#I am physically leaving this planet 👌

[steponmepinkjun]

THE POV HOLDING FELIXS HAND NOOO IM DEVASTATED OMG i cant say ive held his hand but i did hi five it once. 10/10 experience his smile is radiant up close it blinded me. anygays youre right, the kpop industry highkey supports delulu fan behaviour, like to the point it sometimes causes a lot of harm, but for the fans who know how to draw boundaries its Heaven. the whole reason i like skz so much in particular tho is bc of how genuine they are - ive been a kpop fan for years now, ive stanned over a dozen groups; not that any of them were Ingenuine, but they were all just doing their job. being idols. its literally in the name. skz take it to the next level because they're like our friends. they dont try force the "dating ur idol" image and their target audience is just everyone who needs a safe space. they care so much and their hearts are so big and that's something i think you genuinely cant fake.

but just to back it up some more - as an aussie i know like 3 diff ppl who know a guy who know a guy etc. who knew felix, and the unanimous agreement was that he was a dork but an absolute Sweetheart. everyone whos ever worked with felix says hes practically an angel. and im a scorpio (rmb bulldozer anon hehe) so im always right abt vibes and his vibes r Immaculate. point is its not delusional to think that skz are authentic and real with us and some of the kindest people you'll ever meet; images can and often Are fabricated, but you'll never meet another idol group this genuine.

gonna sign off as felix bi anon this time hehe

Okay, wait, WAIT

HI, HELLO, are we just going to speed past the SEVERAL BOMBS YOU DROPPED HERE???????

You're just gonna drop in, go, "Hi, I have been in the same room with THE Lee Felix™, close enough to reach over and snatch one of his freckles off his cute lil nose—something that's only the most distant and impossible daydream for your poor broke ass livin' in the middle of East Jesus, Nowhere—no biggie tho." Which, first of all, is DEEPLY offensive because I KNOW he smelled good, I KNOW he did, and just being able to be in the presence of his smile in real life without immediately having a mental breakdown is a flex on my mental stability (or lack thereof). AND THEN, to just CASUALLY go, "Oh and also I know someone who knows someone who knows Felix, as one does," AS IF ITS A CASUAL FUCKING TUESDAY????? FUCKING H E L L O O O O O O O??????????? AS IF YOU DIDNT JUST STUNT ON MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE??????????? No, it's fine, I'll just fucking lay awake in bed tonight seething with jealousy, it's not a problem. No problem. NO PROBLEM.

I mean, it's fine, I'll just neglect to mention that whilst showing my mother videos of skz (she has mentally adopted them at this point and texts me daily to ask, "How are our boys?") I sighed forlornly at a video of Felix just Existing™ and went, "God clearly has her favorites, cause some people got the Pretty Gene," and she just went, "Yup." THE AUDACITY 😤 This is also the same woman who, when I told her that my older sister and I are planning a trip to Australia next summer to visit one of her friends, COMPLETELY UNPROVOKED went, "Ah, gonna get yourself a knockoff Bang Chan, huh? A bootleg Felix, perhaps?" MY OWN MOTHER LIT MY ASS UP OVER THE FANTASY OF A SITUATION YOU ARE ACTUALLY LIVING, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY BESTIE 😭😭😭😭😭