#I can lie to myself 'stay alive so u can get the currents 10th anniversary vinyl' or whatever
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Another day of this again. Okay
#Its been so hard to try and Not think about it these days.#Like whatever. It's humiliating and I feel guilty after every post but also I don't know what to do#It just feels like I'm getting really overdue for death. Like ignoring the dishes in the sink even though there's mold on them#I hate thinking about how there is nothing forward. Absolutely nothing. Nothing whatsoever#I can lie to myself 'stay alive so u can get the currents 10th anniversary vinyl' or whatever#But it's like I just know that future will never reach me. Even if it's there even if the time passes that future will never be mine#With no place to belong to - no purpose in sight. No joy to come. Like waiting for a bus to hit me one day while I'm walking home from aldi#pogaduchy
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