#I am on the fence about it but i may! just please dont be upset if I don't :')

[janebonbon]

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[the-writing-dump-bin]

Hey all, Just a heads up about this random fic I just did.

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO READ IT

This was just me using writing as an outlet because I was feeling depressed but I still wanted to post it. Its nothing but what I have in my head and I wanted to get it out.

So please, just skip over this, okay? Thank you.

(Jotaro POV)

There is no reason for her to be put through something like that, even someone like me knows that.

I'm well aware on how I am perceived by others; big, muscular, brooding brute who wears a permanent scowl on his face. But deep down inside, I care for her.

Developing feelings for her wasn't on my list. She was seeing someone, seemed happy with him; she even got engaged. But then things started going south. There was yelling, screaming, hurtful words flung at each other and crying. A couple years ago, I heard her crying outside in her back yard. It was annoying, but I couldn't help but ask if she was alright. Though with how quiet I was, I think I may have starttled her a little bit.

"Oh!" She gasped, wiping away her tears. "Yeah, I'm fine, thanks."

Typical answer for someone who isn't 'fine'. I just glared at her then went back to my own thing.

~

A couple months later, I learned that she was being accused of cheating with a friend from her old school. She didn't seem the type to do that sort of thing. She was quiet and not really outgoing. Plus, I never saw anyone come or go from the house. One night, during a fight, I happened to overhear her fiance accuse her again, but this time he used me as an example.

"Maybe youre not sleeping with that guy from school, maybe you're sleeping with the neighbour! Ive seen you talking to him over the fence!"

"I'm not sleeping with anyone! What do I have to do to get through to you?!" She wailed, the pain evident in her sobs.

I wanted to stomp over there and beat the shit out of him, but I stayed put, my heart breaking a little that I couldn't do much for her.

~

I started talking to her a little more whenever she went outside. One winter, I saw her out in her front yard shoveling her walkway and sidewalk, struggling with the heavy snow we had gotten.

"Do you need help?" I offered.

Adjusting her hat, she just gave me a small smile, her glasses fogging from the heavy breathing she was doing. "Its okay. I'm almost done anyways. Thanks though."

"Where is your husband? He should be doing this."

Her face fell a little at the mention of him. "He's inside, playing his video games." She went back to shoveling.

Fuck sakes I grab the shovel from her and start on her walkway. "Go inside. I'll do this." She just stands there and stares at me. I think I may have been a little too harsh, but I was frustrated that he would make her do this while he stayed inside to play video games. "I don't mind. I have to do mine anyway."

"Th-Thanks..." She said, slowly retreating back to her house.

~

As time went on, nothing seemed to change, except maybe our friendship. She started voicing her problems to me, which if it were anyone else, I would have told them to piss off and leave me alone. But not her. I want her to feel like I am a safe place to come to when she's scared or upset.

I heard everything she told me. From when the relationship started to where she is now. She cries but I'm not sure how I should console her; I just sit in silence and let her vent.

There was absolutely no reason she had to go through this. She's a sweet and loyal woman who was verbally and mentally abused for so long that she feels guilty to even try and look for any little bit of happiness. That asshole made her feel like she couldn't have friends, couldn't go out anywhere without him knowing exactly who she was with, where she was and when she would be home. She couldn't even talk to the opposite sex without him accusing her of cheating.

I want to give her happiness. I may be an asshole sometimes, but I would never do something like that to someone I claimed to love. Before she leaves, she gives me a hug, thanking me for listening. It takes everything for me not to bend my head down and kiss the top of her head. I wrap my arms around her and squeeze her gently. "I'll be here if you ever need me." I can feel her smile against my chest. "Thank you, Jotaro." She whispers.

~

Its present day.

She told me that her and her fiance finally broke up a couple months ago and that he was going to move out. I was happy she finally found the courage to do it and hopefully move on.

But coming home after my latest excursion, I notice her and her father putting boxes in his truck. I can hear them talk about sports; she's laughing as she pokes fun at her father's team. When he leaves, I walk over to her.

"Hey, Jotaro!" She greets me, smiling. "You're back! How was your trip?"

It warms my heart to see her happy to see me. "It was okay. I brought you something back." I hand her a little plush turtle I got her. She's beaming and hugs it, saying that I didn't have to get her anything, but she thanks me. "What was with the boxes?" I ask.

She goes quiet and looks away from me. "Well, the other day, we had another fight and he told me to get out. So I tried finding a place but I am way too broke to even move anywhere right now so I'm moving to my parents house until I can find a place. He did apologize to me afterwards, saying that the house is just as much as mine as it is his, so he can't really kick me out..."

She pauses, holding back her emotions before she continues. "But I have to get out. I can't live here anymore with him. If I do, I dont think I would last much longer."

I feel rage course through my veins. This man who she was with for ten years was driving her to the point where she wants to end it all. I have to hold myself in check. "Then I'm glad you're getting out. I don't want you to do that and for the love of god don't ever think those things again. You need to be here. I need you here."

She starts to cry again so I pull her into a strong embrace. I let her sob in my arms, she needs to know I care about her. "When everything calms down, I'll help you get a place. I'll help you with anything you need." I mean it. I know shes not ready to date, but I will wait for her forever if I have to.

She nuzzles into my chest and I feel my heart beat faster. "You're kind, Jotaro. Even if you don't come off that way. There is something about you that makes me think I can understand you."

Those words struck me. I had been hiding emotions since I was a teen and not that good at expressing myself. But she can see through that wall I built that no one else ever could. I'm grateful for her.

I want her to be happy. I want her to smile and enjoy the little things...

And I want to be the one who can do that for her.

[starvedfortime]

for people who are asking me for tips and tricks for apex, I have a few that I've learned along the way of my one year almost two year process of playing Apex

use shield cells before syringes

don't be afraid to use ammo (if you have lots of it)

if your teammate is down and you're in a team fight, do not worry about them, you can pick them up later! (unless you're lifeline)

the same goes if they go down all the way, grab their banner later

grab lots and lots of shield cells compared to syringes (I usually do two shield batteries 8 shield cells four syringes two med kits, although some people like to go almost all shield batteries and shield cells)

if it's first and second-round, it's okay to stay in the ring to loot boxes, it won't damage you as much as third or fourth or so on and so on(I used to be really scared of the ring)

if you're getting shot, slide and zig zag a lot and take cover (even if it's a small rock)

if you have an auto gun don't go for purple scopes!!!(unless its digital threat or you wanna use single fire)

r301 and flatline have both auto and single fire without hop up

play around with the guns in the firing range!! see what setup fits your playing style or tactic that you're going for, for that match. (not that it matters anymore in season 6)

me personally I like to go for either r-301/prowler, r-99/prowler, flatline/prowler, double prowler/r-99/r-301, prowler/hemlok. i could go on but if you can't tell already my favorite gun is the prowler(this was before season six)

go in the firing range and learn how each gun recoil works (example: r99 while aiming recoils up and to the right, so aim down and left)

don't loot in one area for most of the round, hop through different areas

if you're looting a box, just skim through it for what you need (syringes, add-ons like mags or stocks, ammo) unless you know for sure no one is around

don't play one character for too long, youll be stranded if you have no back up

once you get comfortable and know the basics of one character, try to practice another (Im comfortable playing Wattson, Loba, Octane Lifeline and kind of bloodhound, so now I am practicing Mirage)

you may not think of it, but choose skins that blend in with the map. like beige or green or white. or even black! (just an option tho)

there's no such thing as over using your abilities, unless it gives out your position.*cough* gibby *cough* bangalore *cough*

so don't be afraid to use bloodhounds scanner a lot. or lobas jumpdrive or wraiths phasing or mirage decoy or octane stim...you get the point

for the love of God if you are playing lifeline, heal your teammates!!! don't let your teammate revive your other teammate. you do it, thats kind of why lifeline was made

speaking of lifeline, if you see her reviving someone, shoot her, not the person who is getting revived. (you can easily kill them because they will have low health when they are up)

when you're up against an enemy, and you have to reload, DON'T

sounds kind of weird saying it, but if you have another auto gun switch guns. you really don't want to be caught while reloading when you can easily just switch to another gun.

try getting guns that arent the same as your teamamtes that way you dont run out of ammo.

just suggesting

if your style is more campy, try getting an auto paired with a sniper or if you still want double auto, get an auto of your choice and then either a flat line or r301 with purple scope (as i said above, you can switch from single to auto with those two)

every ammo type has different effects. better understanding of what I mean; this video explains it (very old, so not sure if its still the accurate)

if someones being toxic, mute them. some people say it doesnt bother them but it can still ruin the whole mood. you want to be excited and happy to play not angry or upset.

imma be a basic bitch here, but be positive. i sound so cliche saying it, but when im positive or have teammates hyping me up i do SO much better

ping loot for your teamates, know what they have. that way when you get in a fight theyll be just as prepared. its not fun when you or another teamate gets down because one person has white shields while someone has purple

if you don't use grenades that much or feel like you should be using more grenades and you play on ps4, set your settings to grenadier (im sure its the same for xbox but im not sure)

dont. ever. grab. a Mozambique. unless you're like some god or whatever just dont. as of now, Mozambique is THE worst gun ever. if you have no other choice grab it but if you find aNYthing else, switch it. heck, a p2020 is better

please dont destroy lobas black market unless everyone has gotten something. I've had so many people hit my black market and i haven't even grabbed anything nor has my other teammate. let the lobas destroy it.

tips for certain gear

give gibby and lifelines the golden backpack, they can revive faster and better with it

if there is a lifeline, give her the golden knockdown she can help revive downed teamates

the golden helmet shortens the cooldown on lengends tactical

prioritize giving wattson and caustic the golden helmet, more traps the better

prioritize giving the golden helmet to bloodhound, rev, crypto, gibby, rampart and lifeline if you wanna push

giving the golden helmet to characters like loba, path, wraith, bangalore, octane, and mirage are more for escaping

using finishers gets all your shields back

tips for each legends (from my experience)

wattson:

place fences behind doors if you are in a building

if you find an accelerator, use it right away unless you already have your ultimate

she will get full ultimate with an accelerator

if you start to get in the fight, immediately put down your ultimate

make sure you have backup accelerators(alteast two or more)

place your fences in zigzags if you are camping

if you do that the enemies have no choice but to walk through or go away (unless you don't have your ultimate down, then they can just throw grenades and destroy them)

grenades and any incoming artillery will be destroyed if you have your ultimate down

no matter what kind of building you're in, always put down fences

if you're playing her or have her on your team and you get hurt and have no shields and barely any health, make sure the ultimate is down and heal yourself first before using shields

healing yourself first is more efficient than using shields first since her ultimate heals shields, you can hit two birds with one stone (unless you have a phoenix kit)

have the habit of placing fences down fast, it does not matter if its precise

if youve just put down fences and decide to go somewhere else, you can pick them up so you don't have to wait for them to come back

place fences at the end of the portal, like caustic↓

lifeline:

if you're the only one low on health, do not use your drone, use syringes

I see a lot of lifeline players do this but they never put down D.O.C and i don't understand why

always put down your drone if your team is low on health or in a fight or reviving, if you're just looting and running around, don't put it down you never know when somethings gonna happen

you can use lifelines ultimate to trick people (the care package has a beam and when it opens it goes away so you can tell if someone is nearby if you see the care package light go away)

you can use the care package as a way of cover from bullets

open up the blue bins!!!!!!

loba:

you can use her jump drive to get into windows and tight spots

you can't run while doing jump drive though

her ultimate has a long range so go to places like the cities or the cage to get the most out of her ultimate

there's really no point if you put it in a small tiny place where you can easily loot everything within like 30 seconds

like lifeline she can use her ultimate as a way to block bullets, but it can be destroyed

use accelerators

octane:

I know his whole point is being fast but do not go so far ahead of your team(you can easily run into it an enemy squad or have your teammates left behind)

you don't need as many syringes as you would with any other character, he can heal but very slowly.

if you don't have a wattson or a caustic you can place the jump pad in front of the door and they can't get it in

unlike caustic or wattson, his jump pad never goes away so you can make as many jump pads as you want

if you are octane or have an octane on your team and you're down, you can use the jump pad to get away

caustic:

placing his traps next to the doors is perfectly fine but it's best to place them right in front of the door(like right where the door and wall meet)

just like wattson, he can pick up his traps

if you're playing with a wraith, always put down a trap at the end of her portal (that way if enemies follow you, they'll get gassed)

if you're camping in a building and enemies are trying to get in but they know you have the gas traps laying down, you can shoot them to release the gas

at the bottom of his traps there's a little green light that you can shoot that will destroy them (you don't have to hit exactly there but make sure you hit the bottom) you can only do this to enemy caustics

bloodhound:

if you hear any sort of noise, no matter how loud it is, and you know its not your teammates, use your scan

you can see footsteps but your teammates can't, ping them but dont spam

you have to time the ultimate right or else you'll just get shot down

using the ult has an animation, so enemies can shoot you during that moment

you can scan and see who the real mirage is by seeing if they have a triangle in the middle of their chest. the fake ones won't have it

gibraltar:

if you don't have a lifeline throw down your dome and it will revive teammates faster(along with shields and heals)

i honestly dont ever play gibby, like at all. along with bangalore.

banagalore:

she kinda useless

i love her but, my god

shes so boring 😭 i feel so bad

not much to her really

she can run fast when she gets shot

she REALLY needs a change or huge buff

wraith:

she really good if shes paired with a wattson or caustic or revenant

use her portal to get away from the zone or to bait enemies into the zone

if you ever hear her voice warning you, immediately warn your teamates

pathfinder:

use his zipline to get out of situations

get up on higher ground with his grapple or zipline

use the map beacons to see where your next ring is, that way you can see where you can loot before the ring closes in

you can grapple enemies, ziplines and cryptos drone

mirage:

the next best person to revive someone is mirage, he goes invisible when respawning and reviving teammates

send a decoy and go the other way

use decoys to see where the enemies are if you don't have a bloodhound or a crypto

crypto:

don't stay in drone mode for too long that's when you're the most vulnerable

don't take forever trying to scope out the area that your team is in

just see what's around you and logout of your drone

the best way to use his drone (in my opinion) is to scout the area and then go up high and look down in a birdseye view so you can see almost everything around you

his drone EMP can remove 50 shields, traps, and slow down enemies

if you're going to use your drone, stand in a corner or behind something so you don't get caught

revenant:

take advantage of his wall climb and get on higher ground

don't throw his tactical right at the person. if they are running throw it in front or behind them

use his tactical as traps, meaning; if there's only two doors throw one at each door

put his totem somewhere safe, enemies can shoot at it

that's all I really have on the legends. I'm starting to play different characters other than lifeline, wattson, loba, octane and bloodhound. if you have any more tips for each legend go ahead and tell me and ill add it here

[straw-bana-blog]

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Ruby Sun 

Friday

(5:13 p.m.) Hey Ruby what are we supposed to bring??? Blake said u said nothing but like (5:13 p.m.) We can’t bring NOTHING, y’know? (5:26 p.m.) Ruby. Pls (5:27 p.m.) we have to leave right now!!! Help me out here!! (5:30 p.m.) we’re leaving I’m bringing a literal dildo

(5:31 p.m.) nO (5:32 p.m.) pls dont sun im begging u

(10:58 p.m.) ur lucky I’m a good friend

(10:58 p.m.) i seriously would have died (10:58 p.m.) thank u for not ruining my innocent soul

(11:03 p.m.) I wouldn’t have done it you know. I don’t even have a dildo. Where do ppl get them?? Do they just magically appear under ur bed?

(11:04 p.m.) :)

Sunday

(8:47 a.m.) hey r u busy??

(8:48 a.m.) I mean it’s summer holidays and it’s before 9 in the morning on a sunday, but nah I’m free

(8:52 a.m.) gr8. meet me @ my place in 10

(8:53 a.m.) ????? where are ur manners young lady

(8:58 a.m.) pls? :)

(8:59 a.m) I’ll be there in 15 (1:43 p.m.) u make it back ok?

(1:45 p.m.) ye (1:46 p.m.) just got back now y?

(1:52 p.m.) just making sure you’re ok (1:56 p.m.) sorry we ended up being out so late… my bad

(1:57 p.m.) don’t worry about it, like I said, it was my fault too. I just needed to talk to someone, thanks for listening.

(1:57 p.m.) hey I’m just glad you came to me first (1:58 p.m.) also I think this is the first time u actually used proper grammar wow

(1:59 p.m.) i can use proper grammar whenevr i want 2 ty vry much (1:59 p.m.) and actually I messaged Blake first :^)

(2:01 p.m.) ur evil

(2:02 p.m.) u kno u love it (2:02 p.m.) + what did u expect ur sis is HOT

(2:03 p.m.) somebody, please kill me.

(8:53 p.m.) hey sun what r u doing tomorrow?

(8:55 p.m.) ruby i love u but I CAN’T go for another 5 hour walk tomorrow (8:55 p.m.) I will literally die (8:56 p.m.) I can already feel my legs turning to lead. please. have mercy.

(8:58 p.m.) nono, Yang wants to know if u and blake wanna come over tomorrow and do a movie marathon (8:58 p.m.) we’re inviting weiss too, if that helps blake :p (8:59 p.m.) but trust me i think my legs r about to fall off 2. so much regret…(8:59 p.m.) i think it’s a sign i should start working out again.

(9:00 p.m.) you used to work out?? When? (9:00 p.m.) as a kid??

(9:01 p.m.) o yea, u weren’t here yet back then… (9:02 p.m.) ok u have to promise not to laugh here.

(9:04 p.m.) why would I laugh at you?? have u seen my abs??? being strong is cool

(9:05 p.m.) yeah when it’s for cool reasons. (9:06 p.m.) I…. used to fence…..

(9:07 p.m.) …...as in put fences up?

(9:07 p.m.) sGVajhKhBkdu I’m leaving

(9:08 p.m.) no! no I’m just kidding ruby don’t go! I’m sorry it’s just a little funny (9:10 p.m.) you’re just not the type of person I imagine fencing I guess…? (9:23 p.m.) ruby pls…. (9:48 p.m.) Blake said she can come if that helps…… (9:52 p.m.) which means I can come too? (9:57 p.m.) why do u do this.

Tuesday

(1:30 a.m.) hey u still awake??

(1:32 a.m.) yeah, got Blake on me tho. Trapped. (1:33 a.m.) she’s heavier than u would think

(1:34 a.m.) ye, yang and weiss r actually cuddling rn it’s kinda cute

(1:35 a.m.) better not tell Blake in the morning

(1:35 a.m.) i’m not stupid enough to, i dont wanna die so young

(1:36 a.m.) so what are you still doing up??

(1:36 a.m.) i could ask u the same thing

(1:36 a.m.) dodge the question much? Don’t make me come over there and tickle it out of u. u know i will

(1:37 a.m.) it really isn’t anything serious actually. I just couldn’t sleep I guess?? I’ve been having more and more trouble lately. And it’s even harder with everyone else sleeping in the same room. (1:37 a.m.) like I love Yang but her snoring…. I’m surprised weiss hasn’t woken up or kicked her or something already

(1:38 a.m.) oh i’m sorry. and we were all being pretty loud too when you decided to try and get some sleep earlier… did you even get any?

(1:39 a.m.) nah, but don’t worry :) I don’t normally sleep that much anyway.

(1:40 a.m.) jeez i’m sorry ruby. I’ll remember for next time. Do you want me to let you try and get some sleep?

(1:40 a.m.) no don’t worry about it sun, honestly. I’ll get a couple hours at least. It’ll just take me a while to actually get to sleep

(1:41 a.m.) do u want me to wake up Blake and we can leave?? That might help. We could just wake everyone up and all go home… (1:41 a.m.) I know you still live with Yang, but I can’t help that. You just gotta live with it.

(1:42 a.m.) don’t worry, I’m not that worried about Yang :p (1:42 a.m.) really though, don’t worry. It’s not something that can be helped (1:43 a.m.) I think even if I was in a dark and silent room, I’d still have trouble sleeping you know? (1:44 a.m.) It’s not really something I’ve talked about with anyone else but… I’ve been having nightmares ever since Yang lost her arm. (1:45 a.m.) before you say anything, I know it was an accident, but it still scares me, you know? I’m not a stranger to death, but seeing my sister come that close…

(1:45 a.m.) Hey, Ruby don’t worry about explaining yourself to me. You know I’ll support you no matter what right? (1:46 a.m.) Look. I know we’re not really the best of friends, but I care about you. A lot. Probably more than you think. I think you’re strong and cool, and looking back I probably should have known you would have done fencing or SOMETHING, with your love of weapons. (1:47 a.m.) I just want you to know I care about you. So if you ever need to talk, like yesterday.. I’m here for you. That includes talking about your nightmares, and everything that happened with Yang.

(1:49 a.m.) thanks sun. I’m sorry for bothering you again. I promise, there’s nothing majorly wrong with me, it’s just some nightmares. Really. I’ll come to you if I ever think it’s starting to become more. And I won’t even pretend to message Blake first :p

(1:50 a.m.) No problem, Rubes. I’m glad you trust me enough to share this sorta stuff with.

(1:50 a.m.) :) (1:54 a.m.) Hey (1:54 a.m.) do u wanna know why I quit fencing? It’s actually a funny story.

(1:55 a.m.) shoot.

(1:56 a.m.) well actually, the funny story is why I STARTED fencing, but it’s all the same story anyway. (1:57 a.m.) so actually the reason I started is because I wanted to swing a sword around (what a shocker :p) and I thought fencing would be cool. I thought I’d get to stab some people and learn how to swing a sword (1:58 a.m.) what I didn’t know was that you don’t get a sword. And you don’t even really get to swing your sword around a lot. You just sorta… poke ppl. (1:59 a.m.) anyway, I was actually pretty good for a while… I got into the national championship. Everyone was super proud of me. Yang and dad came to every game. My uncle Qrow even made it to the finals. (2:00 a.m.) Then I lost. (2:00 a.m.) The funny thing was, I didn’t even really care. Everyone else seemed to be way more disappointed than I was. I was just… glad it was over and I didn’t have to go to another, harder match. (2:01 a.m.) so I quit. I’d kept going because I was making everyone proud, I kept going because I was good. But once I had nothing left to do it for, I just… Couldn’t bring myself to even try. (2:02 a.m.) anyway dad was… let’s just say really upset. It was super dramatic. But Yang… She understood why, I think. (2:03 a.m.) she just gave me a slap on the back and said ‘Competition too easy for you eh? I know what that’s like.’ (2:04 a.m.) I always appreciated that she just understood me and let it go, you know? And now sometimes I go to martial arts practise with her and just watch. She’s pretty good at hand-to-hand. (2:05 a.m.) sometimes I think about just following her footsteps. But I think I need to find something that I’m good at all on my own.

(2:07 a.m.) You just keep on surprising me Ruby. (2:07 a.m.) No but really, that’s actually mature of you. I think it’s pretty cool you want to find something for yourself.

(2:08 a.m.) I’ve always been the type to try and walk my own path, I guess.

(2:09 a.m.) That doesn’t surprise me at all.

(2:11 a.m.) hey im gonna go to bed now, but thanks for listening sun. i feel a lot better :)

(2:12 a.m.) no problem

Wednesday

(1:25 p.m.) hELP (1:26 p.m.) yang is chasing me. i think shes going 2 kill me (1:26 p.m.) she MAY be covered in grape soda…. from a can… that i may have shook up… a lot (1:28 p.m.) sun pls help???

(1:31 p.m.) I think I’m good, rubes. shes ur sister

(1:32 p.m.) D: (1:35 p.m.) you’re lucky im a fast runner. otherwise i think i would be ded (1:37 p.m.) im not even joking. yang MIGHT have been wearing her new white shirt….. and it may or may not be stained right now… hehe (1:38 p.m.) u should have seen the look on her face when she realised it was me. hilarious

(1:38 p.m.) what r we going to do with u…. honestly (1:39 p.m.) u NEVER stick around to watch the crime. they can’t blame u if they can’t see u ;)

(1:42 p.m.) I think you might be a bad influence on me….

(1:43 p.m.) D: (1:44 p.m.) excuse u which one of us is the junior detective huh? That’s right. me 

(1:45 p.m.) i think ur forgetting which one of us stowed away on a ship to get here

(1:46 p.m.) u got me there, princess 

(1:46 p.m.) ;) (2:03 p.m.) hey what are u doing right now anyway???

(2:05 p.m.) on the clock actually. a junior detective’s work is never done!

(2:06 p.m.) ha-ha (2:06 p.m.) no but really.

(2:08 p.m.) no really, I am actually on the clock right now, why?

(2:09 p.m.) oh (2:11 p.m.) no reason I was just curious. Blake said u weren’t at home (2:12 p.m.) i though maybe u had gone and got urself a girlfriend or something ; 

(2:15 p.m.) Nah. I know I flirt a lot with other girls.. but I don’t really want to date anyone right now

(2:23 p.m.) oh ok. (2:25 p.m.) i was just joking u know. i know ur not really that kinda guy (2:26 p.m.) You’re too nice

(2:29 p.m.) u calling me a nice guy??? (2:33 p.m.) you’re gonna ruin my bad boy cred :^(

(2:35 p.m.) haha don’t worry. i’ll keep ur secret :^)

(2:40 p.m.) knew i could trust u red

(2:43 p.m.) ugh. regretting it already

(2:45 p.m.) what? don’t like it?

(2:46 p.m.) doesn’t it sound creepy 2 u????

(2:49 p.m.) should i just stick to princess? ;)

(2:52 p.m.) pls…. although it is better than red……

(2:55 p.m.) I’m taking that as a yes, princess!

(2:59 p.m.) why r we even friends…..

(3:01 p.m.) u know u love it

 Friday

 (11:48 p.m.) hey, you wanna go for a midnight walk

(11:52 p.m.) but… it’s cold

(11:53 p.m.) It’s summer! (11:54 p.m.) :(

(11:55 p.m.)  how about u come over here? u can join me in my blanket nest ^^

(11:56 p.m.) that is so… (11:56 p.m.) adorable. (11:57 p.m.) alright I’m in. be over in 10?

(11:59 p.m.) :D

Saturday

 (4:32 a.m.) hey u make it back ok? i feel bad u had to walk back in the dark alone…

(4:33 a.m.) don’t worry, I’m a big strong man <3 (4:34 a.m.) which means if I got stabbed, I could yell SO loud. (4:34 a.m.) im sure you’d come save me

(4:35 a.m.) ….but it’s so cold outside….

(4:35 a.m.) RUBY! (4:36 a.m.) D’:

(4:39 a.m.) im sorry… you’ll be remembered sun

(4:42 a.m.) i wouldn’t need to be remembered if u would come outside and save me!!!

(4:43 a.m.) sun was such a great guy, everybody loved him and his loud, girly screams….

(4:45 a.m.) i guess I’ll just save myself then :^( (4:47 a.m.) i’ll be my own knight in shining armour

(4:50 a.m.) good for u!!! u don’t need no man

(4:52 a.m.) i might if i was getting STABBED, ruby

(4:53 a.m.) nah, girl power sun!

(4:54 a.m.) I think that only counts if you’re actually a girl.

(4:56 a.m.) girl power is good for everybody!

(4:57 a.m.) except when ur getting STABBED. did i mention???

(4:59 a.m.) you big baby (4:59 a.m.) fine… I guess I would force myself to leave the sweet, warm embrace of my blanket nest for u…. If u were getting stabbed.

(5:01 a.m.) :) (3:06 p.m.) hey, do u wanna go to the movies with me tonight? (3:09 p.m.) just you and me

(3:09 p.m.) oh sorry, i already asked yang, is that ok?? It can just be the three of us if u want?

(3:12 p.m.) yea thats fine. (3:13 p.m.) but I get to pick the movie this time!

(3:15 p.m.) noo you always pick those buddy cop movies!! They’re all the saaame! People shoot each other and the cops always win

(3:18 p.m.) hey, Try Hard 3: Try harderest is a classic and you can’t deny it! You know you loved watching it (3:23 p.m.) besides, last time u picked we watched a stupid movie about a dying dog

(3:25 p.m.) hey, how was I supposed to know the dog was going to die??? it traumatized me just as much (3:27 p.m.) and if it was so stupid, then why were u crying 10 minutes in????

(3:32 p.m.) hey little bobby finding out Bud had cancer was an emotional, tender moment where ANYONE would have cried. (3:32 p.m.) Anyone who didn’t is a monster.

(3:34 p.m.) hmm… (3:36 p.m.) anyway, Yang said she wants to go see Injustice 5 (3:37 p.m.) it’s still an action movie, so you should be happy right?

(3:40 p.m.) well… (3:41 p.m.) it’s no Try Hard 3, but it’s better than whatever you might suggest.

(3:42 p.m.) hey! (3:43 p.m.) I can pick out good movies, just you watch. Next time we go let me pick. I’ll prove u wrong

(3:45 p.m.) deal. (3:45 p.m.) but next time no inviting Yang. just the two of us.

(3:47 p.m.) you’re weird (3:49 p.m.) but deal. I’m gonna pick a movie so great u will bow before me! (3:52 p.m.) and then you’ll have to pay for the next movie

(3:53 p.m.) yeah yeah, but I’m only paying for you! (3:54 p.m.) and if i win u have to buy me dinner :p

(3:56 p.m.) as if I would ever lose!

(3:59 p.m.) yeah well i think no matter what happens, i’m not losing either ;)

(3:59 p.m.) again. ur weird

(4:01 p.m.) ;* <3

Thursday

 (2:31 a.m.) I’m boreed.

(2:32 a.m.) and I’m sleepy (2:32 a.m.) what’s up??

(2:33 a.m.) idk. just cant sleep i guess

(2:34 a.m.) is there something i can do?

(2:35 a.m.) not sure. talk to me

(2:36 a.m.) about what?

(2:37 a.m.) i dont know, puppies? unicorns and rainbows??? whatevers on your mind

(2:38 a.m.) ok puppies ARE always on my mind, but unicorns and rainbows sun? Really??

(2:38 a.m.) hey im not the innocent one of the group ok (2:39 a.m.) what do u think about then?

(2:41 a.m.) idk… regular stuff??? my friends, my family… people i care about. also puppies

(2:42 a.m.) yea i got that part. (2:42 a.m.) and i guess i just thought maybe (2:43 a.m.) idk (2:43 a.m.) that you thought about crushes or something (2:44 a.m.) that’s what most ppl think about

(2:46 a.m.) yeah i guess. sometimes i do. idk i don’t really have any crushes right now (2:47 a.m.) unless you count my undying love for cookies. (2:47 a.m.) and Blake’s thighs ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

(2:48 a.m.) ur so weird ruby (2:49 a.m.) you’re supposed to be the innocent one

(2:50 a.m.) oh you know im only kidding. (2:51 a.m.) blakes too in love with weiss anyway

(2:51 a.m.) if she wasn’t, would you like her??

(2:52 a.m.) what do you mean?

(2:53 a.m.) i was just asking. since we were already on the topic of crushes anyway

(2:54 a.m.) I guess (2:55 a.m.) nah but really. i liked blake once but… it was just a stupid crush (2:56 a.m.) and anyway that was before u got here.

(2:57 a.m.) what does that mean??

(2:58 a.m.) what? Nothing??? I just meant it was a while ago

(2:59 a.m.) oh ok

(3:01 a.m.) you’ve been weirdly interested in crushes lately

(3:02 a.m.) not really. i’ve been asking everyone. guess im just curious

(3:04 a.m.) u want to talk about something?

(3:08 a.m.) not really (3:09 a.m.) anyways thanks 4 curing my boredom (3:09 a.m.) I’m gonna go to bed now

(3:10 a.m.) hey don’t leave!! now i cant sleep :(

(3:11 a.m.) goodnight ;*

(3:12 a.m.) Sun Wukong u get ur butt back here (3:15 a.m.) sun pls (3:22 a.m.) ugh goodnight

 Friday

 (5:47 p.m.) hey yang and i are gonna be a little late (5:47 p.m.) we kinda crashed

(5:48 p.m.) what???! On her bike???? Were you guys wearing helmets? Are you okay?????

(5:50 p.m.) yeah, yeah we’re fine. It’s nothing major, we just have to exchange insurance details with the guy who ran into us. (5:51 p.m.) yang’s got a big cut on her leg but she said she’ll just bandage it when we get over there.

(5:52 p.m.) you guys aren’t even going to the hospital?? Go to the hospital!!!

(5:53 p.m.) calm down, monkey boy. We’re fine, really. it isn’t a big deal. Yang’s bike even still works

(5:54 p.m.) leave it there, im coming to get u guys (5:57 p.m.) where r u  

(5:59 p.m.) you don’t need to sun we’re like, 5 minutes away.

(5:59 p.m.) already in the car bout 2 drive (6:00 p.m.) call me 2 tell me where u r

(6:01 p.m.) u really don’t need to…. But ok

(11:59 p.m.) hey where did u go?

 Saturday

 (12:00 a.m.) I just went for a walk. I needed to clear my head

(12:01 a.m.) hey if this is about earlier im sorry

(12:02 a.m.) nono, i just needed some fresh air dw (12:02 a.m.) it was just a bit crowded in there

(12:03 a.m.) rubes, it was just the gang. (12:04 a.m.) what’s really going on

(12:05 a.m.) it’s nothing (12: 06 a.m.) i guess im just thinking about what you said earlier

(12:07 a.m.) that? i said don’t worry about that. its not your problem.

(12:10 a.m.) no that’s not what i meant (12:11 a.m.) forget about it

(12:12 a.m.) what does that mean??? (12:12 a.m.) what did i say? (12:15 a.m.) ruby??? (1:03 a.m.) hey at least come back, ok? i promise i won’t make u talk about it (1:16 a.m.) just come back ok?

(1:29 a.m.) im already home, don’t worry. u guys stay there (1:32 a.m.) I think I just need a little sleep (1:34 a.m.) im not really feeling well

(1:35 a.m.) well it’s no wonder when you were out in the cold for 2 hours (1:36 a.m.) im coming over

(1:38 a.m.) no just stay over there ok? You guys have fun

(1:39 a.m.) ruby. Clearly im not going to have fun if you’re not here.

(1:42 a.m.) sure you will. Everything’s fun if you’re there

(1:43 a.m.) ok I’m really coming over there now.

(1:44 a.m.) and i’m going to bed (1:45 a.m.) have fun with your party, monkey boy

(1:45 a.m.) hey I’m the only one giving out nicknames here (1:47 a.m.) sleep well x

 Sunday

 (11:30 a.m.) hey are you feeling any better? Yang told me you’ve been throwing up

(11:34 a.m.) how nice of her. (11:35 a.m.) I’m ok. I think I really did get sick being out in the cold for hours…

(11:36 a.m.) told u (11:38 a.m.) do you want me to come over and make you soup?

(11:45 a.m.) yes please (11:46 a.m.) you’re the best

(11:49 a.m.) I know right? ;) (11:49 a.m.) anyways I’ll be over in 10 ok? In the meantime pls don’t die on me

(11:53 a.m.) yes because that’s exactly my plan

(11:54 a.m.) it’s a very good plan, princess.

(11:57 a.m.) don’t patronize me, Wukong (→_→)

(11:59 a.m.) please you love it

(12:01 a.m.) … (12:02 a.m.) <3

(12:02 a.m.) :D

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