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Temptations (M)

“Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. All that we have, is what’s between hello and goodbye.”

Summary: Sometimes when you have everything you asked for…. it’s never enough. You have a fiance you are about to get married with soon and life is good, until that one guy changes it all… He’s that something that you need to have a bit excitement in your life… He was full of surprises and brought you feelings you haven’t felt in a long time… But was he just a temptation or someone worth the trouble to get involved with?

Previous Parts:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 // Part 13 // Part 14 //

Part 15 is here~

More Parts:

Part 16 // Part 17 // Part 18 // Part 19 // Part 20 // Part 21

Masterlist

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Stepping in the boys dorm was like a second home for you. You slipped off your shoes and walked over to the couch where Mark and Bambam were. Bambam here taking selfies and then Mark glued to his phone doing who knows what.

But where was Jinyoung?

Wait why do you care?

You shook your head and tried to ignore your thoughts of Jinyoung.

“Bambam, you don’t need to take anymore selfies, your gorgeous.” Bambam froze with the phone still in his hand and he looked at you and a huge smile smile spread across his face.

“Y/N! When did you get here?” Bambam asks smiling and he kicked Mark making Mark look up from his phone and up at you.

“Y/N!”

You giggled and sat between the two and at last everyone joined and you all were sitting in the couched together except for one person.

You wanted to ask where did Jinyoung go.. But what was the point?

Bambam approached you with his phone and smiled.

“Time to take selfies with me.”

You were getting ready to pose till…. you overheard Jackson’s and Youngjae’s conversation.

“Hey, guess who now has a secret girlfriend,”

“Who?”

“Jinyoung… I guess you’re not the only one who seems to be lucky in the group.”

Girlfriend?!

Your eyes widen and just as you were lost in your thoughts, you heard someone clear their throat making you look up and Jinyoung has entered the living room…

~

Did Jackson just say that Jinyoung had a girlfriend? Did he have a girlfriend when we kissed? Was he seeing someone the whole time?

You felt like everything around you stop and your felt like your heart dropped. Why are you so upset? You could feel that you were ready to cry but you pushed the feeling away and closed your eyes trying to keep a strong act on.

Plus... it would be bad enough to cry over Jinyoung..

After all Jinyoung wasn’t yours.. You belonged to someone else..

“Jinyoung! I didn’t know you had a girlfriend!” Youngjae says excitedly and you just watched your fiance excited for Jinyoung but you couldn’t dare to look at jinyoung.

You pulled out your phone and began to just randomly scroll through any social media you could get your hand on.

“Oh.. Jackson told you?” Jinyoung responds back and you didn’t want to hear the conversation anymore.. You had to walk out.

“Yugyeom...”

“Yeah Noona!”

“Have you finally finished the dance routine you’ve been learning?” You asked Yugyeom and he quickly nodded his head excited that you even mentioned it.

“When are you planning to show me?”

“Now?!” He asks and you nodded your head and lifted yourself up from the couch.

You could feel Jinyoung eyeing you down but you ignored his glare and walked off with Yugyeom.

~

Jinyoung’s Point of View 

Why did Jackson have to mention that I had a “girlfriend?” Y/N is here probably overthinking everything..

She could think two things. One thing could be that she thinks that I called her my girlfriend and put her in a sticky situation that’s why she’s avoiding me.. Or even worse! She thinks that I actually have a girlfriend...

I have to talk to her...

“Jinyoung! tell us about your girlfriend! How long have you kept this secret from us?” Youngjae asks and I looked at my phone and then back at him.

“Um..we’ve been together for a month..” I lied and everyone looked at me completely surprised.

“Her name is Soyou!” Bambam blurts out and my eyes widen. How does he know?

“Jackson told me,” Bambam response reading the question off my face and again I just stared back at Jackson. 

What is going on here? One little lie begins to spread and I basically made my situation worse.

Shit..

“Now we have two members in the group with two lucky ladies,” Mark comments and the rest of the boys agree..

Little does Youngjae know... I was referring to his own fiancee..

~

Your Point of View

You didn’t mean to use Yugyeom as distraction but you felt as if you were stuck in a room with Jinyoung any longer.. you would of probably blurted something out to get not only Jinyoung in trouble but you as well...

Your biggest fear in life was to be alone.

What will happen when Youngjae finds out you slept with someone in his own group? You fucked up bad...

Yugyeom finished his new dance and you snapped out of your thoughts and back to reality. You clapped as Yugyeom striked a pose and he chuckled and sat down on the ground looking right at you.

“Can I ask you something?” Yugyeom asks and it throws you completely off guard. Does he know about Jinyoung and you?

“Yeah?”

“How did you know Youngjae was the one?”

You looked at Yugyeom slowly and were actually surprised.

“Why do you ask?”

Yugyeom looked down and then looked at you.

“I mean.. I never been in a relationship before.. and I know eventually I’m going to find someone.. but I want to know when you think the person is the right one for you.” Yugyeom says causing you to smile. 

You keep forgetting Yugyeom was the maknae of the group. He has no experience yet.

You got up from the seat and walked over to Yugyeom and sat down on the ground right next to him.

“When you know the person is the one... you don’t truly know.. It could be the least expected person. You have to give a person a chance to give them the time of day. You two could become enemies one day but the more you two hang out you could be lovers.. Or sometimes you two automatically click.. But you know the person is the one by the way they make you feel..”

You stopped and looked down at your heads.

“If that person makes your heart race and everytime they touch a part of your body, or even smile at you...  that person brings an unfamiliar feeling in your stomach... it makes you just makes you want to be around them all the time.. there is a high chance that their the one...”

“But don’t get me wrong... you can meet someone and think their the one... but it takes time to be fully sure.” You said as you looked at Yugyeom and he looked at you.

“So is Youngjae the one?”

Was Youngjae the one? 

When the two of you started to go out, you felt everything you mentioned but now it’s different. You two did love each other but it was the type of love that you two used to have... Maybe... Youngjae wasn’t the one...

But maybe you’re just confused..

“Yeah.. I guess.” You replied and Yugyeom smiled and you noticed him get lost in his thoughts.

Sometimes you feel as if... maybe Jinyoung could be the one... but what do you know?

~

Jinyoung’s Point of View

After getting asked 21 questions by the guys and making up answers... I kept trying to find away to leave the living room and go find Y/N... But how was i supposed to approach Yugyeom and Y/N...

I walked over to the yard where I assumed Yugyeom would take her but I stopped when I began to hear Yugyeom and Y/N talk. The topic was finding the one...

I leaned against the wall began to hear every detail Y/N did to describe when she knew she found the one... It was everything I experience when I’m around her... 

But just as a small smile spread across my face... it quickly left from hearing Yugyeom’s question.

“So is Youngjae the one?”

Is he?

I continued to listen but there was a pause. Was she thinking about it? 

“Yeah... I guess so.”

Hearing those words escape her mouth for some reason caused my heart to drop. Aish.. of course she would choose Youngjae over me... Why am I stupid...

Here I am thinking maybe Y/N had feelings for me and maybe I can change her mind and tell her I’m the one for her...

But by the looks of things... no matter what I do... I will never be the one.

I took a deep breath and decided to walk away before hearing anything else she had to say..

Maybe I just need to sit out in the front alone..

~

(Listen to Can You Heart my Heart by Epik Hight ft Lee Hi while reading this)

Your Point of View

After spending time with Yugyeom, you could feel your stomach growl and you decided to treat the boys with some food.

“Babe are you sure you don’t want me to go with you?” Youngjae asks and you smiled.

“Stay. I’ll be quick.. I promise.” You got on your tippy toes and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

The next thing you know you were off. You quickly slipped on your shoes and as you opened the door you were so busy worrying about what you were going to buy you didn’t even notice Jinyoung sitting right there in the front steps.

“Jinyoung?”

“Hm...”

You looked behind you and then closed the door and sat down next to him. You know you should avoid him but there was two things stopping you.. You were curious on whether Jinyoung did have a girlfriend this whole time and... why was he looking so upset. 

“What brings you here?” You asked looking at Jinyoung but you noticed he didn’t even bother looking at you.

“I could ask you the same thing,” Jinyoung replies coldly and you sighed. Shouldn’t you be the one to get mad? Why would he acting so cold with you.

“Did I do something wrong?”

“Nope... not at all..”

Again the answer was so dry. You wouldn’t usually push him to have you talk to you but you began to feel more annoyed with the fact that if there was something wrong he wouldn’t bother try talking to you.

“Jinyoung...”

“What?”

“Why... why didn’t you tell me you had a girlfriend?”

That’s when you knew you captured his attention. He slowly turned his head to face you and you continued to stare at him. Well...

“Are you serious right now?”

You stood quiet and Jinyoung chuckles. It wasn’t a sincere chuckle but more like a forced one.

“So you can have a fiance but if I had a girlfriend you get mad? Are you serious right now?”

You continued to stare at Jinyoung and he gets up but stares at you.

“You don’t have the right to come up to me and be mad at me or question me whether I am seeing anyone or not. Here I am trying everything I possibly can to make you mine but your so ungrateful! You come to me when you get bored of your own fiance and you can’t deny it. I tried... I tried to show that mean a lot to me and I’ll make you feel special.. But now.. I want nothing to do with you. you’re not even worth fighting for.”

Jinyoung spatted annoyed for some reason those words stung.. hard... 

“Jinyou-”

“Save it. You can go back to your old life and i’ll back to mine.”

You got up and looked at him.

“I have feelings... You can’t just use me the way you do. You took enough advantage of me and I’m done trying. Let’s pretend we don’t know each other.. I have no desire to argue with you anymore, I’m choosing to walk away because.. I want peace..”

You suddenly feel tears stream down your face and Jinyoung took one last look at them and then turned around.

You were so caught up at the moment you didn’t even hear the sound of the door open behind you.

“What’s going on here?” You hear someone say behind you.

You turned around and found Youngjae standing there looking Jinyoung and you.

~

To Be Continued