#I also don't want to make getting pregnant harder when I already have endometriosis

[ftmdilfmode]

So if anyone wants to know how my mental state is going, I found someone online who's within reasonable driving distance from me and we have pretty much all of the same kinks, including breeding and pregnancy, and I'm genuinely entertaining the idea of running away with them and our kids and immediately pausing my testosterone and getting Clomid off the dark web to try to give them a twin pregnancy as soon as we can realistically be together.

So I'm totally stable and normal.

I'm fine.

My anniversary with my partner is Thursday.

I'm fine.