#I decided on the song p fast I was just waiting to find raws is all

[queen-of-hearts92]

Hello again everyone! I’m here to present you with Utena music in duel number 5! I did one, two, three, and four and now we are here! The song this time is Virtual Star Hasseigaku, its the second ending theme to Utena but this version of it is Kyouchi Saionji’s third duel theme. 

You can find all of these Utena music edits, and any future ones, under the tag Starlight Revolution on my blog! Also the fight is edited to fit the song, there was a lot of talking this time. But that’s cool, I’m glad everyones favorite lesbian couple worked things out! ;w; Anyways, enjoy!

[queenscoolcat]

Let’s Do It Again -  Reader x Roger Taylor x Brian May x John Deacon

Part 1: Let’s Help Each Other

Pairing:  Reader x Roger Taylor x Brian May x John Deacon can be read as  Reader x Roger Taylor!Ben Hardy x Brian May!Gwilym Lee x John Deacon!Joe Mazzello

Word count: 3676

Warning: Pure smut +18

A/n: its 4:30am and i just finished writting it, it may be shit but i do kind of like it, so at least we have that.

Tags: @destiel-stucky4ever-loki-queen

“So what do you think, love?” Roger question you making you stop daydreaming.

“I think you should stop criticizing Brian when he isn’t here,” you mutter with a devilish smile.

You noticed Roger roll his eyes and you were pretty sure Freddie and John did the same, which made you smile even more.

“It’s more of a constructive criticism, dear,” Freddie told you with a wink “plus we must not be wrong if the three of us think that.”

John and Roger nod in agreement making you chuckle at how stubborn they were.

“I think it's just that the album is stressing all of you,” you added standing up and walking to Roger to massage his shoulders “you been working so hard.”

You lower your head and kissed Roger’s cheek, he was about to turn around seeking your touch, but you were already walking away from him.

“And being honest I am kind of bored of being locked in here,” You said walking around the recording room.

“Maybe you should have another of your recording sessions,” Freddie teased making you laugh on top of your lungs, but turning around you found that Roger and John weren't pleased with that comment, John seemed rather ashamed while Roger looked shocked that Freddie knew about it “What? You thought I wouldn't recognize those lovely moans? After all those times I heard Roger and y/n go for it?”

Roger still was shocked and with narrow eyes, he scans your face already knowing you were the reason of their sudden embarrassment.

“You are such terrible friends for not telling me of your little adventure,” Freddie continue his teasing loving how flustered his bandmates were “if it weren't for our lovely y/n, I would be clueless about such event.”

You chuckle seeing their perplex faces, but you couldn’t blame them, it was an odd situation what happened and as unforgettable as it was, you didn’t talk about it again, although the memory still lingered in everyone’s minds.

Since the time you helped them with their song your suggestion of doing a sex tape seemed to be thrown away, and being honest you were quite disappointed by it, though you still shared teasing touches with Brian and John that carries more than words could say.

From time to time you would find them eyeing you which didn’t bother you at all, other times the way they would speak to you was a sign that they wanted to continue what was pendent, but no one was brave enough to give the first step, which made you really frustrated. But you knew you weren’t the only frustrated one and you also were sure that being extremely horny wasn’t the only thing that made them feel that way.

The album had delayed for over a week, and even though the song you help them with was finish and ready to be a single, the other songs seemed to be not quite done, making everyone extremely frustrated, and even though you hated seeing Roger like that, you also love it cause the way he would fuck you at night to let the frustration go, was pretty amazing.

Today everything seemed to go wrong, you could see they wanted to finish the song they were recording as soon as possible to continue with the next one, but there was always something to change and improve, the way Freddie sing some notes, how Brian seemed to slow down, deacy being extremely stubborn of not wanting more guitar solos and Roger wanting to have his song as the next single.

You could see how hard it was for everyone, but you couldn’t deny how hot they all look when they were angry.

After they decided to wrap it for the day, Roger went to the bathroom and you waited for him on the recording studio with Freddie, John said his goodbyes and before he could leave, he kissed your cheek so close to your mouth that you were even surprised by the action, you smile at him and without saying another word he left.

“You need to do it again,” Freddie suddenly said after a long period of silence.

“Do what again?” You ask not paying much attention to the conversation since you were pretty tired.

“Have sex with them, dear,” Freddie mutter as if it was the most obvious thing.

You opened your mouth and chuckle at what Freddie just told you, you took a deep breath before decided to question his motives.

“And the reason for you to tell me that is?” You joke raising an eyebrow as a pretty smile decorated your face.

“Because they all are so fucking stressed, and we don’t need that kind of attitude in here, darling.”

You nod agreeing with him, and as you were opening your mouth to ask him for a piece of advice on how to approach the situation, Roger entered the room with a tired look on his face.

“Let’s go, love,” Roger mumble as he grabbed your coat and helped you put it on.

You gave Freddie a kiss and as you were leaving you saw his teasing eyes giving you the look on what you should do, you couldn’t help but bit your lip and wink at him.

The car ride was rather quiet, the reason was that Roger felt really stressed and your mind was rushing trying to think on what to do.

“What is that pretty mind of yours thinking?” Roger told you grabbing your hand and kissing the back of it while his eyes were still glued at the street in front of you “What did Freddie tell you now?”

It took you a solid minute to found the courage to tell your boyfriend what you wanted, but it was so hard to shred the thought of the last time you did it, and how good it was.

“What if we do it again,” you mutter already knowing that what you just said wasn’t even close to enough.

“Do what, love?” Roger question you not noticing how tense you were.

“You know? The… the…” You stutter while your eyes travelled everywhere but where Roger was.

“Y/n? What is it?” Roger chuckle finding your nervousness really funny.

“Can we invite John and Brian again to make a sex tape,” you said as fast as you could hoping Roger wouldn't find this as you overstepping.

“Sure,” You opened your mouth ready to apologize but as soon as Roger talked you closed you it and you stare at him quite intrigued “what?"

“I never thought you would say yes so willingly,” you admitted not being able to stop staring at him quite fascinated yet not surprised.

“Last time we had so much fun,” Roger stated as he parked the car on the garage “and you seemed to really like it so who am I to deny my gorgeous girl the simple pleasure of life?”

You laugh at his comment however you found yourself leaning to kiss his cheek, he smiles at your action, and before you could move away, Roger grabbed your jaw and kiss you properly on the lips.

“Plus seeing you get raw by my friends it’s bloody hot,” Roger whispered still inches away from you, you couldn’t help but roll your eyes, Roger seeing your action gave you another peck on the lips.

You were kind of glad they decided to call the day off so early, you still had so much time in your hands, and while Roger prepared everything on the guest room, you decided to call your friend to invite them to your house.

“What’s the occasion?” John asked realizing there must be something behind your invitation.

“I saw how stressed you all were at the studio,” you said with a wide smile “I just want you to feel better and let all that stress out.”

It wasn’t a lie at all, cause after they realized what you would be doing, they wouldn’t be stressed by the end of it.

While Roger greeted his friend, you were making sure you looked as lovely as possible, Roger suggested you wore just some lacy panties with a dress on top and nothing more, after all he had given you, who you were to not please him in such things?

The moment you walk down the stairs ready to meet your boys, you were so happy to see how they were staring at you, even Roger was bitting his lip and smirking at how hot you looked.

“Hi boys,” you muttered before sitting on Roger's legs and kissing his cheeks.

“I already told our friends why they are truly here,” Roger whispered in your ear as he leaves some kissed on your neck “why don’t you go and give them a thank you for coming all the way here, princess.”

Nodding eagerly,  you walk to now sit on John’s legs making sure to stare at him with seductive eyes, you grabbed his jaw and not caring to be careful you pull him into a heated kiss, John seemed to caught it quickly and in no time he was already pulling you even closer to him.

It wasn’t until you were running out of breath that you pulled away, and as you were doing that, your teeth found John’s lower lip and pull them a little earning a lovely moan from him.

“Don’t think I had forgotten about you, Bri,” you mutter as you grabbed Brian by the collar and pulled him closer to you, you made sure to kiss him just as rough and passionate as the one you shared with John was.

John’s hands were rubbing your back while his eyes were drinking the sight of you.

“I think that is enough,” Roger said as he stands up “we don’t want to left the best part out of the cameras.”

You giggled and stand up grabbing Roger's hand, already knowing that John and Brian were waking behind both of you.

When you entered the guest room, Roger guided you to the bed, he sat on an armchair he had prepared.

In the room, there were two sets of cameras that were pointing at the bed in different angles, you wanted to contain your smile when you saw how Roger planned everything, though that wasn't the only reason for your smile.

Seeing your three boys standing in front of you made you so wet and the anticipation of finally having that pleasure again was making you want to shout wanting them to do something.

You were about to take a step towards Brian when Roger's voice interrupted you.

"Not yet princess," Roger muttered scanning you with his eyes "please give us a little show to start the mood."

You chuckled and turn around, you started moving your hips slowly as your hands travelled to the bottom of your dress, you began lifting it up, happy when you hear them moan at the sight of your lovely ass on the lacy panties, though that didn't compare to the sound John and Brian made when they realized you weren't wearing any bra under the dress.

You threw the dress elsewhere and slowly you turn around to face them, their eyes were glued to your body, and every move you made was followed by a reaction from them.

"Continue," Roger ordered tilting his head to make you know you should lay on the bed.

Slowly you turned around and crawled on the bed, you started by massaging your tits making your nipples hard, and before you could start touching yourself, you suck two of your fingers making sure they were wet before you started rubbing your clit, it wasn't that necessary since you were already soaking wet, but you knew they would appreciate the sight of it.

You were already so close, and with a simple stare, you made sure Roger knew that.

You close your eyes and whimpered at how hot it was having such gorgeous men staring at you as you get yourself off at the thought of them.

"Stop," Roger suddenly said making you cry his name in frustration "don't be a brat, pretty girl."

A sigh escaped your lips as you weakly nod, sit in bed and smile at John and Brian who were staring at you with dark eyes.

"Who goes first?" you mumbled with a teasing smile.

"R.. Rog don't you want to go first this time?" Brian asked as his eyes lingered on you.

"No, I will go last," Roger answered making himself comfortable on the armchair, he smiles at you and with a wink he turns to Brian and John “you can share her, but I don’t share my girl after I cum inside her.”

You couldn’t help but moan at his words, making everyone turn and look at you with open eyes.

“I don’t have all day,” you joked as your hand travelled to your clothed panties.

“You will cum just once,” Roger told his friends as his eyes stare at your fingers “so do it wisely.”

Brian and John nodded, and without saying a single word, John walked towards you and settle between your legs.

“I didn’t get to taste you last time,” John whispered as he left kisses on your inner thigh “from what Brian said, you are so sweet.”

Your breath hitches at his words and at how he was slowly making his way to your throbbing clit, John kissed your hip bone before he began to take your panties off.

For a second you close your eyes, but the moment he licked your fold you quickly open them to see him staring at you while he did his work.

“Fuck… John… it feels so good,” you encourage him while your hand travelled to his messy curls, you pulled him closer to you making him moan in your clit, sending vibrations which made you scream his name louder.

Your orgasm was so close, seeing John looking at you and never breaking the eye contact made you even closer, your whimpers were louder and your grip on John's hair tighten when you came in his mouth.

"Brian wasn't lying," John told you, moving closer to you to kiss you making sure you tasted yourself, when the kiss was over, you tried to follow his lips making John chuckle and caress your cheek.

"It's your turn, Brian," you hear Roger said behind both of you.

"not yet," John mutter not turning his gaze from you.

"The rules were..."

"I know, and I haven't cum yet," John told them, you lower your gaze noticing how hard John was still, and you weren't sure if you wanted to laugh at how clever he was or moan at how hot he looked "but Brian can join if he wants."

In no time Brian was by your side, and not wanting to waste any time he grabbed you by your jaw and he started to kiss you, John already loving the view decided he wanted to give your tits some more attention, he started to suck on them needing to see your reaction through the kiss.

"Fuck!" you yelled breaking the kiss to stare at John "I need both of you."

Brian caressed your jaw and as he leaves some hickeys on your neck he whispered: "where do you want us?"

Neither of them stopped what they were doing to give you time to think, and seeing Roger stroking his length didn't help your situation at all.

"I want John in my mouth and Brian fucking me," you finally said looking into Roger's eyes and watching as his cock twitch at your words "now... please." Brian and John quickly changed positions, you smile at Brian when you saw he was waiting for you to give him the green light, you nod at him throwing your head back when you feel him entering you.

"fuck, I missed your pretty pussy," Brian moaned as he slowly entered you making sure to look at you and every expression you made, loving how into it you were.

You groan Brian name, but before you could say it again, John moves closer to you and he brushes the tip of his cock on your lips, you giggle lightly noticing for the first time you weren't the only eager one.

Your hand moved to jerk him off making sure to spread his precum all over his hard cock, when you thought he wouldn't expect it, you take him all in your mouth, adoring how full you felt.

"Fuck y/n!" John yelled encouraging you to go faster.

Brian wasn't sure what he wanted to look at, if he wanted to see how his hard cock was disappearing inside you or at how well you were taking John in your mouth, either way, he grabbed your hips harder and he slammed into you making sure he looked for the spot where Roger fuck you the last time.

You weren't containing your moans nor you wanted to do it, they were making you feel so good and you intended on making them know that.

Brian was sure he was about to cum, but seeing you like that made him want to hold it a little longer, so without a word, Brian change the postion now having you in all fours.

"Just there..." you yelled the moment Brian found the perfect spot to fuck you.

You were sure you were in cloud nine, having Brian filling you up and John to your mercy, his whimpers were so loud and you were convinced he was about to cum, so you move one of your hands to massage his balls making him jerk his hips and you to gag on his cock, for a moment John wanted to stop, but when you continue doing your thing he couldn't hold it any longer.

John stared at you as you opened your mouth showing him you swallowed everything and with wide eyes, John moan your name one last time before he moves to join Roger.

"I am so close," Brian mutter fucking you even deeper, you had to grab the bed sheets trying to keep your valance, but having Brian fucking you so good and deep made it so difficult "I know you are so close too, kitten."

You moan at the nickname and nod furiously knowing he was right, your walls were clenching and your body felt weak, the knot in your stomach was tightening, and no matter how bad you wanted to hold it a little longer you knew you couldn't.

"So fucking tight," Brian whispered as he spanks you harshly "cum for me, kitten."

With Brian's words, you came all over his cock, you close your eyes feeling how Brian's cum was dripping from you, with the last energy you had, you turned around to kiss Brian.

"That was so good," you sighed with a tired smile.

Brian kissed you one last time before he walks to see what Roger had planned for you.

"Come here, love," Roger instructed you with a devilish smile, you look at him and open your eyes to tell him you thought you wouldn't be able to do it, but his eyes were dark and that was all you needed to be at his mercy.

You took a deep breath and you move to be in front of him, John and Brian sat on the bed checking the cameras were filming you while their eyes never leave the two of you.

"Do you still have energy to ride my cock?" Roger asked as he grabbed your hands to help you straddle him.

Your eyes were staring at his cock and as you lick your lips you nodded wanting to please him and make him feel good, you felt Roger spank your ass making you jump and moan his name.

"Yes, sir."

You placed your hands on his shoulder, and you lowered yourself slowly feeling how Roger filled you up, with just having him inside you, you were a moaning mess, repeating his name like a prayer and kissing his lips hungrily.

"Start moving when you are ready," Roger whispered as his thumb began to rub your clit.

You closed your eyes loving the pleasure, and slowly you began to find your rhythm.

Rogers free hand made his way to your hip guiding you so he could control the speed, making sure you were fucking yourself hard and fast.

"Shit... shit... Roger, I don... I don't think I am going to last that long," you whined in Roger's ear feeling sensitive from the previous orgasms you already had.

"Me either, princess," Roger mubled bitting your shoulder and making you yell his name and a few profanities "cum all over my cock, sugar, come on, babe, you have on more for me."

Roger speed on your clit, making sure his cock hit just the perfect spot, you tighten your grip on his shoulders notcing your nails were leaving marks there.

With a few more screams and curses you finally came, the pleasure was overtaking you and you had to close your eyes not being able to handle how good it all felt, it wasn't until you looked at Roger's face that you knew it wasn't a simple orgasm.

"You just squirted," Roger said pretty amused and with the biggest smile you had ever seen "please tell you we got that in camera."

Roger rested his head on your shoulder and kissed the spot where he left some teeth marks.

You slowly move towards the bed with the help of Brian, and you lay there pulling John so you could lay your head on his chest while Roger went to look for something to clean everything up.

"And I thought nothing would compare to last time," Brian joked making you and John chuckle.

"Next time you feel stressed about the album you can watch the tapes," you mutter as Roger dragged a wet cloth over your legs "or you can call us and we can do it again."

A/n2: I work hard on this and it would be truly nice that if you enjoy it you give it a like or a reblog, thanks.

[writing-marvel]

There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back - Peter Parker

Author: @writing-marvel

Character(s): Peter Parker/Reader, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Aunt May

Word Count: 4776

Notes: So, this is the first part of the illuminate series and my first ever Peter Parker fic so please don’t be too harsh on me?! This gets slightly smutty, but goes no further than slight making out. No fondue, lucky Cap. Listen to the song here.

I wanna follow where she goes I think about her and she knows it

Peter’s heart leapt out of his chest each time he thought about her. The way her eyes would light up as she came up with yet another mischievous plan or something that was surely not what they were supposed to be doing. He would find himself smiling each time she did, and it was the sort of smile that could light up a room. It was one of those grins that caused your eyes to crinkle slightly and your cheeks to hurt.

She knew exactly what kind of effect she had on him, he knew because each time he became flustered she’d have a little smirk, she repeated the actions that sent him spiralling into such a state, but he couldn't find it in himself to care, because after all, he did the same thing to her.

Normally, Peter was a hesitant boy, he’d hold back, he wouldn’t throw himself into situations that were too dangerous (lest he be clad in his red and blue) but with her, he’d follow her to the ends of the earth.

She was new to the school, and he’d taken an immediate fascination to her the moment Liz Allen had reached out, offered her a seat at her table. Now if there’s any one thing Peter knew - despite almost knowing everything due to his borderline genius intellect, of course - was that the new kids were always swept up within seconds on their first day by the popular crowd. Being new was like a ‘get out of jail free card’ for high school torture.

Having been seated next to him in his English Literature class, and he hadn’t taken much notice of her. However, when Liz Allan had entered the library, where their class was held, to take out a book she needed for an assignment, his entire thought track about the continual themes of love and hate in Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet had been gone. He let his head rest on his hand, watching as she glided through the shelves with elegance.

However, his heart was practically thundering out of his chest when her eyes locked on his table, and she was making her way over. For a split moment, he was delusional enough to think she was heading over to talk to him, but when she took place opposite the girl beside him, his hopes dropped.

Dishing out a much wanted and prestigious invite to this new girl to join Liz at a lunch table, she was quickly rejected by her and Liz looked positively shocked, but kindly accepted the girls decline and gathered her book, checking it out and leaving.

Peter, however, was thoroughly awestricken. This girl, whom he’d now had a chance to observe properly was actually very much of his interest. She wasn’t drop-dead gorgeous, but he was absolutely captivated by her nonetheless. Overlooking her physical appearance, she had just turned down Liz Allan because she didn’t want to become a well-known face. She was here for an education, not a prom queen nomination, and he looked upon that admirably.

Without any possible hesitation or any nerves, he tapped her on the shoulder, gaining her attention and he flashed her a cheeky smile, his head tilting to the side and she returned his grin.

“Hey, I’m Peter Parker, and how would you like to sit at the exact opposite of the popular table?”

I wanna let her take control 'Cause every time that she gets close, yeah She pulls me in enough to keep me guessing, mmm And maybe I should stop and start confessing Confessing, yeah

Peter had confessed his feelings to her when she’d been patching him up. With a grumpy pout, she paused her episode of Star Trek and made her way to the window, sliding it open and letting the superhero of Queens climb through with a grunt. Shaking her head, she straightened out her covers and patted the sheets for him to sit down, which he did.

Pulling out a first aid kit she had quickly assembled after his first few visits, she opened it up on the bed. “Suit off, Spidey, you know how this goes.” She teased and she was almost certain he was rolling his eyes under his mask, but he stood on shaky legs, pressing down on the spider emblem and letting the loosened material fall away to the floor.

She let out an audible gasp upon analysing the injuries littering his body, worse than she’d ever seen, and his head snapped up, black-rimmed eyes widening as he looked around. Her hand cupped his cheek and she knelt on the ground in front of him gently. Subconsciously leaning into her touch, he shivered slightly as her fingers traced in touches lighter than feather over his skin.

“Oh, Pete, I wish you’d be more careful.” She mumbled, not taking notice of her words until he stiffened under her touch, and she looked up with a raised eyebrow. “You think I wouldn’t know? My intelligence is insulted, Parker.” She grinned and he coughed lightly, clearing his throat. Moving her hand from his cheek, she hooked her fingers under the edges of his mask, and he lifted his own hand to pull it up and over his head, messy brown curls sticking up at odd angles.

“H-How long have you known?” He whispered, throat raw and fragile but she smiled, taking a seat beside him on her bed as she doused a cotton pad in rubbing alcohol.

“A good few months, but I figured you’d tell me when you were ready. Or never at all, either way, it’s your secret and it wasn’t mine to play with. I’m so proud of you though, Peter. Every article I read in the paper or news report flashing on the TV, I feel so proud of you.” She smiled and his breath hitched, although he tried to pretend it was from the sting of her dabbing at his cuts and not the intimate moment he’d just shared with the girl he loved.

“How did you know?” He whispered, though he’d waited until she’d finished patching him up and she shrugged, biting down on her bottom lip and worrying it between her teeth slightly.

“I guess, I always found it slightly unusual that you always came to me to be stitched up, but you never spoke. I questioned it. Why did Spider-Man have so much faith in me, but he couldn’t trust himself to speak? I knew it must’ve been someone I knew, because it was a trust like no other. Then it was the little things, like the times I’d hug you but you’d flinch, or the time I held your hand and you let me even though it hurt you because you had sprained your wrist, but I didn't know at the time. I just.. put together the puzzle pieces.”

He was stunned to say the least, and his face was almost as red as he suit when he found his next words. “So.. you can just read me like a book?” He mumbled and she chuckled lightly, reaching for his hand and lacing their fingers together, staring at their intertwined hands and nodding. “Does that mean.. you know about my.. f-feelings?” The words barely left his mouth they were spoken so quietly, but she heard them and she looked up at him with a smile.

“I’ve known about those for a while too.” She confirmed and he nodded, breaking their eye contact and swallowing thickly.

“The little things?”

“The little things.” She confirmed and he bit his lip, deciding to take a leap of faith. Lifting his other hand, he ignored the shooting pain in his shoulder and placed a hand under her chin, tilting her face upwards as he leaned in, catching her lips with his. The hand he was still holding tightened and he smiled into the kiss, receiving a whine from her.

“Stop smiling, I’ve been waiting to kiss you for four months, stop ruining it.” She teased and he pecked her lips again softly, grinning wildly when he pulled back.

“I’ve been waiting to kiss you for ten.”

Oh, I've been shaking I love it when you go crazy You take all my inhibitions Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

You take me places that tear up my reputation Manipulate my decisions Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

“You’re tearing up my reputation by making me do this, you know.” He stated, shaking the can in his hand while watching her as she scoped out her canvas.

“What reputation?” She scoffed, turning to face him with a bright smile and he shook his jaw dropped playfully. “Your reputation as May’s good boy?”

“No.” He huffed, sticking his tongue out and popping the lid off of the first can. “My.. Spider-Man reputation. I’m supposed to be the law, this is illegal, you know.” He prompted and she simply shrugged, taking no hesitations in spraying a thick red line across the bricks. He watched as she carefully began to graffiti the wall, a small smile on his lips as he watched her enjoying herself.

“Stop staring, P. If you don’t wanna’ get caught, you better spray fast so I can get the pictures for my project and we can get out of here.” She spoke, eyes never leaving her project as she swapped out her paint colours and Peter looked at the blank bricks before him, wondering what to do.

He eventually settled on something basic and they soon had the whole wall filled between them, as far as they could reach anyway, and she stepped back, admiring the work. Peter bit his lip as he looked at his own work in comparison to hers. His dodgy love heart barely resembled the shape it was intended to be and he’d used far too much paint, which was why it  was now dripping in rivers down the wall and it gave a very strong impression of a melted candle. She didn’t seem to mind however, because she began snapping pictures of it, moving around in an attempt to find different angles and eventually deciding she’d had enough of her art project for now.

He tucked his hands into his pockets, looking at the work they’d done together and he offered her his hand, the blue colours coating his own merging with the array of colours on hers as she accepted. “You know what would be cool?”

“What?” He mused, letting her tug him towards her apartment building.

“If you hang upside down and let me kiss you.” She turned to look at him and he raised an eyebrow.

“Like a Spider-Man kiss? With the webs and all?”

“With the webs.” She agreed, fingers playing absentmindedly as they waited in the elevator, and he nodded, thinking to himself.

“Let's do it.” He grinned, and she tilted her head to the side, a bemused expression on her face. “The Spider-Man kiss. Sounds like it’s going to be my new favourite thing.”

She says that she's never afraid Just picture everybody naked She really doesn't like to wait Not really into hesitation

Peter didn’t protest as his back slammed against the lockers, and he winced, because there was a large slash that he was sure had just reopened that had been caused the night before. Apparently, minding your own business was now on Flash’s list of do-not-do’s because that is exactly how he found himself now.

A thick forearm pressed against his throat as he gasped as Flash smirked, the pressure on his airways not doing much but it was enough to irritate his throat and he tried desperately not to cough, should that irritate the bully further. A small crowd had gathered around the moment Flash had not so accidentally knocked Peter’s books from his hands, which was what he hated the most.

If Flash picked on him when he was alone, it was usually a mean comment hurled at him and a rough shove to his shoulder that would send him staggering, but when crowds formed, it fed Flash’s inner attention seeker and the boy would not relinquish until he was sure everyone had seen him make a spectacle of poor Peter Parker.

While ‘poor Peter Parker’ was for sure not a term that could apply to him anymore, he knew he had to play the role, despite how much he desperately wanted to snap off Flash’s arm and beat him with it, because he was crumpling the new sweater Aunt May had bought for him.

Flash however was suddenly lurched backwards, the collar of his t-shirt tightening around his own neck as whoever had gathered his attention had tugged on it. His eyes glazed over in what could only be described as rage and Peter pitied the poor bugger on the receiving end of that anger. A very familiar face took place in his view and his eyes widened as his girlfriends normally beautiful smile was curled down into a scowl and Flash simply smirked, tilting his head to the side.

“Oh, well, look at that. Parker needs his bitch to defend him.” He snarled and Peter’s ears were practically steaming with how angry he was just from that comment, but luckily for him, he had a reliable best friend, and Ned quickly pulled him away.

“Excuse you, Flop, but you were in the way of my locker.” She growled, poking a finger into his chest firmly and he looked down at it, before back up to her. She’d stepped closer to him now, her jaw clenched and eyes flaring with aggression.

“It’s Flash.” He all but growled, taking an equal step closer to her and Peter was fearing for his girlfriend's life at this point because frankly, what was she doing?

“Is it?” She questioned, and Peter, along with the rest of the crowd that was watching with baited breath, couldn’t hold back their sniggering and Flash fumed, his face red and he was practically baring his teeth. “I mean-” she wasn’t done, and this time, she punctuated every other word with a harsh jab to his chest with her finger, “I’m pretty sure you’d have to be even remotely interesting to have a nickname like Flash. Like, you’re super intelligent, and you get the answer in a flash. But that's not you. Or maybe running, like for the Olympics? But don’t think I didn’t see you trip while jogging track the other day. You’re no quicksilver.”

He was now up against the lockers, his back pressed to the same spot Peter’s had been only moments earlier and Peter was practically shaking in excitement as the girl he could proudly call his put Flash in his place. “You bit-”

“Bitch? Is that the only insult you know? You sure aren’t a flash at comebacks either. You’re definitely a flop. So, Flop, get out of the way of my damn locker.” She hissed, and he quickly pushed past her, his shoulder connecting roughly with hers as he stormed down the corridor, doors slamming as he went and the crowd soon dispersed.

Peter however, was still standing in shock and staring at his girl, completely love-struck as she went through her locker and sorted her books, while Michelle and Ned looked positively repulsed by the ‘heart-eyes’ he was giving her. Taking a few short steps, he waited until she closed her locker, jumping slightly as he leaned against the metal doors beside her own, catching her by surprise.

“Hey Pete!” She smiled, leaning in to kiss him on the cheek, her lips lingering by his ear. “How’s your back? I should rebandage it before you go for your patrol tonight.” She smiled and he nodded, swallowing thickly.

“I will, but I wanted to say thank you. For that, just then.” He smiled, though now feeling slightly embarrassed he’d never had the guts to do it himself.

“I didn’t do anything, he was simply leaning on my locker and annoying me.” She played it off, and he was internally grateful that she didn’t make a big deal out of it. Leaning in closer, he nudged her nose to the side with his own, pressing a kiss to her lips as a thank you that she gratefully accepted.

“It was still pretty hot though, you should get bossy more often.” He teased, and she scoffed, slapping at his arm and linking her fingers with his as they walked towards their next class, chatting aimlessly about the nerdiest things possible.

Pulls me in enough to keep me guessing, whoa And maybe I should stop and start confessing Confessing, yeah

Oh, I've been shaking I love it when you go crazy You take all my inhibitions Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

Spending the day with May to plan for Peter’s 18th birthday was exactly how you wanted to be spending your Saturday. Having decided to go out for a meal, you, May, Ned and Michelle had spent time saving up and getting a reservation, and you couldn’t be more excited about the evening to come. Of course, Peter hadn’t been able to keep his hands off you and that’s how you found yourself extremely grateful you’d booked a hotel room for the night instead of deciding to crash at his house.

Pressed up against the hotel door, your head tilted back, a low moan falling from your lips as Peter’s mouth moved hotly over your neck, quickly finding your sweet spot and sucking on it harshly. Your hand shot up, lacing into his curls and tugging lightly, a low groan rumbling from him and he pulled away, letting his eyes roam over the blushing red marks he’d left along your skin, which would undoubtedly leave a trail of purple marks she’d have a hell of a time covering up.

A smirk pulled at his lips and he let his lips find hers again as his hands slid from her hips to the hem of her dress, pulling the material up until it was bunched around her waist. One of his knees pushed her legs apart, his thigh pressing against her clothed heat and he loved the fact that she almost immediately responded, rolling her hips down in a desperate hope for friction.

“You know, princess-” His voice was raspy. Practically dripping with arousal and she whimpered just at the sound of it. “I love that you wore a blue dress and red underwear.” He teased and she nodded, hand lacing into the hair at the bottom of his neck, pulling his mouth back to hers, lips slanting together hungrily, teeth practically clashing with the heat and urgency of the kiss.

“Peter, please.” She mumbled against his lips and something inside him broke. His hands locked onto her hips, pulling her away from the door he’d had her pressed against and walking her backwards to the bed. Her knees connected with it, but before he let her fall, he tugged her dress up over her head, letting her kick off her heels.

She wasn’t too sure when Peter had become so skilled at undoing a bra, but he did it with ease now, and the material dropped to the floor. A growl sounded in his throat, his hands cupping her breasts and running his fingers over her nipples, kneading lightly as he tilted his head back, letting her kiss along his collarbone.

“I’m not gonna’ break, you know?” She mumbled, a chuckle vibrating against her lips as his hands tightened on her hips.

“You want it rougher, baby?” He cooed and she scoffed at his tone, hands pushing his jacket down his shoulders, letting it drop to the floor. Turning him around, she grinned as his knees hit the edge of the bed this time, letting him fall to the mattress. Crawling up to him, he propped himself up on his elbows, one eyebrow raised and she straddled him, rolling her hips down.

Another smirk was pulling at his lips as her fingers fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, and he resulted to sitting up fully, tearing it open and letting the remaining buttons drop to the floor or the bed as his lips found hers. Smoothing his hands down along her back, he let them cup her butt, squeezing softly and her lips parted as she moaned.

“Fuck, I love you.”

'Cause if we lost our minds And we took it way too far I know we'd be alright, Know we would be alright

“You’re kidding me, right?” He cursed, tugging at the ends of his hair as she stared at him incredulously. “You want to go to a college in California?” He seethed, holding up the letter she’d been ready to hand into school with her her college options on.

“Yes! It’s an amazing college and it has the courses I want, s-”

“It’s in California! It’s on the other side of the-” He shouted again, and May knocked gently on the door, opening it and peering inside. A stern look was on her face and she directed it at Peter, not wanting to invade on the conversation but silently telling him to ‘cool it’. He shook his head, taking a deep breath and clenching his eyes shut. “Hi, Aunt May.”

“I just wanted to let you both know dinner will be ready in five minutes.” May smiled and she nodded, standing and taking the paper from Peter’s hands.

��Thank you, May, but I won’t be staying for dinner.” She nodded to the older woman, who quickly accepted, leaving the room and Peter’s heart dropped.

“What do you mean you won’t be staying for dinner?” He stood in front of the door, blocking her from leaving as she took steps towards it.

“It means I’m going home, Pete, because you don’t get to dictate my life. I expected you to be happy for me, not throw it in my face.” She huffed, pushing past him and leaving, giving May a quick goodbye and he stood in the doorway of his room, thoroughly unsure how he was going to fix what he just messed up.

That had been three weeks ago, three weeks of agonising silence between the pair that neither of them were enjoying. She was still far too angry to speak to him and he was almost 100% certain they’d broken up, though neither of them had actually said the words, and he was too scared to approach her in fear of it being confirmed.

However, as she sat on her bed staring at the white envelope with the known stamp for her college on she couldn’t help but feel a great swell of sadness that he wasn’t here with her to open it. To kiss her and congratulate her if she got in, or to hold her and comfort her if she didn’t.

Her finger moved numbly across the seal, eyes scanning the page for the words she was looking for and a small smile rose to her lips as she read them. Accepted. She was going across the country to follow her dreams, but a larger feeling of complete and utter misery washed over her at how alone she felt in this moment, and how maybe Peter had been right.

Wiping at her face, she cleared the tears from her eyes and let the letter drop to her bed, answering the series of knocks at her door and she took a deep breath. On the other side was the boy himself, an apologetic smile on his face and she opened the door wider, coughing to clear her throat and stepping aside to let him in.

He took a seat on her bed, picking up the letter she’d been sent and reading over it, a wider smile than her own had been as he took in the information. “You were accepted!” He congratulated her and she nodded, crossing her legs beneath her as she took a seat beside him. “I was too.” He spoke, softer this time and she swallowed thickly, tears lacing her eyes again.

“That’s amazing, Pete. Where to?” She tried and his smile fell as he looked at her, hands cupping her face, thumbs running over her cheeks and wiping away the falling tears. Standing up, he pulled the letter from his back pocket, handing it to her. Folding out the crumpled envelope, she almost couldn’t believe the stamp across the front, and just to be sure, she lifted the envelope of her own to compare.

Identical.

Her eyes met Peter’s and he shrugged, shoving his hands into his pockets bashfully. Sniffling, she wiped at the tears on her cheeks for the second time, and she stood to meet him, wrapping her arms around his waist tightly and burying her face into his chest, taking in the faint scent of him she’d missed so dearly. “You applied to the same college as me?”

Feeling him nod against her, she pulled back, leaning up to press her lips to his in a searing kiss which he quickly reciprocated. “I looked at the courses, they have the one I want to do and they seemed pretty good. But it wouldn’t matter, this is your dream, and you’re too important to me. I’ll follow you wherever you want to go.” He whispered ands she found herself on the verge of tears once again, a watery smile being his answer.

If you were by my side And we stumbled in the dark I know we'd be alright, I know we would be alright

I feel so free When you're with me, Baby

Looking down at the girl in his arms, Peter couldn’t help but be in absolute awe of her. Her hair was splayed messily on the pillow, her lips parted just slightly and her eyes were closed, much to his dismay because he loved her eyes. The cold air in the room swept across his skin and he attempted to leave the bed, in order to grab a jumped to cover his bare shoulders her arms tightened around his waist, restricted him from going anywhere.

Moving in her sleep, he was worried he’d woken her and he stayed deadly still, breathing out slowly as he realised he hadn’t. Adjusting himself to lie down again, he lay on his back, pulling the blankets up as far as he could without his feet being exposed and propped a hand beneath his head, getting lost in his thoughts as he stared at the ceiling.

He’d had trouble sleeping lately, his mind swirling with worry and fear, but also with joy and hope. Fumbling quietly in the drawer beside him, he pulled out the small black box, popping the lid and letting his eyes settle on the ring inside. It’d taken him over a year to choose a ring. Having just celebrated her 22nd birthday, he remembered having lay in bed with her on her 21st and deciding he was sure he wanted to marry her.

And here he lay, a year later with a sure feeling that she was his world, and that he would stay with her for as long as he could, until death do them part, but he couldn’t work up the courage to do it. Having carried the box with him, he’d firstly planned to do it on her birthday, but he’d shied away. Having had many opportunities since then, he hadn’t taken any of them and he was getting angry with himself.

“Is that for me?” A voice broke his silence cheekily, a kiss being pressed to his chest and he jumped, swallowing thickly. He wasn’t sure exactly what to do as she sat up, pushing a pillow against the headboard and wiping her eyes with her hands so she could see properly. “Is that what I think it is?” She whispered, having gotten a good look at it now and he sat up too, nodding shyly. “It’s beautiful.”

“I-Is that.. a, um, a.. you know-”

“Of course it’s a yes!” She cried, leaning over and pulling his cheek down to her lip, pressing multiple kisses there. “How did you ever think that it would be a ‘no’?” She smacked his arm lightly and he whined in protest, a blush rising to his cheeks. He leaned down, pressing a long and loving kiss to her lips, slipping the ring onto her finger and holding her hand tightly, adjusting to the new and cold feeling he’d get each time he laced his fingers with hers from now on.

Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back.

[dovelikewar]

October ‘17 Playlist

Hello, friends! Happy November. October went by really fast, but that’s okay, because that just means the holiday season is starting. 🙌

Since it is the first day of November, I thought I would post about my October playlist. Since January of last year, I have been making 20 song playlists every month. They’re usually a mix of new music from artists I like, new discoveries, and songs that I have been listening to a lot in that specific month. 

This one in particular has a lot of overflow from September because I filled my September playlist pretty early. I will link each song and write a little about why I included it. I will also include a link to the full playlist on both Spotify and YouTube (where you can find all music videos if the song has them) up here so you can follow along that way:

Find the full YouTube playlist here.

1. Fantasy - Superfruit ft. Amber Liu

This song is from the full length album Future Friends by Superfruit, the duo of Scott Hoying and Mitch Grassi who are also members of the A Capella group Pentatonix. I am already a big fan of PTX so naturally I was really excited when Scott and Mitch announced that they would be releasing an album. AND BOY WAS THE EXCITEMENT JUSTIFIED. The entire album is SO good. So much so that I was actually debating which song I should include on my playlist. I eventually narrowed it down to 2, and spent the remainder of the month trying to decide between them. I eventually settled on Fantasy, but love GUY.EXE and its music video so much, that I decided to include it in the blog even though it's not on the actual playlist. If you haven’t listened to Future Friends, please do. It’s a masterpiece. 

2. Ugly - Jaira Burns 

I found this song from browsing on YouTube after binging a bunch of Billie Eilish videos. Her music is a bit different as it contains a lot more mature subject matter, but her vocals are delivered similarly to Billie’s, so that drew me to this song specifically.  I also really Jaira’s voice and think it works really well with this genre. I’m not a huge fan of the other two songs she has release, so I don’t see myself following her career too closely in the future, but I feel like she has a lot of potential to grow a large audience around people that can connect with her music more.

3. Sick - Barcelona

I found this song while browsing through my discover section on Spotify. I heard it and automatically vibed with it. The instrumentals, vocals, and just everything about it is such a great mix of a bunch of different styles. Somehow though, it fits together so well and makes for such a great song.

4. Rollin’ - B1A4

This is another roll over from September. On the 25th of September, one of my favorite k-pop groups, B1A4, released their newest mini album. This is the title track from it, and I love it with my entire heart. The entire album is amazing, but I fell in love with Rollin’ the second I watched the MV for it, so I knew it had to be the one I included in my playlist. It is a quite different sound from what B1A4 usually goes for, but it is still so well done and amazing. B1A4 never cease to amaze me, but the entire Rollin’ album is such a masterpiece and was so worth the wait that it took to get released. 1000000/10. Would recommend.

5. Oogie Boogie’s Song - Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack

Of course, since it’s October, I had to include some Halloween-y songs, and what’s more Halloween-y than Nightmare Before Christmas? It is one of my favorite movies ever, and Oogie Boogie’s song is one of my favorite songs from it. It’s such a good song to listen to if I’m trying to get spooky.

6. Walls - Airspoken

This is another song I found through my Spotify discover playlist, and I liked it pretty immediately. It has a very chilling yet rhythmic vibe to it that I really like. Another thing that I found really nice is that contrast between all four vocals in the song. It goes from a smooth vocal, to a deeper vocal, to a more raspy and high vocal, to a weird mix of the three. The different vocalists make the already catchy song even more interesting to listen to, and I just really like it. The group doesn’t have a huge following by the looks of it, but I intend to look into their music more and maybe support them if I like more of their material.

7. Shatter In The Night - Vesperteen

Honestly, I am so sad that I have just recently found Vesperteen, because I listened to more of their music and it is all really good. This song specifically is just a really feel good “driving around a big city at night” type song. I like it a lot.

8. American Love - Smallpools

Yet another artist I wish I would have found sooner. This song landed on my discover playlist and just the very beginning immediately caught my attention. The song is very melodic and the type of song I wouldn’t mind hearing live. I listened to more of Smallpools music too, and all of it is so SO good. The instrumentals and vocals on this and all of their songs that I have heard are top notch and really beautiful. I can definitely see myself getting more into their music.

9. Hobgoblin - CLC

CLC is one of the only girl k-pop groups whose music that I actually genuinely like. I found them quite recently, but I’m still glad I finally found a girl group where I like every song I have heard. This is one of the first songs I heard by them, and is also one of their most popular title tracks. I really like this song and their song Pepe so far, but hope I have time to look more into their music soon.

10. Mess - Jordan Fisher

Not gonna lie, I pretty much put this song on my playlist before I even listened to it just because it’s Jordan Fisher and I love everything that he has ever put out thus far. This song is no exception. It’s very similar to his other music with heavy R&B elements and super strong vocals. Jordan very consistently slays, and his music is always on point. Mess is no different.

11. Bite My Tongue - Logan Henderson

Not gonna lie, I pretty much put this song on my playlist before I even listened to it just because it’s Jordan Fisher and I love everything that he has ever put out thus far. This song is no exception. It’s very similar to his other music with heavy R&B elements and super strong vocals. Jordan very consistently slays, and his music is always on point. Mess is no different.

12. ENVY - coldrain

Finally. I’ve been waiting to talk about this one. This is from coldrain, one of my favorite band’s, new album from this month, Fateless. The entire album is beyond amazing, as expected. This was another situation where I was heavily debating for weeks over which of two songs I would put on the playlist. Ultimately, I just chose the one that had a music video (and then the other song came out with a music video 3 days after the album came out. Go figure.). Still, I recommend the entire album to anyone that enjoys rock music at all. Yet another masterpiece, if I do say so myself. 

13. Close You Eyes - The Midnight Club

I found this song after one of my favorite music critic youtubers tweeted it out saying that it sounded a bit like another one of my favorite bands, Panic! At The Disco. When I listened to the song, I could definitely see what he was getting at. It really sounds a lot like P!ATD’s older music, and the vocalist even sort of sounds like Brendon. More than anything though, I noticed how good the song and band was in their own right. I ended up liking it enough to include it in my playlist this month.

14. J.D. Blows Up - Heathers Soundtrack

More Halloween type stuff! Heathers is another one of my favorite movies. Although it isn’t a horror movie per se, it is definitely a very dark movie. I was reminded of this specific instrumental off the soundtrack while doing homework for a film survey course I am currently taking, and got chills as I listened to it more. It only felt right to include it on this month’s playlist or make it just a bit more spooky.

15. Callin’ - A.C.E

Another favorite artist! A.C.E, another one of my top k-pop groups, had their comeback this month. I love this song, and the music video, and the choreography, and really just everything. Callin’ has the same fast paced mood as their debut song, Cactus. Overall, it is a really fun listen and is even more fun to watch them perform. I am consistently blown away by their talent, and this comeback was just a reminder of how much talent they have. I love this song and I love A.C.E. 

16. Blonde - Waterparks

Keeping with the theme, another one of my favorite bands announced that they would be releasing their new album early next year along with releasing the lead single off of it. This is that single. It does not stray too far from what Waterparks usually releases, but is still different enough to see a musical growth. I especially love the more unclean vocal in the bridge. Blonde has really made me excited to hear the rest of the album. I can’t wait for it to come out in January!

17. Not Thinking Of You - The Royal

A catchy tune I found on my discover playlist. The instrumentals are a pretty normal indie alternative mix with even more normal subject matter. The catchiness of it and the vocals are really what caught my attention and made me want to include it on the playlist.

18. Time Warp - Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack

Because is it really October if you don’t listen to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack? This song is a classic and a staple at any Halloween party. I had no choice but to include it.

19. South Drive - WSTR

I was drawn to this song because of the raw instrumentals and vocals. It almost seems a bit messy during the verses, but comes together for the chorus. When I heard it for the first time, I questioned whether or not I liked it. As I listened to it again though, I did find myself really enjoying the more authentic garage rock band vibe that it has. It does feel a lot more cut and paste than what you would normally hear from more popular bands of the same genre, but it still works really well. I enjoy it.

20. Astoria - Marianas Trench

The last song on this month’s playlist is very close to my heart. It is the intro to the album Astoria by another one of my favorite bands, Marianas Trench. I decided to include this song last on this playlist because this month they released the music video for the song. It is a very beautiful video that very well sums up what the whole album is about. However, the release of the music video also ended the Astoria era exactly two years after the album’s release on October 23rd. It was a very emotional time for me and all other MTrench fans. The album has provided me with so many great memories, made me dance, made me cry, but most of all made me appreciate the intricacies of music so much more. Although I am sad to see the era end, I hope it means that the band can get some much deserved rest and start working on more music. Never say die.

That is it this week, friends. It’s been a rough week, but writing about music has made it a little better (even if it’s a little late). I used to write blogs like this for my playlists when I first started making them last year, but stopped when I realized no one read them. I still have absolutely zero people reading, but ya know, a girl can dream. Still, happy first week of November, and happy day to you, invisible friends.

- 🕊️ ❤️ 🏹