#I am NOT a crier so I was sooo taken by surprise at how much I was crying yesterday

[narumi-gens]

I just got home from this really important and huge work conference that we hold and I was just soooo emotional yesterday on the last day of the event (good emotional). I won’t say too much about what I do but I work for a nonprofit so it’s mission-based work that I really really care a lot about and I just couldn’t stop crying yesterday and am still a little weepy today when I think about it (also v v v exhausted and sleepy).

[nojam-secrettime]

blood ties; 03 [SVT’s S.Coups]

Genre: vamp!AU, fluff, supernatural!AU

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Word Count: 1.3k

Admin: Rianne⭐️

As soon as Namjoon left, Seungcheol turned to you, "Oh my god, you're okay, you're safe. He didn't hurt you right?" He asked, his hands running up and down your arms as he looked you over. He couldn't smell any blood, so he knew nothing was bleeding. But he wouldn't be able to sense if Namjoon grabbed you too firmly or if he pushed you a little.

He slowed a little when you started nodding your head, you moved to wrap your arms around his torso and buried your face in his chest. He easily moved to stroking your hair calmingly and rubbing your back. "You're safe, baby. I got you." He murmured as your body's instant reaction to the crash of adrenaline was to cry.

You surprised even yourself as you started bawling, Seungcheol held you through it all, giving you time to catch your breath. You were an ugly crier, honestly, your eyes got all puffy and your face all red. When you pulled away, he smiled at you and wiped away your tears.

You hiccuped once and tried to catch your breath enough to ask the question that had been bothering you, "You're not mad at me?"  You hiccuped again at the end of your question, looking away. You were honestly afraid of the answer, what if he was mad but he felt so bad for you so he wasn't going to say anything?

The surprise on his face gave you a bit of relief, "No, of course not, baby! Why would I be?" He asked, hands on your shoulders. He took slow deliberate breaths, unnecessary, but he was trying to calm you into rhythmic breathing to get rid of the hiccups.

"I kept that secret from you, I've known almost my life about it. And you should've heard it from me and not Namjoon." You told him, pulling away from him. You were so disgusted with yourself, Namjoon of all people, told him instead of you. You should've done it, it was your responsibility and he trusted you.

Seungcheol wrapped his arms around you tighter as he felt you pull away, "Baby, I would never be mad at you for something like that. You shouldn't tell just anyone something like that and I understand why you didn't want to tell me." He told you, giving you a reassuring smile.

You frowned, but nodded. He was forgiving you, but you couldn't shake the feeling that something was still wrong. "What did he mean by the way?" You asked just as Seungcheol took your hand to lead you out of the alley. You had taken a few steps when he stopped.

"Hmm?"

He turned to you and you pressed on, "Namjoon. What did he mean by I'm not Marked?" You asked, making Seungcheol sigh.

He opened his mouth once but said nothing, he shook his head and reached out to brush his fingertips over your cheek. He curled your hair behind your ear, his fingers lazily dragging down to your neck. It tickled, but it also felt nice. You willed yourself to not say anything as he opened his mouth to speak again.

"He meant that I haven't drank from you yet, that I haven't made you mine, that you are still a free human who belongs to no one." He said, his hand curling around the back of neck. You didn't dare breathe, watching him take in a deep shaky breath.

"You smell wonderful as always." He said, his eyes glazing over in red. "It shouldn't even matter whether you're Marked or not, you're mine. You always have been and always will." He muttered, you stood there, frozen as he dragged his nose along your jawline. His breath tickled your skin but you couldn't move.

What did that mean? It sounded so much heavier than your four-year relationship, something you didn't know. You both kept so many secrets, but this felt different, you needed to know.

He pulled away from you just as you got your brain to function normally again, "Come on, baby. Let's go home." He said, smiling at you. He took your hand and started leading the way again but you noticed his smile hadn't reached his eyes. It was a sad sort of smile, one you didn't see very often when he looked at you.

But you let him lead you back to the apartment in silence, the one you shared in the co-op. Few vampires were out and about but none of them dared to bother the two of you. He kept you as close to him as possible, while he kept an eye out for any possible ambush.

But nothing. You reached the apartment in peace and he let the both of you in and went straight to your bedroom and grabbed you clothes. That nagging feeling in the back of your mind still bothering you, leaving you in a haze of confusion.

You had to figure it out, what was it? He knew something that you didn't, but what?

You turned the hot water on and stood there, alone with your thoughts of what just happened. Seungcheol had said you were his, always had been. He said that he knew everything about you. He was surprised when Namjoon told him about the compulsion.

But was that what he was surprised about? You replayed it over and over again in your head, their conversation, him on your neck after. You thoroughly showered and sighed, unless it was true.

You had assumed he was lying when he said he knew everything about you, but what if he wasn't? He had already known about the compulsion, that's why he wasn't upset? He made it sound like it was okay that you didn't trust him, which wasn't true.

You trusted him with everything, your life, your blood, everything. And he knew that, there was no way he believed you didn't trust him. You groaned loudly, throwing your face under the water in anger.

He had known, there was no other explanation, he knew about the compulsion immunity before you had even told him anything. He knew.

In an instant, you shut off the water and quickly changed into clothes, rushing out of the bathroom where he was on the phone, his back to you.

"Yes, sir. She's safe." He said in a low voice. "I would never let anything happen to her."

You took a step forward and he visibly jumped the sound of your arrival. He turned, clearing his throat, hanging up the phone quickly.

"You knew." You said simply, looking directly at him. "You knew about the immunity, that's why you weren't surprised when Namjoon told you."

He started shaking his head in denial and glared at him, "Don't lie to me, Seungcheol." You said sternly. "Who were you on the phone with?"

He crossed the room, holding his arms out to try and wrap you up, you moved out of the way just enough to reject him. "Baby, I can explain."

"So you don't deny it then." You frowned, crossing your arms over your chest. You felt too exposed, he had always known more about you than you of him and that hurt more than anything.

Seungcheol sighed, standing right in front of you, looking down at your feet. "I knew about it, yes, but there's a lot of things you don't know, and now isn't the best time to tell you but you should probably find out before anything else happens." He said softly.

You frowned, looking at him as he hung his head low. "What is that supposed to mean." You said, biting back the anger in your voice. He knew this whole time and said nothing? This whole time since that day you met at the carnival?

"Your immunity is because of your bloodline, and I am your Consort."

A/N: hi~~ Sooo.. LOL. yes there will be a part 4 :) no, i don’t know how long this is gonna be honestly. And i don’t even know how this happened ... it sorta just.. happened but anyway~ Enjoy :D