#I didn't shed a neurotypical female mask just to put a neurotypical male one on instead
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Hey quick question when does the misgendering stop
#Ftm#Trans man#“It stops when you start taking your T consistently and actually work out” i tell myself#I get it#I'm a short guy with a baby face and a wholesome disarming energy about me#Theres not much that can be done about this.#And there's very little that I WANT to do about my aparant mannerisms and cadence of speech#I didn't shed a neurotypical female mask just to put a neurotypical male one on instead#Fuck that#What i do know is that I have feminine hips and thighs. Which can be worked to look more masculine#But at this weight?#Even my most square outfit can't save me#and there is nothing I can do that will immediately fix that... Except maybe develope an eating disorder#I'm not nearly obsessive compulsive enough for that nor do I want to be#Ugggghhhhhj#I have to actually eat healthier and cut down on take out and start working out daily again. Ugghhhh#I can do it i just don't wanna#except it do want to (i have to tell myself)#because I want my surgeon to have a good canvas to do top surgery on and so I can be strong during recovery#Ahh to have the metabolism of my youth#Wait scratch that. That was a bad thing.#Signs your anxiety disorder is well under control:#you have to actually work to be fit and not just exist in a perpetual state of fear
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