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blackbackedjackal · 8 months ago

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there's cliche's and then there's intentionally leaving a piece vague but it still having meaning and assuming your audience isn't stupid so they can come to their own conclusions about how the piece makes them feel based on visual language

#that's what we did in art school #when you actually have to do shows and tell people in person your artist's statement #I like seeing how people feel and react to my work rather than care about the style or aesthetic or tropes used #it's the /meaning/ of the piece and I love how even though my experience is specific #it still feels relatable to others #in that moment where people go wow or that's so cool like #i had a guy run up to me once just because he bloboed a work of art I made #i love that shit #i miss shows but eugh pandemic :(#jackal's journal #my art historian would have a fit rn #her whole thing is Pompeii and she showed us how much enjoying and relating to things you love or find neat helps inspire you more #than worrying about how other people feel about you #like damn

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rexscanonwife · 1 year ago

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🌱 we are so back promo!!!! 🌱

💛💛Hello everybody!! :3 Jane here! I was distracted for a while but now that I'm settled in with my partner I'm back and starting to focus on f/os again!💛💛

I have a variety of interests but right now I'm fixated on Pikmin, and I ship with Erma Shepherd from the fourth game, and my more detailed f/o list can be found here! I missed y'all and I hope I can get back into the swing with interacting and talking with folks here!

ps. yellow pikmin are my favorite!!

#jane journals #self insert talk #self ship #self shipping community #self insert comminity #self ship promo #self insert promo #hewwo everyone!!#pls feel free to tag me in smth or send me an ask or a dm for anything at all!!#i was gonna wait till i actually had some new ship art for u guys to post this #but ah fuck it #we ball!!

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10piecechickenmcnugget · 2 months ago

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last night i had a dream that martyn inthelittlewood was on game changer and the game was that you had to pick from one of three birds and the twist would be that if your bird got drawn you lost. so martyn picked all three. and when sam reich was like you can’t do that martyn handed him $1000 in cash and when everyone was like hey why do you have a thousand dollars in cash just with you. he pulled out his wallet that looked like a really shitty leather journal full of those little clear plastic divider pockets where he had even more cash sorted by how much it was worth. and that was the whole dream

#i was also there i think i was the guy who brought the birds cause they were actual live birds #and i asked him why he had so much loose cash and insulted his wallet #“what is this sketchbook middle schooler journal ass wallet” <- my exact words #10piecetalks #i’d like to add also that it was like so many different kinds of cash. it wasn’t like 10 $100 bills it was like a handful of ones a handful #of tens etc etc. it was wild #inthelittlewood #sure i’ll tag that.

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micahdotgov · 7 months ago

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help me its so dark in here

#why is there no website that has screencaps of every scene like so many other movies have i had to use imdb and they hate saving pics #this is getting bad though. four viewings in five days and i fully plan on watching it again tomorrow #i read the first chapter of the book last night but then realised i didn't care enough sorry to the real guys the film is more fun #this time i fucking took notes. like took actual notes to help my yaoi. scary things happening.#micah.txt #journalism yaoi tag

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akaakeis · 4 months ago

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i found my old wattpad account... and through that, my old amino account... im embarrassed, ashamed even.

#sav's journal #no bc why was i actually popular i had over 500 followers on that amino account #WENT ON AMINO AND SAW PEOPLE HAD COMMENTED ON MY WALL LIKE “i miss you :((”#like fuck #guys i was embarrassing back then #eughhhh #but honestly the edits i had posted were LOWKEY...#they were just a little good #i wish i didn't find it #chat i did NOT want to see that #but ig i have some okayish memories from back then(?)#i remember going onto that site as likeeee a 10 year old and i became friends w a guy that was 17... and he LIKED me...#“age is just a number”#YOU SAID WHAT???#funniest shit ever solely because that guy still follows my spotify account #wake up babe new sav lore just dropped!

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turtlespancake · 4 months ago

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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU

#rambling #surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING #“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything #but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over #“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS #“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them #they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering #“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL #but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE #is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act #is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too #actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back #had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard #i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out #sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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Recent game related things .. hrmm...

#I do like the inconsistency of the first map. that is actually something older but that I re-found and added to my Game Reference stuff #so that when characters reference where they're from I can be accurate. I like that the whole map is kind of shifted up that way. Where the #actual south part doesnt even count as the south since its Too Far and Scary lol. and if you say you're from 'the north' thats basically #like.. one single continent. Though some people do make distinctions like 'north midlands' or etc. still. I like the ways that common #language isn't always precisely accurate like that. and thinking about why a culture would classify things a certain way or etc. etc.#The inventory page is so funny to me because it's literally just the BASe like.. sample layout just to make sure it works properly with 0 #actual design into it. just colored rectangles thrown together in MS paint. but what if I like... left it like that.. what if all the other #art in the game and UI is like stylized and fully matching BUT the inventory/journal/etc. screens I just left as plain colored blocks #with random misalignments and black spots and etc gjhbhjj... It looks unfinished in a Funny Contrast way to me.#the wordcounts are just like... my past few days of writing.. I am still not getting 2200 words a day done or whatever I needed. I'm lucky #if it's even half of that .... tee hee.. :3c I do also keep having appointments and other things going on but..grrr...#The full map of the area is probably not necessary but I thought it would be more realisitc if people were able to reference things. Like i #you have people all living in a city area probably at some point someone might mention a neighboring city or some landmark nearby #or etc. so I thought having at least the basic names of what's around for reference would be sensible. A side character mentioning #'oh yeah I don't live here full time I just travel from Marisene sometimes' or whatever makes it seem more like a Real #Fleshed Out Place than people just making vague references like 'the river' or 'i come from a city nearby' or 'i went to a place somewhere #around here' or 'the other city' or etc. lol.. Especially since global cities/global areas are weird as they operate almost like an #independent country within their walls. so it's like a micro country inside of another country usually. just plopped down in some agreed #upon plot of land that won't be too disruptive to the main country around it. That could get very complex depending on the cultural and #political backdrop of where they're placed (though obviously they try to choose the 'easiest' areas possible for it). Asen is a very mild #country without much history of conflict or anything so it's fine. But still interesting that Sifeh and the entire branched out global area #border three other districts of Asen. Which means like 3 times the local representitives you'l have to negotiate with for some major change #or anything. I think one of the 'random characters you can find around the world and have short discussions with just to make the area #feel more populated and real even though theyre not actual important npcs' is going to be a guy who actually serves on the council that #handles running the global areas and he's like.. some perpetually exhausted middle aged elf running around with a clipboard or whatever #ANYWAY...... hrgh... still trying to write when I can....#I WISH so badly that I had the scope for a simple character creation menu and all character interactions would allot for the background #of your player character. And also to have a simple day night cycle where places in the world you explore/people you talk to during the day #have new options or dialogue at night.. BUT alas... I already am so behind on everything as is lol.. aughhh... T o T #As the worlds number one Needless Detail And Complexity Enjoyer i must dilligently prevent myself from adding additional complexity

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highfunctioningfleshrule63 · 1 month ago

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'that small period of time where christian was being brutalised by the shield'. wait, when was this? could you explain the lore for those of us who weren't watching wwe then?

i dont claim to be the guy who knows anything alright. i have an extensive journal on e+c's various runs/matches, but of course i haven't seen all of em yet. but hopefully thats ok.

tltr; christian's final run in wwe aligned w the shield heyday (if u don't count one comeback for 2021 royal rumble and the stupid shenanigans w randall orton. which was just brotherhood bond stuff imo since he would go and chip in his hard training n conditioning work over at The Other Promotion with the all-righteous dad bod-that's-not-a-dad bod.) this was 2010-2013ish, right after the whole 2008-9 ecw's brand-death with him as the captain oh my captain on that sinking ship. anyway, heres the cagematch stats:

however, the more well-known shield v. christian thing was when the shield roughed him up to psychologically fuck with edge (who was on the side of daniel bryan being champ over orton, + just hated trips who was on orton's side, + i believe at this time the shield were doing trips dirty work) who couldn't wrestle in the ring cause this was the og retirement. but he had his special princess talk show the cutting edge just to run his mouth, which i do not understand why The Other Promotion doesnt have a recorded version of that. Or something. I just wanna see dad #2.

heres the video of this happening. sep 9th, 2013 ep of raw which was edge's "return" at that time:

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pictures from the backstage segment after this attack:

i actually have the trading card of this occurrence, which made me laugh. so heres that too:

if you are interested, here are more videos of various matches (+ a relevant promo):

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#ive become so. paranoid of anons now. but im the prick whos swamping the e and or c tags w shit drawings #anyway. heres a little run down. i dunno. i had this sitting in my inbox for a while cause i didnt know how to answer it #my precious journal....i actually continued writing in it tonite. i have all of the “more interesting” matches seperated out #liveblogging #ALSO SIDE NOTE. rewatching the ambrose match. christians a vocal guy in the ring its fucking awesome its like comedically so

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rexscanonwife · 7 months ago

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I had a really stupid thought while I was in the shower about the initial 'episode' my s/i is introduced in where the girls are trying to warn Utonium about his new lady friend 😂 ofc my s/i's human form would look like me and that means being visibly nonwhite/Latina and I thought of them exclaiming that she's an alien...and Utonium responding with something like "Girls! I'm surprised at you, everyone has a right to live in this country no matter where they come from." 😂😂😂

#jane journals #self insert talk #💟 space girl ��#im not adding all those tags im lazy rn ajfkf #but LISTEN...IT WAS THE LATE 90S THEY WOULD MAKE A JOKE LIKE THAT #you'd be surprised #and ofc its a 'dont judge a book by its cover' lesson #or maybe a 'dont assume the worst in someone' type dealie #they actually DO have a similar episode in season 6 when the girls get a substitute teacher who looks like a badass demon guy #his design actually genuinely fucks but hes just chillin!! hes just a good lad #my s/i would get along with him ajfjgg #but yeah!! just a silly thought i had #my partner suggested that maybe they were previously watching some kind of alien invasion movie #like independence day or smth 😂 and THATS why they were especially on edge cause theyve done that in a similar ep too

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yuukimiyas · 1 year ago

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g’mornin & happy monday friends! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა my supervisor is messin w my schedule so i have today off & fri-sun!! i’m thinkin of goin to a lil coffee shop to get some writing done & to try & see what my options for schooling are!! ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡ i hope that your wknd set you up w the most positive energy for this wk to be the best one yet!! ପ૮๑ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ๑ აଓ kissin you & makin you your fave snackies!! mwah!!

#guys both my head & my laptop hard drive have been filled w so many blurbs/hcs!!! eeep it’s getting insane!!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა #but also…im not complaining bc i love being delulu ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡ lmaosksk #im tryin to go back to school to actually finish getting my bachelors degree by next spring but i alwys forget how much goes into applyin:(#sigh i only have like 1.5-2 yrs of schoolin left to get my degree bc i had done 1.5 years after hs so not bad at all!!#& i LOVE LOVE LOVE school!!! i love learning anyth & everyth & i love writing papers omg ꉂꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*)#i hope today is so super magical for you all!! & ilysm always!!! <333 #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

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radrobotz · 3 months ago

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i think the funniest ocs ive ever had were it was like a next gen crossover au where all webseries (of the 2000s-2010s for reference) exist in the same world but its like the kids of the characters and the main character (and couple) were an eddsworld fankid and a dick figures fankid