#I am once again going overboard with lighting effects. who care it makes me happy

[telebeast]

pretty sure arms shouldn’t do this. that looks painful

[thatkpophoelife]

Jealousy

PAIRING: Jungkook x Fem. Reader (ft. Taehyung and NCT Jaehyung)

RATING: Mature 18+

GENRE: NonIdol Au. Highschool Au. Smut. Fluff 

WC: 8K

SUMMARY: You and Jungkook have been best friends since the beginning of time. You spent every waking moment together until one night your at a party and the feelings you have been trying to keep inside decide they want to erupt and make your life harder than you ever could have expected. 

WARNINGS: Swearing. under aged drinking. Big dick Jungkook. Oral (Fem. Rec.) Nipple Play. Fingering (Fem. Rec.) Multiple Orgasms. Cream Pie. Unprotected Sex. Slight Daddy Kink. Slight degradation (hardly mentioned). Thigh Ridding. 

A/N: I’m so happy I’m finally done with it. I am so happy with the result. I have been working hard for the last few days getting this ready to post so sorry if anything is spelt wrong or doesn’t make sense. ENJOY! 

You and Jungkook have been best friends since the first grade. It all started when you fell off the monkey bars during recess. Your palms and knees were bloody and scraped. The cement was rough against your skin and you could see those small little rocks in the small cuts on your hands. As a little kid they seemed way worse than they really were. You were scared you would need to go to the doctors for stiches and then they would need to give you a shot. You were like 7, things like that terrified you.

When you looked up through your watery eyes, you could see a little boy with cute cheeks, deep brown eyes, and bangs. You looked back down at the ground and wiped off your cheeks and nose. When you looked back up you saw the same boy but with his hand out for you to grab. You reached out to grab it and he pulled you up with a huge grin and a huff.

“I’m Jungkook but my friends call me Kookie.”

“I'm Y/N. Thanks for helping me up Jungkook.” You though it had a nice ring to it.

“No problem. I have a band aid in my pocket, you can have it”

“Really? Thanks.” When he handed you the band aid you couldn’t help but notice it had a small picture of Woody from Toy Story on it.

In the days that went by, you two hung out nonstop. He told you almost everything that you could learn about a 7-year-old. You learned his birthday was September 1st, he has an older brother named SeokJin that everyone calls Jin, he likes pizza, and loves soccer. You knew other things of course, but those were just some of the basics.

You became best friends extremely fast and spent most of your summer together. You went to the beach more than once a week. Your parents became friends with his parents and there was no going back on this friendship now. You did develop a teensy tiny basically non-existent crush on Jin but it quickly went away when Jungkook called you out on it and asked you to never see his brother in that light again. You agreed because even though you were only now 8, you still had your priorities and Jungkook was in the top 3.  

By the time second grade came around he asked you, aka forced you, into joining his soccer team so you could “spend more time together.” You whined for the entire first practice. Since your mom was excited to finally see you doing a sport, she put your hair up in pigtails and bought you neon pink knee socks with a just as neon yellow visor. You were not happy. When you got to the field you felt out of place and like everyone was laughing at you. Those worries effected how you played. Just because you never played the sport before doesn’t mean you weren’t somewhat decent at it.

You knew how to dribble kind of well and you had decent aim when trying to make the ball in the net. But your real strong suit was goalie. You were never afraid of the ball or of getting hurt. If you needed to you would gladly dive for the ball if that’s what your team needed to win a game. You were never a girly girl so getting dirt on your knees never bothered you.

Despite all of this you still didn’t want to try out. Your mom was loud and never stopped cheering your name, no matter where you were. You had no other siblings so it’s not like she had anywhere else to be. She had her own small company that way she could create her own schedule and get to go to anything you wanted her to and as far as she knew that was everything. All of your class field trips, sport games, school plays, everything. You were too nervous to tell her otherwise because you didn’t want to hurt her feelings. You know that she only went overboard because she loves you so much but sometimes you wished she loved you a little less. And your dad was always busy with his 9-5 job so he never went to any of your things.

You never stopped playing though. You ended up enjoying the sport more than you could have expected. It was even more enjoyable since you were actually good at it, you always got to be goalie in all of your games. You and Jungkook were actually the star players on your co-ed team. And whenever Jungkook would ask you about why you still played even though you “didn’t like it that much” you always said you liked it enough to continue playing and that you had nothing better to do. You knew deep down that he knew you enjoyed the sport just as much as him, but you also knew he would never call you out on it.  

You won almost all of your games, and you and Jungkook always fought over who deserved the trophy’s. Your argument was that the goalie was a key role to stop the other team from scoring. Jungkook’s was that he made most of the goals to keep your teams score up too high for the other team to ever catch up. It always came to a vote among your teammates, Jungkook always won and you knew it was because most of the girls had a crush on him and wanted him to like them back.

Besides that, nothing exciting happend in your friendship for a while. You spent a lot of time playing soccor in parks and when it was soccor season. You spent all of your summers together and both you’re your guys’ parent let you two get a golden retriever to take care of named Olive the summer before 6th grade. She was staying at Jungkook’s though because it was his idea in the first place. It didn’t mean you never go to see her there. You spent half of your summer there so you saw her a lot.

In your summer of 7th grade Olive got hit by a truck. You were both devasted and Jungkook spent a week at your house. All because Jin forgot to let Olive in at night so she decided to run. Jungkook didn’t talk to Jin for almost a month.

Then in 8th grade a boy named Park Jimin decided to throw a “End of the Summer Almost Freshmen in High-School” party. In reality it was more like ten people that were all in some way shape or form a part of his friend circle. You were invited because they needed another girl to come and Jungkook talked you up so much Jimin had no choice.

The night was all fun and games until his parents went to bed. He quickly grabbed an empty 16-liter Coca-Cola bottle and sat it in the middle of the floor and had everyone gather around in a circle. You were beyond nervous considering you hardly knew any of the boys that were playing and you have never had you first kiss.

A few rounds went by and nothing particularly interesting happened. Jimin kissed some girl named Emily that you didn’t like that much anyways. Then it was Jungkook’s turn. He spun it and you could hear your heart pounding in your ears. It felt as if the bottle was spinning non-stop. Past Emily, past Nichole, past Maddison, past Jimin, past everyone else. Then it stopped, and pointed at you.

You felt your heart speed up. You couldn’t kiss your best friend. It was wrong in so many ways. But the chanting of your names in the background couldn’t go unnoticed. You had no choice but to kiss him. Well, you kind of did but you were hoping that by doing something like this people will start to like you more and not look at you as Jungkook’s best friend. You both sat up and looked each other in the eyes.

Slowly the rest of the world started to silently drift away. You don’t know if it was because everyone around you stopped talking to watch the kiss or because you were to focused on Jungkook and nothing else. His right hand slowly went to up to your caress your cheek while his left hand was on the floor keeping him balanced. You couldn’t help but notice the sparkle in his eyes. The way they traveled from your pupils, to the tip of your nose, and finally landing on your lips. The way his thumb rubbed gentle circles into your cheek leaving a burning sensation wherever it touched. The way he locked eyes with you one last time to make sure he had your permission first.

You noticed that the second you nodded your head giving him permission; he didn’t waste a second to kiss you. The kiss was soft but urgent. Like you both have been waiting for this very moment for so long. Once he broke the kiss, he looked you in the eyes and gave you a look you would never forget. He smirked.

You couldn’t help but shake your head in absolute confusion and utter disbelief. Did he want that kiss to happen? Did he do that because the guys were watching? You didn’t know. The only thing you knew, was that you’ve had a huge crush on your best friend since the very beginning.

Ever since that day he helped you up from the dirty ground when your hands and knees you scraped and bloody. Ever since he told you it was a good idea to co-own a puppy. Ever since the last day of middle school when you took a selfie jumping with glee. These feelings had been hiding ever since the beginning, and Jungkook’s lips was the only thing to break down the barriers and release those feelings.

You didn’t bother to sit back down in the circle. You wanted to go home, needed to go home. You didn’t want to wake up your parents and ask them to pick you up. You also didn’t want to walk through the door and have them ask why you came home. You knew exactly what to do.

Call Jin.

He answered on about the fourth ring. “Hello?” said the course and tired voice from the other line. You felt bad the second you heard him speak because you knew you woke him up.

“Hey Jin. Umm I was wondering if you could pick me up from the party?” You were prepared to literally beg him to come pick you up.

“Whatever. It’s the same house Kookie’s at, right?” You couldn’t believe you didn’t even need to ask twice.

“That is very correct. I will be ready and waiting outside for you to pull up.”

“Loser. I will be there in 10, don’t make me wait.” You couldn’t help but smile widely while you were getting you stuff together and putting your shoes on.

“Y/N? What are you doing?” You have got to be kidding.

“Hey Jungkook, what are you doing here?”

“What do you mean what am I doing here. I was invited” You can see it written all over his cute little bunny face that he was so confused.

“I- I'm just not feeling too well, I'm going home” You couldn’t help the painfully obvious stutter as you lied to your best friend’s face.

“How, it’s a sleep over? Your mom won’t be thrilled if you called her at 1 o’clock in the morning.”

“I already called someone, and they should be here any minute now so you can go back and enjoy kissing those other girls.” What did you just say? You couldn’t stop the words before they came out. Would that be how he found out you liked him? Is that the sentence that would ruin your friendship? Sometimes you felt so very stupid.

“Okay I will.” With that he walked back to continue the game of spin the bottle with a huge smirk on his face. You couldn’t help but stare, eyes wide and mouth agape. You couldn’t help but wonder if that kiss meant nothing to him. As far as you knew that was his first kiss, and it was most defiantly yours.

As you were lost in your dark cloud of thoughts, your phone dinged making you jump a little. It was Jin texting you that he was already there to pick you up. If you were honest, you weren’t expecting him to be here this fast.

You quickly picked your bag off of the ground, slipped on your black and white checkered Vans, and made your way out the door. When you got to Jin’s car, you quickly threw your stuff in the back and climbed into the passenger seat.

“Where to Y/N?” You could still hear the sleep in his voice and see it in his eyes. He was wearing a simple grey Champion hoodie with black Nike joggers. His hair was all messy from sleeping and the moon perfectly aligned his features. You couldn’t lie, Jin was one of the most attractive men you have ever seen, but you prefer guys closer to your age. Plus, you like the younger brother anyway. Hey snap out of it you need to not like your best friend.

“Um, Y/N? Where do you want me to take you because if you don’t speak up, I will take you straight home.”

“Oh, sorry. Can I just crash at your guys’ place? I know Kookie’s not there but I don’t want my parents asking questions and to yell at me for waking you up.” Yes, you were playing the, ‘please don’t rat me out’ card. But you weren’t lying to him so what’s the problem?

“Sure, just sleep in Kook’s bed. You tend to snore sometimes.” He reached over to ruffle your hair with a huge grin on his face

“Hey! I do not snore!” You felt like a 5-year-old throwing a fit with the way you pouted out your bottom lip, crossed your arms over your chest, and sank into the seat.

“Whatever dork. Why do you want to leave early anyways? Did something happen?” You could tell he was genuinely concerned, and he was crazy good at keeping secrets so what was the harm in telling him about your mild crush on his little brother.

“At the party after Jimin’s parents went to sleep we all played spin the bottle and when it was Kookie’s turn I suddenly was really really nervous it would land on one of the other girls and I didn’t know why but then it landed on me and we kissed and now I think I have a moderately huge crush on him that I never realized I had before and I'm kind of freaking out. Don’t tell anybody though please,” You finally took a breath after your long and wordy run on sentence.

“You’re just now realizing?” Jin had a huge smile on his face and was laughing but you had no idea why.

“What do you mean ‘you’re just now realizing?’” You had no idea what he was talking about.

“Y/N you and Jungkook obviously have had huge crushes on each other for like ever. He admitted his to me a while ago.” You couldn’t believe what you were hearing and you knew you would ask Jungkook about it the next time you saw him.

“Can you just take me to your place. It’s late and I'm tired,” After your friendly reminder Jin drove off to his house so you could sleep. He didn’t poke and prod at it any more and you were grateful. Jin was the older brother you never had and you were the little sister he always wanted.

When you woke up Jungkook was already there. You told him about how Jungkook told him that he had a crush on you. Jungkook shot you down almost immediately saying it was just a way to attempt to humiliate him. You felt hurt. Your best friend of years and your huge crush basically said it would be humiliating to have a crush on you. Lucky for you, you left very shortly after and spent your weekend preparing for your first year of high school and getting over your crush on Jungkook. Mostly.

****

Your freshman year was chaotic. You and Jungkook had only a few classes together so you almost drifted apart. It didn’t help that ever since the party Jungkook seemed to be hiding something from you. Something big. The only thing that kept you close was soccor and Jin. But after first semester Jungkook started hanging out with seniors and going to parties. You asked to go once, thinking that he would stay by your side and not let you be taken away by some guy you didn’t know. That wasn’t the case.

Once you entered through the doors Jungkook quickly left your side and got drunk. You caught him in a corner making out with a girl you had never seen before. Then you watched as he pulled her away to a room. Your curiosity got the best of you and you followed close behind. After a minute of them being alone in a room you began hearing moans. You were destroyed.

You quickly made your way to the door so you could go back home, when you ran into a very beautiful man. He couldn’t have been much older than you. He had beautiful chestnut hair and two beautiful dimples. You didn’t even bother asking for his name once you saw the mischievous glint in his eye. You let him lead you to a room, know what was going to happen.

That was how you lost your virginity. It wasn’t special liked you hoped it was going to be. You later learned his name was Jaehyun. It didn’t matter because you didn’t plan on talking to him again. Neither of you wanted anything more than sex that night.

You and Jungkook got into a fight one night. You don’t know what happened to start the fight. All you remember is that it ended with both of you in tears and him hugging you like he never wanted to let go. You made up and everything that happened before that was forgotten. Mostly.

You spent the rest of your school years studying hard and getting through all of your actual difficult classes so the only non-elective class you were taking senior year was your English class. Which you had with Jungkook, of course. You spent your summers with him and you both made it into varsity soccor. He knew the truth about your love for soccor when he heard you talking to your mom about it.

You still hadn’t had a boyfriend yet in your sophomore year. You were just too busy with school to actually try to get a dude’s attention, and you said your junior year was going to be different. You would meet a guy, get Jungkook’s approval, fall in love, have the ‘break up talk’ when you sign up for college, and most likely do just that, break up. The only key problem is that whenever you were walking in the halls and saw a cute guy Jungkook would always say he was a dick and that he doesn’t know how to treat a woman. You tended not to ask questions.

But now you were standing in front of your full-length body mirror, smoothing out the wrinkles in your outfit and occasionally touching up your make up or hair. Your first day of senior year outfit was simple but was sure to turn heads. You opted for a tight-fitted white crop top that showed your cleavage, skinny ripped jeans that hugged your ass perfectly that also had a rip under your left ass cheek, and your black heeled Timberland’s. Your hair was perfectly curled and your makeup looked flawless. You asked Jungkook to bring one of his black leather jackets for you to wear over everything. Damn you looked good.

Just as you were shaking out any last nervous jitters you heard a honk, indicating that your best friend was here to pick you up. You quickly grabbed your bag, ran down stairs, and grabbed two slices of toast for breakfast. Saying by to your parents you turned the nob of the door handle and ran out towards Jungkook’s car. As you opened the door to his red convertible, he looked at you and his jaw dropped. You missed the way his eyes scanned your figure and he darted out his tongue to wet his lips. He was eating you up in his mind, hoping you didn’t notice.

“Hey Kookie, do you have the jacket I asked for?” You handed him a piece of toast as your put on your seatbelt, shaking him out of his trance as he gave you said jacket.

“Ready for our first day? You’re going to be turning heads in that outfit,” You missed the way his eyes snuck a glance at your cleavage before driving off.

“I know right. I’ve been single all of high school so far and this year I want that to change.” You had a huge smile plastered across your face as you spoke. “I like your outfit by the way, it’s nice.” He was wearing black skinny jeans, black doc martins, a black tee, and a black faux leather jacket. And because of Jungkook’s new found passion of working out his thighs looked incredible.

“Thanks. Are we still going out to lunch so we don’t need to eat cafeteria food?”

“Duh, what else, and chew with your mouth closed you look like a 7-year-old.” You rolled your eyes and Jungkook did not miss the small and simple gesture.  

“Hey! You’re the one who became friends with this 7-year-old.”

“That’s not fair you were an angel sent from heaven, my savior. Now you’re just a jack-ass.

“I know you love me.”

“Jungkook what would you know. At first you thought that 7x7 was 64.”

“Oh my god woman will you just drop that I was in 3rd grade.” You both just laughed at each other’s silly antics from when you were younger until you pulled into the school’s parking lot. The second you stood up and walked over to walk in with your best friend, every one stopped and stared. It felt like one of those dramatic movie scenes where the wind is blowing and everything turns into slow motion while you hear the main characters internal monolog.

“Why is everyone staring at us, is something in my teeth? Did my makeup smudge?” You pulled at the side of his jacket making him lean down so you could whisper in his ear. Just because you were walking in 4-inch heels did not make you as tall as him.

“No dummy. We look like the ultimate power couple right now. The hottest girl and guy in school, of course they’re staring.” You were so busy nodding your head and looking at other people that you didn’t catch the way his eyes fell to the curve of your ass.

You walked into school going to your respectable homerooms, then meeting up in the hall to go to your shared English class. You noticed that the popular girls kept trying to befriend you. You knew it was because you were now a threat and they did not want you to be prom queen. Last year you weren’t but guess who was, Emily. You still didn’t like each other. You don’t know why you didn’t get along but it’s not like you wanted to be her friend or something.

You and Jungkook sat down next to each other talking about how weird the day had been. People were still staring but who could blame them, you both had huge summer glow ups.

When you looked up at the clock hanging above the door, you notice a boy you’ve never seen before. He was incredibly attractive and had a beautiful symmetric face. You felt like you were drooling while you stared at him. Then he looked over at you and smiled. How the hell does a man’s smile look like that. You finally met the man that would actually rival Jungkook’s own good looks.

“Hey can I sit here?” You jumped when he asked the question, not expecting his voice to also sound hot.

“Yeah, Y/N by the way.” You held out your hand for him to take, but instead of shaking it he placed an opened mouth kissed on your knuckles. Wow he was hot. It made your thighs clench. Jungkook just rolled his eyes.

“Taehyung, it’s nice to meet you Y/N.” You were so entranced by this new boy’s handsome good looks you didn’t see the terrifying daggers Jungkook was sending his way. He read him like a book. He would lead a girl on, take her innocence, and then leave her out to dry.

Jungkook didn’t just guess this either, he had Taehyung’s snapchat and snapped him one summer after he saw him at a party. Taehyung had told Jungkook his tactics, and Jungkook even went to his house where he witnessed him use those very tactics.

“There’s a party at my house Saturday night around 10 pm, if you give me your number, I can text you the details and you can come.” You turned to Jungkook giving him hopeful eyes until he sighed and nodded. After all you don’t go to a party without your best friend.

“As long as Jungkook, my best friend since 1st grade might I add, can come with.” You weren’t going without him and that was that. Taehyung agreed without hesitation and you gave him your number. You quickly regretted it though because once he opened his mouth you lost interest extremely quickly.

All he could seem to talk about was all of the girls he’s hooked up with and how he could get any girl he wanted. You knew what he was trying to get at and became bored very fast. You were actually extremely grateful when the class started.

You and Jungkook passed notes the entire time, all about the egotistical boy next to you. And even though you didn’t like him, you would go to his party because you wanted to actually live a little your senior year. But sadly, one potential future boyfriend was out the door and you were back at square one.

The rest of the week passed by fast and because you had mostly easy elective classes you had no homework over the weekend for the first time in years. Which meant you had all sorts of time to party. You texted Jungkook to pick you up at around 9 so you would have time to get ready but still be at the party in time.

****

You woke up around noon on Saturday from your alarm. You didn't wake up because you wanted to but because you didn’t want to ruin the sleep schedule you didn’t even have. Why did you wake up again? Anyways once you woke up from you slumber you texted Jungkook to clear up some last-minute details.

 Y/N

are you up yet? I just woke up. why dont I wake up like disney princesses?? I look like a monster :(

Kookie

Disney princesses are pretty thats why you don’t look like them in the morning or ever for that matter

Y/N

stfu your no prince charming either

Kookie

Really? Then why would almost every girl in our school blow me???

Y/N

If thats the case then why don’t you get some so you can stop complaining to me about how horny you always are??

Kookie

Because I have my right eye some one

Y/N

WHO?!?! and why havent I heard about this until now?? and why just your right eye??

Kookie

Because not EVERYTHING is your business smartypants and dont talk about my left eye

Y/N

whatever I will find out about this mystery girl though… MARK MY WORDS!! YOULL BE JUNGSHOOK

Kookie

Whatever you say smartypants whyd you text me anyways?

Y/N

Right! your still picking me up, RIGHT?!

Kookie

Its you’re, but yes I'm still picking you up

Y/N

Good, I will be ready in 3-4 hours :)

Kookie

You do know the party is at like 10 right

Y/N

THEN JUST PICK ME UP AT 10 GOD DAMNIT

Kookie

Not how you spell dammit but alright

Y/N

Stfu english nerd and good bye until 10

 With that your conversation with Jungkook ended and you started to binge watch Haikyu!! until around 6. Then you rolled out of bed and started getting ready. You got into the shower, shaving everything. You didn’t know what was going to happen tonight so you figured you would be extra prepared. You even used your exfoliator, if you anyone got to touch you, they would be lucky.

Then you did your hair. You curled it perfectly and then put it in a high pony tail. Perfect party hair in your opinion. Then you did your makeup making sure to keep it simple yet amazing. You opted for a winged liner, perfectly done brows, and dark red lipstick. Lastly was your outfit. Your room was a complete mess after you threw half of your closet onto the floor but your pretty sure you found a great outfit.

You put on your matching set of black lacy lingerie that made your ass look good and your boobs even better. You than grabbed a different white crop top with a dangerously low cut making your black lace peak out from the sides and small booty shorts that barely covered your ass. Then you grabbed the same leather jacket you wore on your first day of school and put on a pair of sneakers. You went to that party with Jungkook once so you knew how crazy and disgusting the ground could be.

By the time you were completely done it was already 8:47. You didn’t think it would take quite that long to get ready but at the same time you did. You were touching up your makeup when Jungkook texted you he was waiting. You didn’t tell your parents about the fact that you were going to a party and they knew that if they saw you dressed the way you were, they would flip. So like any other teen, you made plans to sneak out.

The only person you to actually worry about catching you was your dad because you knew if your mom caught you, she would laugh at you and tell you to have fun. Your dad on the other hand not so much.

Jungkook parked a block down from your house and turned off his car headlights so he wouldn’t be as noticeable. You opened your window as quietly was possible and began to scale your wall. Thankful that your bedroom window was the one closest to the gutter and that you chose sneakers as your shoes. Once you hit the ground safely, you bolted for Jungkook’s car and got in as fast as you could.

“Hey cutie,” Jungkook said wiggling his eyebrows. Luckily for him, his car lights were off so you didn’t catch him gaping at your breasts.

“Sup, you ready to party?” You asked as he turned on the car and started to drive where the GPS told him.

“Yes, now remember no sleeping with some random dude and no drugs”

“Same to you mister”

“Ok so if you want to stay out late text your mom and ask if you can spend the night at my house because my parents are out of town and Jin is going to this food thing with his friends for like three days.” Jungkook said as he merged into traffic.

“Good idea,” You pulled out your phone and texted your mom knowing she would understand much better than your father. “She said that’s fine”.

“Good so if you get hung over you don’t need to try and explain it to your mom,” Damn was Jungkook always this smart, and did he always look this good.

After driving the rest of the way, you pulled into Taehyung’s house and you were awestruck. It was huge and surrounded by hedges. You couldn’t see another house within a mile which was good because that means the cops won’t be called because of noise complaints.

You stepped out of Jungkook’s car and walked into Taehyung’s house immediately being greeted with the smell of alcohol and weed. You quickly got separated from Jungkook and made your way to the kitchen to fill a red solo cup half full with some beer you found and apple juice. You slammed it down, wincing as it made its way down your throat. It wasn’t the best tasting but it was better than the beer by itself.

Once you were done making yourself the same drink again, you made your way outside and found a huge pool with a jacuzzi right by it. You scanned the area, seeing a couple making out in the pool and three boys you didn’t quite recognize playing around in the pool. As you continued looking around taking another sip of your drink you noticed something strange. Standing next to the pool was Jungkook and Emily.

She was twirling her hair in her fingers and giggling while Jungkook looked her up and down smirking the entire time.

You know you’ve been telling Jungkook to get a girlfriend for years now, but you thought he knew you were just joking. For some odd reason you were upset. You didn’t know why at first. Maybe because you didn’t like Emily, maybe because you didn’t want Emily to steal him away from you. You were Jealous. You hated when it hit you like a pile of bricks. But you definitely  intended on doing something about it.

You quickly downed the rest of your drink in your red solo cup hoping it would give you more courage, and made your way over to them.

“Hey Jungkook I need to talk to y-,” You were walking towards him and before you knew it you were falling into the pool. Your first thought was that you tripped but when you resurfaced from the water you saw Emily looking at you with a sly grin. All you could do was glare.

“Oops,” Emily snickered as she grabbed out her phone and took several pictures of you. Great now your hot ass makeup and hair was completely ruined. Shit you’re wearing a WHITE shirt and BLACK bra that are now wet. You looked down to confirm it and sure enough your shirt was more than see-through. AND Jungkook’s leather jacket was ruined. At least you wore sneakers.

“What the fuck Emily,” You were startled from your stare down with the girl when you heard Jungkook’s low voice. It was loud and honestly kind of turned you on. Wait you shouldn’t be thinking about your best friend like that. You shook the thought out of your head and looked up at Jungkook. His fists were balled up at his sides and his jaw was clenched. He looked fine as hell.

As you slowly made your way to the side of the pool, he took off his leather jacket and knelt down. Once you got to the side he reached down with both arms, inserted his hands under your armpits, and hoisted you out of the water. He then helped you take off his ruined leather jacket and threw it at Emily. “Happy now?” He then took his perfectly fine leather jacket and draped it over your shoulders instructing you to hold it closed. “Come on let’s go get you cleaned up.” He bent down and whispered it into your ear causing shivers to go down your spin. You could only nod in response.

As he led you towards the doors of the house, he yanked his jacket from Emily’s hand and gave her one of the scariest looks you’ve ever seen. All you did was smirk and stick your tongue out at her like a 5-year-old. You were very satisfied.

He led you through the crowd of people dancing and grinding on each other like they weren’t in a public setting. He then led you to what you assumed was going to be a bathroom but ended up being a bedroom. You couldn’t help but wonder how he knew his way around so well.

When you entered the room, you realized it was huge with a bathroom connected to it. “Why did you take me here instead of a normal bathroom?” You asked.

“Because most likely they are occupied by other people and I don’t really want to walk in on some other couple having sex. Especially when I'm with you.” What was that supposed to mean? “And before you ask how I know my way around, I used to be sort of friends with Tae. I only came here once when he tried hooking me up with some random chick and I guessed I just remembered my way around.” He was so honest so easily.

“Did you do anything with the chick?” You felt stupid the moment you asked.

“What?” You don’t know if he didn’t hear you or what but you still asked again.

“Did you do anything with her, the girl he tried hooking you up with?” You felt pathetic.

“I told you have my right eye on someone else.” He said leading you into the bathroom.

“Who is this lucky girl anyways?” You asked sitting on the sink countertop while you took off Jungkook’s jacket.

He paused, “Let’s just say, I played a game of spin the bottle at Jimin’s house before freshman year started. I kissed her. She was the only person I kissed that night. I realized that I had a massive crush on her but she left and felt hella crushed. I stopped playing and couldn’t help but feel like I was losing her forever. But I still spend all of my spare time with her and I couldn’t ask for a better best friend. Deep down I’m afraid that she will never like me back because of the girls I slept with freshman year but I want her to know that I only did that to try and convince myself that it I wasn’t in love with her. After I found out she slept with some random guy one night at a party that I took her to I came to my senses and let myself love her. I still regret the night I took her to that party because I wish I was the one to get to take her innocence away.”

You looked at him, you mouth agape, “oh” You knew he was talking about you.

You watched his eyes dart down to your lips as his tongue poked out lick his. His hands drifted down and grabbed your waist softly, just in case you wanted to stop him. He slowly leaned down, brushing your hair behind your ear and whispering in a deep raspy tone that made your panties wet, “You can stop me at any time”.

Within moments his soft, plush lips were on yours. Your hands made their way up his back and intertwined into his black curly locks, tugging harshly. Jungkook let out a low groan that made your body hot. One of his hands crept up and lightly brushed against your nipple making you gasp into the kiss. Jungkook didn’t waste any time and immediately his tongue was exploring your mouth.

Once you broke the kiss, gasping for air, Jungkook placed his hands underneath your thighs and picked you up, causing goosebumps to emit across your body. He carried you out of the bathroom, throwing you on the bed. You watched as he took off his shirt and crawled over you. You’ve seen him shirtless many times but this time it was different. You happy felt up his chest and you didn’t have to worry about him questioning you because he was kneeling over you, devouring you with his eyes.

Before you knew it, he was trying to take your shirt off. You gladly assisted him, pulling off your bra along with it. Once it was off and you looked up at him, you felt shy. Jungkook was just staring at your chest and wasn’t saying anything.

“Do you need to make it obvious that you don’t like my boobs?” Your hands went up to cover yourself. You were always insecure about them.

“Your right Y/N I don’t like your boobs; I fucking love them,” He quickly moved your hands away and leaned down. His mouth connected with your nipple, his tongue making your back arch into him. You felt yourself growing wetter by the second. His teeth gently grazed your nipple and you let out a loud whimper. You really hoped your great-grandma wasn’t watching you right now.

He left of your nipple with a pop and kissed his way to your other, leaving small hickeys marking his path. He did the same things to this one. You couldn’t wait anymore and moved your hand down to your core. You needed some sort of friction, but Jungkook’s hand stopped you.

“Ungrateful slut. I’m giving you all of this pleasure and you can’t wait. I want you to ride my thigh and maybe if I like what I see I’ll let you finish more than once tonight,” You looked at him in awe. When the fuck did he learn to talk like that. It was hot as hell but still.

He went and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at you. You werent sure what to do, so he pulled you onto his thigh. You froze up right away. You were straddling his thigh too afraid to do anything. He looked you dead in the eyes as his hands went down to your waist, forcing you to move. Relief flooded you. You were so happy that he finally let you have some sort of friction.

Your hands went to rest on his shoulders so it was easier to hold yourself up. You quickly started doing all of the work. Moving yourself at a fast pace on Jungkook’s thigh. You could feel his hard through his pants and it only made you more needy. He continuously clenched his thigh making you come undone even faster.

“Oh my god Jungkook. I think I'm gonna- I'm gonna cu-,” You let out shaky breath feeling that familiar knot build up in your stomach. Right as you were about to snap Jungkook stopped your hips from moving.

“Did you really think I was going to let you cum already? Go lay down.” You obeyed him quickly, watching as he kneeled down at the end of the bed. He grabbed your pants and with one swift motion slid them off, throwing them somewhere else in the room.

“Fuck Y/N. You’re so wet. I can’t wait to taste you. This good little pussy” He ripped your panties off of you, eliciting a loud groan. You were becoming impatient, squirming in front of him. He used his hand to hold your hips in place, while his other went to rub delicate circles on your clit. You watched as his face dove into you. Licking a stripe up your folds, collecting all of your juices.

“Fuck Y/N. You taste so good.” He groaned out, quickly diving back in. His eyes were blown out in hunger. He moved his hand away from your clit and replaced it with his tongue. Sliding one finger in you, moving at a slow pace and curling it, reaching your g-spot. A loud moan escaped you as you started trying to rock your hips against his face. Interlacing your fingers in his locks.

He pulled away to take a breath, “Do you think you can handle to fingers? Gotta prepare my baby for later. Yeah? I'm gonna stretch you out so good. Gonna destroy this pussy.” With that he inserted a second finger into you, reattacking your clit with his tongue. His pace kept intensifying. You could feel the familiar knot in your stomach build.

“Fuck Jungkook. I'm gonna-,” your words turned into a drawn-out moan when he hummed against your clit.

“Cum for me baby.” At that, the knot it your stomach snapped and relief washed over your body. You tried closing your legs but Jungkook held them open.

Once he was done lapping up all of your juices, he moved up and kissed you, hard. You could taste yourself on his tongue. Your hands made their way down to undo Jungkook’s pants. He broke away from the kiss and stood up, pulling his pants and underwear off in one swift motion.

You stared at his member for a second in awe. You knew he was big, but no that big. The tip was an angry red and you could see the veins. You were growing wetter just thinking about the delicious stretch.

“I hope you don’t mind,” he said “I'm gonna have to go in raw.”

You smiled up at him, bucking your hips up towards his hard to get some sort of friction. “I'm on birth control.” That was all you needed to say before he slowly started entering you. The stretch being uncomfortable.

“You okay?” He asked worry on his face. You shook your head, “It’s just, new.”

He smiled, “Just tell me when you’re ready.”

After a moment you shook your head, giving him the okay to start moving again. He slowly pulled out all the way before pushing in again, hitting your g-spot as he did. You could feel the veins on his cock, and your legs wrapped around his small waist as your hands wrapped around his neck.

He slowly started to pick up the pace, pulling out all of the way before pushing back in. It wasn’t long before the pain morphed into pleasure. Moans spilling from your lips. The louder you moaned the faster he went.

“Ha-harder, da-daddy,” you didn’t mean to say it, but when you did his head snapped up.

“Fuck, you’re going to be the death of me.” He starting snapping his hips into yours. You could hear the head board hitting the wall with each thrust but you didn’t mind at all. All you felt was bliss.

“Da-addy I-I'm gonna c-cum.” Your walls started clenching around him.

“Fuck baby, cum. Cum for daddy” With that you did. Your release hit you hard. Your legs shaking as you dug your nails into his back piercing a few layers of his skin. Moaning out his name.

Even after you came, he kept pounding into you, chasing his own high. Beautiful moans escaping his lips as he did. Your moans making him close. His body was coated in a layer of sweat.

“Cum in me daddy. Please. Fill me up.” You choked out as he relentlessly pounded into you.

“Fuck, I'm going to cum.” You tightened around him one last time, feeling as his seed shot into you. You both laid there for a moment. Neither one wanting to leave. You could feel your mixed juicing seeping out of your whole as he began to soften inside you.

He slowly pulled out of you, “You need to go to the bathroom.” He picked you up bridal style from the bed and walked you over to the bathroom. Setting you down on the toilet so you could pee. When you were done, he picked you up and set you on the counter, taking a warm rag and cleaning you off making you sigh at the pleasant feeling. He carried you back to the bed and laid you down, getting into his boxers.

He laid down next to you and covered you both with the blanket, before wrapping his arm around tightly around your waist. His chin on your head as he cuddled you. It wasn’t long before you both drifted off to sleep

****

When you woke up and saw your best friend next to you, sleeping peacefully, you were relieved. Relieved that it wasn’t a dream and relieved that he didn’t up and leave in the middle of the night to leave because he regretted it. You leaned over and draped your arm over his torso and snuggled up to him, resting you head on his arm. He groaned, making you halt your actions.

“Good morning beautiful.” He said with a smile, kissing you on the top of your head.

You smiled happy it was him you woke up next to, “Morning.”

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A/N: I hope you enjoyed. :) Send any ideas you have for anything. P.S The gif wouldn’t load :( so sorry about that. 

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PARTY FAVOURS I CHAPTER 38

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Fluff and snowball fights. Forgiveness is a path and everyone's making their happy way down it. Friendly Steve slander. Hulk interaction!

"So, what now?" I asked, eyes still closed, not resisting the desire to remain under the covers, nested snugly into Stephen's side. On his other side, Tony snored away, sprawled like a starfish in what looked to be the first decent shut-eye he got in months. I could smell the coffee and omelettes from Tony's kitchen and the soft jazz music playing where Bruce was taking care of the breakfast.

It was an unambiguous decision to take it easy after the last battle. Bucky and Natasha had been ironing out the details from the interrogation after Stephen had un-possessed Cabre, Wanda and Loki were itching to get a minute with the mercenary on their own and Veddie, as I started calling my uncle and his symbiote after experiencing the incredibly immersive symbiosis with Venom, hovered nearby in case Cabre would make a good snack.

"What do you want to do?" Stephen's morning voice was, ahem, an experience. He put Corpse Husband to shame and I knew that it wasn't only me who got hot and bothered by it but Tony as well...

Speaking of Tony, I still had no idea where we stood. My engineer had been less than happy about my actions and I thought I blew it. He wasn't as warm and playful, and while I kept telling myself that it was just the exhaustion from weeks of stress and worry, I knew better.

"I don't know. I didn't think this far," I admitted, damn well knowing what I wanted. I wanted things to be like they were - clear, honest, easy. My mother's voice rang out clearly again. I was being childish. Of course I was.

"I'm sure Tony will have my head for this, but seeing as there's no stopping you, I'm sure Natasha and Barnes will be happy to train you," Stephen sighed, his breath warm in my hair.

I blanched, stiffening in his arms, confused. "Where did that come from?" My eyes finally opened to stare at his sleepy face.

His eyebrows rose. "You don't want to..?"

"Be a hero, like you? No," I shook my head, then snorted. "I was trying to figure out how to tell you I don't want to go to college just yet, maybe take a gap year. In fact, I want to avoid actual in-person classes as much as humanely possible. And I still don't have a clue what major exactly I want to pursue." I was being honest, prepared to be judged. In-between my three men, there were at least ten PhDs whilst I was only nearly done with the first step of my education.

"So what, it was a one-time deal? Let an alien parasite take over your body for a coupla' hours and then continue with your life?" Tony's scratchy voice startled me; apparently, he'd been awake and actively eavesdropping.

I wasn't prepared for this conversation, but then again, I'd never be. Might as well rip the bandaid off. "I'm not that flavour of stupid," I immediately retorted, heart beginning to pick up speed. My mouth was gonna get me in trouble. "I am not delusional, I know things aren't and won't be the same. I did what I did because there was no other option, I'm not sorry and I will do it again if the need arises. It's not what you want to hear but it's the truth." I paused, well aware that my speech was becoming quicker, I was well on my way to nervous rambling. "I'm not hero material, I won't go on a death march for a rando," Justifying my actions? No. I stopped myself again. "I am sorry for lying. I am sorry for hiding things. But I am not sorry for putting my own ass out there so we can get some fucking peace." I finally settled, fisting my pajama top under the blanket in an attempt to release some of the tension.

Twin sighs erupted from my men, as if their bodies synchronized in response to my stubborn nature. Stephen's hold tightened on me as Tony rolled over, sleepy eyes blinking from the space opposite of me on Stephen's chest. Tony's hand reached for my face, stroking the side of it wordlessly - he wasn't the most vocal about his feelings but his eyes said it all. Tony was sad, hurt, a little bit angry but mostly he was relieved. It was the way he moved - nearly no traces of the tension that had gathered on his face in the previous weeks.

"Natasha should still train you, some basic hand to hand and weapons training, in case someone has it out for any of us. SHIELD's security has holes, you're basically one of us now. Everyone and their mother saw Clint hauling you to the quinjet," Tony finally grumbled, admitting his defeat. Everyone knew that if it had been up to him, I wouldn't leave the tower without an armed escort at all times. Thankfully, Bruce was there to screw on Tony's bolts right each time he wanted to go overboard. They thought I wouldn't notice, but I did.

Stephen's free hand landed in Tony's hair, the sorcerer effectively calmed both of us down with his gentle, unobtrusive support. He was far more empathetic than he liked to show. "That seems like a smart idea," He rumbled as my eyes began to drift shut once again.

With each steady breath, my heartbeat slowed and the feelings of guilt and dread began to dissipate. Tony might not had forgiven me yet but I was on my way to inner peace once more. I remembered feeling exactly the same way before our relationship, when every time I took a step inside Tony's lab, I tensed inwardly, shielded my feelings from his eyes, too focused on the outcome I thought would be absolutely disastrous. I had always thought he'd laugh at me, and yet... Laying on Steph's chest, inches away from Tony, my past panic seemed ridiculous.

"What's so funny?" Stephen asked, amused.

I didn't even notice the snort that managed to escape me. "Nothing," I answered immediately, feeling my face heat up. Oh my Loki, what kind of an idiot I had been...

"Sure," Tony's finger poked my cheek without preamble. "Staging a world domination plan, aren't we?" He snarked, much more like his usual self.

"I was just remembering when I was so terrified you'd find out I have a crush on you and you'd laugh at me," I mumbled, willing to placate Tony to avoid any more unnecessary lies and deceit.

Tony, did, in fact, laugh at my confession, but so did Stephen and I am pretty sure I heard Bruce snort from the direction of the archway leading into the spacious bedroom. The bed dipped as the scientist sat down, running a palm over my leg.

"I was pretty sure you would laugh at me," He admitted just as quietly and bashfully. Stephen and Tony only laughed harder. I heard the sound of a pillow hitting Steph in the face. "Let's go, Princess, let's leave the mean geezers alone. I made breakfast."

I could practically hear the pout in Bruce's voice and couldn't resist to comply, leaving a grumbling Tony to stretch and roll out of bed like a disgruntled cat.

"You're older than me, Bruce," Stephen rolled his eyes, I could feel his stare linger on my exposed thighs before Bruce picked me up. My sorcerer boyfriend switched to staring at Tony's bare back, which was an action I wholeheartedly supported.

"Cocky bastards," I stuck out my tongue a moment before we turned the corner and then all I could focus on was the feast of gods Bruce had made for us. The man was really too sweet and too kind, he never ceased to make me mushy and stuff. I stole a kiss, and then another one, and another one, until Tony's whining about the toast burning interrupted our moment.

The bread was fine. Tony was just being himself.

Our phones beeped at the same time - mine being already in my hand, as all normal young people did in the mornings - I looked at the message expecting another assemble and feeling my eyebrows crawl up at Steve's suggestion we all get some fresh air that day.

It had snowed. The whole city was covered in white, crisp snow, and Bucky has been liking nothing but other people's snowman pictures for several days. I suspected the brunette had convinced his boyfriend to take him out to build one or something, but as Steve was known to be exceptionally dense at times, Cap'n Jolly had unanimously decided it was a team bonding-slash-relaxing opportunity.

I relayed my thoughts to my own boyfriends, all of us giggling at Steve's eagerness to cater to his boyfriend and his cluelessness when it came to all things romantic. I was tempted to shoot Steve a text explaining his epic gamer moment but before I could even open the app, Bruce's eyes turned green briefly as he had a very obvious internal conversation with Hulk.

"Is that offer to spend time with Hulk still up?" The scientist asked timidly.

I had a lightbulb moment. "Absolutely!" I replied, watching my other two boyfriends. They didn't even bat an eye, evidently at peace with the green situation. "As long as the snowball fight is had with Thor, Steve or other enhanced individuals." Personally, I had no desire to be flipped over by a snowball the size of a watermelon. Or get any of the pretty but cold stuff under my clothes.

Bruce's responding grin was mostly Hulk.

It was a couple of days before Christmas. I was never one much for the holiday season, but something magical had seeped into me - it wasn't the shiny lights throughout the tower, it wasn't Clint's ugly Christmas sweater and the smell of gingerbread cookies and cinnamon that came from Wanda's apartment. I had no clue what it was, but it seemed to be tied to my boyfriends and Loki and many others who lived in the tower.

Bruce was all but wiggling during the car ride to the park - rationally, I knew it was the Hulk being excited but I still couldn't take my eyes off the usually reserved man. Bruce was happy. It made me smile and hold his hand like we were middle-schoolers in love. The rest of the team pretended to not notice it, or maybe they didn't care, or maybe they had already gotten used to my unconventional relationship.

Either way, Bucky had whisked Steve away almost immediately and I did what every kid ever had dreamed of. As Bruce went to a more secluded space to transform into the Hulk and Tony went to retrieve his thermos of coffee, I ushered Sam over to Steve's car and unlocked it, retrieving his shield from the trunk. It was heavier than it looked but did it stop me and Sam from running up the nearest hill and fighting over who gets to go first?

No, it did not. In mere moments, my ass was being frozen to the metal despite my snowsuit as I parked it inside the shield , holding onto the straps as Sam pushed on my back, hollering "Yeet!" at the top of his lungs, sending me in a steep slide towards where Thor was enthusiastically explaining something to the rest of the team.

"Oh shiiiiit!" I screamed, unprepared for the sudden increase in speed and the surprisingly good gliding abilities Captain America's shield possessed. "Watch o-o-out!" I yelled as the group scattered at the last moment. I heard some strong Russian words coming from Natasha, paired with snorts of badly concealed laughter.

The tree line grew closer by the second but the shield had no plans of stopping any time soon. Whoda thunk that things made of vibranium had all the characteristics to be the perfect sled? Something green entered my field of vision, stopping my crazy train with a grunt.

I answered with an oof of my own. One green palm was securely wrapped around me and the other held Steve's shield. "Hello," Hulk snorted, lifting me up like I was but a feather and setting me on his shoulder. "Puny Princess, don't hurt yourself," He stated firmly as I looked down at him, intrigued by the sudden change in his speech patterns. He sounded almost human.

"Hey, Big Guy," I ruffled his hair. "Aren't you cold?"

"No," He replied, setting me onto his shoulder. Hulk appeared to be completely unaffected by the December cold in his purple shorts. I felt my rear end begin to thaw, such was the heat that he emanated from his body. Meanwhile, Hulk caught Steve's eye, preparing to hurl the shield back to the frowning Captain.

Steve caught it effortlessly while Bucky ignored the interaction whatsoever, caught up in rolling an obscenely large ball of snow a ways from the group, tongue all but hanging out in concentration. I caught myself thinking he was gonna build a snow dick instead of a man and it made me feel...

"Wanna build a snowman?" I asked my green companion, rubbing my mittens in excitement.

The Hulk pondered for a brief moment, adopting that mischievous gleem, eyes shooting to Tony and Stephen who stood regally on the side of the clearing, sipping their hot beverages like the adult men that they were supposed to be. I snorted and Hulk echoed the sound, taking quick strides to a patch of land opposite Bucky. "No," Hulk shook his head. "We build a fort. Then smash," The green bean was all but vibrating in excitement.

Realistically, I knew I was gonna get snow stuck in uncomfortable places and might even get knocked over by an overeager person with super strength. But was I gonna pass up an opportunity to show off my superior construction skills? Hell naw.

It wasn't long before Stephen and Tony wandered off to us and began to pile up snow with a resigned huff, unsuccessful in their attempts to rebuff me ordering them around. In the end, we split in three teams, snow flew everywhere and by the time the battle was in peak heat, all of us were cold, wet and red-faced.

"To the death! BLOOD AND VINEGAR!!!" I screeched, hopping up and down after a series of small rapid snowballs I threw hit their target - Steve had a face full of snow and Bucky wasn't faring much better next to him, having had let a few of them hit him in the chest because he was distracted, doubling over in laughter at Steve's indignant, red face.

"You're bloodthirsty," Tony smirked from my side, dumping a fresh batch of ammo between me and Stephen. "It's hot."

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Invitation To Another World~Yoichi route

The gentle waves rocked the ship faintly and the sea breeze caressed my cheeks.

Yuno: “Mm...Nice breeze.”

Yoichi: “Yeah. I do feel like taking a nap with you.”

Yoichi-san happily stretches next to me.

A few days ago, Sueharu-san asked me to help him stock up on some rare medicinal herbs.

(He asked me because he wanted to have an opinion from a pharmacist like me....)

(I was also happy that Yoichi-san accompanied me as an escort.)

The goods have been stocked safely and we were returning to Hiraizumi by sea.

Yuno: “Oh, by the way, where is Sueharu-san?”

Yoichi: “He must be double-checking the goods over there. Well, it looks like it’s going to be a while before we get there, so let’s just relax.”

At that time, Sueharu-san comes from behind.

Sueharu: “Thanks for today, Yuno. You’ve been a great help.”

Yuno: “You don’t have to...I’m happy that I could help, also I got my hands on some rare medicinal herbs too.”

Sueharu-san smiles and placed a sort of chest of drawers in front of us.

Sueharu: “Also this is something I want you both to check out.”

Yoichi: “Oh, come on, are you trying to sell us something? Then, of course, you’ll give us for free right? In the name of ‘friendship.”

Sueharu: “Well, you both came all this way for me, so I’ll a little lenient, and also this contains a very rare type of kimonos.”

Sueharu-san opens the lid of the costume box and shows us.

Sueharu: “I’m not really sure where or who made it.”

(These kimonos do look unique....)

Yoichi: “Well, it’s unusual to see you, Sueharu dealing with a product from an unknown source.”

Sueharu: “Well, yeah. But even with that in mind, it really caught my eye. You have to keep your eye out on unique objects like these if you’re involved in this sort of business, right?”

Yoichi: “Of course.”

Sueharu: “Well, have a look at it anyway. It’s something you won’t get to see anywhere. If you wear these, you might get mistaken for a demon.”

Yoichi: “Who’s gonna wear these, anyway?”

Yoichi-san looks into the costumes as if he was amazed.

Yoichi(smiling): “Hey hey, this certainly is a unique material. Have a look, Yuno.”

At his urging, I also looked into the costumes and they were brightly colored and elaborately designed kimonos.

Even footwear is also available.

Yuno: “Wow...! These are really beautiful. It’s the first time I’ve seen a kimono like these.”

Sueharu: “Isn’t it? I told you won’t get to see things like this everyday.”

(Lovely!....I’d love to see Yoichi-san wearing this. I bet it would look great.)

Yoichi: “Nice. I bet it would look good on Yuno.”

Yuno: “Ehh.....”

(He thought the same thing as me.)

I turned my head to look at him and Yoichi-san, noticing my gaze, smiles at me.

Yoichi: “Hey, Yuno. Will you wear this for me? I might just fall in love with you all over again.”

Yuno(blushing): “Again....”

Just as my cheeks were red, Sueharu-san interrupted us.

Sueharu: “Don’t worry, Yuno. We’ll get to dress Yoichi up as well.”

Yoichi: “What? me too.”

Sueharu: “Of course, Yuno. Even you wanna see, right? Yoichi wearing this.”

Yuno(blushing): “Yes. I think it will look good on him.”

After a while, Sueharu-san brings out both the male and female costumes.

Sueharu: “You can pay me later. Why don’t you go and change for now?”

Yoichi: “How annoying....”

(Maybe you’re not too keen on it. But since we’re here----)

Yuno: “I’m curious to see how you’ll look like wearing that. Will you try it on?”

Yoichi(smiling): “......Awww, I can’t help it if you beg me like that.”

He sighs lightly, then smiles and puts his lips to my ear.

Yoichi: “----If I change my clothes, will you reward me later?”

His tempting words make my heart skip a beat.

Then we decide to go back to the room on board and change clothes.

.......................

(I wonder if Yoichi-san has finished changing too.)

As soon as I left the room feeling excited, I felt a shiver run down my spine.

(What is this feeling...)

Suddenly, the air around me becomes heavy and I started to shiver.

Yoichi: “Yuno? What’s wrong?”

I heard Yoichi-san’s voice from behind and when I turned around in relief---

Yuno: “!”

The ship lurched and I felt myself being thrown overboard.

(I’m falling....)

Yoichi: “Yuno!”

Yoichi’s hand grabs my arm. I felt like I was floating...and my consciousness sank into darkness.

................

(Mm.... did I faint?)

Yuno: “Yoichi-san...?”

When woke up I found myself looking around and immediately notice an abnormality.

(Ah.....)

The sky, which should have been clear, has turned dark and stagnant red.

There was an eerie mist in the air and a large moon was hovering in the sky.

Yuno: “Where am I...?”

While I was astonished by the bizarre scenery, I heard a familiar voice behind me.

Yoichi: “You’re awake. ....It looks like we have come to a strange place.”

(Yoichi-san....!)

I was relieved and when I turned around----

(Ah....)

My eyes widened to the different appearance of Yoichi-san.

Yuno: “You’re here too. ....What about Sueharu-san?”

I quickly asked when I remembered about the others.

Yoichi: “Well...If it weren’t for this situation, I’d be able to properly enjoy your lovely appearance.”

Yoichi-san’s white costume was exotic and suited him as if it had been made just for him. (Of course, it is.)

(Somehow it looks like someone I meet for the first time.)

I can’t help but admire him in the background of the moon.

(But as Yoichi-san said, now is not the time.)

Yuno: “Do you have any idea, where we are?”

Yoichi: “Well, I was trying to pull you back up, but then you suddenly fainted and we both fell. Then when I opened my eyes, I found myself here. I did a quick search, but there was no sign of Sueharu and any of the other sailors. It seems we’re the only ones here. In short, this looks like a ghost ship.”

(....!)

Yoichi: “By the way, since I came here, I’ve been feeling a bit heavy. How about you?”

Yuno: “Now that you mentioned it, I certainly feel my shoulders heavy.”

I felt an unnatural weight as if someone placed rocks on my shoulders.

Yoichi: “This situation sounds a bit familiar to me. I once asked Kurama out curiosity, about the demon world.”

Yuno: “!”

Those words gave me goosebumps.

Yoichi: “I feel like.....we are in the demon world. I don’t know the theory behind this, but there is a gateway that connects the demon world and the human world. Maybe we might have traveled through that when we fell off the ship.”

Yuno: “That’s....”

Yoichi: “Also the air of the demon world is not good for humans. So we should get out of here soon if possible.”

As I listened to Yoichi-san’s words, I felt a tinge of anxiety in my heart.

(Demon world.....why did we even come here?)

(Can we even get back home safely?)

Yoichi: “Awww....You look like a lost child.”

Yuno: “? Hey!”

Yoichi-san pinches my nose lightly. Then smiled mischievously and his round eyes reflected.

Yoichi(smiling): “It’s so cute when you look at me like that, I want to pull your cheeks every time, but I can’t right now. But don’t worry, I’ll take you home safely.”

(Yoichi-san....)

The joking tone of his voice conveys his kindness. My anxiety quickly faded and I smiled.

Yoichi: “Now let’s get out of this place.”

Yuno: “Yes.”

Yoichi-san pats me on my head.

(If Yoichi-san is by my side, I’m sure I’ll be okay.)

................

We got off the ghost ship and walked across the beach.

Yoichi: “Even the sea water is red.” 

Yuno: “Also the sky is dim, but it doesn’t feel like night time.”

(In the first place, this should have been daytime.)

Yoichi: “Maybe there might not be concepts like night and day here. Let’s just assume that what we learned about our world doesn’t work this side. Think like Kurama.”

The light-heartedness of Yoichi-san’s voice lightens my heart a little.

Yuno: “You’re right. Now I feel much better.”

Yoichi: “Looks like the air around here is better. Now, let’s find a way to our world.”

When Yoichi-san turns his head towards the sea.----

(.....!)

We heard wet footsteps behind us.  When we turned quickly, we see a woman swaying to a halt.

The water dripped from her body as if she had just come out of the sea and her scales glistened on her pale skin.

(Demon...!)

Yoichi: “Stay behind me.”

Yoichi-san stepped forward to shield me and took out his small sword from his sleeve.

Demon lady: “Oh, how tactless of you to point that thing at a lady.”

The demon snickers and looks at us mockingly.

Demon lady: “What are you doing here in the first place? Why are you pretending to be humans?”

(What.... does she not realize we are actually humans?)

Yoichi(whispers to Yuno): “I never thought Sueharu’s words about these clothes making us look like demons would come true.”

Yuno(whispers back): “Yeah. .....But it surely did fool that woman.”

Yoichi(whispers): “But in reality, it seems impossible. Then again, we don’t who made these, or maybe these clothes were actually made for this purpose.”

Demon lady: “Hey! What are you two whispering about? Are you going to ignore me?”

Then the demon lady walks towards Yoichi-san indignantly.

Yuno: “Yoichi-san!”

But for some reason, she stopped moving.

Demon lady: “Hmmmm? Look at you, you’re a handsome man!”

Yoichi: “Ha....?”

Then the demon lady looks at me.

Demon lady: “Is he your lover? Well, I don’t care even if he is. I’ll take care of him from now on. I’ll love him until I’m tired of him.”

Yuno: “Ha!”

As the demon lady stretched out her hand towards Yoichi-san----

Yoichi(smiling): “I’m sorry, but I’ve already got my hands full. I have no intention of looking for another woman.”

(Yoichi-san....)

Demon lady: “....Nonsense! She’s just a regular girl and you’re choosing her instead of me. Fine then, how about I give you something in return for this insult.”

The edge of her mouth twisted into a smile and she held up her right hand.

The next moment, before he could avoid it, a terrible light enveloped his whole body.

I rushed to Yoichi-san’s side, who was on his knees, and put my hand on his back.

Then the light disappeared.

Demon lady: “Hmph....I have the power to excite men. It won’t take effect right of the bat, so why don’t you enjoy the heat....with your girlfriend.”

Demon lady looks at me and smiled meaningfully. She turns her heels and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Yoichi: “What did that....woman do to me?”

Yuno: “Are you okay? Yoichi-san.”

Yoichi: “I’m alright. I’m not that weak of a guy.”

In a light tone to reassure me, Yoichi-san stands up.

Yoichi: “...More than that, let’s not stay here anymore. Come on, Yuno.”

Yoichi-san takes my hand and we started walking.

As I followed, the Demon woman’s words crossed my mind.

(What does she mean to get excited? Is he really going to be okay?)

............................

After walking for a while, we reached the ghost town.

Yuno: “The town looks spooky. I didn’t know there was such a place....”

While walking down the street, we saw many different demons.

Yoichi: “I wonder if this is what the Night Parade of 100 demons looks like in real life. It’s wise to not create a scene.”

Yuno: “You’re right.”

We hide in a narrow alley and looked around.

Yuno: “What should we do? Who are we going to ask....”

After saying my thoughts, I noticed that Yoichi-san was staring at me.

His gaze was somewhat feverish and he didn’t look the way how he usually does.

Yuno: “Yoichi-san?”

Yoichi-san looked flummoxed for a moment and then quickly looked away.

Yoichi: “It’s nothing.”

(Maybe that spell is starting to work....)

Yoichi: “Anyways, look at that one.”

My thoughts were interrupted when Yoichi-san showed me across the street.

As the street slowly cleared, we saw a lone demon walking towards our alley staggered, perhaps drunk.

Yoichi: “How about we ask him?”

Yoichi-san muttered in a light tone and waited for the demon to come in front of the alley and grabbed his arm.

Then he pulled him inside the alley.

Yuno: “Yoichi-san?”

The demon blinked vaguely and looked at us with a scowl.

Male Demon: “Who the fuck are you?”

(Yoichi-san what is your plan?)

I’m not sure what he’s thinking, but Yoichi-san smiles naturally.

Yoichi: “You look very drunk. Will you show us some good sake places?”

Demon man: “What, you want to drink too?”

Yoichi: “Yeah, but I’m not used to the area and they say human brewers are getting better at it these days. If you want can, will you show me sake shops around here. ......Oh, I don’t even mind human shops too. By the looks of it, you look like you’ll know some nice ones.”

Demon man: “Ha....Hahaha...Oh yeah! I’m a man with a discerning palate, alright”

The male demon laughs happily as if he was in a good mood.

Male demon: “Well, I’m feeling good tonight, so I’ll tell you my favorite ones.”

(He’s not doubting us at all.....)

(All thanks to Yoichi-san’s lively atmosphere.)

The male demon goes on telling his list of favorite sake shops in the demon world.

Then he stopped for a moment and stared at Yoichi-san.

Yoichi: ��Hm? What wrong?”

Male demon: “Hey, quick question.....so, did that fish lady cast some kind of spell on you?” 

Yoichi: “!”

(Is he referring to the woman we met at the beach. Does he know her?)

Yoichi-san quickly hid his momentary agitation and showed a troubled look on his face.

Yoichi: “Haa....That’s right. Looks like that’s what she does when someone declines her invitation. So, do know how to solve this?”

Male demon: “Oh, so that’s what it is. No worries lad----”

The male demon tells us about a hot spring that has a detoxifying effect.

(I’m glad....! So if he soaks in the hot springs, he’ll be cured.)

Yoichi: “Thank you very much. After the hot springs visit, I’ll definitely try out the sake shops you told me about. So how can we get to that shop in the human world?”

Male demon: “The gateway to the human world.....Hmm, there is one near the beach. There are three big trees on the beach, go through the middle of them.”

Then the male demon left, humming happily.

Yoichi: “The beach.....so that was our destination from the very start.”

Yoichi-san’s mouth twitches as he mutters.

Yuno: “But it’s good to know where exactly it is or else it would have been difficult.”

Yoichi: “...Hmm yeah.”

Yuno: “Let’s go to the hot springs first----”

I walked out in high spirits but soon realized that something was wrong with Yoichi-san.

When I turned around, I saw Yoichi-san putting his hand on the wall to support his wobbly body.

Yuno: " Are you okay...!?"

I run up to him quickly. Yoichi-san seemed like he was in pain.

Yuno: "Maybe..."

Yoichi-san looks up before I can finish.

Yoichi: ".....Yuno."

Yuno: ".....Um?"

His face is flushed and the eyes that were fixed on me had an uncontrollable heat.

When I was completely captivated by his gaze, Yoichi-san frowns as if he was enduring something.

Yoichi(blushing): "...Yuno, forgive me."

Yuno: "Yoichi-san---"

I tried to ask him what was wrong, but he covered my lips with a forceful kiss.

My back was pressed against the wall and he blocked my movements.

Yuno: "Mm...Ha..."

Yoichi(blushing): "........"

Yoichi-san parted his lips and looked at me from a distance where our breaths almost touched.

Yoichi(blushing): "....Hey, I want you so badly. You look so cute that...I just want to eat you all up."

A voice filled with desire strikes my ear.

(Maybe....spell is kicking in...)

When I was confused, his lips nibble my neck.

Yuno(blushing): "Ahh....."

A felt a faint pain and my body was on fire.

Yuno(blushing): "Yoichi...san..."

(Come back to your old self....)

I quickly grabbed his hand, and he looked up at me as if he had just realized what had happened.

Yoichi: "Yuno. .....Forgive me, I lost my resistance."

He says with a bitter look on his face and moves away.

Yuno(blushing): "Were you enduring it, all this time?"

Yoichi: "...Well, yeah. At first, it was nothing, but then it got worse and worse. It's like a slow-acting poison, apparently."

Yuno(blushing): "That's...."

Yoichi: "As a matter of fact, every time I look at you, I get all hot and excited. You never know what I might do to you....If you come near me, now."

Yoichi-san mutters teasingly. But his eyes had a dangerous heat in them when he looked at me.

(.....Mm.)

The place where his lips had touched earlier tingled sweetly.

I let out a small gasp, and Yoichi-san's hand touched my cheeks----

Yoichi: ".....Yuno."

Premium END // Epilogue

Finally, it's over!!! I was originally planning to start with Yoshitsune, but his main story was so so long, just only the main story. Compared to that Yoichi's was smaller. So I'll finish this one first, then Shigehira and finally Yoshitsune.

[justanoutlawfic]

Resurrected: The Last Night

Anny on Twitter prompted: Could you write Regina’s last night with Robin and the kids before she left?

Feel free to submit prompts for this verse or ask me/the characters questions about it!

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3 Years Ago

 When someone a person love dies, it’s normal to think about their final moments with them. If it was a spouse, did they share one final kiss? If it was a family member, were their last words “I love you”? Often times, there are no romantic, epic final words or moments. Mostly, just an ordinary, every day conversation. At worst, maybe spouses went to bed angry or a child shouted “I hate you!” before their parent left for the store, never to return.

 Regina didn’t want that for her final night.

 She knew the plan, she and Jefferson had discussed it at length. It was due to storm the next day. Her car would veer off the road and go into a ravine. Jefferson knew some people that could make sure that it could be reported that her body was IDed without Robin having to see it. He’d be convinced to have a closed casket. Life would go on.

 Without her in it.

 Regina wanted to back out several times at first. They had a nice dinner, she made her lasagna that they all loved with apple turnovers for dessert. Between work and caring for three kids, she hadn’t had time to do it since before Margot was born, but she wanted to give it to them.

 She let Henry and Roland pick out a movie to watch. They all cuddled up on the couch while Willy Wonka played on the screen. Margot was nestled in her arms, reaching for the necklace that was around her neck. Robin had given it to her for their third anniversary. It was simple, a silver feather hanging from a matching chain but she loved it. On their third date, they went hiking and she had hated every minute of it. He had given her a feather he found, since there were no flowers around. It became a symbol of their relationship. At their wedding, there had been feathers in the bridesmaids’ bouquets and the groomsmen’s boutonnieres.

 A part of Regina wondered if she should bring it with her or leave it for Margot. She didn’t know when she’d be able to come back, if ever. She wanted her daughter to have it, she’d leave it in her jewelry box and hope that Robin knew to give it to her someday.

 “You like that necklace, don’t you, Maggie?” Regina asked softly.

Robin chuckled, wrapping an arm around her. “I think she’s 10 months old and thinks it’s shiny.”

“Either way, I want her to have it someday.”

He tilted his head. “Really?”

“It’s a special part of us. Maybe it can be a part of her.”

“Regina, are you okay?”

She forced a smile as she looked into his eyes. “I’m fine. Just thinking about the future is all.”

“Let’s focus on the present.” He kissed her and she snuggled deeper into him, listening to the ramblings of Gene Wilder.

 After the movie, it was bedtime for the kids. Regina wanted to protest, say they could stay up just a little later…but she knew that’d be too suspicious. She allowed Robin to take Margot for bath time and she lead the boys upstairs, helping Roland get ready for bed. She had washed his favorite Star Wars pajamas, so they were nice and warm as he slid into them.

 “Mama,” he said as she pulled the covers up over him. “We’re going to the zoo next week at school.”

“That sounds like fun.”

“Can you chaperone?”

Regina bit her lip. Normally, she shuffled work to make sure she could chaperone these things, but she didn’t want to make a promise she couldn’t keep. “I don’t think I’ll be able to.”

“Why not?”

“I just…I’m working on a case,” she lied. “But maybe Daddy can take you,”

“Okay. Will you read me a story?”

“Of course, my little knight.”

 She grabbed “On The Night You Were Born” and began to read it to him. Roland curled up in her side and she felt her breath catch as she got to the end. It was getting later, she still had to tend to Henry. She didn’t want the moment to end. Couldn’t she just freeze time and read to Roland? His birthday was in just a month. She had begged Jefferson to let her stay so she could spend one last one with him, but he told her that Zelena would step in if they didn’t do it soon.

 God, she hated that woman. Another part of her hated herself. If she had just let things go after she lost the case, if she hadn’t been so stubborn to avenge Neal Gold’s death, then maybe she wouldn’t be in this situation.

 Once the book was over, she pressed a kiss to her son’s curls and realized he was asleep. “I love you Rolo,” she whispered.

 She headed down the hall to Henry’s room, he was reading his own book. Regina realized that her oldest son was close to being a pre-teen. She was going to miss puberty and his teen years. Some parents might be envious of that, but this was her first baby. She had watched him grow. Deep down, she knew that Robin would never lean on him more than needed, but he’d still grow up fast. Both she and her husband had lost a parent long before they should’ve and it had an effect on them. She had been Henry’s age when Cora died and she always promised she’d do what she could to not do that to any of her children.

 Oh, how stupid that promise had been.

 “It’s time for bed, sweetheart,” she said.

Henry groaned, but put a marker in his book. “Alright.”

She walked closer and pulled up the blankets. “Do you want me to read to you a bit?”

He rolled his eyes slightly. “I’m not a baby like Roland or Margot, I don’t need that stuff.”

 Any other night, she would’ve rolled her eyes in return. That particular one, however, it made her want to cry. It wasn’t as if he knew, but she didn’t want him to have any regrets.

 “You’ll always be my baby,” she reminded him, instead. “I love you so much, remember that.”

“I love you too, Mom. Are you okay?”

“I’m fine.” She kissed his forehead. “I have to leave early tomorrow, so have a good day.”

“You too.”

 He rolled over in bed, shutting his eyes. She knew the minute she left, his booklight would be on and he’d be reading again. She’d let him do it, unlike all the other nights she’d sneak the light out with her. She saw his tiny smile as she left the room, almost as if he knew that she was giving her blessing to give him a little bit more time.

 Knowing she would say goodbye to her daughter last, she went downstairs and cleaned up the living room and kitchen. She answered some e-mails, debating whether or not to call her father. No, he’d be suspicious the minute he heard her voice.

 Eventually, she went upstairs to her room. She found Robin coming out of the bathroom, in his pajamas and looking exhausted. She walked over to him and kissed him passionately. He smiled within the kiss and wrapped his arms around her.

 “I love this,” he whispered, when they pulled away for air. “But I’ve got to drop Henry off at school for a project early tomorrow. Rain check?”

 Regina bit her lip, she needed one last night with him, just as badly as he would wish they have. Yet, she didn’t want to pressure him. She didn’t want to fight that night.

 “Sure.”

 They climbed under the covers and he wrapped her in his arms, kissing her collarbone. God, Regina loved those kisses. Anyone could give a peck on the lips, but kisses elsewhere were just so overrated. She was going to miss them.

 “I love you,” he mumbled.

“I love you too.”

 She knew Robin could move on. She wanted him to. She didn’t want him to spend the rest of his life mourning and grieving. She wasn’t sure if she ever would find someone new, but she hoped he wouldn’t be lonely. Maybe her kids would gain a new mother figure. As much as it hurt, she needed them to be happy. She needed them to move on. It was the only way she’d ever be able to live with herself.

 Regina didn’t sleep that night. Robin was snoring softly not long after they curled up in each other’s arms, but her mind was swirling. She’d go to her office and do a bit of work in the morning. Once it was storming enough, she’d start driving to grab lunch. She’d meet up with Jefferson, who would arrange for her car to go overboard. One of his friends would arrange for her to head to his private airport, where her entire look could change.

 Regina Locksley-Mills would be dead. Roni Ramirez would live on in Seattle, Washington. No family, no friends. Just a bartender who needed a fresh start.

 Eventually, her alarm clock went off and she smashed the button. She wormed herself out of Robin’s grasp and got ready before turning to her husband. Since she got up, in her sleep he had sprawled out, taking up half the bed. God, she was going to miss him. She gently kissed his lips, which made him mumble something before falling back asleep, not even opening his eyes.

 “I’m sorry,” she whispered as soon as she knew that he wouldn’t hear it. “I am so sorry.”

 She headed to the nursery where Margot slept soundly. She ran her fingers through her hair. Robin, Roland and Henry would remember her. They’d have the good times in their heads. For Margot, she’d be a legend, a story. She’d have pictures, but she’d never know the love that Regina felt her.

 She lifted the sleeping baby into her arms and rested her forehead against hers. She inhaled her sweet baby smell, reminding herself how lucky she was that she was by far their easiest baby. Slept through the night by 6 months, wasn’t even waking up then. Her stomach moved up and down to show she still breathed, but outside that, she wasn’t even moving.

 “I love you, Peanut. And I am so sorry, Mommy’s so sorry.”

 Sliding her back down into the crib, Regina walked out of the room and found a family portrait that hung on the wall. It had been taken a little after Margot was born, their annual photoshoot. They were all in suits, even the baby. Everyone was smiling from ear to ear, Margot hadn’t even put up much of a fuss. It was how she wanted to remember her family. Pure, sweet.

 Regina walked down the stairs and set up the coffee so all Robin would have to do was turn on the machine. She put dry cereal in the bowls so Henry and Roland would just have to add the milk. She even fixed a bottle for Margot and made sure her breakfast was out.

 Soon, there was nothing left to do but walk out the door for the last time. Regina’s car would pull down Mifflin Street one final time.

 She wouldn’t return for another 3 years.

[griffinkathryn95]

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How I Got Back At My Ex

[bradshawsophia]

How To Avoid Court In Divorce Cheap And Easy Tricks

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On The Edge of the World

Pongo tries to show @deltheor ‘s Sydney one of his favorite spots on Mira, but it doesn’t go as planned.

“Where the fuck are we going? Why can’t we go back to the city? Can I pay you to leave me alone? I got dirt on my suede pants, you better pay to have these cleaned -”

Oh my goodness.

Sydney is quite the chatterbox. I do not remember him being this talkative the last time we saw each other - though, ah, those were not on the best terms. I cannot believe he tried to Brainjack me and I did not realize it! But hey, the past is in the past. I can safely say that I am looking forward to getting to know him better!

Though at this point? It is obvious that he likes clothes. And money. And clothes that cost a lot of money. And he curses often too. He is very different from BLADEs I have met in the past, but that is not a bad thing! Besides, he is being himself with me. That is all I could ask for in a person.

I guess I could also ask him to stop being such a negative Man Sea, but that might be overboard.

“I will! Trust me, I will,” I tell him as we continue along the beaten path, “But can you promise me that you will lighten up and have some fun? You looked like you need some time away from everything.”

Sydney rolls his eyes. “Past tense. Do I look like I give a fuck now?”

“No. And you did not before. I think it would be better if you gave a fork because then you would care about things and caring about things is good!”

“I don’t want to care about anything.”

I sigh. “How about you care about getting through this? I know that is a harsh way to put it -”

“It’s not.”

“- but once you get some fresh air you can go right back, I promise! I can even drive you back there in my Skell!” I offer him.

Sydney folds his arms over his chest. He is wearing a tank top so his arms are exposed. There is a decent amount of muscle - we might have the same build, now that I think about it. But dang, does he make it look good.

“What the fuck are you looking at?!”

“Your muscles - I MEAN THE SKY.”

Sydney scoffs at me, “Fucking weirdo. Now can we keep going before I die of boredom?”

I nod quickly. “R-Right! Not much further now, I promise!”

And I mean that promise when I say it. We keep walking along the dirt path up the grassy hills of Primordia. The sky is alive with clouds and birds and butterflies and it is the prettiest thing in this moment besides Sydney. Little does he know that I am taking him to perhaps the greatest viewpoint on the continent, my tiny sanctuary away from home. It requires a great deal of climbing, but it is nothing we cannot handle!

As we reach our destination, I stare off into the distance. The ledge is fairly high up and provides both a view of Primordia and of the neighboring continent, Noctilum. On clear days I enjoy coming here to watch the sun fall beneath the Noctilum horizon, and that is what I plan on showing Sydney.

I stop at the edge of the cliffside, staring out into the vastness of Noctilum. Sydney has come up on my left side, the breeze pushing his ponytail over his shoulder. “Oh perfect, you’re another one of those Pathfuckers. Wanna take me to all the new and shiny places on Mira, do ya?”

“I do!” I say. “Though, it is Pathfinders, and I am not one of them. I come here a lot to clear my mind and get away from the stress of the city. I thought it might help you relax a bit.”

“I don’t need to relax, I don’t need to do anything,” He growls, “I don’t want to be here.”

There is silence for a moment. I ask myself if it would be better for him to leave - he is obviously not happy, maybe I can bring him to a different spot - but then I realize something.”

“If you really did not want to be here, you would have left already.”

“Yeah, I would’ve, but then you would’ve chased me down and forced rainbows and cupcakes down my fucking mouth until I died of optimism.” Sydney mutters, “You’re a stubborn ass and I’m in no mood to get tackled to the ground and ruin more of my outfit.”

“I would not tackle you! I would gently persuade you to stay and maybe offer you a cool rock.”

He rolls his eyes and moves to push his ponytail to the side. His hair used to be short and spiked up with an unhealthy amount of hair gel, but now it looks natural. If anything I could say it looks unkempt, but in a good way. I think it suits him, so I decide to tell him that.

“I like how you grew out your hair. It looks good on you.”

“Whatever.”

Not really up for conversation, I suppose. But it is no matter! There are other ways to get to him, there have to be. I open my mouth to say something else, but something clicks inside my head. He looks very different from the few times I saw him last. He wore fancy suits and drove gold Skells and owned eleven yachts. I inwardly hate to admit this, but now he looks sluggish and depressed. Such a drastic change had to have been sparked by something. Such a change could be the result of something happening to him.

I intend not to discover what it was, but rather, to help him heal.

“Hey, ah...I know this might sound weird,” I begin slowly, making sure he pays attention, “But you know you can tell me anything, right?”

“Why would I want to?” He spits.

I scratch the back of my head. “I am really good at keeping secrets and keeping promises. Promise me to keep a secret and I will say nothing of it, never ever. It can just be something between us, you know?”

“That’s childish and pathetic.”

“Is it? I think it could help you. You look a lot different than before and I have no idea if it is intentional or not. And even if there is nothing wrong now…” I heave a deep sigh.

All of a sudden, Sydney spins towards me, bearing a nasty snarl. “Why do you even want to help me?! Everyone fucking hates me, why don’t you?! Aren’t there any other lowlives on this fucking space rock that you could be destroying slowly with your kindness?!”

He sounds mad. No, let me correct myself, he is mad. I do not think I have encountered anything like this before, but I will be danged if I do not make another effort to help him.

So I tell him, “Not everybody hates you, Sydney. They just need to see you for who you really are.”

“Who I really am...I’m fucking worthless.”

“Not at all. You mean the world to me, Sydney. You are worth more than all the stars in the sky, and if it takes me years to convince you of that, then you had better prepare yourself for some rainbows and cupcakes.”

Again, silence. All he does is stare at me for a while. As the sun begins to dive beneath the horizon, the light in his eyes start to fade. I blink once, and everything changes faster than I can anticipate. Sydney crumples to the ground, arms limply hanging at his sides as tears stream down his face. He holds back a gasp for air and it turns into a set of ugly sobs. I can already feel myself sinking into the ground because the weight on my heart has gotten heavier. Without hesitation I meet him on the ground so our eyes meet. He looks down at the ground, biting the unpierced part of his lip.

“Why…”

One word. One simple, yet effective word. It is a good question. Why am I doing this? Maybe there are other people who need me more than he does. But for the time being, he is here and so am I.

I lean in and wrap my arms over his shoulders, pulling him in for a close hug. He puts his head in my shoulder, his sobs growing louder. Gently I pat his back and take in the smell of his shampoo - Japanese cherry blossom? - in silence. I figure that there is no need to speak right now. When he is ready, he will say something. The sun finally disappears, and in the newborn night his sobs start to quiet. He makes no moves to get up from this embrace, so there I stay, my arms wrapped around his body, eyes closed. I imagine that we will not speak for a while, because right now nothing needs to be said. All I know is that I can help. I will help.

So on the edge of the world, right in this moment, I make the silent promise to be there for him, no matter what he goes through, no matter what he sees. Even if I am there only to listen, I will stay for him.