#I can't believe im losing my sister as well I knew she would do this bc she's always hated how close we are. I can't believe she fell for i

[thursdayg1rl]

my sister ignored me again. in front of my aunt.

[ofstarsandvibranium]

Precious Truths: Part 14

Fandom: Bridgerton

Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x F!Reader

Summary: After your father finds out you’ve been writing under a male pseudonym, he threatens to marry you off to an atrocious man unless you find yourself a husband within a month’s time.

A/N: yall i still can't believe sophie is asian. im so frickin happy dude. yerin is gonna be amazing. i just know it. anyway, enjoy!

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You hide behind your hand as you snort with laughter. Benedict is beaming beside you. Hearing your laughter again makes his heart soar.

After your mother-in-law granted permission for his visitation, he immediately prepared himself for the trip to France. He was excited to see you, but he was also nervous. Therefore, he dragged Eloise with him. His younger sister wasn't in the mood to witness another pair of lovesick fools, however, she had never been to France. So she took up the opportunity to regardless. At the moment, a part of her regrets accompanying her brother.

"Hang on, how did you not know she was married?" Eloise asks Benedict.

"I never saw her wear a ring and her home didn't seem like a man lived in it!"

You chuckle, shaking your head, "How is it you always find yourselves in such situations, Ben?"

"Because he is an idiot, Y/N," Eloise responds and you laugh. Your laughter even brings a smile on Eloise's face, "Sorry to change the subject, but I hope you have been well, Y/N."

You softly smile at the young woman you always saw as a sister, "I'm getting better, Eloise. It definitely helps that you and Ben are here," you rest a hand on Benedict's and Eloise's, "Your company was very much needed."

"Always here to help," Benedict says softly.

"You didn't say long you'll be staying here for."

"Madame Montclair has allowed us a week, unless you grow tired of us."

You scoff, "I will never grow tired of you, Ben," realizing what you said you add, "And you, Eloise! Don't tell your siblings, but you two are probably my favorite Bridgertons."

Eloise hums, "Oh, please, Y/N. We already knew that," she bumps your shoulder with a cheeky grin and you two giggle.

Benedict watches as you and Eloise discuss your current works. Every once in a while, you'd turn to him and ask him a question. And every time your eyes fall upon him, the world goes quiet and he feels at ease.

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Benedict gets along well with your mother and father-in-law. They, too, are fond of the arts and are in deep conversation with Benedict and his time at the academy here in France.

You can't help but feel a sense of pride fill you as Monsieur and Madame Montclair laugh at Benedict's jokes, praise him for his successes, and, overall, displays an openness to him. However, James had told you that is just how your mama and papa have always been. Good people.

Their relationship often makes you think if that's how your parents would have turned out if your mama hadn't passed early on. Would your father still love and care for you? Would he be happy and proud of your success as a writer?

The thought of him made you lose your appetite. You place your fork and knife down with a frown, immediately bringing you to the attention of papa.

"Are you alright, ma fille?"

"I apologize, I've suddenly lost my appetite. Is it alright if I step outside for a moment?"

Mama nods, "Yes, of course. Shall one of us go with you?"

"I will be alright. It'll just be for a moment, excuse me." You look to Ben with a nod and then to Eloise. Everyone watches as you exit the dining room.

Benedict clears his throat, "Forgive me if this seems inappropriate, but how has Y/N been doing from your perspective?" he asks the older couple, "She's only told me that she has her good days and bad days, but nothing truly more than that."

Madame Montclair sighs, dabbing at her lips with her napkin, "It is true. Much like my husband and I, Y/N feels as though she has accepted her life without James. Other days, it's hard to even go about her day without being stricken with grief. But as the months have come and gone, I think she is slowly healing. Her desire to go back out into the world becoming stronger and stronger. She will be going back to London after your visit."

Benedict and Eloise look at each other in surprise, "She hadn't told us that yet."

"Ah. Well, I apologize for that. I'm sure she was going to tell you. But I do think it's good that you two are here. I can already see she's happier."

Benedict softly smiles and nods, "Yes, well, my sister and I care a great deal about Y/N."

"That much is very clear, Mister Bridgerton," Monsieur Montclair says, "And I hope when she returns to London, you continue to care for her. We, too care a great deal about her." The older man gives a stern look to Benedict, one like a father scolding a son.

Benedict nervously clears his throat, "Yes, of course, sir."

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You're sitting on a bench outside, letting the air cool you. You're not sure how long you've been out there, but Benedict comes out with concern etched all over your face. He sits beside on the bench, hand grabbing yours to warm them, "Are you alright?" he asks, using his breath to warm your now cold fingers.

You sigh, "Yes. I'm sorry to leave dinner like that."

"It's fine. I just want to know what happened."

"Just watching James' parents made me think of my own. They made me wonder if, had mama not died, would they end up like that? Happy and proud of me? Would papa still love me and admire my work rather than scold me and cast me aside?"

Benedict squeezes your hand, "I understand. I, too, often think about how life would be if my father didn't pass. But I think it's best not to dwell on those things. If you get too caught up in it, you miss out on the wonderful things that are happening now right in front of you."

You hum, looking down at your fingers intertwined with Benedict's, "My aunt once told me after my mama passed, that in death, there is life. New beginnings. I suppose she is right. After mama's death, started my desire to publish my writings. With James' death, he brought you back into my life." You stare into Benedict's eyes, seeing how soft they are as they look back at you.

You find yourself leaning closer and Benedict is too, "Ben-"

"Everything alright?" you hear Eloise as she approaches and you two immediately create some distance between each other.

You clear your throat and look over your shoulder, "Yes! We were just about to head back inside."

"Very well. Make haste, it's cold out!"

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Your almost kiss with Benedict kept you up that night. You've been mentally scolding yourself for your weak resolve. He had only been staying with you for a few days and you are already throwing yourself at him. Your heart has always been weak when it came to Benedict. Even after falling in love with James, your love for him never compared to the love you had for Benedict. You always knew this.

However, it hasn't been a year since James had passed and you're already moving on with another man. You can't in good conscience do such a thing to James like that, even if he already knew how your heart had always belonged to Benedict.

Still. You need to control yourself around Benedict no matter how much your heart yearns for him.

[anotheroceanid]

Apollo Apollo Apollo

A god of many domains, i embody all of them well,

God of music I can sing you a tune that'll have you completely under my spell

The god of male beauty, i astound you with my face

The best of my father's sons,

So tell me, Odysseus, why do you seek my rage?

God of the sun

I want to see you burn

Happened to many others, but now it is your turn

God of the truth, so believe when i'm telling you

That wherever you go, your actions cause others despair

So don't you dare to complain that it's unfair 

When the sun starts to flare

I Loved the girl from the moment she was born

Sprung from her father's spring and Mother's leaves, born fragile yet strong 

I knew that in my heart she’d be the one who stays

Centuries ago, my sister filled me with hope, and said "I'll allow you a chance to court my daughter if you win this bird race"

Her owl against my crow

But how was i was meant to know

Athena would have schemed to see my disgrace?

After losing the race she wrung from me a vow

To never pursue my love and it stands until now

God of Prophecy, yet i can't see what in the chaos you have over me

To have plucked the flower and planted the seed on the goddess of my dreams

I mean look at you, i wouldn't be surprised if it turned out you have fleas

“Owls like me”

Ha, ha, ha, so funny

God of the sun, i want to see you burn

Happened to many others but now it’s your turn

God of plagues, but your life i won't take

For your daughter who doesn't deserve such heartbreak

God of medicine yet you won't have a drop of relief

If i could you’d suffer even in your sleep

Remember what i’ve said

That wherever you go, your actions will cause others despair

So don't you dare to complain that it's unfair 

When the sun starts to flare

Sun Flare

From this on onwards all you’ll feel is it’s glare

When it burns on your skin

While you dwell on your on sins

Maybe that way you'll see, why you shouldn't have messed with me

OMG 🤣🤣🤣🤣

I crackled out loud when the “owls like me” showed up.

I can imagine a moment of silence.

Them staring at each other. Eurylochus passing out. Imagine being Odysseus crew and suddenly you have to hear about your captains beef with the sun god over his first baby mama 😆😆😆

AND LIKE

THE WAY APOLLO WAS BASICALLY LIKE: IM PRETTIER, I’M STRONGER, I'M COOLER, I’M TALENTED, WHY DID IT HAD TO BE YOU!??? 👺👺👺👺👺👺 THE WAY HE’S DRAGGING ODYSSEUS DOWN

NOT HIM SAYING ODYSSEUS HAVE FLES 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Odysseus: well, at least her mom’s birds like me 🙂

Apollo: that's it, you're done!!!

[ttaibhse]

i need to start up running again i haven't been in ages and i feel shitty about it but i still just don't really want to. especially now it's getting colder lol i like running in cool weather but when it's actually cold not as much. i was getting so bored of it idrk why i guess because i was running out of new routes to do... i hate running along the road and the thought of adding more distance which basically would mean adding more time on the road or just mindless loops of the parks wasn't really motivating lol. and i felt like i stopped making progress. and then i got sick and the pain in my back/hips came back for a while. and to be honest i was/am just disappointed that i wasn't losing any weight at least not perceptibly and obviously i was lying when i said the goal of it wasn't to lose weight lol. like not the only goal i did/do also want to just be a fitter and more active person and not let my bones crumble into dust by middle age whatever but ultimately i want to lose weight and it just wasn't happening. even though i wasn't intentionally eating much more to make up for the extra activity but i probably was doing it without meaning to. like admittedly there were definitely times i would be like oh i can have a bit more i did a big run today. not all the time but enough i guess. i feel like shit i hate being this size & shape i miss being skinny and the more time passes with me not being skinny it gets harder to remember the negatives that came with it. like i look back now and i know i was always cold and exhausted and obsessed with food and my whole life revolved around it like i know all that but i looked so much better -_- my clothes looked nicer. if someone took a photo of me i only had to worry about hating my face not my body as well. or not as much at least lol i always hated it i guess. but omfg my face even looks worse now because its just doughy. i cant stand it. i cant believe how fucked up i look lol

i hate writing posts like this i sound so cookie cutter stereotypical ED girl. it's so so embarrassing i can't stop feeling like this at nearly 28. im 28 in like 10 days and the first time i remember consciously deciding to stop eating to lose weight i was 10 or 11. my mum still seems to have genuinely blocked out the memories of it like any of it even though we talked about it at several different points in time when i was a teenager and i said to her what was going on and she was so angry with me like furious with me. and then again when i was an adult and just said outright because i knew i had put on weight over lockdown and i knew she thought i had just lost control of myself because she said so to my sister

so i said to her like look i was only really thin in uni because i was in like a 1.5k calorie deficit every single day. there were days i would stand up at the end of a lecture and almost black out lol so i said all that maybe 3 or 4 years ago was the last time i brought it up icr but still if the topic of eating disorders or similar comes up she will say things like "i hope youve never felt that way" LMFAO like full sincerity i swear to fucking god i dont understand. but anyway its not a great feeling knowing she thinks im fat because i just dont take care of myself. even though it is true i suppose. and every time i see my granny she comments on my weight. so anyway all that to say that's how i know it's true and it's not just in my head

like i can acknowledge that back in the day when i was something like 55kg and still thought i was huge that was some kind of dysmorphia involved. but not any more and it's just kind of a blow because i had finally started accepting this idea that i wasn't as big as i thought and now i am it's like i don't know like going backwards. like a nightmare come true or something it's literally all the bad thoughts i would have about myself are true now. i am that fat or even worse because i think i've been deluding myself i think i'm actually now bigger than i think i am. and i am lazy and eat badly and it still feels like my options are total lack of control or the tightest rein possible. theres no good middle ground i dont know how people find a middle ground. how do you eat normally lol. ive only ever been thin when i was barely eating + walking miles and miles every day AND on testosterone. i tried to do eating normally and now im so huge and i dont know what to do like logically i know there are people out there who have got it right so why cant i get it right

[stcveskent]

EXISTING LOVE

WARNINGS : ANGST , FLUFD AT THE END

You and Chris are together since 7years and you guys were waiting for getting married, you two were waiting for the perfect moment, its not trust issues, its work issue bothering you both, so you guys wait.

The pandemic started, and eventually you guys were stuck together, obviously, you thought things would be easy, since Chris is matured enough to handle situations, and you believed in yourself too.

But some time later, things took a huge turn, which you probably didn't know that they would be this way and this was felt on both the sides, but which couple doesn't fight? name one? You got none.

Chris and You started fighting on small things, like dishes, or laundry, until those small things became into a huge problem. This kept going but he never went to bed without kissing you and making up to you, until, you both just got into a fuss about each other.

"SO WHAT DO YOU WANT Y/n? YOU WANT ME TO DO EVERYTHING HERE? AHA? " he yelled which made you mad.

"CHRIS YOU DO NOT DO EVERYTHING HERE!!" You yelled back, and Dodger comes into the hallway, looking at his parents fighting.

"Y/N PLEASE!!! EVERYDAY THIS IS LITERALLY EVERYDAY I CANNOT HANDLE THIS!!" He said. Now this was the point where your built up frustration breaks, and your tears make their way.

"then leave me, then go get a new one, maybe after knowing eachother for 10 years, you cannot handle this anymore! "

“then go away from me!! I know you have someone in mind.”

“What the fuck are you saying?” You yelled at him and he sighed. You turned away to run away from it

"Don't turn away and make it all my fault." He says, and in that moment you knew this would not work.

"Chris enough!!! I can't do this anymore, im so done, so fucking done, we're just ruining our life by ourselves!" You start to cry alot, now.

"What the fuck are you saying?" He says.

"What did you hear?" You asked

"7 years, y/n 7 years!"

"What ? Can we do something about this? Its not working, its just not, Chris I can't! You keep breaking me, I can't do it, it hurts..." you said , still fighting for to not cry, but that doesn't help

"THEN FINISH IT! I KNOW YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME!" yes, this hurt you alot..it broke you and your heart into pieces. The man, who mend your broken heart, finally, ends with you, forever (you thought)

you walked away, out of the house. The sky was slowly, getting dark, you know it wasn't okay to go out, and walk past the love of your life, who would end up blaming himself, but for both of your betterment you had to leave him.

you walked past the streets, lookingat couples, holding hands, and so so in love. They looked happy, and you wanted that too, a small memory of Chris comes into your mind.

25th December, 2019, Boston:

the two of you walked on the streets, there was so much happiness around, it was Christmas time, and all you could think that what if, till next Christmas you would be married. Its that thought making you go all smiley.

"What's going on in that head of yours?" he asked, his hands intertwined with yours, and he slowly, kissed your forehead, making you smile and go crazy on the inside.

"What if, Until next Christmas we would be married." you said, and he smiled wide.

"well yes, i was thinking of the same thing, babe." He said and you smiled, hugging him.

"You were?"

"Yes honey." he says and pauses.

"But for now... i may have a surprise for you." He says, looking deep into your eyes.

"What surprise?

"Im not just gonna reveal it just now, Ma and everyone are waiting for us, lets go there." He says as you continued to walk together to his Mother's place, it was at a small amount of distance so you two wanted to walk and talk, you two were in a romantic mood.

“okay fineee!!” you act annoyed, and he chuckles, which makes you smile.

After a while later, when you reach to your hopefully-future in laws, they welcome you into a warm hug.

“y/n you look gorgeous.” She says and you smile.

“Thank you, Lisa , you look so beautiful .” you say and she kisses your forehead.

"Thank you dear.” She says and you greet, Robert and his sisters and Scott and his boyfriend

His sisters quickly engage yourself in their talks about their relationships and gifts their husband have given them and you realize that Chris hasn't given you a gift. Not that you wanted a gift, it was just that he always did, you pushed that thought out and continued to talk to the women.

Later, Scott and Chris are giggling and Scott is almost crying at the dinner which makes you confused.

“Hey Scott you okay?” You ask and everyone turns their attention towards him and he nods.

“Don't worry guys im emotional because Y/n is here after a long time so yea.”

“We met two weeks ago....” you said and he nodded again.

“you came to our house for Christmas after alonggg time y/n.” He says

“Oh yes!! you're so sweet, but don't cry.” You say and he laughs.

Chris suddenly, gently holds your hand under the table and squeezes it gently, you smile and turn to him, and he kisses your cheek.

“guys please get a room.” Shanna says and everyone laughs.

Later, after the dinner, you were with the kids and Chris was looking at you , from the couch he was seated on.

“I'll be gone for a while, okay?” You said to the kids and walked to Chris.

“Hey.” You said sitting on his lap, and he kisses your cheek.

“Hey honey.” He sighs near your ear, and you feel him, he was nervous, and his anxiety was rising.

“Baby, is everything okay? You feel tensed and nervous?” You asked wrapping your arms around his neck and he just nods

“I am fine darling, don't worry.” He assures you and you nod. You heard Lisa call your name in the kitchen, and you excuse yourself from chris before giving him a quick kiss on his lips.

“Yes Lisa?” You ask and she tells you that she had made dessert and she wanted you to help her, bring it outside which you obviously accepted to do so.

you gave the dessert to everyone and noticed that you forgot your plate, so you go to the kitchen again, to get your plate, and then you saw Chris standing behind you.

You turned to him.

“Hey chris? Everything fine?” you asked you didn't know but your mind was saying that he's gonna break up with you.

“Y/n please listen to me.” He said, damn yes you were dieing on the inside now,

“ Chris are you breaking up with me?” You blurted out, and he shook his head

“No y/n , never i love you so much.” He said and you sighed with relief.

“I love you too.”

“Y/n...”

You gasped and your hand covered your mouth, and when you saw him taking out a velvet box and getting on one knee, with a huge smile. Your eyes starts to water, and he stops you.

"No baby, please don't cry, or i'll forget whatever i have planned." He said, and you felt everyone stood their, Scott already crying.

"Im so so thankful for everything you do for me, you are my world, my world starts with you and ends with you, with all these years we have spent together, I don't know but i do want to make you my wife, its from the moment i laid my eyes on you, i knew i would marry you, everything you do for me, and the way you make me feel is just —amazing. I have never in my life felt that with someone. And im so glad only you had made me feel the way i always wanted to be treated, so here i am on my knees, asking you this question, Will you marry me and make me the happiest man alive?” He said as he tried to control his tears

“Baby ofc!! Yess i will marry you.” You said as you teared and he slips the ring on your fingers and you kissed him, that kiss was different from all the kisses you shared.

“Welcome to our family, Daughter-in-law!” Lisa and Robert said as they hugged you.

“Thank you mom and dad.” You and chris said it at the same time and he smiled as you called them Mom and Dad.

“This is why inwas crying.” Scott said and hugged you and his boyfriend trying to control him from crying.

You go back to your man, who was so happy and you kissed him again, he was crying, and you wiped his tears.

“This was your Christmas present, baby.” He said

“Are you kidding? This is my forever gift!” And he smiled and pressed a kiss on your forehead.

“I love you.”

“I love you.” You repeated.

----- flashback over----

you suddenly burts into tears, without a voice you walked, and kept walking, until you reached the dark end. You kept walking, and now you were just crying and thinking of the day when he proposed you, you regret everything you said to him and wished you were in his arms.

You heard footsteps rushing here and there, you feel a bit of suspicion, but you kept walking.

“Y/N!!” you heard Chris's voice loud and clear, and you turned to him.

“C-chris?” You asked and he nodded.

“I know you hate me now.” He says and you shook your head, and just ran and hugged him in a split second. You hugged him with full force, he almost fell, but he took care of himself.

“I am sorry, i am so so sorry, how could i ever let you go.” He said as he teared down.

“Its not your fault, its mine. I couldn't fight for us, from ourselves, i know you hate me, but im sorry baby, im so so sorry.” You said and he shook his head.

“I can never in my life hate you..you are the one who made me feel what is love, and no, we're not leaving each other soon, because I can't spend a day without you anymore.” He said and you smiled befote you kissed him.

That kiss was same like the way you felt on the day he proposed you. Your heart raced and he pulled you even more closer. You pull away after a while, resting your forehead on his.

“Please never fight again, because I can't lose you.” He says and you nod

“Lets go home, because i have alot of making up from my side.” He said

“I think i have to make up too.” You said and he smilled before you two walk home. It was then you realized that this man could never leave you because you were the love of his life, and he was the love of your life and when you two reached home, he showed and expressed the love he has for you, and maybe you couldn't stop smiling since then.

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*dies eew this is so bad*

anyways hi guys i just made this at three am and also yes im in a angsty mood lol but yes here ya go im on my exam period so ill getbover that soon and keep making imagines, so till that, you can read this shitsss aksisjs

[amarillokidding]

Something happened to me yesterday and I wasn't going to talk about it but now that I woke up still upset about it I think I have to.

My mom brought her friends over for a 'party' and I don't like them bc it ends up with her really drunk and she's been having drinking problems for the past 3 years and its something I've been struggling with. Almost every week I have to make sure shes okay and worry about her and its taken its mental toll on me. Well yesterday her friends and my uncle (who I now genuinely actually hate) started calling me a child and mentally ill directly to my face after I told my mom she should go to bed bc it was 4am and she had work tomorrow.

I told them that they were being disrespectful in MY house, and one guy* was very smug "what rent do YOU pay" as if he knew anything about me and my life?? And this one woman I've never seen before started saying to call the police after I mentioned that we could get a noise complaint and they all started saying they would call the police on me and take me away for being mentally ill. She got in my face and called me a child and I did raise my voice at her at this point that this was my house, I work and pay bills and I could kick them out if I wanted to especially after all they've just said to me.

And then I hear my uncle behind me say, I'm paraphrasing bc after this my ears started ringing and I couldn't believe what was happening, "I can't believe your acting like this, especially after what happened with (my dads name)." He purposely brought up my dad to upset me and then he said "he told me a lot of stuff about you and that you're not well" I asked him angrily what he was talking about and he said "No bc if you dont know maybe there's a reason he didnt tell you"

I had to physically stop myself from actually genuinely punching him and fighting with him and it hurt me. I wanted to hurt him so bad and my body was shaking and I started to cry and I got very angry. He said all this in front of people I didn't know who didn't even know my dad and I heard many agree with him. I felt like I was being bullied by my uncle and my moms friends. My mom agreed with him as well and she looked at me with so much hate in her eyes and at this point my brother and sister show up. My brother is also sort of drunk but he manages to lead everyone out and they listen to him bc he's a man and he's older than me. He still yells at me later for kicking out guests even after I explain anything and also my mom has an alcohol problem and I don't want to find her dead one morning from alcohol poisoning or if she slept improperly and choked or something. I wanted her to go to sleep bc I care about her and I dont want to lose her after my dad died so recently. Her friends mocked me for thinking she was going to die as if they didnt understand I have a genuine concern for her especially since my family is still grieving.

I don't even know why they started calling me mentally ill. I think my mom must have told them and my uncle at some point that I'm going through stuff which upsets me now as they have this picture in their head about me that's very superficial. There's so much more that happened, like who some specific ppl were and they very specific way they told me stuff and how it felt like they were finally telling me what they actually felt about me. My brother says that it shouldn't have 'gotten' to me and he treated this one guy* as if he didnt do anything wrong bc he's his girlfriends father. I feel like if he wasnt then my brother would have agreed with me that what he said was out of line especially since he was in my house. I didn't go to sleep until like 7am and now its like 3pm when I'm waking up and im still so angry about it. I didn't expect ppl that I dont know to act that way towards me. My siblings and me did speak about stuff later on and we agreed to talk about it together. Idk I just read over the whole thing and I doesnt even come off as insane and heated as it got. But everything I wrote but x10 as intense.

Obviously DON'T REBLOG this LMAO!!! if anyone wants to tell me something like 'that sucks' or 'sorry that happened to you' I appreciate it but I also probably won't respond back. This affected me so much last night and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Its the next day and I'm just as upset about it right now as I was last night. I really just wanted to talk about it and vent it out of me bc I'm dealing with so much and I can't believe that happened last night.

[mcyt-amber-tftsmp]

𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐇𝐢𝐦 {𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫}

Request?: -R4NBUTLER

Character: Ranbutler (We'll call him Mark for the sake of the story)

Side Character(s): Niki Nihachu, R/B/N (Random Boy's Name) and his family

Story-type: Angsty Romance

Story Length: 1684 words

AU or Not:  AU since Sir Billiam and the Egg do not exist!

Time Period: Medieval Time!

Plot Summary: im thinking of ranbutler falling for his mistress and then needing to watch her marry someone :"D so like he needs to be there while she talks about how amazing her crush is, seeing her date the other guy, and even be there at the wedding :"D basically time skips of his heart breaking over seeing her being in love with the other guy :]

Small Info: i want it to end like angsty so y/n actually end up marrying the other guy and ranbutler needs to serve at y/n's and her husband family :"D nothing else tbh! Also both Ranbutler, Y/N and R/B/N are the same age and adults like 18/19! Also this will be written under only Ranbutler's POV!

Keywords:

Y/N = Your Name

Trigger Warning: None

Normal Warning: Cringe alert! Also most likely to be shorter than other chapters so please don't attack me on that!

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Ranbutler/Mark's Point Of View~

I watch from the end of the hall as my Mistress was talking to the other maids. I will be honest when I say I have fallen for her the first time I met her and was given to her as her butler but of course she never saw me as a butler but a good friend.

The word 'friend' kind of hurts since I have feelings for her but I knew she had liked someone else. I mean it's understandable like who would want someone like me? I am just a mere Butler who is supposed to serve their Masters and Mistresses.

((Author: I mean I would want you! -w-))

I would mostly see her go outside to meet up with her crush. If I remember correctly I think his name is R/B/N. I will be honest, he is a nice guy as my Mistress, Y/N would say. She would mostly talk to me about him whenever she gets the chance to talk to me.

Whenever she talks to me about him I always keep a straight face and not show the fact that I feel heartbroken knowing she doesn't like me the way I do. I would encourage her to confess her feelings to him. I know I shouldn't be doing this but why do I do it? Because I am a good friend and I don't want to lose the friendship I have with her.

Either way, what's the point in telling her my feelings when I know it won't be returned. I tried to lose the feelings yet they never go away and my feelings for her grows. But it's hopeless right now for me to even do anything about it.

I am right now just hoping for the best for myself.

Two days later~

It's been two days and my Mistress had confessed to her crush who had accepted her to be his girlfriend. My heart broke by the news yet I stayed happy for her and put on a mask over my face by smiling and not showing my pain.

I congratulated her and she hugged me and thanked me for encouraging her. I don't really regret encouraging her cause I am a good person and friend to her yet it still hurt way more than I thought it would.

After this I went towards the empty hallway as I leaned against a wall as I felt tears falling down from my eyes and down my face. It was very pathetic of me to cry but what else can you do to deal with heartbreak? Nothing but cry.

It hurt so much that I was sobbing. At this point I was glad no one was here to see me cry especially Y/N. I don't want her to blame herself for my heartbreak nor do I want anyone to be concerned about me.

I wasn't paying attention but I heard footsteps and slowly looked to see it was just my older sister Niki who was the personal maid of Y/N. When she saw my tear stained face, she ran over and hugged me.

She knew about my feelings for our Mistress and always supported me and knew why I was upset and crying. She comforted me as best as she could. But it hurt. I guess I fell too hard for her. There are times I wish I didn't yet I did and I don't blame her.

I could here Niki telling me things will be getting better and I will be able to get over her. I hoped for things to get better and I get over her but how can one get over someone they love so easily? The answer is that it's hard.

I guess luck was never by my side until now.

I just hopes for things to get better but how can I trust it to get better? I can't at all.

7 Months Later~

Its been seven months and my feelings for Y/N remained. To make things worse for my poor and broken heart? R/B/N proposed to Y/N and she said 'yes'. This just made me feel even worse. Niki saw the huge pain in my face.

She didn't hate Y/N for this cause she could never and nor did I. I just can't believe this happened. I should be happy for and I am but I wish that i was me who proposed to her and was the one that loved her like this.

Yet here I am not doing any of those which I wished I could. I broke down again. Was I really that much in love that it's making me breakdown like this? I guess so. Niki hugged me and comforted me the best she could.

I tried to calm myself down as well but this time it was too worse that it was going to be hard to calm down. I hated this. I didn't like this. I just want this feeling to go away but I guess God has decided to somehow punish me by making me love her and not move on at all.

I managed to calm myself down and broke away from the hug and went to freshen up my face. My eyes were bloodshot from all of this and I didn't want to worry Y/N at all from this. Plus we had a wedding to prepare anyways.

I could see a few maids and butlers were starting to prep the decorations and other things for the wedding. Niki was the Head maid and everything but it was a bit hard for her to plan it since she knew about my problem.

There are times where I wish I never even existed but yet here I am feeling tortured by this excruciating pain known as heartbreak. I hate this so much right now and I wish I could just scream. But I can't and I don't want to at all.

I just went along with the work and just did what I was supposed to. It didn't matter anyways. My feelings didn't really matter at the moment. It was pointless since the beginning yet I had kept my hopes up.

But one thing is that I could never hate Y/N.

A few days later~

Today is the day. The day of the wedding that Y/N was getting married to R/B/N. I was checking to see if everyone was here along with the guests, food and other things. Niki was helping Y/N get into her wedding dress. I was going to the room to see if she was ready since everything was already done and well planned.

I knocked on the door as I told who it was. I heard a faint 'come in' and slowly opened the door to see Niki helping Y/N with her veil. I was mainly focusing on Y/N. She looked breathtaking with that dress she was wearing. I broke my stare and told them that I came here to see if she was ready since it was beginning.

She nodded and thanked me for everything as she headed outside the door with another maid for the wedding to commence. Niki looked at me to see if I was alright but I reassured her that I was fine and it still hurt but I was going to be okay.

As the wedding started, I saw her walk down the aisle gracefully. Many people were in awe at her. I will be honest and agree she looked beautiful. As the priest went of with his speech and whatnot, I saw Y/N look at me and Niki as she gave a us a small smile. We both smiled back at her.

After the priest was done with the vows and other things, he told them that they could now kiss which they did without any hesitation. We all clapped in celebration. It hurt but I was able to hide my pain in front of everyone.

I just sighed. As everyone had gone it after the reception and everything was over. Right now I just put my feeling behind me as I prepared for whatever came next. I walked with Niki towards our places as I looked down.

Another Few Days Later~

Right now the maids and butlers along with me were serving Y/N and her husband's family. My feelings remained. It still hurt but I didn't show it and would always just hide it. Niki would comfort me the best way she could. At this point I didn't want her to feel burdened by me but she said I wasn't a burden and that this was normal to feel.

I wish it wasn't and I just moved on.

But all I could do now was stay friends with my Mistress, Y/N and support her and be happy for her till the time I have left on this earth.

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[danurso]

White Knight Christmas

*a few days before christmas*

Nora/Ruby/Pyrrha: *preparing the christmas tree*

Blake/Yang/Ren: *decorating the rest of the room*

Jaune: *gets in carrying a box full of christmas stuff* here's the rest of the stuff we have.

Weiss: why do we need all of this? what we have is already more than enough.

Jaune: well, a bit more of decoration can't really hurt anyone snow angel.

Weiss: i already told you to stop calling me like that!

Jaune: s-sorry *sheepishly* i guess i got carried away.

Weiss: *with crossed arms and an annoyed expression* then don't get carried away again you annoying dolt.

Jaune: *upset* right, sorry. . .

Yang: geez ice queen, can't you leave poor vomit boy alone at least on christmas?

Weiss: as far as i know, we're still a week away from christmas, and why would i need to change my attitude towards arc just because of it?

Ruby: cause if you keep being a bad girl santa won't visit you.

Weiss: *deadpans* do i look like a five year old who still believes in the santa claus?

Ruby: he's real! And will only give dust to someone like you!

Weiss: *rolls her eyes* anything you say ruby. So, is that everything?

Pyrrha: we still need some more lights and decorations for the tree.

Weiss: more? Do we even have more?

Nora: there are a few boxes with decorations on the closet.

Weiss: okay, come help me arc. *walks to the closet*

Jaune: s-sure. *follows*

Ruby: *pouting* why does weiss always treats jaune like that, he's such a nice guy.

Yang: no idea sis, but one day justice will find its way towards weiss.

Weiss: *opens the closet*

Yang: *grins* and apparently, the day is today

Weiss: are these all the lights and decorations we need?

Yang: yup, they are. And weiss. . .

Weiss: what?

Yang: could you look up for a moment please?

Weiss: *looks up, staring at a mistletoe* what is this?

Jaune: *also looking up* is this. . . *blushes* a-a mistletoe!?

Nora: *grinning* it looks like one.

Yang: and you know what happens when two people get under a mistletoe, right?

Jaune: *blushes deeper*

Weiss: what even is a mistletoe?

Yang: ohh, you don't know? Then let me tell you. *goes to her ear and starts whispering*

Weiss: . . . *red* w-what!? I-im not kissing arc! Not in a million years!!!

Yang: you need to, its the tradition.

Weiss: i don't care about tradition!! I'm not kissing arc of all people!!

Nora: aww look at her, she's all red and embarrassed.

Weiss: i-i'm not embarrassed!!

Yang: yeah, ice queen is always acting all high and mighty, boasting about how mature she is, but at the end of the day she's just a awkward teenager like us.

Weiss: don't start comparing me to you!

Yang: then kiss him, if you're so mature as you play out to be you won't have a problem right? After all, it's just a kiss, why make such a fuss about it?

Weiss: *clenching her jaw, still very red* . . .

Yang: so? What will it be? are you gonna kiss him or are you going to admit how you're not different from us?

Weiss: i hate you, i swear i do. . .

Nora: that still not an answer.

Weiss: . . .f-fine!

Jaune: what!?

Weiss: *turning to him but avoiding eye contact, her cheeks still very red* i-it's just a single meaningless kiss, i have no qualms with it.

Jaune: *gulps, his face hot like fire* r-right.

Weiss: but if you tell anyone i'll kill you a hundred times, got it!?

Jaune: y-yeah, i did.

Weiss: okay. . .so. . .

*jaune leans down while weiss tiptoes to try and reach him, their faces burning hot like fire as they get closer and eventually meet lips, it was a very awkward exchange for both parties, and as soon as it started it ended*

Jaune: *face burning*

Weiss: *looking away, face red like a tomato* done, are you satisfied?

Yang: only two seconds, could be better but still good.

Weiss: if that's all, i'll go and wash my mouth now. *walks into the bathroom, locking the door behind her*

Yang: welp, that happened.

Ruby: jaune? You okay?

Jaune: *face still burning while muttering* i kissed weiss. . .i kissed weiss. . .i kissed weiss. . .

Yang: aaand we lost him, ice queen fried poor vomit boy's brain. still, how did that mistletoe ended up there?

Nora: *grinning* nooo idea. Who would be capable of doing such a thing? *winks*

Yang: you sneaky bastard.

Nora: *shrugs* she wasn't being nice to our fearless leader, so i thought this could be an nice way to apologise.

Yang: you're a genius.

Nora: hehe, thank you~

*a week later on christmas*

Ruby: PRESENTS!!!!

Yang: whoa, chill out sis, lets take it a bit slowly okay?

Ruby: *pouts* okay. . .

Pyrrha: so? Who's going to start?

Nora: fearless leader got a lot of presents from his sisters, why don't we let him start?

Jaune: *nervously* o-oh uhh, i-i'll pass, i can open them later.

Ruby: ooookaay. . .then i think i'll have to start things off! *picks her first present and starts obliterating the box*

Blake: so, what's wrong with jaune? *staring at jaune who's visibly red and fidgeting on weiss' side*

Yang: you don't know?

Blake: about what?

Yang: about how jaune and weiss kissed under a mistletoe.

Blake: that happened a week ago, why is he still so nervous about it.

Yang: oh, so you don't know.

Blake: i don't know about what?

Yang: after they kissed for the first time a week ago they came across several more mistletoes, they must've found at least fourteen of them just on the last six days, and you know what happens when two people get under a mistletoe right?

Blake: i do. Now it makes more sense on why he's so nervous.

Yang: poor vomit boy must've got a brain damage after kissing ice queen so many times.

Blake: still, how did they managed to get across mistletoes so often like that?

Yang: that you'll have to ask nora.

Blake: nora did that?

Yang: yup.

Blake: and how did she knew exactly when and where would jaune and weiss be together?

Yang: i have no idea. but don't worry about vomit boy, i told nora earlier to not play with the mistletoes anymore since ruby was whining about how jaune would end up broken sooner or later because of the constant kisses.

Blake: still, something seems off about it.

Yang: who cares? It's christmas! We have more urgent matters called 'presents'

*knock-knock*

Yang: *groans* who is it!?

*silence*

Yang: aww come on. . .who's getting the door?

Weiss: why don't you make yourself useful and get the door arc?

Ruby: weiss!

Weiss: what?

Jaune: i-its fine ruby, i'll get the door. *gets up and walks to the door, opening it* hello? *stares at the empty corridor before looking down and noticing a small light blue box* there's a present here.

Ruby: *with stars in her eyes* did santa left something for me!?

Jaune: i don't think so. . . *picks up the box* here says its for weiss schnee.

Weiss: are you serious? *gets up and walks to him, picking the box and opening it*

Yang: so? What is it?

Weiss: its a letter.

Ruby: it's from santa?

Weiss: *rolls her eyes and picks up the small letter* it says 'look up' why do i need to- *looks up, blushing instantly*

Jaune: what? *also looks up, blushing instantly at the sight of yet another mistletoe* h-how did that ended up here!?

Weiss: w-why are you asking me!? I don't know who's been doing this but this trick is already getting old!

Nora: so what!? You know the rules!

Weiss: Yeah we do! Shut up about it!

Jaune: *very red* d-do we really need to do this?

Weiss: *red* i don't want to! But it's not like i have another choice you idiot!

Jaune: *even redder* s-so. . .w-we're kissing a-again?

Weiss: d-don't make a big deal out of this! I-it's not like i want to do this or something like that, let's just end this as quickly as possible, okay?

Jaune: *nods nervously*

Weiss: good.

Ruby: *sighs* didn't you to tell nora to stop with the mistletoes?

Yang: i did, and i thought she was going to stop with them. *looking at nora*

Nora: what?

Yang: weren't you gonna stop with the mistletoes?

Nora: and i did.

Yang: then who put that mistletoe up there?

Nora: *shrugs* no idea.

Yang: so you've been spreading mistletoes all around them on the last few days but this one in specific wasn't you?

Nora: *raises eyebrow* what are you talking about?

Yang: the mistletoes you've been placing around for a week! That's what i'm talking about!

Nora: i have no idea what you're talking about.

Yang: don't play dumb nora, you told me that you were the one who placed the mistletoe on the closet a week ago.

Nora: yeah, i did but that was it, i didn't placed any other besides that.

Yang: wait, so if you didn't put those around, then who did? *looks at ruby*

Ruby: don't look to me, i don't want my best friend to lose his mind.

Yang: blake?

Blake: *raises eyebrow* do i look like i would do this?

Yang: no, you don't. ren?

Ren: *shrugs*

Yang: pyr-

Pyrrha: *glaring mortal daggers at the mistletoe*

Yang: *terrified* y-yeah, it probably wasn't you either.

Ruby: so if it wasn't any of us, then who did?

Blake: i don't know, but to be able to get them so often like that it would need to be someone close to us.

Yang: that knows where and when jaune and weiss are going to be together. . .

Ruby: someone that can have as many mistletoes as the person wants. . .

Blake: and that has access to all the places we've seen so far. . .

Nora: someone very smart and that could do all of this without raising any suspicions. . .

Yang: and that would benefit from jaune and weiss kissing all the time. . .

R_BY/Nora: someone like. . . *looks directly at weiss*

Weiss: what are you all mumbling about? A-and why are you all giving me this creepy look!?

R_BY/Nora: *smirking*

Nora: soo, is there something you wanna share with us weiss?

Weiss: *nervously* w-what are you talking about?

Yang: come to think of it, you and jaune had to kiss under a mistletoe that suddenly appeared on the doorway of our room after we left to the library a few days ago, right?

Weiss: right.

Yang: and you were the last one to leave the room on that day, right?

Weiss: so what?

Yang: so you had the perfect change to place the mistletoe on the room without we noticing.

Weiss: *red* t-that's ridiculous! Why would i do that!?

Blake: because you knew that jaune would try to apologise to you, so you took the opportunity to lure him into your trap and get another kiss from him.

Ruby: you have access to all places we've seen mistletoes so far.

Nora: and you have more than enough money to buy these mistletoes.

Weiss: *very red* t-that d-d-doesn't make a-any sense! W-why would i d-do t-t-that!?

Jaune: yeah, i-i mean, she doesn't even like me. Why would she do that?

Yang: yeah ice queen, why are you doing that? Don't tell me you developed a crush on jaune?

Weiss: N-NOT IN A MILLION YEARS!!!

Yang: really? *grins* then you won't mind if i take your place right?

RWB_/JNPR: WHAT!?

Yang: what? *gets up and walks to them* you said you don't like him, right?

Weiss: r-right.

Yang: so i'll do you a favor and kiss him for you, you already kissed him more than enough and since you hate him so much i think i can do that for you.

Weiss: what!? You can do that!?

Yang: yeah, it's on the rules. so don't worry about it ice queen, i'll take this one for you.

Weiss: . . .

Yang: who knows? If his kiss feel good enough i might take him out for a test drive and maybe buy the whole package.

Weiss: wha- are you serious!?

Yang: i sure am! So? Ready for some action ladykiller?

Jaune: *very red* i-i- uhmm. . .well. . .

Weiss: *visibly shaking* . . .

Yang: *licks her lips* well, here i go. *holds jaune's shoulder and leans closer and closer, until-*

Weiss: STOP!!!

Yang: *halts and looks back at her with a grin* stop? Why?

Weiss: BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN KISS HIM!!! *flinches and covers her mouth, her face burning red*

Yang: *grin gets wider* you are?~ and why?

Weiss: *looking away* . . .

Yang: not gonna tell me? Fine, then i think i'll have to kiss him. *leans on jaune again*

Weiss: BECAUSE I LIKE HIM!!!

Yang: you do?

Jaune: *dark red* you do!?

Weiss: *very red and looking away* i-i do. . . *sighs* at the beginning i thought you were only after me because of my name and wealth. . .but. . .after the ball, i realized that you genuinely cared for me, and that realization made me open my eyes to see how you really are *fidgeting* i was trying to avoid it but there more i learned about you. . . *blushing more* the more i fell for you.

Jaune: *speechless*

Weiss: i wanted to just be able to open up about what i felt but every time you came around i started to get nervous and got mean to you as a reflex. . .and when we got under that mistletoe and. . .*blushing even more* k-kissed. . .it was amazing to me.

Jaune: . . .

Weiss: . . .and i wanted to try it again, so i bought as many mistletoes as i could and hired some people to help me place them in key spots around the academy where i knew i would be with you. . .i-im sorry for not being more direct about my feelings, it's just that i've never felt like this before, and had no idea on how to act, specially after being so mean to you during most of the year. . .i'll understand if you don't want anything to do with me.

Jaune: w-what!? It's not like that!

Weiss: *staring at him*

Jaune: *blushes* i-i mean. . .yeah, i felt bad after kissing you these last few days but it was because i thought you were being forced to it, and i thought that you hated me because of that. . .i felt guilty because while i thought you hated, i really really liked kissing you.

Weiss: *even redder*

Jaune: they weren't long, b-but i really enjoyed them.

Weiss: m-me too. . .i just hope i can make up for what i did one day.

Yang: why wait? I don't know if you realized ice queen, but you two are still under that mistletoe, and you haven't kissed yet.

Jaune/Weiss: *dark red*

Yang: *grins* so why don't you give him a real kiss this time? Y'know, to make up for the previous ones.

Weiss: well. . .i-if you don't mind. . .

Jaune: i don't! I-i mean, i don't. . .

Weiss: so, can i?

Jaune: s-sure. . . *leans down nervously*

Weiss: *gulps holding his face* . . . *tiptoes, slowly placing her lips on top of his, this time they both seem to melt into the kiss and enjoy it while it lasted*

Jaune: *breaking for oxygen* t-that. . .was. . .

Weiss: . . .wow.

Jaune: yeah. . .wow.

Yang: that's good, finally a decent kiss.

Weiss: . . . . *pulls him down into another kiss*

Yang: wow, that one is good too, but you two didn't needed to kiss again.

Jaune: *wraps arms around her waist and lifts her without breaking the kiss*

Blake: wow, they're really going for it.

Weiss: *digging her fingers into his golden locks as their kiss evolves into a heated make out*

Ruby: aren't they getting a bit too much into it.

Jaune: *carries weiss to his bed, laying her on it and getting on top of her, their making out getting more and more heated*

Blake: should we stop them?

Weiss: *inserts her hands on his hoodie to feel his toned chest*

Nora: why? *starts recording with her scroll* this is getting really good.

Jaune: *starts getting down, kissing and nibbling her neck*

Weiss: *moan* j-jaune~!

Ren: i think we should give them some privacy. *throws nora over his shoulder and walks away*

Nora: *whines*

Blake: agreed *walks away*

Yang: you two are coming as well. *throws pyrrha and ruby over her shoulder*

Ruby: *crying* b-but my presents!

Pyrrha: *in a state of comatose*

Yang: have fun you two! *leaves*

Jaune: *stops working on her neck* oh, and by the way, merry christmas snow angel.

Weiss: *breathless* right. . .merry christmas for you too. . .now please keep going.

Jaune: no need to ask twice snow angel. . .i can call you snow angel now right? *gets back to attacking her neck*

Weiss: *loud moan* anything you want just don't stop now!

(Wow, this is probably the longest story i've ever written here, it was so long that i had to delete a fourth of it to fit in here, so if you're curious about how the full version is i'll leave a link down here)

[punkscowardschampions]

Ali & Carly

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Carly: yea Carly: i missed you when she stole you away Ali: how dare she 😜 Ali: missed you too tho Carly: youre mine Carly: married you first Carly: & you didnt say bye to me 😢 Ali: are you sure Ali: 'cos I ain't Ali: but how unforgivably rude 😰 Carly: id remember Carly: never forget my boo Ali: baby Carly: you can make it up to me tho Ali: oh yeah? Ali: lemme guess, feed u grapes whilst you recline Carly: nah just be here Ali: easy Ali: got to yoga first but then i'll be there Ali: went too hard with the dancing last night obvs Carly: k ill shower that lad off me Carly: i think you went just right baby Ali: too descriptive babe 😬😂 Ali: calm down with your creative ways Carly: ha Carly: you should hear me sext Carly: so good Ali: sure Ali: maybe works on the straight boys 😉 Carly: not trying to work on anyone else Carly: tell your gf if shes gonna come for me Ali: you're alright, not her type Ali: I barely am Ali: 50% like Carly: shit odds Carly: that why shes so angry Ali: as shit as yours Ali: just in reverse Ali: not saying you're both wrong but Carly: k Carly: cant all be perfect babe Carly: thats just you Ali: 💁 Carly: you kno Ali: ugh my brother's being so annoying Ali: bitch i'm coming down i will fight you Carly: which 1 Ali: dancing one Carly: hes fun Ali: glad you think so Ali: send him over instead yeah Carly: you come here & stay at yours Carly: i'll Ali: alright Ali: you're getting a rough deal soz Carly: why Ali: 'cos he's usually the alright one, so if he's testing me, wait 'til the rest rock up Carly: idc i can sleep through anything Ali: be my guest Carly: but i want you to be mine Carly: had to share last nite Ali: you done w sharing? Carly: yea Carly: im mad Ali: aww Ali: pouty princess Carly: [sends a pouty selfie] Carly: cuz its better when you stay Ali: you're so cute Ali: it's rude and i object Carly: just for you my baby Ali: 😏 such a tease Carly: nah Carly: you can have anything you want Ali: yeah yeah Ali: anything you want from the shops Carly: theres nothing here Carly: i cant do that to you Ali: okay, i'll get breakfast and cleaning shit Carly: theres no money tho Ali: i don't mind Ali: s'only breakfast Ali: IOU if you want but honestly Carly: you're too good to me & for me boo Ali: nah i'm not Ali: no one deserves to be treated like shit the morning after Carly: got me crying Ali: baby Ali: don't be sad Carly: come down is a bitch but youre an angel Ali: 💚 i know Ali: you've survived it many a time before though, you'll be okay Ali: especially when you get some food and hugs Carly: yea Carly: shouldve invited your brother to my party Carly: what a bitch i am Ali: no no, he ain't here, just blowing up my phone being dumb Ali: you're alright, sure you'll meet him when summers out and he's out on town being fabulous Carly: k didnt fuck up the 1st impression Carly: love the gays Carly: your gf excluded like Ali: he's stalked your socials and liked what he's seen Ali: not in a creepy way 'cos gay, of course Ali: awh 😂 why can't we all get along Carly: he can add me i wont send him nudes Carly: cuz she looks at me like she was willing me to hang this hard Ali: oh good to know 😜 Ali: not letting him though, he chats shite and if he's gonna I need to vet it Ali: deal with it boy, crazy posessive wife like Ali: she's just angry with me Carly: idk who lads are if i cant id them in my usual and not seen his dick Carly: my bad if nudes go where they shouldnt Carly: whats he saying about me Carly: who could be angry at you too beautiful Ali: me either for a while, like Ali: feel it's unfair to describe it from memory of having to bath together Ali: awks Ali: just that you're cute Ali: n fun, of course Ali: and a hoe with it 😜 so her, easily lol Carly: aw Carly: but you didnt snog ronan last nite he werent there Ali: nah but she thinks i'm making a twat out of myself with you Ali: tragic straight girl crush, like Carly: cant have a crush on your missus Carly: weve gone beyond it Carly: real love Ali: yeah Ali: but you know Carly: she thinks were gonna fuck Carly: 3way would sort that Ali: exactly Ali: can't on principle Ali: and even if we whack out the strapon, no real dick for you so Carly: list where ive been Carly: puts loads of people off Carly: she'll know youre not trying to get w me Ali: i'm not gonna do you like that Ali: fuck that Carly: idc Carly: do what youve gonna do boo Ali: i know you don't Ali: but i do Ali: fuck those people who are just mad they weren't higher up in the list Ali: s'why you weren't so jog on Carly: stop being so nice to me Carly: if youre mean she'll forget her jealousy Ali: i don't want to Ali: i can handle it Ali: if she can't then Ali: that's that, isn't it Carly: yea Carly: but i dont wanna start shit for you Ali: trust, you didn't start this Ali: it's easier for her to pretend that's all it is Ali: that's all Carly: k Carly: if i was a lad id be fucked wouldnt i Ali: probably Ali: don't agree with that, it'd be the same but it'd be different in how she'd be able to deal, yeah Carly: thank god i grew some tits Ali: 😂 Ali: good job babe Carly: my ma was made up as well Carly: took a while like Carly: cant let her get the album out cuz i look like a lad Carly: pretty one tho Ali: you were always cute Ali: i remember Ali: grew into your ears and all 😉 Carly: aw Carly: do you tho? Ali: yeah, 'course Carly: you were always scrapping Carly: shouldve got w your gf then she'd like you more Ali: 😬 let us not think of how troubling the age gap woulda seemed then Ali: must've thought i was a right scouse stereotype Ali: bitches deserved it tho Carly: i thought you were cute Carly: & brave Carly: i was always behind my ma's legs Ali: like my sister Ali: I was always down for the more the merrier but her and Laoise said coven's had to be three so Ali: 🔮 number and all Ali: and tbh Laoise weren't that thrilled Ro was there, like Carly: black magic vibes from her forever Ali: legit Ali: shoulda been scrapping with her, like Carly: yea or fucking her first bf but i got there before you Carly: idk how she knew tho cuz he didnt tell anyone Ali: never lose that sixth sense, babe Ali: esp. when concerning keeping a man 🙄 Carly: did her a favor he was shit Carly: didnt have a clue what he was doing Carly: thought every virgin binge watched porn like Ali: 😂 Ali: have you ever binge watched? you're learning nothing of value from that shite Carly: yea but when youre bored youre bored Ali: I hear ya Ali: always bored Carly: me too Carly: & this sex drive isnt set for a cry wank or eye fuck Carly: no offence ma and da Ali: can't take it personally, lads Ali: ain't there's to try and control Carly: they gotta txt me back so i kno when they are coming home Carly: wtf got you two so busy Ali: all that sex they ain't having Carly: porn binge watch Carly: tho my dad likes reading his Ali: Can't beat a sticky page Ali: lost arm form Ali: art, lmao Ali: sure his form is grand Carly: doctor like howd you lose that arm Carly: epic cry wank Ali: 💪 on the right Ali: limp noodle on the other Carly: hot Ali: that's your father you're talking about Ali: no need to be that stereotypical Carly: shit my bad Ali: 😂 Ali: i love you bitch Carly: I love you too Carly: loads Carly: im mad at you again tho Ali: why what have i done>!> Carly: some1 came round the doorway & i thought it was you so i opened up but nah Carly: enjoy the eyeful lads Ali: oh babe Ali: 😏 bless you Carly: not gonna put clothes on for my girl Carly: waste of time Ali: obvs, charm you out so quick Ali: least it weren't the postie, or was it Ali: Ma reckons we were gonna get complaints, as if mother Carly: lad did deliver for me Carly: not letters tho Carly: least id showered Ali: gotta replenish Ali: you chasing off your comedown rn tho Carly: cant outrun that bitch Carly: some of the mas on site are mad tho you can tell yours Carly: state of their sons my bad Carly: should've kept em in if you were bothered Ali: oh great Ali: no you can't speak to the manager, piss off helen Carly: ha Carly: my da is gonna be in such a mood when he hears Carly: sorry you missed out Ali: parents Ali: not like anyone died Ali: calm it everyone Carly: dont want me to fuck on site dont want me to go off it Carly: talk sense Carly: other day you were trying to marry me off da Ali: just 'cos it brings people to his door Ali: soz to take you away from all the cranking but Carly: yea Carly: sorry im not hiding in the back like w i was little Ali: yeah Ali: too big for the caravan now baby Ali: need your own, how much is it to rent Carly: theyre on about it but the state on this one might change their minds Carly: im cleaning as fast as i can k Ali: we're gonna sort it, i am omw swear Ali: and i'm a parent pleaser so Ali: do the rounds, sweettalk to mothers Carly: he'll just take me back to the doctors like take her off the tablets shes too outgoing now thx Carly: another of your talents boo Ali: when the meds work TOO well Ali: but of course Carly: if he was around hed kno how shit they are Carly: ha Ali: 😔 Ali: baby Carly: its k just gotta double down Carly: pro now Ali: 💚 Carly: style the freakout out cuz ima bad bitch Carly: facts and talents Ali: no lies Ali: the baddest Carly: what we doing today that isnt boring Ali: you mean you ain't buzzing to make like kim and aggy Ali: rude, i'm living Carly: do anything w you but Carly: can only check you out every time you bend Ali: cheeky Ali: appaz imma check all of you out, like Carly: what you dont wanna Carly: your gf will be sad shes so wrong Ali: didn't say that but yeah Ali: hate to make her admit that as well, like Carly: ill tell her Ali: you gonna snitch on me Ali: 🍯 Carly: nah jk Carly: i like annoying her tho Ali: i know Ali: it is funny Ali: not taking sides but lol Carly: taking mine i kno Ali: shh Ali: there's no right or wrong here, babe Carly: k but you love me more Ali: its different Carly: maybe Ali: maybe huh Carly: idk she dont think it is Ali: yeah Ali: but we know the truth Carly: fact is we're ruling this place together Carly: no surprise shes jealous Ali: if the 👑 fits like Ali: soz babe Carly: & we fit Carly: cant fight it Ali: nope Ali: if it works it works Carly: yea & you work it better than anyone babe Ali: oh you Ali: save it for all the Ma's you gotta say soz to Ali: 💋 Carly: ha Carly: mine will kick my arse out if she gets on one better leave the mattress where it is Ali: not gonna come to that but always room for a lil one at ours Ali: i got you Carly: aw Carly: never had a sleepover when i was a kid Ali: 😧 then you gotta Ali: tbh they weren't all that always but you know mine were the best Carly: yea no doubt Carly: all the magic Ali: exactly, midnight snacks and scaring the shit out of each other Ali: can tell you who you gonna marry if you've got a tea light, like Carly: thats easy tho Carly: no1 Ali: alright then, excluding the fact we already is so rude, tbh Ali: i'll tell you who you next gonna bang Ali: same diff Carly: youre just gonna say you Carly: smooth Ali: please Ali: gimme some credit 😂 Carly: now i gotta kno Ali: we'll do it when i get there Ali: which will be soon Ali: got stuck chatting to an old lady in the shop Ali: assume she can't see or she'd have avoided me like hell 😂 bless her Carly: if its ronan again or his cousin dont tell me Carly: aw so cute Carly: youre the sweetest & prettiest ever Ali: i'll casually throw the wax in the bin like nothing to see here Ali: not this morning baby but 1/2 ain't bad #stillgotit Carly: tell me you see my death & run like k bye Carly: every morning Ali: you'd rather your literal death? they ain't THAT bad, predictable but like, damn Ali: that's some shade, feel the burn, lads Ali: so are you cutie Carly: idk but over ronan hard Carly: hes being such an arsehole to me Carly: cba Ali: don't Ali: ignore his Carly: yea but like im gonna see him even if i do Carly: fucking site life Ali: i kno but blank him Ali: nothing talks louder Ali: or if you gotta, be proper polite like he's a stranger Carly: ha yea Carly: amazing Ali: childish but so is he so Ali: two can play at that game Carly: youre right i kno Carly: ive deleted his txts so i cant show you but its k cuz youd be sad Carly: or mad Ali: i'm sure i could guess the gist Ali: you can tell me if you wanna talk about it though, i promise i won't go ripshit Carly: idc Carly: ive known him long so i didnt think hed go that hard but thats what lads are like Carly: he fucks around more than me too Ali: he's a hypocrite Ali: just 'cos he knows other lads can do it better Ali: he's just insecure, babe, ignore him Carly: i need a holiday from here Carly: but ma & da never take me w Ali: shit considering how many times they manage Ali: cut a hol off and you'd have enough funds lads Ali: maybe we can Carly: i did kick off last time cuz they didnt refill my prescription Carly: went crazy like Carly: wouldnt want that girl there either Ali: not your fault, that, though Ali: you were literally off your meds Carly: that they reckon i dont need tho Ali: if you didn't then you wouldn't act like that without Ali: simple as Carly: never thought of that Ali: we'll go, i promise Ali: even if it ain't far Carly: lets camp Carly: marshmallows are the shit Ali: hell yeah! Ali: let's find a cave forreal Carly: YEA Carly: dont fall over tho Ali: do my best 😂 Carly: you gotta Carly: only scaring me w ghost stories or whatever Ali: promise Carly: k we'll go Carly: 💙 Ali: 💚 done and done Ali: do you wanna bring anyone else or Carly: got my fave coming Carly: do you Ali: nah Ali: just wanna take you exploring Carly: k Carly: then you can Ali: 👌 Carly: id go now so whenever you want boo Ali: soon Ali: i'll work it out Carly: i kno Carly: got the belief Ali: 🔮 Carly: should get dressed or nothing'll get done Ali: awh Ali: you knew i just got here Carly: they arent on yet Carly: not that fast Ali: jk Ali: find me on the mattress when you're decent bitch Carly: baby no Carly: youll catch something off that Ali: sitting on the carrier bag Ali: always thinking Carly: so smart