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terresdebrume · 2 months ago

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It's funny because on the one hand I keep wondering "Do I have regrets? Do I actually want to do this?" About having a baby on my own even as I enter my card details on the website

But when I look back like. I decided to get healthier two years ago because I wanted to be in the best shape I could before starting a potential pregnancy, I moved into a 2 bedroom apartment to make room for a baby, I've started learning sign language partially for the purpose of facilitating/maintaining communication with said potential baby if I grow deaf as I go older

But idk man am I really really sure

#Matt has a life #Shit from home #In my defense it's also a bit terrifying #and also it feels like things in this respect have been going both too fast and too slow #too slow because it's been almost four years since I started saying I wanted a baby #ans it feels like if I Really Wanted it I'd have started the process sooner #too fast because depending on how things go I could literally be pregnant by the end of the month #and also I'm pretty sure I've settled on a (set of) girl names with just the main one remaining to find for a boy #which obviously could change and I am giving myself full permission to toss all plans out the window on the fateful day #if for whatever reason I feel line the name doesn't vive with the baby #but still #I can't shake the feeling I'm doing thongs incorrectly somehow #OH WELL WE'LL HAVE TO IMPROVISE A BIT

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