cup of raspberry tea and talking openly about her marriage. It is a story of beatings, drugs, under-age sex, adultery and fraud.
What makes Nansook Hong different from other abused women is the name she shed in the Massachusetts divorce courts. The husband she disparagingly refers to now as âmy exâ is Hyo Jin Moon, eldest son of the Reverend Sun Myung Moon â a Messiah to the faithful of the Unification Church, but to the rest of the world the leader of the religious cult known as the âMooniesâ.
At 15, Nansook became the child bride of a deeply disturbed young man who already had a history of heavy drinking and drug abuse. Smuggled illegally into the United States by church officials in the mid 1970s, she arrived at the Moon family mansion north of New York speaking no English and never even having dated a boy.
âI have never known exactly why Sun Myung Moon chose me to marry his eldest son,â she writes at the beginning of her recently published autobiography, In The Shadow Of The Moons. âI came to believe that my youth and naivety were the central reasons for my selection. His ideal wife was a girl young and passive enough to submit while he moulded her into the woman he wanted. Time would prove that I was not nearly passive enough.â Nearly two decades later, Nansook has emerged to tell her story. It is set against the background of the increasingly turbulent affairs of the self-proclaimed âperfect familyâ at the head of one of the worldâs most controversial religious cults.
âThe evil at the heart of the Unification Church is the hypocrisy and deceit of the Moons,â she says now, âa family that is all too human in its incredible level of dysfunction. To continue to promote the myth that the Moons are spiritually superior to the idealistic young people who are drawn to the church is a shameful deceit.â
At the peak of their powers in the late 1970s, the Moonies mesmerized the popular imagination. Worldwide membership was believed to run to hundreds of thousands. The Reverend Moon would marry off thousands of young acolytes â who had never previously met â in huge public ceremonies which were every parentâs nightmare. At a higher level, Moon enjoyed the patronage of Republican power-brokers drawn by his deeply conservative message on family and marriage and, perhaps, by his lavish hospitality. What Nansook is saying now would once have seemed to her blasphemous. From her earliest memories, the Rev Moon was the Lord of the Second Coming, his wife the True Mother and their offspring the True Children. Her own parents were one of the 36 Blessed Couples, the original followers of Moon when he was an itinerant and persecuted preacher seeking disciples in the chaos of post-war Korea. Like all members of the Unification Church, Nansook knew that she would one day be âmatchedâ to her husband by the True Father, perhaps to a man she had never met.
Nansook was studying music at The Little Angels, the exclusive performing arts school founded by Moon in Seoul, when she was ordered into a limousine and driven without explanation to the True Familyâs Korean mansion. Her parents were also there, but said nothing. âMy mother?â says Nansook now, âI think she knew what my life would be like. I know that she did, but that she also believed she was sacrificing my personal happiness for God.â
Nansook had been aware of Moonâs son Hyo Jin, a student three years her senior at Little Angels. In contrast to the other members of the deeply conservative church, he wore tight jeans and his hair long. There were rumors of cigarettes, girlfriends and drinking. He was, however, the heir to the True Father and, therefore, in the churchâs teachings, without sin. When the Rev Moon asked her if she would marry his son, it was a question with only one answer.
For much of his early life, Hyo Jin was raised by babysitters and church elders. In 1971, when Hyo Jin was in his teens, the Moonie entourage moved to America. In a confessional speech before church members in 1988, Hyo Jin revealed that he began to take drugs after being sent to live with an elder in a wealthy suburb of Washington. The son of the âMessiahâ also complained that his father was remote and uncaring. âI thought the best way was to disappear, then I would have no burden,â he said. âMany times I sat with a gun pointed to my head, practicing what it would be like.â
This was the 19-year-old who was to be given a virginal school-girl as a wife. Nansook says she was barely aware of the facts of life when she arrived in the US under the pretext of being a competitor in a piano festival, hastily organized by church officials as a cover story.
Life with the True Family proved anything but perfect. Church rules say that couples must not have sex in the first three years of marriage. Hyo Jin was having none of that. No sooner were they alone after the wedding ceremony than he demanded that his bride strip naked.
âHe was very rough, excited at the prospect of deflowering a virgin,â Nansook writes. âI just followed directions. It was all I could do not to cry out from the pain. It did not take him very long to finish, but for hours afterwards my insides burned with pain.â
Nansook says now that she knew from the very beginning that her husband was a monster and that her in-laws were little better. The honeymoon was in Las Vegas â a place she had never heard of â with the True Family in tow. In the casino she watched the Mother of the True Family âcradling a cup of coins and feverishly inserting them into a slot machineâ. The âMessiahâ, who publicly condemned gambling, explained that it was his duty to mingle with sinners to save them. He would position a senior church official at the blackjack table and whisper instructions from behind. âSo you see, I am not actually gambling myself,â he told his young daughter-in-law.
Back in the Moon compound at Tarrytown, 40 miles north of New York, Nansook was sent to the local high school with instructions not to mention her marriage or the Moons. In the evenings she would finish her homework and then brace herself for the arrival of her husband, usually drunk and demanding sex. Within weeks she was pregnant. She also contracted a sexually transmitted disease, the result of her husbandâs continued philandering. âI tried to love him as a husband,â she says of the early years of her marriage. âI asked myself later if there was any happiness in our relationship. There was not one moment.â
In 1982, the Rev Moon was imprisoned for tax evasion, claiming the church was a charity and then spending the money lavishly on his family. There is a photograph of Nansook in a staged demonstration outside the Danbury Federal Penitentiary. Her neatly stenciled placard reads: âReligious Freedom Now.â
Today Nansook says that the family saw her as âa china dollâ. For her part, she attempted to make sense of her unhappiness. âI had my faith in God that I had been put there for some purpose. I struggled for years over Moon. He was so egotistical, so selfish. How could he be the person he claimed to be?â In 1992 she went on a fundraising trip to Japan with the True Mother. Before the return journey, she says: âI was given $20,000 in two packs of crisp new bills. I hid them beneath the tray in my make-up case. I knew that smuggling was illegal, but I believed that the followers of Sun Myung Moon answered to higher laws.â Much of the Moon money was given to Hyo Jin to fuel his cocaine and alcohol binges.
Hyo Jin, she says, would frequently beat her. âI once tried to flush his cocaine down the toilet. He beat me so severely I thought he would kill the baby in my womb. He made me sweep up the spilled white powder from the bathroom floor even as he continued to beat me. Later Hyo Jin would offer a religious justification for beating half-senseless a woman seven months pregnant. He was teaching me to be humble in the presence of the son of the Messiah.â Her children, she says, were her only reason to live. âMy main goal was to raise them decently.â Her children would ask her: âWhy do we have a bad dad?â
By the middle of the 1990s, Nansook was old enough to realize that life could be different. Hyo Jin had all but abandoned the marriage, retreating to New York to make bad rockânâroll in a studio bankrolled by his parents. Nansookâs parents had abandoned the Unification Church. So had her older brother and his wife.
In August 1995, she finally found the strength to leave. âI was frightened that Hyo Jin would stop us if I was open about my plans,â she writes. âHe had threatened to kill me so many times, and with a veritable arsenal of weapons in his bedroom, I knew he could.â Her brother, and a close friend who had left the church, helped to smuggle her children and a few possessions past the guards at the Moon compound. A bitter and protracted legal battle followed. In the end, a settlement was reached and the divorce finalized last year, although the Moons refuse to pay maintenance.
Nansook now lives in a modest house in an anonymous suburb. In the gilded cage of the First Family, she had never cooked, never even folded clothes. Now she must do everything, but says she feels free for the first time in her life.
She wrote her book â for which her advance was said to be small â âbecause by writing it all down I made something of my life, it had not been just wasted. I also donât want anyone else to go through what I did.â She has returned to college and plans to devote the rest of her life working for battered wives.
Her former husband still retains visiting rights. The children visit him in New York and return with lavish presents paid for by the True Grandmother. The exception is her eldest daughter, who refuses to see her father. She is 15, the same age as Nansook when she was handed over to the Moons. âShe seems such a baby to me. I canât even begin to think that she could get married.â
On the loss of her own youth, Nansook says: âI feel duped, but I do not feel bitter. I feel used, but I feel more sad than angry. I long to have the years back that I lost to Sun Myung Moon. I wish I could be a girl again. I wonder if I will ever know romantic love, if I will ever trust a man or any so-called leader again.â
Nansook can never fully escape the Moons. It is not just the occasional church official who arrives unannounced on a mission to reclaim her for the church. The Rev Moon, despite âshoe-polish blackâ dyed hair, is 78 and in the final years of his life. At least two of his children are known to have deserted the church which, according to Nansook, now has only a few thousand supporters in America, his country of adoption.
In Japan, the main powerbase of the Moonies, there are thought to be only 10,000 active members, and in Britain no more than a few hundred. Moonâs natural successor would be Hyo Jin. But because of his obvious failings, it is believed that the True Father and Mother have decided to anoint their third son instead (their second, Heung Jin, died in a car crash, aged 17, in January 1984). Hyo Jin is unlikely to abdicate his throne without a battle, however, and since he has supporters even inside the True Family, a power struggle seems likely after Moonâs death.
Nansook knows that her oldest son Shin Gil, as the crown prince, could become a pawn in any Moonie civil war and fears, as with all her children, that he might he tempted back to the Unification Church. Even as he wanes, Moon still has the power to take hold of weaker minds than his. Nansook says that he enjoys the process of humiliating those beneath him. Even so, she suspects that Moon is haunted by the problems in âthe family without sinâ. âDeep down, under the ego, I think that the failures of his children do bother him,â she says.
As for her former husband, she believes he is crushed by his relationship with his father. âHe has hatred towards him, but he also knows that without his father he is nothing.â
The Moons, she says, would accept her back if she was prepared to apologize, even after the publication of her book, which they have studiously ignored. She still appears on official Unification Church photographs and no mention is made of the divorce.
At the lavish banquet for the Moons which followed a mass wedding in New York last year, there were place cards and empty chairs for Nansook and the other children who have long fled the True Family.
More and more, it seems, the Rev Moon is simply deceiving himself.
In the Shadow of the Moons: My Life In The Reverend Sun Myung Moonâs Family, 1998, by Nansook Hong, is published by Little, Brown & Co. ISBN Â 0-316-34816-3
Nansook Hong, transcripts of three interviews, Inc. â60 Minutesâ
Nansook Hong interviewed by Herbert Rosedale
Nansook Hong In The Shadow Of The Moons, part 1
Sam Park reveals Moonâs hidden history (2014)
Sam Park 2015 response to feedback from my presentation
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