#I am soooooo insanely tired tho like…don’t pull all nighters don’t do it yall

[dandy-andyyy]

ok so I did something crazy and binged both seasons of iwtv last night around 10:00 pm and then stayed up and (with some small breaks) finished around 5:00 pm today…….I’m soooo tired and my sleep schedule is hating me right now BUT gosh that was such a dramatic rollercoaster of emotions and I loved itttttttt ok oncoming ramble and spoilers!…(apologies for the horrible run-on sentences and grammar lol)

at the end of it all, with all the turmoil and betrayal and hardships everyone went through, I just love them all sooo muchhhhh like louis and lestat can be so incredibly toxic and harmful and they lash out but they really do care and have love for each other

the “is there a limit to forgiveness?” question that is brought up earlier in the series really stuck out and resonated with me throughout the show not only because it’s admittedly something I struggle with haha, but these characters are constantly making mistake after big mistake and I think it played a big part in the ending of s2 and who louis goes to in the end ya know?

speaking of, ohhhh armand is such an interesting character who, despite his age, ultimately lacks the skills to keep his relationship with louis cuz he’s manipulative and dishonest…lestat does the same, but I think his heart is more in the right place if that makes sense? he would rather see louis go with armand and not tell him the truth cuz maybe he thinks louis won’t believe him, but he knows he’ll figure it out…whereas armand wins louis at that moment yes, but he is deceitful and hides information from louis and continues to manipulate him in their relationship under the excuse that he loves him, which I don’t doubt, but in the end I guess lestat proved himself more trustworthy and reliable

ahh claudia claudia, my girllllllllllll ugh she obviously didn’t deserve the end she got, I just wish her and madeleine had more time together to be happy and roam the world 😭 claudia helped create her little vampire family and really was the glue that held it together throughout, she was so strong and eager to love and be loved in return and was firm but kind ahhhh I miss her…she really was the light of loustat’s life, she brought them joy and a sense of belonging and family…and with madeleine they were just so sweet together sighhh

ok this is way too long so david! love him, super witty and funny and intelligent, loved the storyline with loumand and the flashbacks and the crazy secret he uncovers at the end…I‘ve seen some tiny spoilers of book stuff but let me just say I loveeeee the idea of him and armand lol

there’s so much more I could say like the morality and humanity of the characters constantly flip flopping and how messy and hateful and dramatic and funny and romantic and loving they can all be, and it just makes them feel so human and real and I love that

ok I’m so incredibly exhausted rant over 🫠