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puppyknucklezzz · 2 months ago

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ngl, just using tumbl more has actually been doing me some good, i wa crashing out and completely stopped doing the little things that make me happy, like yapping with fellow fans of shit, listening to music, bird watching and tree hugging and shiz. like ... man ... I was losing myself frfr, lemme get back in these discords and aminos and shit. watch some adventure time and bluey and dead end paranormal park and stuff. t h a t s the self care i been missing frfr.

#i be forgetting enjoying my special interests is as essential as air #like #my quality of life goes down fr when i haven't watched some adventure time in too long #i start forgetting who I am when i don't indulge in philosophy for too long #i need these things they help me maintain my health fr #that's a big thing about being in mental facilities and shelters #you lose so much autonomy in not just big ways but the little things #I can't wait to be able to control my own thermostat again or lights or be able to get up a 3am and go for a walk and go to sleep with my #phone on the charger next to my pillow playing music out loud and like sleep in my cute clothes and be a girl openly and do witchcraft in my #own environment and just fucking be myself #there's no room for that when you're in that down bad arc #beggars can't be choosers rhetoric be having people in my position giving up identity and shit #like im currently masked tf up at this Christian men's recovery shelter and rehab center #they serve slop and theirs no privacy and just no room to be a fucking human #that's what really motivates me to be an activist #i feel like that's where im supposed to be #that's where my input is needed #i feel like #i have faith in everyone else #like o feel like the person that's gonna change the whole game championing trans rights or anti-racism is already out there on their come up #my place is not to help neurodivergent awareness and like better the mental health and crisis resources systems and shit #idk i wanna spread knowledge about just how ADHD and OCD and ASD and shit actually work and that's its more than being distractible or #germaphobic or fitting into one of two stereotypes (sheldon cooper or the girl from music)#*my place is but to help not *not* that was a typo #but yeah i wanna do that but also to help make shelters and psych wards places you actually like to be while you're there #like a better business bureau (hard word jfc) but that actually matters and makes a real difference #so i guess i wanna be a mental health activist? is that what that'd be? maybe with a touch of rights activist?

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