#I WASNT EVEN DEPRESSED IS THE MADDENING THING. I WAS MOSTLY NORMAL. MAYBE EVEN A LITTLE MANIC. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

blackmoldmp3 · 2 years ago

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i’m going to do it for a solid month and then i can bring him the info from the fall And from march and be like look that endo was full of shit. god bless please don’t put me on the pill that makes u not eat bc that’s not what caused this situation to occur

#situation for the uninitiated is that i gained 100lbs over a year and a half with no lifestyle change #along with other weird shit like muscle weakness body/facial hair growth rando fungal infections #extreme spike in panic attacks i also got a lot of acne after years of having no pimples at all.#the weight gain was concentrated nearly exclusively in my stomach and chest. i’ve still got insanely skinny arms lol #ALL MY SKINS NUMB. ALSO.#but the endocrinologist i waited a year to see was like ‘i think you were just depressed and ate too much :/‘ like he decided this before #he had even met me. and then spent 40 minutes talking about ozempic or whatever #sorry. it’s just so frustrating and relentless that i’ve given up on figuring out what the fuck is happening with that lol #I WASNT EVEN DEPRESSED IS THE MADDENING THING. I WAS MOSTLY NORMAL. MAYBE EVEN A LITTLE MANIC.#AND TO BOOT WHEN IM DEPRESSED I HAVE NO APPETITE. it was a four hour round trip to see this guy lol

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