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void-tiger · 1 year

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Trying to initiate friendships sucks. Things can be good or probably fine and still be so exhausting emotionally because of social anxiety, needing to learn someone’s tells, and feeling like Up is Down and Left is Diagonal…even after your instincts or first reads were correct, actually.

…god I need a nap.

#tiger’s roar #social anxiety #mental health bullshit #like. I Think yesterday was Okay #I am still driving myself Nuts spiralling with replaying to keep myself from catastrophizing #…I also had to manage two whiny kids all morning. have my gps prolly sing a swan song. and meet a New Client to watch her dog #who…I have to stay over for. which’ll be Days after I’ll be back from camping.#god. i just don’t want to go on this stupid camping trip and leave my cats and birds alone Yet Again to then leave Yet Again #and only get to pop home for Maybe an hour #…oH yEAH. and This Main Anxiety? I won’t get to know how it’ll resolve for WEEKS!!

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