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Mystic Flour Cookie and Child Reader drabble
"Not even the very gods are immune to suffering." Mystic Flour Cookie whispered softly as she ran a hand through your hair. She knew not the reason, nor the power, that had brought you from your world into that of her own. But she couldn't find it within herself to be irritated or disquieted about that fact.
In fact, she could even say she was... pleased.
Whatever power had granted her one true desire... She was thankful to it. To drag the very god that pulled her from the void, imbuing her very dough with strength, bestowing upon her only but the best of toppings and a beascuit leaps and bounds ahead of others to lessen the time between each use of her power.
Even granting her own wishes.
Doing away with the flesh of your divine body in exchange for crispy, fresh dough. Infused with the divinity that you so truly deserved, despite having no level of enlightenment and then, to have you descend upon none other than her. For her to be the first and only one to be granted the privilege of laying eyes upon your new vessel.
Yes.
She was pleased.
"One day, you and I shall crumble, too." She murmured, staring at you through half-lidded eyes. She wiped away the tears at the edges of your eyes with the edge of her sleeve. "Yet that day, shall not be today."
Such a truly benevolent deity you were. This kingdom... Its Cookies... Their ideals of peace, friendship, love and joy. All of it, would be non-existent without you, without the very foundation you laid out for them... The effort and time you put into a world not even your own.
Even going as far as granting wishes.
Cookies... Such greedy creatures. They cannot, will not, comprehend the true depths your very presence entailed, what effort and suffering you had gone through to make this kingdom as truly grand as it was.
They will take you for granted, just as the Cookies of far ages past had done for her. Taking and taking, wanting and wanting, demanding more, and more from the deity that merely wanted the best for them.
In the end, the greed of those who you wished to keep happy would be your downfall....
But why would she let you go through such suffering, to reach the same conclusion she had reached herself....?
You were here. Safe with her. Only, with her.
And the Realm of Apathy shallow envelop you... Welcome you... Protect you....
Yes...
She smiled, eyes slipping closed as he continued to run a hand through your hair.
The greed of Cookies... The suffering and woes of life... Apathy shall shield you from all.
Until the day you, and she, returns to flour....
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#mystic flour cookie#child reader#y/n cookie#self aware crk#self aware cookie run#No idea what to tag this#Just a random drabble I thought up not sure this'll go anywhere#Just gonna dump my thoughts here#Child Reader who has not the best home life with a single mother (who also isn't that great of one)#Who clings to CRK like a lot and really loves Mystic Flour Cookie#From staring at her to just talking about random things to her from minutes to hours even#Spinning this entire narrative that Mystic Flour Cookie is their best friend sort of figure or something of the life and just#Basically roleplaying between them and her#And Mystic Flour Cookie on the other side of the screen slowly finding herself growing attached to you#Unable to help but compare you to herself in the past who granted the wishes of Cookies and tried so hard to prevent their suffering#And keep them happy#Despite how you seemed to be suffering yourself on the other side where she can't even reach you#Can't do anything to aid you just as you seemed to be aiding her and others without looking for anything in return#And then you get pulled into her world#Where is finally able to do something with you
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Via's song and whole current situation with Stolas can't not be a promise to me for a new design and I swear if they won't let my girl either unleash her inner slay or lean hard into her mother's aesthetic for angst purposes..........
#which way cartoon girl (emo but without all the stars vs perfect little princess)#i do think that the latter is more likely. temporarily. if they intend to go anywhere at all with her and stella#or do anything with mother-daughter relationships. for which there Is potential in s3 (re: them but also. millie...#millie i'm watching you and i have so so so many thoughts about you)#helluva boss#octavia of the ars goetia#that telescope can't know peace fr fr askfjfjggl#series#mytext
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I don't want to abandon my 5 year old legacy save but the way my current generation sim's life turned out is genuinely depressing me
#she's a 5 star celebrity in a hollow never ending engagement with triplets she doesn't want and she has the erratic & emotion bomb traits#can't go anywhere without paparazzi hounding her & she did molly at her birthday party which made her man & kids sad & her reputation is#declining...and she's genuinely a terrible parent I feel so bad for the kids. the forced pregnancy arc was too dark even for me 😭#AND her strict lesbian lover wants nothing to do with her these days this hurts it really does#if I was coerced into carrying multiples and cutting my acting career short because thorne bailey couldn't stand another hit to#his reputation I'd be perfectly within my right to do molly at my birthday party tbh I stand by my sim and her actions
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actually so low on morale.
#sami rambles#i don't think anyone without a chronic illness can understand what it's like to then get sick on top of that because like.#my flatmate who gave me this chest infection carried on with her life like it was just an annoying cough.#which i have my own issues with regarding like passing it around because she wasn't wearing a mask anywhere :/#like with my condition at least when i get sick my whole body shuts down in order to actually have enough energy to fight the bug.#but my body stops functioning the way it should#my brain slows all the way down so i can't focus on anything#so i am literally just reduced to lying in bed until i start to get better#and it's not even like i can really do work whilst lying in bed because again. brain no work!!#so im just bored and there's a thousand things i need to do but i cant focus on any of them long enough to actually do them#and even thinking about doing them feels like im thinking about taking up the mantle of sisyphus and rolling that big fucking rock#anyway. I'm going up a hill with my friends tonight to watch the fireworks and drink hot chocolate idc if it kills me
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got into a fight with my mom yippeeee
#meg speaks#feeling. super.#and all because she has that dumb as shit mindset of#'well you havent had [thing i dont like] for years so you dont know if you still don't like it or not'#newsflash. i do still know that i don't like it. i haven't liked it since i was like. fucking 6 years old. every time i have tried it since#i have fucking HATED it#every time she forced me to try it again it was disgusting to me.#i dont like it. i haven't liked it in a long LONG time. over 20 years of hating it#sometimes she would sit me at the table and make me stay there until i tried it again.#me telling her that she would do that is what upset her#because HER mom did that to HER and she HATED IT. and swore she would never do it to her kids.#but i fucking remember sitting at the dinner table an hour or more after everyone else had finished and cleaned up#and how she would get angry with me if i just trashed my plate without trying it#she wasn't anywhere as bad as her mom. but she still did it to me too.#and just like her mom she denies having ever done it.#and thinks i'm crazy and that i don't remember what happened and that im just saying it to upset her.#but im not. it happened to me. she did it to me. and it's her fault that she's upset over this because she's the one#who can't let it go. that i don't like this food.#it would be so so so SO easy to just accept that i don't like it. we wouldn't have had the argument if she would have accepted it.#but she never will. and i'm getting to be too old now to be talked to like i'm 4 years old.
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I love when they casually reveal that Spinel hasn't stopped tracking the main trio once in this arc.. retroactively makes some of the past lighthearted episodes of this arc have a worrying edge to it, because you just end up wondering how long he's been watching, or if he was already watching at that point etc.
He is also even apparently keeping an eye on the Brave Asagi being repaired. He followed Friede around without his knowledge a while ago too. He just knows everything, and could act but just doesn't strike until the time is right.
I wonder if he is the one orchestrating Liko being separated from Roy and Dot in HZ064. The preview mentions that she is separated from them. And next ep will be exactly fifty episodes after HZ014, which was also when Spinel lured Liko away from the RVT to steal her pendant. He used her kindness against her by sending a fake ad about that one spice Murdock wanted. He spied on their conversation in that episode and used that bit of dialogue against Liko because he knew she would be exactly the type to want to go get that spice because it would make Murdock happy. Maybe he is creating some kind of diversion to separate Liko from her friends in the next episode. It wouldn't be the first time he messed with people's phones or other devices.
#spinel#pokemon spinel#liko#hz064#character notes#episode notes#he is so terrible (affectionate)#i love him.. one of the few characters in the anime who actually sends shivers down my spine#because he is so smart at everything he does#and he kind of could barge in whenever to do his thing but he never does and just keeps gathering info without others knowing#only sharing what he feels like sharing#and it kind of shows that he has the upper hand too. he could have acted at any other moment#but potentially waited for such a specific situation#liko being separated from the other in snowy mountains and not anywhere else#it's dangerous. and we know he can mess with people's phone signal#he did that in hz011 and at the time we brushed it off because yeah liko and mollie were in a forest so of course the signal is bad#and then hz012 showed that nope. it was spinel :) which retroactively made ep 11 worrying (he was watching at the time)#maybe he is doing that in ep 64 too#the expectation that of course the signal is bad in mountains and maybe that's why they can't contact liko etc#i love it. i love how he uses everything against others. their expectations the settings etc. even their feelings#he used liko's kindness against her in ep 14 and even used rayquaza's feelings towards terapagos to lure it out in ep 44#(by recreating terapagos' cries with the resonance generator etc)#doing all of that while serving in all his outfits. keep going king!#(i love how he has so many differents outfits and hairstyles ww they know who they're targeting with him)#he is soooo hhgh. a good character.
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Fiyero and Nessarose should be best friends methinks
#nessa deserves to cause some ruckus#and at first nobody would suspect them because how could that 'tragically beautiful girl' even do that?#and even if they find out i think they're scared of the governor#so those two are just going around doing anything#also nessa seems pratically the only person who didn't swoon upon seeing fiyero#so whenever anyone is like 'oh you spend so nuch tume with him#how is it being his girlfriend? you're so lucky'#she's like girl what are you talking about#i think if she got over her crush for boq he might also join#he'd have fun messing around but also he'd be very stressed#like he'll follow them anywhere but he will keep muttering 'we're gonna get caught oh my oz why did i agree to this i'm gonna die'#and when fiyero and elphaba get together#(this is all a au where nothing bad happens and they all go through college normally)#she'll see them come back from something covered in mud and just raise an eyebrow without saying anything#cause she just got used to it#also also i think fiyero might make nessa distance herself a bit from her father's views#expecially about elphaba#this whole rant is based on nothing but two frames in the movie#(but if anyone knows of any stage production where they are friends#let me know please!)#i should have said that before but#governor thropp can't stand fiyero#and would gladly admit it on the grounds of him beying elphaba's boyfriend#(same goes for glinda ofc)#but he's also nessa's best friend#so he has to grin and bear it#man's struggling#(good)#(should struggle even more)
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art has been difficult again and ive been feeling like garbage. regardless, have the few doodles of this sad worm i've been able to do
#i dont care for like half of these but ill want to look at them later so ill post them anyhow#art#doodles#Chika'dee#drawing it's polkadots is the worse part but it wont look like itself without them#idk if i ever talked about this but chika'dee's whole thing is that it's lack of identity is its identity#its known as "gods favorite idiot'' and otherwise is bad at everything and generally miserable#its confused all the time and easily startled#otherwise it doesnt know itself. her name doesnt feel like her own. it doesnt know itsown favorite color#it has no home anchor and because of that it never feels like it belongs anywhere#idk why it feels like that!! but i can't figure anything out about her so. for now she stays miserable and lost!!#silly little thing tho. it is ideed my favorite idiot#ugh.. my heads being weird im gonna go to bed. whish me luck thumbs up#i do actually really like chikadee i just genuinly dont know who it is#so i play with what i have???
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Guess who just got tickets to go see måneskin in the summer ‼️‼️‼️
#the answer is me. obviously.#and my sister. because i literally can't go anywhere without her#Al's ramblings#anyway!!! dont ask how much they cost us i would rather not think about That
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me rn
#pom ponders#work woes#thinking about how my ex bestie is coming back to the store next week and i already want to cry#i know working with her is going to stress me out and it's going to affect my mood at work and at home#I'm going to have to put my guard up around people and be cold to them and i don't want to#but i can't trust anyone to not fall into her charms and i don’t have the energy to fight it#so i just have to accept that being at work is going to be hell and I'm going to be upset all the time#and i can't go anywhere else right now and i can't quir because i need the money to pay my bills and feed my cats#my mental health is gonna go down the toilet but who cares right#and I'm here screaming into the void because i can't rant to anyone else without sounding like a broken record#oh well i guess
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Janeway and Tuvok are my Roman Empire!!! Nothing in Star Trek can ever compare to Them for me ❤️
Her face??? I wanna die!!!
#star trek#trek thoughts#voyager#i wanna put them in a blender so bad#he's her rock the only person she can ever be “kathryn” with#i will say chakotay she can also be “kathryn” with but not in the same way as tuvok#tuvok and janeway have that type of friendship where you go over to each other's houses just to sit together in silence and do your own#things but it's worth it because you just need to be near them#you don't need to talk you just need them#and what will she do without him?#tuvok is completely seperated from his vulcan family#the other parts of his soul#and he misses that connection so much and janeway is the only he has that's anywhere close to what he has with t'pel and his children#they're parts of one another#they're bonded cats you can't separate
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Getting online when T Sw**t does literally anything...
Every tag. Every fandom. Fanfic titles. Retconned characters (this character is a sw***ie, this character is this song coded, this ship is so that song coded and so on). Fan Edits out the ass. Audio clips, lyric quotes, hot takes on Twitter/Instagram/Tumblr/YouTube/TikTok. A cruel, unending slew of exposure you did not ask for lmfao
#when will my suffering end#and the worst part is that I generally have no strong feelings about her 😭 I enjoy several of her songs fr#I feel the same way about like the superbowl for example - when everyone apparently is collectively obsessed with this one thing and you ar#not... it's weird. Idk how else to describe it like everything I know about this subject is against my will lmfao#and I can't emphasize enough that I think her music is like... fine!!! It's not my fave but I do enjoy a handful of her songs but the last#48 or so hours have been absolutely a miserable time for me lmao. I cannot go anywhere on any website without being confronted with#content I do not care to see lmfao and I don't mean that in a bitchy way it's just weird!!!!#and I censored her name because I do not want any fan to get pissed at me or say I hate girls winning or something lmao#that's all I really had to say. It's just weird and I don't want it to come off like I'm trying to steal anyone's joy or like I'm some#entitled music snob asshole... it's just weird when you actively are not looking for a person's content but it doesn't matter because#the content WILL be pushed in everything you enjoy and then you are the asshole or a hater for committing the crime of...#just being uninterested lmao 😭#ignore me#personal#nonsims#just shitposting#gif warning
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hey i’m a mutual who dropped out in 7th grade and i just want u to know that things will be ok. i’m going back to school this year and like you can just stop either temporarily or permanently. i promise u it will be ok
:((( thank u so much this means a lot to hear . my plan has been to drop out for like two years at this point but i never really expected it to feel this much like a huge change even though it was always going to be. and my mother asked me if i just wanted to drop out when i told her i didn't want to go in today and it's sent me on a downward spiral. sorry for putting this on your dash board whoever is online and whoever saw it.
#ugh whatever sorry these tags r going to be so whiny don't look at them if u dont want to see that.#UGHHHEH its just so much. because at least having the option to have somewhere to go every day even if i never take it has been like.#almost some sort of comfort to me. because i don't want to sit around every day if it's not my choice to be doing so.#but i've never had a job. i don't know how to write a resume i don't know how to answer interview questions i don't know anywhere that#would take me that i can get to on my own since i can't drive. but if i don't get a job. i'll be sitting around broke and miserable until#applications for the course i want open up. and i don't know how to do that. the more i think abt it today the more dropping out feels#like the best option but it doesn't make it feel less like the huge step i know it'll be. i don't have a life without school. it's the only#place i ever see my few irls. it's my one source of human interaction every week. what do i do if it's not there for the next#half a year. assuming i passed the test i needed to pass and also get into the course i want. i don't know.#and everythings in my favour!! everything is going for me!! i have it easier than so many kids at my school!#my mother is a teacher and she gets me so many of the things i need because she knows the system. literally two weeks ago she got it set up#so that i don't have to go to one of my classes because it was making me miserable and i was complaining abt it constantly.#and i just feel bad that all of her effort will have gone to waste? i know she's done everything she can but it still hasn't fixed my#hatred for the school system and i feel so bad. I DONT KNWO WAHT TO DO!!! IM GOING TO KILL MY SELF!!!#whatever what ever. i;m overreacting it's what ever
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It hurts being pushed away by you consistently
#i feel disgusting to you#you NEVER want my skin touching yours and i know it's not me it's your own issues but god#it hurts really really bad sometimes#i feel so undesirable#so unwanted#i'm not wanted anywhere near you physically and sometimes that hurts more than anything#will i ever feel enough?#my skin will never touch yours again if that is what you wish#i don't know how to say this because it's not something you can help and rationally i KNOW it's not me#it's your trauma and the current state of your life and relationships#another reason why you even tell me you can't and don't want to be in a relationship#but i don't need or want a relationship i just want to be able to even at a friend level be close to you#without you going ''get off'' in disgusted tones and expressions#it hurts and i don't know what to do or say#i'm never going to force you to WANT to have even a centimeter of me on you somehow whether we're sitting together etc#so it's like how do i say it hurts?#when it's not her fault and it's not mine either#it just is#personal#sorry
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so. coyle.
#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever#I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything.#and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away??#I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close#chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way#that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away#anyway. in other news#the way home hallmark#wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration#I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere#I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton#partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it#also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice#I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't#have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting?#hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't#know I don't have coherent thoughts#elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns#also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol#and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it#I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus#bad first impressions or whatever#I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm#I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then#okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough#earl crow ramblings
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i actually would be fine living at home if my mother wasn't so... clingy
#i have to sit with her 24/7 man if i want to go be in my room she complains she is lonely#i can't go anywhere without 1089032849032 questions and making sure she has something to eat for dinner#its just.... I WANT TO BE ALONE SOMETIMES#it does not help that when i am sitting here she is constantly asking me to get her things or is on the brink of going into a rage#please.......................... kill me
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